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- Title: The Story of My Life: Editorial Additions Not In Original Text
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- thus create within him the inner strength not to go under.
- Title: The Story of My Life: Chapter: I
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- connection conclusions have been drawn with regard to the origin of
- This does not accord, I must confess, with my own inclinations. For it
- result of such attention is something a man has to settle with
- association with the seminary of the Premonstratensian Order at Geras.
- He always looked back with the greatest affection upon this time in
- father became acquainted with my mother. Then he gave up the work of
- away from it. And so, when my father retired, after a life filled with
- he found in keeping up with political developments. In these he took
- days were filled with loving care of her children and of the little
- quite witty, too; had many jokes to tell, and was pleased when he drew
- what can we do with them? Wh-a-a-t? said the priest.
- since I handled my toys with the greatest care, and kept them in good
- especially good. These were picture-books with figures that could be
- associated little stories with these figures, to whom one gave a part
- hour poring over the picture-books with my sister. Besides, I learned
- with his wife and his little son, and this son, according to my
- and making circles around them with dabs of ink. His father noticed
- heard the commotion and came into the school-room with wild eyes,
- them with the utmost bluntness that the friendship between us was
- with his duties.
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- Title: The Story of My Life: Chapter: II
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- indifference. Through what I observed around me and felt within me, I
- came out of the examination with a brilliant record. There
- me take lunch at her home without charge, and would welcome me there
- at first without awakening any lively interest in my mind. In the
- began at once with higher mathematics. Yet from some of the sentences
- between molecules and atoms without reference to such
- I had nothing within me which inclined me in any way whatever to
- by him. It had to do with the law of probabilities and calculations in
- however, for me was that the exactness with which my favourite teacher
- With still another teacher I came only after a long time into a more
- reality of being which is in natural phenomena. With such
- The reading of Kant met with every sort of obstacle in the
- build up thought within myself that every thought should be completely
- within myself a harmony between such thinking and the teachings of
- I took with the utmost devotion the symbol and dogma, the description
- It so happened that one of the employees who took turns with my father
- also at this time during the vacation without a teacher.
- intimate relationship with the doctor at Wiener Neustadt whom I have
- The others we addressed with the title Professor; he,
- The warmth with which Rotteck conceived and set forth historic events
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- Title: The Story of My Life: Chapter: III
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- I had got so far with my reading
- strive. Along with these I read also the
- problem with the
- while I was occupied with this inner work I sought to get my bearings
- with reference to the roads which had been taken by the thinkers of
- studies with reference to my future career. I decided to prepare to
- placed in dramatic contrast with this Goethe's first appearance and
- In connection with these lectures he had the habit of requiring
- discussion dealt with Lessing's Laokoon. Then I undertook a
- his actions a free being? In connection with this paper I drew
- high forehead and a long philosopher's beard. With him everything was
- so because one felt: With this man it is obviously natural to be
- principles of Herbart. And yet one could entirely sympathize with all
- his glasses, looked once more for a long time without spectacles over
- the circle of auditors, and finally began to lecture, without
- lectures I became better acquainted with Schröer. He then often took
- gladly answered my questions, and sent me away with a book from his
- which was written from Herbart's point of view. Together with this I
- conception shaped themselves within me from these things.
- For this reason he almost never lectured without manuscript. He needed
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- Title: The Story of My Life: Chapter: IV
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- establish upon a firm foundation within me, music came to have a
- friendships. In opinions I seldom agreed with these friends. This,
- mutual stimulus in these friendships. One of these was with a young
- man pre-eminently idealistic. With his blond hair and frank blue eyes
- The debates with this friend stretched out endlessly. In long walks
- proofs expressed in animated fashion, that only with
- blessed with worldly goods, had soon after to take a petty
- nearer tie with the girl. But neither was he strong enough to overcome
- the existing relationship. I kept up a correspondence with him for a
- Long after life had brought to an end my correspondence with this
- circumstances, had in his own feelings severed his relation with his
- In intercourse with this friend my anti-Wagnerism of that period came
- with Wagnerism. My love for pure music increased with the
- significant for me. This was with a young man who was in every way the
- opposite of the fair-haired youth. He felt that he was a poet. With
- I was with both these friends in the practice in oral and
- our minds and Schröer talked over everything with us and elevated our
- would gladly have entered upon it. He was altogether taken up with his
- with existence. At last he had to take a position quite unattractive
- to him. With him also I continued my connection by means of letters.
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- won my deeper interest I could find only in connection with Karl
- Julius Schröer. I had the pleasure of being with him often just at
- this time. His own fate was closely bound up with that of German
- significant and received marked recognition within restricted circles,
- be published in part without the author's name in German regions
- in conducting a Seminar. He now became acquainted with the Christmas
- the region of Presburg. There he was face to face with Germanism in a
- the west into Hungary hundreds of years before had brought with them
- dialect, which survived with a little fragment of German folk in
- lived with his whole soul in the revelation of the folk-life, and
- at first he was entrusted with the direction of the evangelical
- privilege of knowing him and of becoming intimate with him. At the
- out in frank, manly fashion without turning his eyes much at the
- I was with him. I could sit by his side for hours. Out of his inspired
- always had, in truth, when I sat there alone with Schröer, the feeling
- I listened in a spiritual sense with the greatest possible sympathy to
- Thus my experience at that time was strongly bound up with my
- idealism was in harmony with the knowledge of nature.
- It was during the period of my most earnest intercourse with Schröer
- with Schröer I came into close touch with Goethe's spiritual life. It
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- the soul within the body. I was thoroughly convinced that the boy
- genuine understanding of man. I had to follow out with great care an
- instruction in such a form that in the least time, and with the least
- development in company with other children. I continued to be a tutor
- glimpse of the working of business, and of much that is connected with
- continued with him even to the
- I had done for her boy, and who clung to this child of sorrow with the
- A good portion of my youthful life was bound up with the task which
- summer with the family of the children whom I had to tutor to the
- Attersee in the Salzkammergut, and there became familiar with the
- this I did with great enjoyment. To be sure, I think I have not played
- It was during this period that I was occupied with the philosophy of
- opposition was aroused within me. The opinion that the genuinely real
- strengthening of mental life, dip down within the real. I was clear in
- toward the goal of drawing up from within himself that with which life
- congenial because in this his beyond standpoint withdraws
- that was immensely stimulating. So it was also with the popular
- writings of Eduard von Hartmann, which dealt with cultural historical,
- many optimists. It was just in connection with him that I experienced
- edit Goethe's scientific writings with an introduction and
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- Title: The Story of My Life: Chapter: VII
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- which made possible for me many happy hours within its circle, and a
- little by little, with much which the man in the next room read,
- had brought to the pass of dealing thenceforward only with the world
- within himself, and of foregoing all human intercourse.
- had had much intercourse with him.
- naturalness together with a noble reserve, and this reserve of hers
- altogether filled with an impression which he had just received. He
- had become acquainted with the poems of Marie Eugenie delle Grazie.
- the opportunity of a conversation with the poet which has often come
- ruinous nature, empty of the ideal. She spoke with genuine inspiration
- away from the poet profoundly shocked. The greatness with which she
- world. But I was never inclined to withhold my interest or my
- family. We listened to scenes of lofty poetic rhythm, but with a
- withdrew. They had experienced a sort of convulsion. I could not agree
- with Schröer, for he seemed to me to be wholly filled with the feeling
- it from without that which ought to arise within.
- Goethe's words: Know thyself, and live at peace with the
- I said regarding the human spirit overcoming from within itself the
- correctness within certain limits; Schröer saw in every concession to
- speaking with enthusiastic admiration of his broad and comprehensive
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- DURING this time about 1888 I felt within me, on the one hand, the
- brought me into intercourse with a wide circle of acquaintances.
- transparently clear. This required an inward withdrawal from all that
- circumstance that such a withdrawal was possible. I could at that time
- sit in a coffee-house, with the greatest excitement all around me, and
- yet be absolutely tranquil within, my thoughts concentrated upon the
- were still intimately bound up with that world.
- Persons with whom I was in frequent relation were devoting their
- occupied with the social question. Still others were in the midst of a
- worked with him had brought idealism to a height worthy of humanity. I
- could therefore not maintain itself with the successors of these
- begins with that which is perceptible to the senses, but he transforms
- of spirit within the world of sense. The true artist yields himself
- immediate unity with the primal being of the world. It is from this
- then acting in harmony with the spiritual nature of the world, which
- in his feeling for nature, enthusiastic, almost drunk with faith in
- pastor entertaining her guests with such delightful charm. Into the
- heart with an inner fascination, and completely captivated one's
- whole room was permeated with the warmth of the soul. At these Formey
- evenings I became acquainted also with the actress Wilborn. An
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- with a number of Goethe specialists chief among whom were Hermann
- be combined with the unpublished remains.
- My work in connection with this edition had given me a mental picture
- material dealing with natural science was to be found in these
- literary remains. With the greatest intensity I worked at this portion
- stand always in relationship with the previous type. They likewise
- while itself progressing, calls for perception without intending this,
- as they do with the idea, they express thereby the unity of the whole,
- and it is in a certain sense in accord with the facts of nature thus
- to conform themselves with this idea.
- if he desires knowingly to unite with this being. During my sojourn in
- Weimar the question arose within me in more and more decisive form:
- stages of knowledge. When he stands thus with the lower knowledge in
- he feels that he is in union with the being of things. To live
- clear to my mind that satisfaction could come only with a grasp upon
- forth from within itself something to add to the first pictures of
- reality, can it then remain within a reality, or does it float out of
- The hours after work I passed with those who were connected with the
- from elsewhere for longer or shorter visits. I was received with
- Eduard von Hartmann, with whom I had corresponded for years in regard
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- conclusion within me that toward which the mind had been striving.
- the sense-world did not pass with me as true reality. In my writings
- thinking I conceived as that which places the soul within the
- that, while man lives within this sense-free thinking, he really finds
- me the rediscovery within the perceptual world of the spiritual
- spiritually within himself the true reality, and for this reason could
- The first consideration with me in advancing my own insight was the
- reality is to be sought, not by such a breaking through from without,
- through from without and then discovers that this is impossible such
- sense-perception man faces a world of illusion. But when from within
- illusion is permeated with reality and ceases to be illusion.
- Then the human spirit, living its own life within, meets the spirit of
- sense-world, but weaves and breathes within the sense-world.
- I now saw that the finding of the spirit within the sense-world is not
- scientific writings is permeated with such views: Whoever
- with the fundamental existence of the world; what is at work without
- enters into the spirit of man: he becomes one with objective reality
- at its highest potency. Becoming aware of the idea within reality is
- that my fate should bring me into conflict with the contemporary
- formulators of theories of cognition. These conceived, to begin with,
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- the Kabalists it was only with the greatest difficulty that I, with
- mystics. They desire living contact with the sources of human
- which one experiences when one lives in association with ideas
- always been like a personal intercourse with the spiritual world.
- But if anyone enters into the interior of his own soul without taking
- ideas with him, he thus arrives at the inner region of mere feeling.
- With such a view a materialistic observer of nature can declare
- spirit as a fantastic playing with words which signifies nothing real
- While I held this before my mind the forces within my soul which stood
- objected with all positiveness to mere feeling as a way into the
- attitude toward the spiritual world. I sought association with the
- mystic seeks this through association with the non-ideal. I also could
- To achieve for this mental conflict within myself the clarification
- to me impossible with the use of mystical forms; for these do not
- experiences within man. My purpose was, not to describe human
- become dominant within me, in spite of the fact that I perceived
- itself in ideas must be of the same character within the soul as the
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- the second phase of my life with the removal from Vienna to Weimar.
- connection with the natural scientific and the mystical form of
- refusal to be content with any sort of theoretically easily surveyed
- thought-pictures as contrasted with the knowledge of the illimitable
- they are images living in the form of thoughts within the mind.
- represented a true reflection within the human spirit of that which
- standing within the spiritual. He feared that he would become abstract
- if he proceeded further beyond this vital standing-within to a living
- in thoughts concerning this standing-within. He desired the experience
- of being within the spirit; but he did not desire to think himself
- within the spirit.
- understanding of him with the help of his own ideas. When I look back
- the soul experiences itself as true spirit, it may then stand within
- the spiritual of the world. But in this standing-within man first
- union one with the other within the human soul.
- Goethe work to me. I had to reduce to a harmony within my
- consciousness with itself. For I saw that man can understand
- perceived this genuine reality within himself.
- with itself.
- which consists in the understanding of human consciousness with
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- frequently with my old friends. Few as were the opportunities I had to
- I frequently caused misunderstandings with these idealists when I
- This had not been continued. The period of the natural sciences, with
- which cannot be further advanced without first resorting to far more
- It was in this mood that I first became acquainted with Nietzsche's
- of the most profound problems without immersing himself in these with
- that he said many things with which I stood in the closest intimacy in
- than ordinary depth. I passed my last years in Vienna with such
- had remained bound to me with rare loyalty through all these years,
- extensive social relationships, I had also this with persons from
- the Anthroposophical Society in Vienna. This human relationship with
- down within themselves in an often profoundly inward music of the
- world which may be viewed with the greatest interest from the point of
- proud will which laid hold with all its might, which forced itself
- through without cunning but with elemental mercilessness. I felt how
- and Transylvania. The men were playing with a vehemence which
- furs, and travelled with these old and new friends through icy-cold
- It was with sad memories that I made the journey back to Vienna. There
- this very phenomenon, of the great loneliness in which I stood with my
- work he could have thrown his slips of paper with these remarks
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- an understanding of human consciousness with itself.
- myself thoroughly in philosophy, but I was credited officially with a
- connection with the examination.
- almost as if I had spent much of my life with him. For the Seven
- Stein is of the opinion that revelation gave content from without to
- human strivings after a world-conception. There I could not agree with
- understanding with himself in vital spiritual consciousness, can
- Yet the book is one of those written with philosophical warmth, and
- dealing with the relation of Platonism to Christianity, over and over
- A personality serene in his whole bearing, in advanced age, with mild
- within them; but if it is to attain to phenomenal existence the human
- possibility of asking whether it is in keeping with the conception of
- Goethe to identify the archetypal plant or archetypal animal with
- Institute was Bernhard Suphan. With him also, I may say, I had a
- Institute, was due to his friendship with Herman Grimm.
- might know what was to be done with the Goethe literary remains.
- administration, and thus stood in close relation with the Queen of
- remains could best be administered, he had to turn to those with whom
- he had become familiar as Goethe scholars through his own work with
- art that Herman Grimm had become concerned with Goethe; as such he had
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- Weimar phase of my life are associated for me with important memories.
- described with Herman Grimm concerning his views on the history of the
- physical reality and perceives the control within the sensible
- which is concealed within the sense-existence does not appear, yet the
- connect it with what is adapted to the ordinary consciousness. I was
- Club. It dealt with the possibility of a monistic conception of the
- reality from without and by means of his spiritual
- awareness grasps its spiritual side from within, so that
- Haeckel was at work a century later with the assertion that he could
- I had at first no occasion to become personally acquainted with
- Thus I became personally acquainted with Haeckel. He was a fascinating
- for nature. The tendency of a previous earthly life, with a fanatical
- In such contradictory fashion lived two beings in Haeckel. A man with
- a shadowy being with incompletely thought-out, narrowly limited ideas
- breathing out fanaticism. When Haeckel spoke, it was with difficulty
- Others conversed with him by writing whatever they wished to say on a
- about this without the development of a real conversation. He was
- without having to reckon upon objections such as meet another when
- impressed with the worth of what he himself thought.
- world-phenomena. He could not judge things otherwise than with a
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- with Gabrielle Reuter, with whom I had the privilege of intimate
- within her profound quest of humanity, and who laid hold of them with
- stood with her whole soul half-way between traditional prejudices and
- life and by education is forced from without into subjection to this
- serene and sagacious suffused with artistic feeling and marked by an
- one could have with her while she was working at her book Of a Good
- Family. As I reflect upon the past I see myself standing with her
- indeed, was her feeling within, but it remained in the soul and did
- acquainted with Otto Erich Hartleben. Why he was sitting there I could
- chanced to be with him and others. The rest of us were of
- he means nothing for life. Meanwhile he was looking at me with a
- that I was then occupied with Schopenhauer. I said Schopenhauer
- and was really just as happy at midday in the Institute circle with
- Suphan, with whom Hartleben had never become acquainted since this
- did not appeal to him as I was in the evenings with Hartleben and
- one with whom it was possible to converse about questions of the world
- find its firm union with that life. To me the philosophies there
- very little in touch with an external world. When I withdrew from some
- which I saw in inner vision. With that world I could readily unite
- This I experienced especially when in vital intercourse with men in
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- determine also their moral relationships with respect to those who
- with views of mine which I held to be most important. For I saw before
- evolution of the world as being without moral or spiritual content.
- endued with soul, that which is permeated with spirit in the form
- finally with moral indifference likewise bury it.
- an occurrence which attains to equal validity with an occurrence in
- being with this reality, as the corpse of a man has lost its unity of
- being with that in man which is endued with soul and with life. To me
- more or less unconsciously the opinion that one can do nothing with
- I took many a walk with Hans and Grete Olden through the Weimar parks,
- this frivolity. Whoever presses forward with his perception as
- force. The article met with a distinctly unfriendly reception. How,
- which revealed ethics as firmly rooted along with all other reality.
- with the greatest possible friendliness. But it seemed to Herman Grimm
- more or less acquainted with the majority of them; they are all quite
- securely while it had to do only with that which lies immediately at
- whose essential content I had long borne within me, was receiving its
- He read it with close attention, for I soon received back his copy of
- the book with his detailed marginal comments from beginning to end.
- only so long as this embraces the phenomenon within consciousness.
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- My first acquaintance with Nietzsche's writings belongs to the year
- influence. I read what he had written with the feeling of being drawn
- within: What has this spiritual life to do with me? There must
- health the content of his own life; and thus he sought with Richard
- Wagner, with Schopenhauer, with modern positivism to dream as if he
- discovered that he had only dreamed. Then he began with every power
- out of these dreams realities of the inner man which, without that
- floated within him in a mood of soul joyful but resting upon
- Nietzsche without coming upon anything which strove to make the reader
- without reserve his spiritual illumination; in this experience one
- Later I got into a serious disagreement with Frau Elizabeth
- darkness, with his beautiful forehead-artist's and thinker's forehead
- shaping thoughts within, and which now would fain rest a while. An
- underwent a change in sympathy with the genius whose gaze was directed
- discover it; and yet chained to the body, which would have to do with
- Nietzsche's soul was still there, but only from without could it hold
- to the body, that body which so long as the soul remained within it
- Nietzsche who bore within his body ideas drawn from widely extended
- intimate friendship with Fritz Koegel. It was a beautiful task which
- volume of Emerson's filled throughout with marginal comments showing
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- silence within me as my world-conception, while my thoughts were
- personalities with whom I felt myself united by bonds of friendship
- with me into this life my full humanity in order by this means to lay
- not desire to begin with the framing of hypotheses, but in perception,
- behind the sense world, but within it.
- the world puts to us and which cannot be answered with the means which
- in this manner are only accidental, such as will vanish with the
- our understanding. The atomic hypothesis is utterly without foundation
- theatre, and the musical people associated with these.
- intercourse with the Weimar artists for a spiritual conception of the
- himself harmonized with my own evolution in the direction of artistic
- the closest intimacy with me. Him also life has borne far away from
- The young painter's name was Otto Fröhlich. He often sat with me in my
- was with me, he was always painting in the spirit. In his
- picture, but rather that which light and colour reveal from within
- instinctively within him as his experience that which I was seeking
- wished to deal with the characteristically hateful; but I know that
- colour-being out of its intercourse with the green snakes this
- myself where the artists, and all who felt socially bound up with
- In this way I became acquainted with individual artists in other
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- philologist accepted forthwith as complete. Only the
- by anyone, whereas his own endeavour was to fill himself with inner
- Goethe's letters; Julius Wahle, occupied with the journals; and I,
- with the natural-scientific writings. But the very requirements of von
- are bound up with Goethe always received their due. The notes written
- life. But every word about art that one could exchange with her was a
- purely human way. I seldom went away from such a conversation without
- carrying with me in long continued reflection what Frau von der Hellen
- with the political life of the times. Discontent with things
- friendly personal interest in him led me also although without
- its genesis, associated with all the hopes of a working class taught
- only in a worthy sort of conservatism bound up with a hope for
- repugnance arose within me which was not true in relation to von der
- often look back with pleasure; for the man was, in his way,
- activity. It occurred to him that I could do something along with him
- family. This in turn brought me in touch with another family. And then
- intimately associated with a family there, but in such a way that the
- And now I entered into almost the same relationship with the head of
- widow's life was filled with pious thoughts about her dead husband. It
- then, and took up my residence with the family. There was the library
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- acquainted with the owner of a book-shop. This book business had seen
- carried sketchy articles dealing with contemporary spiritual life and
- within the scope of my thinking or had a relation to this. Although
- often to turn back in later years. The narrow limits within which my
- Most important of all, however, were the relationships with men which
- I became acquainted with the actor Neuffer while he was still engaged
- Her sentiments, deeply rooted in the soul, shone with wonderful beauty
- graciously. Every moment that I spent with the Neuffers I had the
- and as I was not in left the request that I must without fail come
- did not care to take with him.
- He was already standing at the door with the lady. The maid-servant
- interjected the maid: Is this perhaps that head with the tip of
- Forthwith the final act of the expedition was carried out, and Neuffer
- So it was with the Neuffers. They spared no pains when they wished to
- which felt elsewhere unsatisfied would turn up here. So it was with
- those who made a permanent home there, but so also with those who
- Weimar. The fine figure of a man with those wavy locks was often among
- to talk with him about Goethe, Schiller, Byron. Then he spoke very
- side with the official journal, the Weimarische Zeitung. Many other
- touch with me.
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- already begun in my mind. With my departure from Weimar this became a
- union with the full content of what was experienced by the senses.
- were appropriated by me without mental effort, and that
- say, without man's interjecting himself into this by means of his
- thought, or by some other soul-content arising within him.
- senses with that which the mind experiences through the spirit and
- its own character unmingled with the physical.
- outside oneself; and just by reason of this one comes again, with an
- that to stand thus with one's soul wholly within this opposition meant
- the counterpart in mental experience in order to strike a balance with
- omitted from the world without thereby leaving the world incomplete.
- But this led also to an ever increasing clarity of understanding with
- and compare this with the formulation of contents in
- the world, of the riddle-becoming and riddle-solving within the truly
- strives within these that is, because, in the light of the
- according to my view, submerge himself with knowing mind into the
- within me as perception, although it had long before been vitally
- present in my conceptual world. In connection with the revolution in my
- world-conception. Now, however, there arose within me something which
- experience through ideas which, however, takes up within itself the
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- WITH the mental revolution thus described must I bring to a close the
- themselves in such directions as fell in line with the content of my
- mind. At Weimar, as regards my work in connection with Goethe, there
- to bring the tendencies coming from the outer world into harmony with
- the idea of freedom in a form shining clearly within me, and thus to
- The idea corresponds with an objective reality, and what one actually
- With this view of the idea of freedom there was united the
- world living within the mind to something which had now laid hold upon
- A way in nature which gives access from without to the will cannot be
- road from without penetrate to that place in the soul where the
- within which man finds himself, even though these laws had their
- within man by reason of the fact that he directs his will in
- accordance with them, but only by reason of the fact that he himself,
- these insights were linked up for me with the lofty comprehensive
- without becoming aware that in reality he is in the presence of
- in the soul merely that which man experiences within nature makes the
- world an illusion. The intensity with which these ideas
- suppresses within his mental life the more weighty elements of
- whole sphere of knowledge within my mind without changing anything
- with what had hitherto been the case. In the Logos lives the human
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- With this shaping of my mental life I then faced the necessity of
- unity with those inner directive tendencies which came from my
- intellectual life. Within certain limits it was able to do well in
- in 1897, it was in close relationship with the strivings of the young
- literature without having placed itself in strong opposition to what
- But, in spite of all this, the situation was such in connection with
- It was now a necessity of my status within the spiritual world that I
- necessary for me to do, met with greater and greater opposition. One
- spiritual world in working within this circle. For, even though many
- persons who caused the question to arise with respect to that which I
- vitally experienced within me: Must one be speechless?
- until now come into near and friendly relations with me, I was
- privileged to feel that, although they did not go along with me very
- way of life, without further testing of me, after we had come into
- payments were to be made to the former owner within the course of the
- regarding which he was unable to say what effect it would have within
- not have had it different. For one who stands within the spiritual
- associated me for some years with Otto Erich Hartleben, but
- certain lack of consistency in the Magazine. And, with all his
- association with him; it was the product of that
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- ASSOCIATED with the Magazine group was a free Dramatic Society. It did
- not belong so intimately with the Magazine as did the Free Literary
- succeed in the midst of so many dramatic attempts with the
- stages. With these actors the play was given in the morning in a
- exclusively the cause of art. The activity associated with this
- to me; most of all the part having to do with the staging of the
- plays. Along with Otto Erich Hartleben I took part in the rehearsals.
- arrangement of the scenes. And what one then does, without any logical
- interfered with. To the experiences in this field which were then
- mine, I had occasion afterwards again and again to look back with
- Moreover, it became my task to precede the production with a brief
- time been adopted also in Germany in connection with individual plays.
- Not, of course, in the ordinary theatre, but in connection with such
- purpose with which it was unfamiliar. The task of giving this brief
- Being vitally within this dramatic art was, at all events, really
- Such a vital working in unison with the living art I wished to have in
- experience. If one seeks to bring them into effect with persons who
- grown into him, that he cannot withdraw from this into another vitally
- All this could not be given. It could be linked up only with
- natural-scientific experience, not with natural-scientific thinking.
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- without. Against this my view of spirit opposed itself, desiring to
- proceed, not from without by way of precepts obeyed, but out of the
- living reality within the world of spirit, such a sinking of himself
- quite different. He is brought into contact with Beings in the world
- to abstract error; there is a spiritual and living intercourse with a
- concerning Christ that I had with the learned Cistercian who was a
- within me as an inner phenomenon. About the turn of the century the
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- With the experiences that came to me from my perspective of the future
- I saw how, with the time of Goethe and Hegel, everything disappeared
- broadening, becomes at last one with the thinking of the World-Spirit
- completely within Hegelianism experiencing this in my soul as my own
- Against the one-sidedness of endowing the World-Spirit merely with
- I have always observed this rule with regard to such mental
- world in which man with his inner creative powers has no part; and
- wholly personal will with little feeling for the harmonious
- My own consideration of Stirner was connected at that time with a
- here considering. This was my friendship with the important Stirner
- was brought in contact by Gabrielle Reuter with this personality, to
- me likewise altogether congenial. He had occupied himself with those
- chapters in my Philosophy of Spiritual Activity which deal with
- that filled my soul when in company with him. He bore the
- America. All this was suffused with a boundless amiability. I
- thought the same name which his opponents had, only with another
- ideas. He was in accord with the American, B. Tucker, who stood for
- acquainted with the author. This is a noble work based upon faith in
- the individual man. It describes penetratingly and with great
- should have been completed within men. He therefore demanded for the
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- Berlin Workers' School came to me with the request that I should take
- But I obviously had to do with the mental character of the
- with the forms of conception and judgment of these persons in order to
- their minds. It was for this reason that Marxism, with its
- with them. Marx maintained that the impelling forces in the historic
- developing proletariat desired knowledge with the most intense
- ideal-spiritual impulses in connection with the preceding periods of
- weak in comparison with the material-economic impulses.
- also for the workers. I connected my reflections with this third of
- At the celebration of the Gutenberg jubilee I was entrusted with the
- With this activity destiny had once more transplanted me into a piece
- they elaborated with complete deliberation as a sort of economic
- gospel. Later it became something with which the mass of the
- with interest by a greater number of unprejudiced persons, and if the
- proletariat had been dealt with understandingly, this movement would
- egoism spread abroad with it fierce competitive struggles the time
- century was already being prepared. Side by side with this, the
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- much later, within the Anthroposophical Society. Marie von Sievers
- the first time it became possible with her help to work for the
- To this period belongs my friendship with the young poet, now dead,
- connection with this work rested upon Ludwig Jacobowski. And a sort of
- Along with this he developed a fruitful activity in the field of
- wholly original; and yet born of deeply human feeling and filled with
- its fulness in the most divers fields. Yet he associated with many
- and look back upon our brief association with an inner devotion to my
- Another friend with whom I came to be associated at that time was
- Only the title coincides with my Philosophie der Freiheit. The content
- drawn. I was entrusted with the teaching of history. Bruno Wille took
- inaugurated the Union with a very brilliant lecture based upon the
- saying of Goethe: Never matter without spirit.
- scholastic monism. Even though scholasticism withdrew from human
- with the misunderstood scholasticism. In any case, they
- materialist. But at that time this materialist passed with many
- In accordance with the quite differently constituted temper of mind of
- within the mysteries. It was imparted to those who had
- restricted circles with men whom they had previously prepared. And
- have encountered, I may select one who was active within the Viennese
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- Since the 'eighties I had been occupied with imaginations which were
- associated in my thought with this fairy-tale. I saw set forth in the
- lectures there delivered had to do with all aspects of life and
- persons with a great interest in the spiritual world. Therefore, when
- founded by Blavatsky. What I had said in connection with Goethe's
- who were associated with them. I explained, however, that I could
- speak only about that which I vitally experienced within me as
- acquainted with others. These acquaintance ships led me to write in
- the Magazine the adverse review dealing with the theosophists in
- connection with the appearance of a publication of Franz Hartmann.
- possibility have linked my discussions with this literature.
- So I then gave the lectures in which I established a connection with
- after the beginning of my lecturing. Within this section I was then
- which I dealt with the spiritual evolution of humanity, and to the
- which was at first the only audience that entered without restriction
- in comparison with the Buddha event, and how the evolution of
- the thing itself; it was the name and the association with the Society
- conclusion that a German section of the Society would be founded with
- acquainted with important leaders of the Theosophical Society. I had
- these leaders. We became great friends. I became acquainted with Mr.
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- phenomena of the spiritual life without having recourse to the
- at the point of view of the ordinary consciousness without bringing
- experienced with original inwardness in intellectualism. Humanity in
- Activity to set this forth with reference to knowledge and the
- connection with Goethe's ideas is subject to discussion. It may be
- would not at first be understood. Science was supposed to end with
- for it a place within the general spiritual and educational life. She
- talent a beautiful development. When I became acquainted with her in
- with that which was once revealed as a spiritual content to the
- spiritual centre with which one could worthily unite when one
- Sievers and I counted, but chiefly those persons who were present with
- This working within the existing branches of the Theosophical Society,
- there was comprised within the branches of the Theosophical Society
- remained as they then were, the withdrawal of my friend and myself
- been formed officially within the Theosophical Society as a special
- direction should have absolutely nothing to do with these things. The
- bring to the centre what it held within itself; and I gave sharp
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- has been done within this movement since its foundation that has not
- I had a content of spiritual impressions within me. I gave the
- is as far as possible out of harmony with anthroposophy to imagine
- nothing was to be done in this matter within German territory. What I
- not at once withdraw; for theosophy was their affair, and, if anything
- of processes within the molecular structure; for spiritual processes
- science, was something quite impossible even within that science; to
- either in a purely mechanical or other activity in connection with
- will be noted that in nature one has to do with colour and other
- sense-qualities within which spirit is actually at work; but one does
- which lives in a spiritual reality; and it is the same with recent
- Therefore what now appears as a battle within theoretical materialism
- from without.
- time with the spiritual Power whom I later designated as
- Although it was at first my intention to work in harmony with the
- evolves out of its own germ without making itself in any way dependent
- Gnosis, made an agreement with me to combine this with mine
- editorship of Luzifer-Gnosis along with this lecturing; but the
- that a periodical which was gaining new subscribers with every number
- forming esoteric schools within the Theosophical Society.
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- MY first work of lecturing within the circles which grew out of the
- if I wished to be understood. But with the lapse of time and the
- which I stood with all the forces of my soul under the impression of
- remain always in touch with scientific knowledge.
- With the expansion and deepening of spiritual experience, this
- different ways bound up with that penetrating it from the beings of
- ego, etc. In setting these forth I sought to connect them with the
- I faced these difficulties in full consciousness. I battled with them.
- which is linked up with the observation of the sense-world. To him the
- of my Theosophy without the impression of inner experience, so
- reject it. To him the truths appear to be assertions set up without
- it should be an experiencing with inner commotions, tensions, and
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- have its activity within this severed existence. It seems, therefore,
- also alive within the Society. Spiritual knowledge as an experience
- right if what we are concerned with is the stimulation of
- in the ceremonies which found a place within the Anthroposophical
- Munich along with the course of lectures on anthroposophy.
- By reason of the fact that we were able to unfold art along with
- for itself; it must again find itself united with this experience when
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- there was a sense of dissatisfaction among many persons with the
- with reality as one experiences reality through the senses. Thus the
- situation continued to be such that men said: With the means
- confession: With one's orientation towards the senses one penetrates
- higher realms with the same orientation. The senses in man are
- in beautiful memory within me a visit in Jena. I had to deliver
- a lecture to a smaller group in Jena. After this I happened to be with
- dominated in his striving after knowledge. It was with inner tolerance
- till the present I have followed his way of knowledge with the deepest
- these I explained myself in connection with all which is present in
- Together with this purpose, however, of building up anthroposophy and
- these courses. These were acquainted with the elementary information
- writings are the result of what struggled and laboured within me; in
- membership, and through my vital living within what I thus hear the
- without hesitation when accusations became too insistent in this
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- A CERTAIN institution which arose within the Anthroposophical Society
- connection with it does not really belong to the chapters of this
- with the leadership of a society similar to others which have been
- were employed in the institution were without historic dependence upon
- activity without any historic connection.
- was not dealing with any order, but that as participant in
- The fact that this had nothing to do with the activity of any existing
- Once a person who had participated with us for the first time in a
- further with us in the symbolic exercises.
- distinction that things were demonstrated among us without the
- environment of an order which otherwise are given only within the
- Even in this sphere we broke with the ancient traditions. Our work was
- attestations which Marie von Sievers and I signed in linking up with
- slanders, people treated the absurd with the grimace of the serious.
- have been far more discreet not to link up with practices
- which could later be used by slanderers. But I would remark with all
- in the people with whom they have to do. Even spiritual perception did
- men with whom one has to do in the same way as is any other person who
- until one has experienced the opposite, or else to be filled with
- sorrow as one views the entire world. A social co-operation with men
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- When the journeys on behalf of anthroposophy were made, together with
- Marie von Sievers, I came face to face with the treasures of the
- and therefore during the fifth decade of my life, and together with
- Everywhere by my side was Marie von Sievers, who, while entering with
- conversations with Marie von Sievers, must, I think, be felt with
- one requires mobility in ideal activity. Filling the mind with the
- entrance of all those inner untruths associated with false
- the hearers will be expelled. The artistic which is truly charged with
- in the form of a closed evolutionary process within the soul. I
- these lectures in connection with the exercises of the congress. I had
- Schuré, together with Marie von Sievers, who had already corresponded
- with him for a long time, and who had been engaged in translating his
- In this cycle of lectures I gave what I felt to be ripe within me in
- soul in its spiritual depths must remain together with this content,
- the perception with which it has to deal. In the Paris cycle of
- etheric body of a woman is male. Through this a light was cast within
- his physical body man is bound up with the cosmos quite otherwise than
- in his etheric body. Through his physical body man stands within the
- forces of the earth; through his etheric body within the forces of the
- connection with the mysteries of the cosmos.
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- Society, had an association with my spiritual life, and not those who
- have not brought such a connection with them into the Society. In
- without tending in feeling or ideas to anything else than this. What
- within this group in a manner which can truly be designated as very
- The centre of another group was Frau von Schewitsch. She was an
- anthroposophy than in becoming acquainted with it as one of the
- At that time also Frau von Schewitsch had given to the public her book
- Helene von Schewitsch was a notable part of history. She was the lady
- for whom Ferdinand Lassalle came to an early end in a duel with a
- theosophical problems were dealt with in lectures and discussions.
- should correspond artistically with the mood that dominated the oral
- programme. A connection with the nature of the ancient mysteries
- henceforth void of art within the Society. Marie von Sievers, who had
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- was requited with unspeakable hostility; his way of knowledge was
- spirit; permeated this understanding and united it with the spiritual
- human deed he achieved. How could he escape being hated with all the
- But he repaid with love the misunderstanding brought against him.
- They hissed with hate and blocked his forward way.
- They raged with venom and with flame;
- And now with joy they brand his memory:
- With all those souls who give themselves to us,
- With all those forces which obey our will.
- Without their God, in weakness, vice, and error.
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- WITH AN AFTERWORD
- WITH AUTOGRAPHS AND FOUR PORTRAITS
- January 1999 - December 10, 2000; with grateful acknowledgment to:
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