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  • Title: The Story of My Life: Editorial Additions Not In Original Text
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    • thus create within him the inner strength not to go under.
  • Title: The Story of My Life: Chapter: I
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    • connection conclusions have been drawn with regard to the origin of
    • This does not accord, I must confess, with my own inclinations. For it
    • result of such attention is something a man has to settle with
    • association with the seminary of the Premonstratensian Order at Geras.
    • He always looked back with the greatest affection upon this time in
    • father became acquainted with my mother. Then he gave up the work of
    • away from it. And so, when my father retired, after a life filled with
    • he found in keeping up with political developments. In these he took
    • days were filled with loving care of her children and of the little
    • quite witty, too; had many jokes to tell, and was pleased when he drew
    • what can we do with them?” “Wh-a-a-t?” said the priest.
    • since I handled my toys with the greatest care, and kept them in good
    • especially good. These were picture-books with figures that could be
    • associated little stories with these figures, to whom one gave a part
    • hour poring over the picture-books with my sister. Besides, I learned
    • with his wife and his little son, and this son, according to my
    • and making circles around them with dabs of ink. His father noticed
    • heard the commotion and came into the school-room with wild eyes,
    • them with the utmost bluntness that the friendship between us was
    • with his duties.
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  • Title: The Story of My Life: Chapter: II
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    • indifference. Through what I observed around me and felt within me, I
    • came out of the examination with a “brilliant” record. There
    • me take lunch at her home without charge, and would welcome me there
    • at first without awakening any lively interest in my mind. In the
    • began at once with higher mathematics. Yet from some of the sentences
    • between molecules and atoms without reference to such
    • I had nothing within me which inclined me in any way whatever to
    • by him. It had to do with the law of probabilities and calculations in
    • however, for me was that the exactness with which my favourite teacher
    • With still another teacher I came only after a long time into a more
    • reality of being which is in natural phenomena.” With such
    • The reading of Kant met with every sort of obstacle in the
    • build up thought within myself that every thought should be completely
    • within myself a harmony between such thinking and the teachings of
    • I took with the utmost devotion the symbol and dogma, the description
    • It so happened that one of the employees who took turns with my father
    • also at this time during the vacation without a teacher.
    • intimate relationship with the doctor at Wiener Neustadt whom I have
    • The others we addressed with the title “Professor”; he,
    • The warmth with which Rotteck conceived and set forth historic events
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  • Title: The Story of My Life: Chapter: III
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    • I had got so far with my reading
    • strive. Along with these I read also the
    • problem with the
    • while I was occupied with this inner work I sought to get my bearings
    • with reference to the roads which had been taken by the thinkers of
    • studies with reference to my future career. I decided to prepare to
    • placed in dramatic contrast with this Goethe's first appearance and
    • In connection with these lectures he had the habit of requiring
    • discussion dealt with Lessing's Laokoon. Then I undertook a
    • his actions a free being?” In connection with this paper I drew
    • high forehead and a long philosopher's beard. With him everything was
    • so because one felt: “With this man it is obviously natural to be
    • principles of Herbart. And yet one could entirely sympathize with all
    • his glasses, looked once more for a long time without spectacles over
    • the circle of auditors, and finally began to lecture, without
    • lectures I became better acquainted with Schröer. He then often took
    • gladly answered my questions, and sent me away with a book from his
    • which was written from Herbart's point of view. Together with this I
    • conception shaped themselves within me from these things.
    • For this reason he almost never lectured without manuscript. He needed
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    • establish upon a firm foundation within me, music came to have a
    • friendships. In opinions I seldom agreed with these friends. This,
    • mutual stimulus in these friendships. One of these was with a young
    • man pre-eminently idealistic. With his blond hair and frank blue eyes
    • The debates with this friend stretched out endlessly. In long walks
    • “proofs” expressed in animated fashion, that only with
    • blessed with worldly goods, had soon after to take a petty
    • nearer tie with the girl. But neither was he strong enough to overcome
    • the existing relationship. I kept up a correspondence with him for a
    • Long after life had brought to an end my correspondence with this
    • circumstances, had in his own feelings severed his relation with his
    • In intercourse with this friend my anti-Wagnerism of that period came
    • with Wagnerism. My love for “pure music” increased with the
    • significant for me. This was with a young man who was in every way the
    • opposite of the fair-haired youth. He felt that he was a poet. With
    • I was with both these friends in the “practice in oral and
    • our minds and Schröer talked over everything with us and elevated our
    • would gladly have entered upon it. He was altogether taken up with his
    • with existence. At last he had to take a position quite unattractive
    • to him. With him also I continued my connection by means of letters.
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    • won my deeper interest I could find only in connection with Karl
    • Julius Schröer. I had the pleasure of being with him often just at
    • this time. His own fate was closely bound up with that of German
    • significant and received marked recognition within restricted circles,
    • be published in part without the author's name in German regions
    • in conducting a Seminar. He now became acquainted with the Christmas
    • the region of Presburg. There he was face to face with Germanism in a
    • the west into Hungary hundreds of years before had brought with them
    • dialect, which survived with a little fragment of German folk in
    • lived with his whole soul in the revelation of the folk-life, and
    • at first he was entrusted with the direction of the evangelical
    • privilege of knowing him and of becoming intimate with him. At the
    • out in frank, manly fashion without turning his eyes much at the
    • I was with him. I could sit by his side for hours. Out of his inspired
    • always had, in truth, when I sat there alone with Schröer, the feeling
    • I listened in a spiritual sense with the greatest possible sympathy to
    • Thus my experience at that time was strongly bound up with my
    • idealism” was in harmony with the knowledge of nature.
    • It was during the period of my most earnest intercourse with Schröer
    • with Schröer I came into close touch with Goethe's spiritual life. It
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  • Title: The Story of My Life: Chapter: VI
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    • the soul within the body. I was thoroughly convinced that the boy
    • genuine understanding of man. I had to follow out with great care an
    • instruction in such a form that in the least time, and with the least
    • development in company with other children. I continued to be a tutor
    • glimpse of the working of business, and of much that is connected with
    • continued with him even to the
    • I had done for her boy, and who clung to this child of sorrow with the
    • A good portion of my youthful life was bound up with the task which
    • summer with the family of the children whom I had to tutor to the
    • Attersee in the Salzkammergut, and there became familiar with the
    • this I did with great enjoyment. To be sure, I think I have not played
    • It was during this period that I was occupied with the philosophy of
    • opposition was aroused within me. The opinion that the genuinely real
    • strengthening of mental life, dip down within the real. I was clear in
    • toward the goal of drawing up from within himself that with which life
    • congenial because in this his beyond standpoint withdraws
    • that was immensely stimulating. So it was also with the popular
    • writings of Eduard von Hartmann, which dealt with cultural historical,
    • many optimists. It was just in connection with him that I experienced
    • edit Goethe's scientific writings with an introduction and
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    • which made possible for me many happy hours within its circle, and a
    • little by little, with much which the man in the next room read,
    • had brought to the pass of dealing thenceforward only with the world
    • within himself, and of foregoing all human intercourse.
    • had had much intercourse with him.
    • naturalness together with a noble reserve, and this reserve of hers
    • altogether filled with an impression which he had just received. He
    • had become acquainted with the poems of Marie Eugenie delle Grazie.
    • the opportunity of a conversation with the poet which has often come
    • ruinous nature, empty of the ideal. She spoke with genuine inspiration
    • away from the poet profoundly shocked. The greatness with which she
    • world. But I was never inclined to withhold my interest or my
    • family. We listened to scenes of lofty poetic rhythm, but with a
    • withdrew. They had experienced a sort of convulsion. I could not agree
    • with Schröer, for he seemed to me to be wholly filled with the feeling
    • it from without that which ought to arise within.
    • Goethe's words: “Know thyself, and live at peace with the
    • I said regarding the human spirit overcoming from within itself the
    • correctness within certain limits; Schröer saw in every concession to
    • speaking with enthusiastic admiration of his broad and comprehensive
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    • DURING this time – about 1888 – I felt within me, on the one hand, the
    • brought me into intercourse with a wide circle of acquaintances.
    • transparently clear. This required an inward withdrawal from all that
    • circumstance that such a withdrawal was possible. I could at that time
    • sit in a coffee-house, with the greatest excitement all around me, and
    • yet be absolutely tranquil within, my thoughts concentrated upon the
    • were still intimately bound up with that world.
    • Persons with whom I was in frequent relation were devoting their
    • occupied with the social question. Still others were in the midst of a
    • worked with him had brought idealism to a height worthy of humanity. I
    • could therefore not maintain itself with the successors of these
    • begins with that which is perceptible to the senses, but he transforms
    • of spirit within the world of sense. The true artist yields himself
    • immediate unity with the primal being of the world. It is from this
    • then acting in harmony with the spiritual nature of the world, which
    • in his feeling for nature, enthusiastic, almost drunk with faith in
    • pastor entertaining her guests with such delightful charm. Into the
    • heart with an inner fascination, and completely captivated one's
    • whole room was permeated with the warmth of the soul. At these Formey
    • evenings I became acquainted also with the actress Wilborn. An
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    • with a number of Goethe specialists – chief among whom were Hermann
    • be combined with the unpublished remains.
    • My work in connection with this edition had given me a mental picture
    • material dealing with natural science was to be found in these
    • literary remains. With the greatest intensity I worked at this portion
    • stand always in relationship with the previous type. They likewise
    • while itself progressing, calls for perception without intending this,
    • as they do with the idea, they express thereby the unity of the whole,
    • and it is in a certain sense in accord with the facts of nature thus
    • to conform themselves with this idea.”
    • if he desires knowingly to unite with this being. During my sojourn in
    • Weimar the question arose within me in more and more decisive form:
    • stages of knowledge. When he stands thus with the lower knowledge in
    • he feels that he is in union with the being of things. To live
    • clear to my mind that satisfaction could come only with a grasp upon
    • forth from within itself something to add to the first pictures of
    • reality, can it then remain within a reality, or does it float out of
    • The hours after work I passed with those who were connected with the
    • from elsewhere for longer or shorter visits. I was received with
    • Eduard von Hartmann, with whom I had corresponded for years in regard
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    • conclusion within me that toward which the mind had been striving.
    • the sense-world did not pass with me as true reality. In my writings
    • thinking I conceived as that which places the soul within the
    • that, while man lives within this sense-free thinking, he really finds
    • me the rediscovery within the perceptual world of the spiritual
    • spiritually within himself the true reality, and for this reason could
    • The first consideration with me in advancing my own insight was the
    • reality is to be sought, not by such a breaking through from without,
    • through from without and then discovers that this is impossible – such
    • sense-perception man faces a world of illusion. But when from within
    • illusion is permeated with reality and ceases to be illusion.
    • Then the human spirit, living its own life within, meets the spirit of
    • sense-world, but weaves and breathes within the sense-world.
    • I now saw that the finding of the spirit within the sense-world is not
    • scientific writings is permeated with such views: “Whoever
    • with the fundamental existence of the world; what is at work without
    • enters into the spirit of man: he becomes one with objective reality
    • at its highest potency. Becoming aware of the idea within reality is
    • that my fate should bring me into conflict with the contemporary
    • formulators of theories of cognition. These conceived, to begin with,
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    • the Kabalists – it was only with the greatest difficulty that I, with
    • mystics. They desire living contact with the sources of human
    • which one experiences when one lives in association with ideas
    • always been like a personal intercourse with the spiritual world.
    • But if anyone enters into the interior of his own soul without taking
    • ideas with him, he thus arrives at the inner region of mere feeling.
    • With such a view a materialistic observer of nature can declare
    • spirit as a fantastic playing with words which signifies nothing real
    • While I held this before my mind the forces within my soul which stood
    • objected with all positiveness to mere feeling as a way into the
    • attitude toward the spiritual world. I sought association with the
    • mystic seeks this through association with the non-ideal. I also could
    • To achieve for this mental conflict within myself the clarification
    • to me impossible with the use of mystical forms; for these do not
    • experiences within man. My purpose was, not to describe human
    • become dominant within me, in spite of the fact that I perceived
    • itself in ideas must be of the same character within the soul as the
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    • the second phase of my life with the removal from Vienna to Weimar.
    • connection with the natural scientific and the mystical form of
    • refusal to be content with any sort of theoretically easily surveyed
    • thought-pictures as contrasted with the knowledge of the illimitable
    • they are images living in the form of thoughts within the mind.
    • – represented a true reflection within the human spirit of that which
    • standing within the spiritual. He feared that he would become abstract
    • if he proceeded further beyond this vital standing-within to a living
    • in thoughts concerning this standing-within. He desired the experience
    • of being within the spirit; but he did not desire to think himself
    • within the spirit.
    • understanding of him with the help of his own ideas. When I look back
    • the soul experiences itself as true spirit, it may then stand within
    • the spiritual of the world. But in this standing-within man first
    • union one with the other within the human soul.
    • Goethe work to me. I had to reduce to a harmony within my
    • consciousness with itself.” For I saw that man can understand
    • perceived this genuine reality within himself.
    • with itself.
    • which consists in the understanding of human consciousness with
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    • frequently with my old friends. Few as were the opportunities I had to
    • I frequently caused misunderstandings with these idealists when I
    • This had not been continued. The period of the natural sciences, with
    • which cannot be further advanced without first resorting to far more
    • It was in this mood that I first became acquainted with Nietzsche's
    • of the most profound problems without immersing himself in these with
    • that he said many things with which I stood in the closest intimacy in
    • than ordinary depth. I passed my last years in Vienna with such
    • had remained bound to me with rare loyalty through all these years,
    • extensive social relationships, I had also this with persons from
    • the Anthroposophical Society in Vienna. This human relationship with
    • down within themselves in an often profoundly inward music of the
    • world which may be viewed with the greatest interest from the point of
    • proud will which laid hold with all its might, which forced itself
    • through without cunning but with elemental mercilessness. I felt how
    • and Transylvania. The men were playing with a vehemence which
    • furs, and travelled with these old and new friends through icy-cold
    • It was with sad memories that I made the journey back to Vienna. There
    • this very phenomenon, of the great loneliness in which I stood with my
    • work” he could have thrown his slips of paper with these remarks
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    • “an understanding of human consciousness with itself.”
    • myself thoroughly in philosophy, but I was credited officially with a
    • connection with the examination.
    • almost as if I had spent much of my life with him. For the Seven
    • Stein is of the opinion that revelation gave content from without to
    • human strivings after a world-conception. There I could not agree with
    • understanding with himself in vital spiritual consciousness, can
    • Yet the book is one of those written with philosophical warmth, and
    • dealing with the relation of Platonism to Christianity, over and over
    • A personality serene in his whole bearing, in advanced age, with mild
    • within them; but if it is to attain to phenomenal existence the human
    • possibility of asking whether it is in keeping with the conception of
    • Goethe to identify the ‘archetypal plant’ or ‘archetypal animal’ with
    • Institute was Bernhard Suphan. With him also, I may say, I had a
    • Institute, was due to his friendship with Herman Grimm.
    • might know what was to be done with the Goethe literary remains.
    • administration, and thus stood in close relation with the Queen of
    • remains could best be administered, he had to turn to those with whom
    • he had become familiar as Goethe scholars through his own work with
    • art that Herman Grimm had become concerned with Goethe; as such he had
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    • Weimar phase of my life are associated for me with important memories.
    • described with Herman Grimm concerning his views on the history of the
    • physical reality and perceives the control within the sensible
    • which is concealed within the sense-existence does not appear, yet the
    • connect it with what is adapted to the ordinary consciousness. I was
    • Club. It dealt with the possibility of a monistic conception of the
    • reality “from without” and by means of his spiritual
    • awareness grasps its spiritual side “from within,” so that
    • Haeckel was at work a century later with the assertion that he could
    • I had at first no occasion to become personally acquainted with
    • Thus I became personally acquainted with Haeckel. He was a fascinating
    • for nature. The tendency of a previous earthly life, with a fanatical
    • In such contradictory fashion lived two beings in Haeckel. A man with
    • a shadowy being with incompletely thought-out, narrowly limited ideas
    • breathing out fanaticism. When Haeckel spoke, it was with difficulty
    • Others conversed with him by writing whatever they wished to say on a
    • about this without the development of a real conversation. He was
    • without having to reckon upon objections such as meet another when
    • impressed with the worth of what he himself thought.
    • world-phenomena. He could not judge things otherwise than with a
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    • with Gabrielle Reuter, with whom I had the privilege of intimate
    • within her profound quest of humanity, and who laid hold of them with
    • stood with her whole soul half-way between traditional prejudices and
    • life and by education is forced from without into subjection to this
    • serene and sagacious suffused with artistic feeling and marked by an
    • one could have with her while she was working at her book Of a Good
    • Family. As I reflect upon the past I see myself standing with her
    • indeed, was her feeling within, but it remained in the soul and did
    • acquainted with Otto Erich Hartleben. Why he was sitting there I could
    • chanced to be with him and others. The rest of us were “of
    • he means nothing for life.” Meanwhile he was looking at me with a
    • that I was then occupied with Schopenhauer. I said “Schopenhauer
    • and was really just as happy at midday in the Institute circle with
    • Suphan, with whom Hartleben had never become acquainted – since this
    • did not appeal to him – as I was in the evenings with Hartleben and
    • one with whom it was possible to converse about questions of the world
    • find its firm union with that life. To me the philosophies there
    • very little in touch with an external world. When I withdrew from some
    • which I saw in inner vision. With that world I could readily unite
    • This I experienced especially when in vital intercourse with men in
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    • determine also their moral relationships with respect to those who
    • with views of mine which I held to be most important. For I saw before
    • evolution of the world as being without moral or spiritual content.
    • endued with soul, that which is permeated with spirit in the form
    • finally with moral indifference likewise bury it.
    • an occurrence which attains to equal validity with an occurrence in
    • being with this reality, as the corpse of a man has lost its unity of
    • being with that in man which is endued with soul and with life. To me
    • more or less unconsciously the opinion that one can do nothing with
    • I took many a walk with Hans and Grete Olden through the Weimar parks,
    • this frivolity. “Whoever presses forward with his perception as
    • force. The article met with a distinctly unfriendly reception. How,
    • which revealed ethics as firmly rooted along with all other reality.
    • with the greatest possible friendliness. But it seemed to Herman Grimm
    • more or less acquainted with the majority of them; they are all quite
    • securely while it had to do only with that which lies immediately at
    • whose essential content I had long borne within me, was receiving its
    • He read it with close attention, for I soon received back his copy of
    • the book with his detailed marginal comments from beginning to end.
    • only so long as this embraces the phenomenon within consciousness.
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    • My first acquaintance with Nietzsche's writings belongs to the year
    • influence. I read what he had written with the feeling of being drawn
    • within: “What has this spiritual life to do with me? There must
    • health the content of his own life; and thus he sought with Richard
    • Wagner, with Schopenhauer, with modern positivism to dream as if he
    • discovered that he had only dreamed. Then he began with every power
    • out of these dreams realities of the inner man which, without that
    • floated within him in a mood of soul joyful but resting upon
    • Nietzsche without coming upon anything which strove to make the reader
    • without reserve his spiritual illumination; in this experience one
    • Later I got into a serious disagreement with Frau Elizabeth
    • darkness, with his beautiful forehead-artist's and thinker's forehead
    • shaping thoughts within, and which now would fain rest a while. An
    • underwent a change in sympathy with the genius whose gaze was directed
    • discover it; and yet chained to the body, which would have to do with
    • Nietzsche's soul was still there, but only from without could it hold
    • to the body, that body which so long as the soul remained within it
    • Nietzsche who bore within his body ideas drawn from widely extended
    • intimate friendship with Fritz Koegel. It was a beautiful task which
    • volume of Emerson's filled throughout with marginal comments showing
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    • silence within me as my world-conception, while my thoughts were
    • personalities with whom I felt myself united by bonds of friendship
    • with me into this life my full humanity in order by this means to lay
    • not desire to begin with the framing of hypotheses, but in perception,
    • behind the sense world, but within it.
    • the world puts to us and which cannot be answered with the means which
    • in this manner are only accidental, such as will vanish with the
    • our understanding. The atomic hypothesis is utterly without foundation
    • theatre, and the musical people associated with these.
    • intercourse with the Weimar artists for a spiritual conception of the
    • himself harmonized with my own evolution in the direction of artistic
    • the closest intimacy with me. Him also life has borne far away from
    • The young painter's name was Otto Fröhlich. He often sat with me in my
    • was with me, he was always painting “in the spirit.” In his
    • picture, but rather that which light and colour reveal from within
    • instinctively within him as his experience that which I was seeking
    • wished to deal with the characteristically hateful; but I know that
    • colour-being out of its intercourse with the green snakes – this
    • myself where the artists, and all who felt socially bound up with
    • In this way I became acquainted with individual artists in other
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    • philologist accepted forthwith as “complete.” Only the
    • by anyone, whereas his own endeavour was to fill himself with inner
    • Goethe's letters; Julius Wahle, occupied with the journals; and I,
    • with the natural-scientific writings. But the very requirements of von
    • are bound up with Goethe always received their due. The notes written
    • life. But every word about art that one could exchange with her was a
    • purely human way. I seldom went away from such a conversation without
    • carrying with me in long continued reflection what Frau von der Hellen
    • with the political life of the times. Discontent with things
    • friendly personal interest in him led me also – although without
    • its genesis, associated with all the hopes of a working class taught
    • only in a worthy sort of conservatism bound up with a hope for
    • repugnance arose within me – which was not true in relation to von der
    • often look back with pleasure; for the man was, in his way,
    • activity. It occurred to him that I could do something along with him
    • family. This in turn brought me in touch with another family. And then
    • intimately associated with a family there, but in such a way that the
    • And now I entered into almost the same relationship with the head of
    • widow's life was filled with pious thoughts about her dead husband. It
    • then, and took up my residence with the family. There was the library
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    • acquainted with the owner of a book-shop. This book business had seen
    • carried sketchy articles dealing with contemporary spiritual life and
    • within the scope of my thinking or had a relation to this. Although
    • often to turn back in later years. The narrow limits within which my
    • Most important of all, however, were the relationships with men which
    • I became acquainted with the actor Neuffer while he was still engaged
    • Her sentiments, deeply rooted in the soul, shone with wonderful beauty
    • graciously. Every moment that I spent with the Neuffers I had the
    • and – as I was not in – left the request that I must without fail come
    • did not care to take with him.
    • He was already standing at the door with the lady. The maid-servant
    • interjected the maid: “Is this perhaps that head with the tip of
    • Forthwith the final act of the expedition was carried out, and Neuffer
    • So it was with the Neuffers. They spared no pains when they wished to
    • which felt elsewhere unsatisfied would turn up here. So it was with
    • those who made a permanent home there, but so also with those who
    • Weimar. The fine figure of a man with those wavy locks was often among
    • to talk with him about Goethe, Schiller, Byron. Then he spoke very
    • side with the official journal, the Weimarische Zeitung. Many other
    • touch with me.
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    • already begun in my mind. With my departure from Weimar this became a
    • union with the full content of what was experienced by the senses.
    • were appropriated by me without mental effort, and that
    • say, without man's interjecting himself into this by means of his
    • thought, or by some other soul-content arising within him.
    • senses with that which the mind experiences through the spirit and
    • its own character unmingled with the physical.
    • outside oneself; and just by reason of this one comes again, with an
    • that to stand thus with one's soul wholly within this opposition meant
    • the counterpart in mental experience in order to strike a balance with
    • omitted from the world without thereby leaving the world incomplete.
    • But this led also to an ever increasing clarity of understanding with
    • and compare this with the formulation of contents in
    • the world, of the riddle-becoming and riddle-solving within the truly
    • strives within these – that is, because, in the light of the
    • according to my view, submerge himself with knowing mind into the
    • within me as perception, although it had long before been vitally
    • present in my conceptual world. In connection with the revolution in my
    • world-conception. Now, however, there arose within me something which
    • experience through ideas – which, however, takes up within itself the
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    • WITH the mental revolution thus described must I bring to a close the
    • themselves in such directions as fell in line with the content of my
    • mind. At Weimar, as regards my work in connection with Goethe, there
    • to bring the tendencies coming from the outer world into harmony with
    • the idea of freedom in a form shining clearly within me, and thus to
    • The idea corresponds with an objective reality, and what one actually
    • With this view of the idea of freedom there was united the
    • world living within the mind to something which had now laid hold upon
    • A way in nature which gives access from without to the will cannot be
    • road from without penetrate to that place in the soul where the
    • within which man finds himself, even though these laws had their
    • within man by reason of the fact that he directs his will in
    • accordance with them, but only by reason of the fact that he himself,
    • these insights were linked up for me with the lofty comprehensive
    • without becoming aware that in reality he is in the presence of
    • in the soul merely that which man experiences within nature makes the
    • world an “illusion.” The intensity with which these ideas
    • suppresses within his mental life the more weighty elements of
    • whole sphere of knowledge within my mind – without changing anything
    • with what had hitherto been the case. In the Logos lives the human
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    • With this shaping of my mental life I then faced the necessity of
    • unity with those inner directive tendencies which came from my
    • intellectual life. Within certain limits it was able to do well in
    • in 1897, it was in close relationship with the strivings of the young
    • literature without having placed itself in strong opposition to what
    • But, in spite of all this, the situation was such in connection with
    • It was now a necessity of my status within the spiritual world that I
    • necessary for me to do, met with greater and greater opposition. One
    • spiritual world in working within this circle. For, even though many
    • persons who caused the question to arise with respect to that which I
    • vitally experienced within me: Must one be speechless?
    • until now come into near and friendly relations with me, I was
    • privileged to feel that, although they did not go along with me very
    • way of life, without further testing of me, after we had come into
    • payments were to be made to the former owner within the course of the
    • regarding which he was unable to say what effect it would have within
    • not have had it different. For one who stands within the spiritual
    • associated me for some years with Otto Erich Hartleben, but
    • certain lack of consistency in the Magazine. And, with all his
    • association with him; it was the product of that
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    • ASSOCIATED with the Magazine group was a free Dramatic Society. It did
    • not belong so intimately with the Magazine as did the Free Literary
    • succeed in the midst of so many dramatic attempts with the
    • stages. With these actors the play was given in the morning in a
    • exclusively the cause of art.” The activity associated with this
    • to me; most of all the part having to do with the staging of the
    • plays. Along with Otto Erich Hartleben I took part in the rehearsals.
    • arrangement of the scenes. And what one then does, without any logical
    • interfered with. To the experiences in this field which were then
    • mine, I had occasion afterwards again and again to look back with
    • Moreover, it became my task to precede the production with a brief
    • time been adopted also in Germany in connection with individual plays.
    • Not, of course, in the ordinary theatre, but in connection with such
    • purpose with which it was unfamiliar. The task of giving this brief
    • Being vitally within this dramatic art was, at all events, really
    • Such a vital working in unison with the living art I wished to have in
    • experience. If one seeks to bring them into effect with persons who
    • grown into him, that he cannot withdraw from this into another vitally
    • All this could not be given. It could be linked up only with
    • natural-scientific experience, not with natural-scientific thinking.
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    • without. Against this my view of spirit opposed itself, desiring to
    • proceed, not from without by way of precepts obeyed, but out of the
    • living reality within the world of spirit, such a sinking of himself
    • quite different. He is brought into contact with Beings in the world
    • to abstract error; there is a spiritual and living intercourse with a
    • concerning Christ that I had with the learned Cistercian who was a
    • within me as an inner phenomenon. About the turn of the century the
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    • With the experiences that came to me from my perspective of the future
    • I saw how, with the time of Goethe and Hegel, everything disappeared
    • broadening, becomes at last one with the thinking of the World-Spirit
    • completely within Hegelianism experiencing this in my soul as my own
    • Against the one-sidedness of endowing the World-Spirit merely with
    • I have always observed this rule with regard to such mental
    • world in which man with his inner creative powers has no part; and
    • wholly personal will with little feeling for the harmonious
    • My own consideration of Stirner was connected at that time with a
    • here considering. This was my friendship with the important Stirner
    • was brought in contact by Gabrielle Reuter with this personality, to
    • me likewise altogether congenial. He had occupied himself with those
    • chapters in my Philosophy of Spiritual Activity which deal with
    • that filled my soul when in company with him. He bore the
    • America. All this was suffused with a boundless amiability. I
    • thought the same name which his opponents had, only with another
    • ideas. He was in accord with the American, B. Tucker, who stood for
    • acquainted with the author. This is a noble work based upon faith in
    • the individual man. It describes penetratingly and with great
    • should have been completed within men. He therefore demanded for the
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    • Berlin Workers' School came to me with the request that I should take
    • But I obviously had to do with the mental character of the
    • with the forms of conception and judgment of these persons in order to
    • their minds. It was for this reason that Marxism, with its
    • with them. Marx maintained that the impelling forces in the historic
    • developing proletariat desired knowledge with the most intense
    • ideal-spiritual impulses in connection with the preceding periods of
    • weak in comparison with the material-economic impulses.
    • also for the workers. I connected my reflections with this third of
    • At the celebration of the Gutenberg jubilee I was entrusted with the
    • With this activity destiny had once more transplanted me into a piece
    • they elaborated with complete deliberation as a sort of economic
    • gospel. Later it became something with which the mass of the
    • with interest by a greater number of unprejudiced persons, and if the
    • proletariat had been dealt with understandingly, this movement would
    • egoism spread abroad with it fierce competitive struggles – the time
    • century was already being prepared. Side by side with this, the
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    • much later, within the Anthroposophical Society. Marie von Sievers
    • the first time it became possible with her help to work for the
    • To this period belongs my friendship with the young poet, now dead,
    • connection with this work rested upon Ludwig Jacobowski. And a sort of
    • Along with this he developed a fruitful activity in the field of
    • wholly original; and yet born of deeply human feeling and filled with
    • its fulness in the most divers fields. Yet he associated with many
    • and look back upon our brief association with an inner devotion to my
    • Another friend with whom I came to be associated at that time was
    • Only the title coincides with my Philosophie der Freiheit. The content
    • drawn. I was entrusted with the teaching of history. Bruno Wille took
    • inaugurated the Union with a very brilliant lecture based upon the
    • saying of Goethe: “Never matter without spirit.”
    • scholastic monism. Even though scholasticism withdrew from human
    • with the “misunderstood scholasticism.” In any case, they
    • materialist. But at that time this materialist passed with many
    • In accordance with the quite differently constituted temper of mind of
    • within the “mysteries.” It was imparted to those who had
    • restricted circles with men whom they had previously prepared. And
    • have encountered, I may select one who was active within the Viennese
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    • Since the 'eighties I had been occupied with imaginations which were
    • associated in my thought with this fairy-tale. I saw set forth in the
    • lectures there delivered had to do with all aspects of life and
    • persons with a great interest in the spiritual world. Therefore, when
    • founded by Blavatsky. What I had said in connection with Goethe's
    • who were associated with them. I explained, however, that I could
    • speak only about that which I vitally experienced within me as
    • acquainted with others. These acquaintance ships led me to write in
    • the Magazine the adverse review dealing with the theosophists in
    • connection with the appearance of a publication of Franz Hartmann.
    • possibility have linked my discussions with this literature.
    • So I then gave the lectures in which I established a connection with
    • after the beginning of my lecturing. Within this section I was then
    • which I dealt with the spiritual evolution of humanity, and to the
    • which was at first the only audience that entered without restriction
    • in comparison with the Buddha event, and how the evolution of
    • the thing itself; it was the name and the association with the Society
    • conclusion that a German section of the Society would be founded with
    • acquainted with important leaders of the Theosophical Society. I had
    • these leaders. We became great friends. I became acquainted with Mr.
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    • phenomena of the spiritual life without having recourse to the
    • at the point of view of the ordinary consciousness without bringing
    • experienced with original inwardness in intellectualism. Humanity in
    • Activity to set this forth with reference to knowledge and the
    • connection with Goethe's ideas is subject to discussion. It may be
    • would not at first be understood. Science was supposed to end with
    • for it a place within the general spiritual and educational life. She
    • talent a beautiful development. When I became acquainted with her in
    • with that which was once revealed as a spiritual content to the
    • spiritual centre with which one could worthily unite when one
    • Sievers and I counted, but chiefly those persons who were present with
    • This working within the existing branches of the Theosophical Society,
    • there was comprised within the branches of the Theosophical Society
    • remained as they then were, the withdrawal of my friend and myself
    • been formed officially within the Theosophical Society as a special
    • direction should have absolutely nothing to do with these things. The
    • bring to the centre what it held within itself; and I gave sharp
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    • has been done within this movement since its foundation that has not
    • I had a content of spiritual impressions within me. I gave the
    • is as far as possible out of harmony with anthroposophy to imagine
    • nothing was to be done in this matter within German territory. What I
    • not at once withdraw; for theosophy was their affair, and, if anything
    • of processes within the molecular structure; for spiritual processes
    • science, was something quite impossible even within that science; to
    • either in a purely mechanical or other activity in connection with
    • will be noted that in nature one has to do with colour and other
    • sense-qualities within which spirit is actually at work; but one does
    • which lives in a spiritual reality; and it is the same with recent
    • Therefore what now appears as a battle within theoretical materialism
    • from without.
    • time with the spiritual Power whom I later designated as
    • Although it was at first my intention to work in harmony with the
    • evolves out of its own germ without making itself in any way dependent
    • Gnosis, made an agreement with me to combine this with mine
    • editorship of Luzifer-Gnosis along with this lecturing; but the
    • that a periodical which was gaining new subscribers with every number
    • forming “esoteric schools” within the Theosophical Society.
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    • MY first work of lecturing within the circles which grew out of the
    • if I wished to be understood. But with the lapse of time and the
    • which I stood with all the forces of my soul under the impression of
    • remain always in touch with scientific knowledge.
    • With the expansion and deepening of spiritual experience, this
    • different ways bound up with that penetrating it from the beings of
    • ego, etc. In setting these forth I sought to connect them with the
    • I faced these difficulties in full consciousness. I battled with them.
    • which is linked up with the observation of the sense-world. To him the
    • of my Theosophy without the impression of inner experience, so
    • reject it. To him the truths appear to be assertions set up without
    • it should be an experiencing with inner commotions, tensions, and
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    • have its activity within this severed existence. It seems, therefore,
    • also alive within the Society. Spiritual knowledge as an experience
    • right if what we are concerned with is the “stimulation” of
    • in the ceremonies which found a place within the Anthroposophical
    • Munich along with the course of lectures on anthroposophy.
    • By reason of the fact that we were able to unfold art along with
    • for itself; it must again find itself united with this experience when
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    • there was a sense of dissatisfaction among many persons with the
    • with reality as one experiences reality through the senses. Thus the
    • situation continued to be such that men said: “With the means
    • confession: – With one's orientation towards the senses one penetrates
    • higher realms with the same orientation. The senses in man are
    • in beautiful memory within me a visit in Jena. I had to deliver
    • a lecture to a smaller group in Jena. After this I happened to be with
    • dominated in his striving after knowledge. It was with inner tolerance
    • till the present I have followed his way of knowledge with the deepest
    • these I explained myself in connection with all which is present in
    • Together with this purpose, however, of building up anthroposophy and
    • these courses. These were acquainted with the elementary information
    • writings are the result of what struggled and laboured within me; in
    • membership, and through my vital living within what I thus hear the
    • without hesitation – when accusations became too insistent in this
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    • A CERTAIN institution which arose within the Anthroposophical Society
    • connection with it does not really belong to the chapters of this
    • with the leadership of a society similar to others which have been
    • were employed in the institution were without historic dependence upon
    • activity without any historic connection.
    • was not dealing with any “order,” but that as participant in
    • The fact that this had nothing to do with the activity of any existing
    • Once a person who had participated with us for the first time in a
    • further with us in the symbolic exercises.
    • distinction that things were demonstrated among us without the
    • environment of an order which otherwise are given only within the
    • Even in this sphere we broke with the ancient traditions. Our work was
    • attestations which Marie von Sievers and I signed in linking up with
    • slanders, people treated the absurd with the grimace of the serious.
    • have been far more “discreet” not to link up with practices
    • which could later be used by slanderers. But I would remark with all
    • in the people with whom they have to do. Even spiritual perception did
    • men with whom one has to do in the same way as is any other person who
    • until one has experienced the opposite, or else to be filled with
    • sorrow as one views the entire world. A social co-operation with men
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    • When the journeys on behalf of anthroposophy were made, together with
    • Marie von Sievers, I came face to face with the treasures of the
    • and therefore during the fifth decade of my life, and together with
    • Everywhere by my side was Marie von Sievers, who, while entering with
    • conversations with Marie von Sievers, must, I think, be felt with
    • one requires mobility in ideal activity. Filling the mind with the
    • entrance of all those inner untruths associated with false
    • the hearers will be expelled. The artistic which is truly charged with
    • in the form of a closed evolutionary process within the soul. I
    • these lectures in connection with the exercises of the congress. I had
    • Schuré, together with Marie von Sievers, who had already corresponded
    • with him for a long time, and who had been engaged in translating his
    • In this cycle of lectures I gave what I felt to be ripe within me in
    • soul in its spiritual depths must remain together with this content,
    • the perception with which it has to deal. In the Paris cycle of
    • etheric body of a woman is male. Through this a light was cast within
    • his physical body man is bound up with the cosmos quite otherwise than
    • in his etheric body. Through his physical body man stands within the
    • forces of the earth; through his etheric body within the forces of the
    • connection with the mysteries of the cosmos.
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    • Society, had an association with my spiritual life, and not those who
    • have not brought such a connection with them into the Society. In
    • without tending in feeling or ideas to anything else than this. What
    • within this group in a manner which can truly be designated as very
    • The centre of another group was Frau von Schewitsch. She was an
    • anthroposophy than in becoming acquainted with it as one of the
    • At that time also Frau von Schewitsch had given to the public her book
    • Helene von Schewitsch was a notable part of history. She was the lady
    • for whom Ferdinand Lassalle came to an early end in a duel with a
    • theosophical problems were dealt with in lectures and discussions.
    • should correspond artistically with the mood that dominated the oral
    • programme. A connection with the nature of the ancient mysteries –
    • henceforth void of art within the Society. Marie von Sievers, who had
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    • was requited with unspeakable hostility; his way of knowledge was
    • spirit; permeated this understanding and united it with the spiritual
    • human deed he achieved. How could he escape being hated with all the
    • But he repaid with love the misunderstanding brought against him.
    • They hissed with hate and blocked his forward way.
    • They raged with venom and with flame;
    • And now with joy they brand his memory: –
    • With all those souls who give themselves to us,
    • With all those forces which obey our will.
    • Without their God, in weakness, vice, and error.
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    • WITH AN AFTERWORD
    • WITH AUTOGRAPHS AND FOUR PORTRAITS
    • January 1999 - December 10, 2000; with grateful acknowledgment to:



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