Between
Death and Rebirth of the Human Being
Berlin,
19 March 1914
The today's topic is within this series of
talks indeed the most ambitious; nevertheless, I would like
once to do some remarks about this particular object of
spiritual-scientific research. I am allowed to require with
these talks that once also such a special object of
spiritual-scientific research is accepted, after I have tried
so often to allege the possible proofs and evidence of the
beneficiary of this spiritual research in a more general way.
Today I have to refrain from all these arguments and documents
of course. Since what I want to say about the life between
death and rebirth, I say in such a way that I tell the suitable
spiritual-scientific results, as I got them. Although that
makes certain conceptual difficulties to the present
consciousness, and the modern consciousness of time must still
reject the —
one says “supposed”
— results
of spiritual science, nevertheless, I would like to do the
following introductory remark. I am well aware to speak in a
time which has the great discovery of Robert Julius Mayer
(1814-1878, German physician), the transformation of natural
forces more than sixty years behind itself, more than half a
century the great discoveries that Darwin made. It has
experienced the great results of natural sciences, for example,
spectral analysis, the achievements of astrophysics and
experimental biology. Nevertheless, in full recognition of
these scientific results I would like to speak about the object
of the today's topic, in spite of the contradiction that it
must cause with those who believe to be able to stand only on
the firm ground of natural sciences refusing the
spiritual-scientific research.
I would still like to make a second
introductory remark. If I did not know clearly that within the
strictest spiritual-scientific methodology that what I have to
say about the life between death and rebirth of the human being
is as sustainable as the results of the mentioned scientific
fields, I would regard it as frivolous to speak before this
audience about results of spiritual-scientific research. Since
I am aware of the responsibility to speak just about these
fields in a modern scientific sense. Indeed, the whole way is
not very popular today how the soul must relate to truth and
truthfulness of research if it wants to take up the results of
spiritual-scientific research impartially. Quite briefly, I
would like to go into this spiritual condition first which must
exist with the spiritual researcher and in certain sense also
with someone who should recognise the results of
spiritual-scientific research as true.
Another attitude concerning truth and
truthfulness, concerning the human knowledge than it exists
today is necessary. Somebody who wants to obtain
spiritual-scientific results with the methods that I have
discussed in these talks has to face that knowledge with holy
shyness, with unlimited reverence above all. How easily does
one accept that attitude to truth who wants to decide
everything from the start that presents itself just to the
human life, so that he assumes, I can judge that what can be
stated in the fields of existence and reality with the soul
capacities that are given to me. Nevertheless, the
spiritual researcher and someone who wants to accept his
results need another mind-set saying to himself: in order to
receive truth my soul needs preparation, needs the experience
of a constitution that exceeds the everyday life. If one lives
in spiritual science — I ask you not to misunderstand
this expression in an ascetic or other sense — you feel
very much how impossible the everyday mind-set is to be able to
live really with truth, with knowledge. You feel knowledge like
something hovering over you that you can approach if you exceed
as it were your usual self if you exert all forces to prepare
yourself to receive truth worthily. You feel as unworthy if one
wants to judge truth with the everyday spiritual condition
— this is something that you can know from spiritual
science-, and then one is waiting, until the soul has made some
progress again in its preparation, until it prepares that power
and worthy reception which is justified towards truth and
knowledge. One feels often in such a way
that one says to himself, I still wait, rather I am patient and
let it hovering over me, I am not allowed to enter it;
otherwise I would spoil it maybe because I am not yet ripe for
it.
With these and other words with which I
could still characterise the matter I would like to turn your
attention to the mood of holy shyness, to unlimited reverence
compared with truth and truthfulness and knowledge which must
be typical of the spiritual-scientific research. More and more
arises from that how the soul must outgrow itself as it must be
less and less anxious to make final judgements from the usual
day constitution, and that it must use more and more care to
prepare the forces for reaching a worthy point of view towards
truth. Very briefly: the truth seeker acting in the
spiritual-scientific sense gets around more and more to using
care for the preparation of the soul, for the development of
abilities for truth and more and more he abandons from wanting
to approach this truth with the usual soul forces, with the
usual criticism. —
With these introductory words, I wanted to
suggest only the mood in which spiritual science is compared
with such matters. Now I want to come immediately to the object
that was sufficiently prepared by the talks of this
winter.
If the human being goes through the gate of
death, he belongs to a world that is accessible, however, only
to spiritual research. This spiritual research can gain
knowledge that only the body-free soul can attain.
We have often discussed the methods by
which the human soul gains not only knowledge because it uses
the body and its senses to get into contact with the outside
world, but that the soul really leaves the body, so that this
body is outside like an outer object, and experiences itself in
a spiritual environment. I have often explained how the soul of
the spiritual researcher gets around to doing that. Thereby it
enters that world which the human being enters after death. Now
I want to tell without farther preparation what the spiritual
researcher has to say about the life between death and rebirth
by the methods discussed for a long time here.
The first matter is that the human soul
experiences a change of its position to the world of thought if
it has become free of body after death in natural way. I have
often emphasised that the human soul carries the forces of
thinking, of feeling and willing in itself. This division of
the soul forces applies, strictly speaking, only to the life
between birth and death. I have to fight beside the generally
ambitious of the topic still with the difficulty of finding
expressions for a quite different world. Since the expressions
of language are coined for the sensory life; and only because I
try to characterise the quite different soul experiences after
death from a certain viewpoint that uses the words
approximately I will manage with this field. You have to
consider that we have to speak about a field, for which the
words are missing, actually.
After the human being has walked through
the gate of death, he experiences something in relation to his
thinking, to his thoughts. We have the life of thoughts in the
life between birth and death in such a way that we have the
thoughts in our soul, we think. These thoughts are to us at
most images of an outer reality between birth and death. When
the human being has cast off his physical body, the thoughts
become outer reality in a peculiar way. This is the first
experience that the dead has in the spiritual world that he
feels the thoughts detached from himself that they are as it
were outside of his soul. It is as if the thoughts walk to an
outer soul world. The thoughts walk, one could say, a certain
way so that they are detached from the immediate soul
experience as the thoughts which become our memories in the
usual life. However, we have the feeling with our memories that
they dive in an unaware experience down from which they can be
brought back at the suitable moment. They break away from the
present life, but in such a way that we have the sensation that
they are in us. After death, the thoughts also break away from
us in such a way that the whole world of thoughts that the
human being has collected in the life between birth and death
becomes an objective world. They do not break away in such a
way that we have the consciousness that they submerge into an
uncertain darkness; but they become independent in such a way
that they form an outer spiritual world of thoughts except us.
In this world, everything is in the form of thought that we
have gained as experiences in the last life between birth and
death in such a way that we have thereby become just richer in
experiences of life.
This is spread out as it were to a kind of
life tableau about which we say to ourselves, you have
experienced this in your last life in such a way that it
becomes a conceptual experience of life; this is round the soul
after death. However, it does not look like fleeting thoughts,
but as if the thoughts become denser, more vivid when they
break free from the soul and get independent life, and
establish a world of beings. This world in which we live then
is the world of the thoughts leaving us which have an
independent existence. Indeed, this world is like a tableau of
memories, but like one which has made itself independent, and
about which we know that one has acquired it, but that it lives
objectified in the outside world.
This experience of the soul in the world of
thoughts lasts individually different for the single human
beings, however, lasts some days. For then after days the dead
experiences that this whole world goes away like in a spiritual
perspective, as if it goes far, far away from him. After
some days, this world of thoughts disappears gradually in far
distance. I have drawn the attention in my Occult
Science to the fact that it lasts longer with those human
beings, who spent the days easier without sleeping in the life
before death. As long one gets along without sleep in life, as
long this tableau of memories lasts. Hence,
someone who gets tired sooner — but it matters,
above all, which forces the human being has — who cannot stand it
at all without sleep if it is necessary to wake longer with
that person the tableau of memories goes away sooner than with
someone who can exert himself to maintain his forces longer
without sleep. However, one does not need to exert in this
direction, but it concerns only what the human being can
possibly perform in this respect.
What appears as the new consciousness is
connected with it. What we have as our usual awake
consciousness between birth and death is stimulated by the fact
that we collide with the objects of the outside world. In
sleep, we do not do this, then there we also do not have our
usual consciousness; but we collide also with the hearing, with
the eyes with the outside world, and thereby we have the
everyday consciousness. As the consciousness is stimulated in
the usual life by the contact with the outside world, our
consciousness is unfolded after death by the fact that the
human being knows himself connected with that what I have
described as the experience of thoughts after death, which go
away. This is the stimulation of the consciousness after death
that consists in the fact that the soul has the remaining
sensation: your thoughts have gone far away, you must search
them! With it, I could characterise the impression which the
soul experiences then, and which forms the force that the
spiritual consciousness is stimulated after death: you must
search your disappeared thoughts. This knowledge of the
disappeared thoughts forms a part of the self-consciousness
after death. We will see immediately afterward which role this
kind of self-consciousness plays.
After death, the world of willing and the
world of feeling change different from the world of thoughts.
Actually, one cannot speak at all of such a separation of
willing and feeling after death as one can do it in the life
between birth and death. Hence, I must already say that
something exists in the soul after death like a willing or
desiring feeling, or like a will completely filled with
feeling. The expressions that we have for feeling and willing
do not match after death. At this time, the feeling is similar
even more to that, what one experiences in the will; and the
will is penetrated much more with feeling than in the life
between birth and death. While the thoughts form a world
outside of the soul after death as it were, one has to say of
the willed feeling and the felt will that these are closer
connected with the soul. Now the soul experiences a
strengthened willing and a willed feeling except the specified
part of the self-consciousness. This gives an infinitely more
intensive inner life than the inner life of the soul is when it
lives in the body. The human being feels when the thoughts have
gone away for a long period, which can last for decades, as his
principal world in his inside. This inside becomes so powerful
that he has to draw his attention — if I am allowed to
use this word, although it does not correctly match the
postmortal life —
upon that which arises there inside as the
felt willing and willed feeling. This felt willing and willed
feeling looks back at the past life on earth for years. The
human soul feels something like a longing for the felt willing
and willed feeling, and with it for that, what the last life
offered. Any life offers many a thing, but the possibilities of
experience are far bigger than what the human being absorbs in
reality.
When the human being dies, he feels
willing, or he wants to experience feeling everything that
he — I cannot say “knows” — but of which he
feels that he could still have experienced it. All uncertain
emotions, all possible experiences that life could have brought
and has not brought, all that is connected with the previous
life, with that what the soul experiences. In particular, that
what the soul should have done according to its sensation
appears as strong, as intensive inner experience. What the soul
owes other human beings, all that appears as the feeling of
lacking love of which we are not aware in the life between
birth and death; the dead feels that intensely. Hence, we can
say that after death years pass in which the soul is occupied
with breaking free gradually from the last life, from the
connection with the last life. These years do not pass in such
a way that we are torn out of the experiences of the last life.
We are connected with the human beings whom we have left whom
we have loved; but we are connected because we have gained
certain feelings and connections with them in life; and on the
detour of that what life offered or refused us we are connected
with them. I have to express myself always figuratively. After
death, one can absolutely remain connected with somebody to
whom one was close in life, but only by the fact that one has a
connection in the feelings that one had in life with him. An
intensive connection with him thereby develops. One lives
together after death with the living but also with the dead
with whom one had a connection in life. You have to imagine the
life after death lasting in this way for years.
It is a life, in
which the soul experiences everything that it wants, desires
and demands as it were in the felt and willed connection of
memories with the last life.
If one investigates how long this time
lasts, one realises that the first years of childhood are
without influence on these years after death. The time from
birth until the time up to which we remember later where we
learn to experience our self-consciousness is unimportant for
these years at first. The life that follows the middle of the
twenties is also more or less unimportant for the durance of
that soul condition which I have just described. The soul has a
connection, a relationship to this experience of thoughts, and
it must find it again, because it is that by which it has
become in the life on earth what it is; but it has gone away.
Like an outer life about which one knows that it is there one
faces these experiences of life transformed in thoughts. One
experiences the other world which one lives through after death
if this world of thoughts has gone away in its strengthened
willing and feeling.
Then the time comes when one escapes from
the mere strengthened inner life where it is in such a way, as
if beings appear gradually from the spiritual that are adapted
to the spiritual world as the beings of the physical
world — minerals, plants, animals and physical human
beings — are adapted to our sensory physical world. That is you
leave yourself and you enter a spiritual world. You enter a
spiritual environment so that you feel quite different towards
this world from towards the sensory world when we are in a
physical body. I would have to state many things to
characterise this quite different sensation; but I would like
to bring in one example only that is striking.
If we see the objects of the outside world,
we say that we see them if light of any source falls on them,
we become aware of them this way. While we now settle in the
objective state of the spiritual world after we have felt our
last life on earth back, you experience that you have let
something mature like an inner light from the time of the last
life on earth in yourself, like an inner soul force. This gives
you the possibility more and more to perceive and to look at
the outer world of the spiritual beings and processes, to live
within them. If you can feel the time of that described soul
state like a kind of breaking off the connection with the
previous life on earth, you experience that in the deepest
inside of this feeling will and willing feeling that inside
world which is basically the inside world of many years has
matured in itself. You spread this inner light like a force by
which the processes and beings of the outer spiritual world
become visible. Then you know: if you had not developed this
inner light in yourself, it would be dark around you in the
spiritual world and you would perceive nothing. The force that
you must apply to overcome the connection with the last life on
earth is at the same time that force which must be spent and
which is like an inner light. There a soul force awakes for
which one has no words in the usual world, because there is
such a thing in the usual sensory life only for that who
penetrates with spiritual research just into the spiritual
world.
If I wanted to use a word for what the
human being experiences as a force of the illumination of the
spiritual environment coming out of himself, I would like to
say, one develops something like a creative will that is
penetrated with intensive feeling at the same time. Something
creative is therein; one feels as a part of the universe that
is creative, however, in this just discussed part that floods
the spiritual world. You have the sensation: because I feel in
myself as a part of the universe, the spiritual world is
noticeable, knowingly experienceable to you, while you
experience what one can call the “soulhood”
(German: Seelenheit, neologism
by Steiner)) after death and the fact that one settles in what
becomes more and more visible and experienceable.
Today I portray this world between death
and the next birth more from an internally experienced, from an
internal state. In my Theosophy or in
my Occult Science
I have described this world more for the
spiritual-scientific view from the outside. Because I do not
like to repeat, I choose the other way today. Someone who
knows, however, from how many viewpoints one can describe a
field of the sensory world, knows that it is completely the
same what I have characterised with other words in the
mentioned books.
The soul feels how it settles in the world
of the spiritual processes and spiritual beings. I have
expressly to say that to these spiritual processes and
spiritual beings in which the soul settles because of its own
light also those human souls belong with which one had a
connection —
indeed, only these and not those with which
one had no connection in life. So one can say:
While you have experienced more your inside
in willing desire and feeling willing through the years, you
start now more and more experiencing the spiritual outside
world objectively, you start working in it as you work with
regard to your tasks and experiences in the sensory world.
However, I have to mention one thing: what you experience that
way as an inner force of light develops gradually and
cyclically. Thus, it develops that you feel: in me the force of
light has awoken; it enables me to experience certain other
beings and processes of the spiritual world; but it dawns away
if you have used it for a while. As you feel the outer sun
setting in the evening, you feel the inner force of light more
and more tiring in the life between death and rebirth. However,
when this has tired, another condition comes into being. In
this condition the soul feels strong in its inside which it
experiences repeatedly; but again it experiences that
internally what it has brought from the other condition where
it had developed the force of light. Thus, one must say that
the conditions in which we are given away to all spiritual
processes and beings alternate with those where the inner light
expires again and is, completely extinguished. However, our
felt willing and willing feeling awakes there again in such a
way that everything lives as memories in it that we have
experienced in the spiritual world what comes from the outside.
Thus, you have conditions that alternate, as if you live once
in the outside world, then again as if you have taken the
outside world completely in yourself, so that it appears as
inner experiences. It is a change between these two
conditions.
We can also say that we experience
ourselves once like in extensive sociability with the whole
spiritual world; then this condition alternates with inner
loneliness in which we have the whole experienced spiritual
universe in ourselves. However, at the same time we know that
we live now in ourselves. What is experienced there is that
what our souls have kept, and we are now not in contact with
something else. —
With the regularity as sleeping and waking
alternate in life, these conditions change in the spiritual
world between death and new birth, namely: the condition of
expanding in a mental outer world and the condition of inner
self-enjoyment and self-knowledge where one feels: now you are
alone in yourself, excluding all outer processes and beings;
now you experience in yourself. Both conditions must alternate,
because only thereby the inner force of light survives that the
human being is rejected repeatedly on himself.
I have described these processes more
detailed in my writing The Threshold of
the Spiritual World.
— This
cyclic self-experience, once in a lonesome, then in a sociable
life, is necessary, because thereby the force of light survives
This goes on in such a way that one settles down in wealthier
and wealthier spiritual worlds for which one needs more and more
inner force of light. This lasts a long time. Then one feels
that one is subjected to a certain border because one has
settled in these spiritual worlds. This border depends on the
capacities that one has appropriated in life. One soul creates
a smaller horizon, the other a larger one.
However, then a time comes when one feels
the inner force of light decreasing. This happens when one
approaches the middle of the time between death and new birth.
There one experiences in such a way that one feels: now the
inner force of light decreases more and more; now you can light
up less and less what is round you. The light becomes fainter
and fainter, and the time approaches, when those times become
more significant in which the inner experiences become more
intensive. The inner experience becomes wealthier; the survey
becomes darker and darker until the middle of the time between
death and rebirth where one experiences what I have called the
spiritual midnight in my mystery drama The Soul's Awakening (The Soul's
Probation). Since you experience
a time where you are fulfilled with the spiritual world where
you wake, but wake at “night” where you experience
yourself as concluded in the spiritual world. It is a feeling
of the most intensive experiencing-in-yourself in the middle
between death and rebirth. This experiencing-in-yourself
produces a condition which is intolerable for the soul in the
long run. It is knowledge of a knowledge that is intolerable
that you do not want to have because it is only knowledge. You
feel in yourself: you bear a world in yourself that you
experience only knowingly, while you know that you are
concluded by it in the reality; you have lost the force of
light. Night enters in the spiritual world.
However, in this condition we have the
experiences that are mentally passive, otherwise, in the
physical body. Now they become something active. While you
settle more and more in the twilight and, finally, in the night
of the spiritual world, the longing for an outside world
becomes bigger and bigger. While the longing, the desire for
the world of the life on earth is something that must find its
satisfaction from the outside, is that what one experiences at
spiritual midnight like a longing for a force which develops
with us as under suitable conditions the electric or magnetic
forces develop. It is a longing in the soul that bears a new
force that is able to conjure up an outside world before the
soul again. The soul has settled more and more in a spiritual
inside world; this has become bigger and more tremendous.
However, the longing lives in it to have an outside world
around itself again. This longing is an active force, and the
outside world, which it creates, is a quite peculiar
one.
The first what we experience, after we have
reached the middle between death and rebirth, is that an
outside world places itself before us which is, however, again
none. We face pictures if we awake from the loneliness which
appear from our preceding life on earth. Therefore, an outside
world that is, nevertheless, again our past outside world is
around us, and the longing that is an active force has led us
to it. We face our experiences on earth as an outside world for
a while and we face them judging. While we have experienced
them, we were within them; now we face them.
There a second longing originates to
compensate the defects and imperfections of the former
earth-lives compared with the new consciousness. Now the time
enters in which the soul feels what it has to do concerning the
thoughts that have hastened away from it. It receives the sure
knowledge now that awakes in the second half of the life
between death and new birth: your experiences of thought have
run ahead of you; you can find them only on the detour of a new
life on earth. From this second experience, that compared with
the old life on earth and the knowledge that one can only find
his thoughts which have run ahead if one calls back them again
to a new life on earth, — from there the
instinctive drive for a new life on earth originates. It cannot
be judged according to the last life on earth. At the specified
time, the soul regards it as a matter of course to unite again
with that what as thoughts has gone away from it and what it
can only find on the detour of a new earth-life where it finds
the possibility only to correct imperfections and defects at
the sight of the past earth-life.
Now new experiences appear perpetually from
the twilight of the spiritual world. This is the connection
with affiliated human beings. We had this connection before we
experienced the time before that spiritual midnight; we worked
with them in the spiritual world and we were connected with
them in spirit. Now those appear again, with whom we had an
unbalanced relation in life, with whom we were related by
blood, to whom we were affiliated in life. They appear in such
a way that we can assess according to their appearance what is
still unbalanced what we still owe to them what we still have
to compensate. We feel connected with these souls, as we have
to feel connected with them according to the result of the
living together in former earth-lives. This is the first
experience after our life on earth that we want to live
together in a new life on earth with the souls with which we
have once lived closer together. In the farther course of this
time, those souls appear with which we had a less close
connection with which we had the same religion or nation in
common with which we formed an entity so to speak.
The souls which were placed in our earthly
development appear in such a way that their appearance show how
our soul must form its new embodiment to search what must
result as an effect from the former earth-lives in the life
with the souls which appear there. — Finally, the
connection with souls or also with ideals appears from the
spiritual twilight. After we have
experienced the survey of our past life on earth, of the
persons who have been close to us in the past life on earth,
with the communities which have been close to us, those persons
face us who were ideal figures for us in the last life, even if
we had no contact with them personally. We face our personal
ideals, our mental world.
From these experiences, the force develops
in the soul to combine again with the life on earth. However, I
have still to mention that also in the second half of the
postmortal existence life runs cyclically. We have to
distinguish the time of life in that outside world where we
behold our former friends and relatives, our ideals et cetera
externally objectively as it were, and then that other time
where we have them only in our inside. This alternates again
with necessity for the soul as in the usual life waking and
sleeping, day and night alternate. From the forces that develop
in the soul by the sight of everything that I have just
characterised, the ability originates in the soul to form the
prototype of the new life on earth at first spiritual-mentally.
What we had to send off as the experiences of life transformed
into thoughts we do not yet behold immediately if we enter into
the second half of the life between death and rebirth.
Nevertheless, the creative willing and feeling cause that the
soul feels this life as an increase of strength; and this
increase causes that from the surrounding spiritual substance
something crystallises like the prototype of a new
life.
In the spiritual world, the relation
between perceiving and experiencing mentally is different from
that in the physical world. In the physical world, we perceive
the outside world; then it is in our thoughts, but the thoughts
are passive. If we experience the spiritual world in the
described way, if we consider the mental leftovers of our past
life, of our former friends and relatives, of our ideals in the
spiritual world, a force develops which enlivens us. This
strengthening drives us to a new life on earth.
— Excuse
me choosing some unusual expressions; but I have also to
describe unusual conditions.
Now more and more these only vaguely felt
forces appear to the human being who lights up the outer
spiritual world round himself that lead to the escaped
experiences of life. The prototype of a new life becomes more
and more certain, and this causes that the human being feels
driven down to the physical world on earth by the forces that
are in himself. He feels driven down in such a way that he
feels attracted by that parental couple which can give him the
physical cover that can correspond to the prototype of his
future life on earth created in the spiritual world. Three
things combine with the rebirth of the human being: the male,
the female, and the spiritual. One can say that long before the
human being enters the new earth-life, this developed force
moves to the parental couple concerned; since the human being
is internally, substantially this force which grows, one could
say, as the force, which drives to the prototype at first and
then to the new life on earth.
However, just the most different relations
can happen there. One has to consider at first that the human
being gets a review of his former life on earth. He thereby
attains the inner longing for a new earth-life. Now it can
happen that the human being feels very well: you must embody
yourself on earth; but you cannot arrive at that point where
you can embody yourself in a new earthly body in such a way
that you can grasp the experiences of life that have run ahead
of you.
We consider this case that arises to the
spiritual experience. While we live on earth, we do not make
all experiences that we could make. Spiritual science is not
necessary to realise this; since if already in the life on
earth many things pass our attention, one must say even more
that many things penetrate to us that we are not aware of. With
other words: if we pay attention, we have to admit that we do
not make the experiences that we could make.
Nevertheless, the experiences approach us. If we
consider ourselves as pupils of life, we must say that all that
approaches us. This experience also belongs to our experiences
in the postmortal life. However, if we get to the second half
of the postmortal life, we have convinced ourselves that we
cannot come with all what you have appropriated to the point
where you can fully combine with a new life on earth. Then it
is necessary to combine with a new earth-life earlier than it
is necessary because of the thoughts which have run ahead
— and to reproach yourself that only in a second life on
earth, maybe only after two or three lives on earth, you will
have arrived at the point where you experience your thoughts
which have run ahead. This will cause that such a human being
does not have the intensive longing for the life on earth as he
would have it in the other case and would grasp life
completely.
There is the possibility that the human
being combines not intensely enough with the life on earth; he
has probably attained the force to embody himself again but not
that force that he could have experienced everything that was
to be experienced. Hence, in such case he does not have enough
joy of life slumbering in the soul depths. Everything that
induces a person not to take the life on earth seriously enough
comes from this side. Here something appears to the spiritual
researcher that often weighs heavily on his heart.
As a spiritual researcher, one faces any
life with empathy. Let us consider a criminal's life
spiritual-scientifically which is directed in the most
comprehensive sense against the human order. One can have the
deepest compassion, even if one does not want to deny the
guilt, with such a life and want to explain it from his life.
If one tries to get an answer for such a question, it becomes
apparent that human beings get, actually, to the wrong, to the
crime who cannot take life seriously because of the mentioned
conditions. I have convinced myself, while I have followed
these matters until the so-called thieves' slang that even in
it something is contained of an attitude that does not take
life seriously, underestimates, and despises it. One must not
be fully aware of this. The day consciousness often knows
little about that what exists in the depths of the soul. The
criminal often develops a strong self-feeling, he wants life;
but in the depths of his soul to which the consciousness does
not reach you find disdain of life. The fact that he has not
reached the place where his thoughts have run ahead is the
reason why he does not take life seriously. Search in the lives
of criminals, and you find that contemptuous mood towards life
is there until the expressions of the thieves' slang.
Tremendous riddles reveal themselves to the attentive observer
of life. I would like to say that spiritually premature infants
develop there.
Therefore, they did not have the force
because they came too early to take life completely seriously,
to develop the feeling of responsibility completely that is
necessary in life. A life, which reaches that time at least
approximately, where the thoughts transformed into objective
beings have run ahead, grows together most intimately with the
life on earth. This grows together with the forces, which one
can develop only on earth, those of conscience, of
responsibility. This grows together with all that what takes
the earth-life seriously, so that morality develops. Since one
must have the feeling towards the earth-life that one must
completely combine with it if right morality should arise in
the soul. There is, for example, one thing that becomes
explicable to us considering the human life in the light of
spiritual science and, indeed, it enriches our feelings and
sensations towards life and towards the human beings because we
can manage easier and orientate ourselves easier in life if we
understand it.
The spiritual researcher finds, for
example, a life that is finished in the time between birth and
death earlier than it is normal either by illness or by
misfortune. That has such an effect on the other life between
death and rebirth that by the untimely penetration, may
misfortune or illness cause it, in the spiritual world forces
for the soul are created which would not have been there,
otherwise, for it. As strange it sounds, as paradoxical it
appears, what can lack from our former life on earth to develop
all forces that can be ours by other conditions we can maybe
attain only by the fact that we finish our life earlier than it
is normal for a human being. However, spiritual science will
never give the authorisation of an artificial end of life
anyhow which the human being himself causes before the normal
end of life or before an end caused by other
conditions.
Just if one tries to look into the
spiritual life between death and rebirth this way, one realises
that quite different forces are active there than those in the
life between birth and death. However, these forces are
attached naturally to everything that the outer life in the
body offers to us. To be perfectly honest I could never have
come with any only philosophical thoughts, with any
intellectual efforts to that what I dared to tell you today.
Only on the way of spiritual research, which I have so often
described here, these matters can arise. If then one has them,
however, and asks himself whether they match the life on earth,
they match life completely. Even if the question could emerge,
why the human being does not remember his former life on earth,
one can answer that the spiritual researcher sees when the
human being descends to an earthly life that he must use the
forces which could remember everything that I have told now for
the inner arrangement of his sensory-physical body. The forces
that the human being uses to transform the twilight of the
first years of childhood into the wake consciousness of the
later life on earth are those forces that the human being could
transform to remember his former life on earth. They flow into
the body; they make the human being strong for the life between
birth and death.
Not before the spiritual researcher breaks
his soul from his physical body,
Not before he comes to an experience
outside the physical body,
Not before he frees the forces again which
the human being uses, otherwise, to make his eyes
seeing, his limbs moving,
Not before he applies these forces to
experience purely in the soul,
His view extends to the wholly spiritual
horizon where he experiences what I have described today. The
spiritual researcher beholds the forces of memory transforming
which one could suppose in the human being.
In the human being is an everlasting,
immortal soul core. However, in the life between birth and
death it is used at first in such a way that it is taken up in
the performances of the sensory body. Indeed, one can say that
we live in a period of transition in which the human being
attains a new relation to the body where he also hurries up to
a reinforced inner life of the body. Therefore, spiritual
science feels the task to inform its results because the soul
develops from life to life more and more internally and
realises in future, what I have said today as a necessary
knowledge without which it cannot live in its whole
constitution. Because then a natural clairvoyance appears
again, which becomes explicable and to which I have now drawn
your attention.
So spiritual research takes another way
speaking of the soul's immortality than that which a mere
conceptual philosophy can take. Spiritual science does not
approach the question of immortality in such a way that it
wants to prove immortality, but it goes forward in such a way
that it searches the ways to the essentiality of the soul. If
one has the soul, if one knows how it experiences itself
internally, then one does not need to invent philosophical
proofs of immortality. Since then one notices that that which
goes beyond death what goes through a life between death and
rebirth leads to a perpetually renewed earth-life. This is in
the life between birth and death already within us, and while
we recognise it in ourselves, we recognise it in its
immortality at the same time. This is included in the life as
surely as we know of a seed that it develops producing a new
plant. Thus, we can know that the soul is immortal.
Nevertheless, we know of the plant seed that one can use it as
human food. One does not perceive such a loss with the human
soul core; but indeed that what lives in the soul is the claim
of following earth-lives, and with it the claim of the soul's
immortality, and it is not used for something else as it can
happen with the plant seed. Hence, one can speak of the
immortality of every soul.
I have already mentioned at the beginning
of the today's consideration that this is very contrary to the
consciousness of our time. However, how should the
consciousness of our time look benevolently at that what I have
explained in this and in the other talks? On the one side, the
consciousness of our time longs intensely for knowing something
about the soul; on the other side, however, it is keen to limit
the cognitive forces if one wants to know anything. One often
accuses spiritual science of illogicality and superstition.
Well, spiritual science can endure this. Since if it looks at
the opposing “logic,” it knows why spiritual
science can settle only so slowly in the human hearts. Again, I
can point to a book that brings thoughts about death (Arthur
Brausewetter Thoughts on
Death, 1913). You find a strange
sentence there that I quote only for formal reasons:
“Immortality cannot be proved. Even Plato and Mendelssohn
(Moses M., 1729-1786) based on him were not able to confirm the
immortality and the simplicity of the soul; since even if one
wants to admit the simplicity of the soul, the soul is,
nevertheless, an object of the inner constancy which is
unproven and unprovable.”
One does not need to go into the other
explanations; since somebody who writes the sentence: Plato and
even Mendelssohn could not prove the immortality of the soul
from its indestructibility, should write even immediately, one
cannot prove the immortality of the rose from its red colour.
Since if one talks of the immortality of the soul, one cannot
speak — if one is not thoughtless — of the fact that it
is not immortal because it cannot be proved.
— One
writes such matters down today and you can read them in a book
that will have and has a big public because our contemporaries
like such a book, and because one ignores such things. So one
ignores something that is a principle of the opponents of
spiritual science. If they accuse spiritual science of
illogicality, they look, above all, at their own logic. I have
often spoken about all the other objections against spiritual
science; therefore, I do not want to come back to them, but
state only what I have also brought forward as a final
sensation in other talks:
One feels always united with the results of
spiritual science with the most enlightened spirits of the
earthly human development. Even if they did not had spiritual
science, because it is possible in this form only today,
nevertheless, they had a premonition of that direction in which
spiritual science moves. If on one side some monistic or other
spirits allege that immortality cannot be proven, one would
like to point as a spiritual researcher to a great man among
the anticipating spirits in this respect with whom one feels
united.
What does spiritual science say about what
I tried to explain? It shows what already so develops in us
between birth and death that it has to experience all
conditions —
if it is relieved of the body
— which I
have described today. One does not get to know the human soul
between birth and death if one does not know what it is able
between death and rebirth of. If some denominations do not feel
in harmony with spiritual science because it creates an
extended idea of God, one can only say, how much disheartened
are you with your idea of God, with your religious feeling!
This appears in such a way, as if one had said to Columbus, do
not discover America, why should you discover this unknown
country? In our country, the sun shines so beautifully; can one
know whether it shines as beautifully in another
country? — The reasonable human being would have responded: oh,
everywhere it shines as nicely as it shines here!
— The
spiritual scientist feels his idea of God like a shining
spiritual sun. He knows that the idea of God, the religious
feeling, and the faith of those must be disheartened who say,
the God whom we revere in our religious life will not prevail
in the worlds of the spiritual-scientific researcher. However,
if the religious feeling is strong enough, it will feel the
radiance of this spiritual-scientific idea of God in the
spiritual worlds, and the idea of God will suffer as little
damage by spiritual science as Copernicus and Galilei damaged
it.
However, spiritual science knows that the
soul prepares itself already in the body for the life between
death and rebirth. The life between birth and death gets sense
and meaning, while we look at the existence between death and
the next birth. That is why we feel in harmony with the most
enlightened spirits. One of them anticipated what I have
explained today. Goethe said once, I would like to say with
Lorenzo di Medici (1449-1492, Florentine
statesman) that those are already dead in this life who do not
hope for another. Spiritual science feels in harmony with these
words. Since it knows that the soul must accept what may occur
to it, while it looks at that what may happen to it outside of
the body and after the life in the body. As the existence of a
plant seed is only justified because it develops a new plant,
that towards which we live with our souls is not that which we
have already in ourselves, but what we can hope for.
Immortality is proved best by the fact that we only need to
look at the forces on which we live. Since we live on the
forces that we can hope for as the immortal forces. Yes,
spiritual science leads us to that basic feeling which
penetrates and seizes our whole life that Goethe expressed so
nicely with the just cited words. Spiritual science says, prove
the feeling to us that someone is already dead for the life in
the body who cannot hope for the life in spirit and for that
what the soul is as spirit for the whole
world!
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