Knowledge of the spiritual science that is aimed at in this book can
be acquired by every man for himself. Descriptions of the kind given
here present a thought picture of the higher worlds, and they are in a
certain respect the first step towards personal vision. Man is a
thought being and he can find his path to knowledge only when he
makes thinking his starting-point. A picture of the higher worlds
given to his intellect is not without value for him even if for the
time being it is only like a story about higher facts into which he
has not yet gained insight through his own perception. The thoughts
that are given him represent in themselves a force that continues
working in this thought world. This force will be active in him; it
will awaken slumbering capacities. Whoever is of the opinion that it
is superfluous to give himself up to such a thought picture is
mistaken because he regards thought as something unreal and abstract.
Thought is a living force, and just as for one who has knowledge,
thought is present as a direct expression of what is seen in the
spirit, so the imparting of this expression acts in the one to whom it
is communicated as a germ that brings forth from itself the fruit of
knowledge.
Anyone disdaining the application of strenuous mental exertion in the
effort to attain the higher knowledge, and preferring to make use of
other forces in man to that end, fails to take into account the fact
that thinking is the highest of the faculties possessed by man in the
world of his senses.
To him who asks, How can I gain personal knowledge of the higher
truths of spiritual science? the answer must be given,
Begin by making yourself acquainted with what is communicated by
others concerning such knowledge. Should he reply, I wish
to see for myself; I do not wish to know anything about what others
have seen, one must answer, It is in the very assimilating
of the communications of others that the first step towards personal
knowledge consists. If he then should answer, Then I am
forced to have blind faith to begin with, one can only reply,
In regard to something communicated it is not a case of belief
or unbelief, but merely of an unprejudiced assimilation of what one
hears. The true spiritual researcher never speaks with the
expectation of meeting blind faith in what he says. He merely says,
I have experienced this in the spiritual regions of existence
and I narrate my experiences. He knows also that the reception
of these experiences by another and the permeation of his thoughts
with such an account are living forces making for spiritual
development.
What is here to be considered will only be rightly viewed by one who
takes into account the fact that all knowledge of the worlds of soul
and spirit slumbers in the profoundest depths of the human soul. It
can be brought to light through the path of knowledge. We can grasp,
however, not only what we have ourselves brought to light, but also
what someone else has brought up from those depths of the soul. This
is so even when we have ourselves not yet made any preparations for
the treading of that path of knowledge. Correct spiritual insight
awakens the power of comprehension in anyone whose inner nature is not
beclouded by preconceptions and prejudices. Unconscious knowledge
flashes up to meet the spiritual fact discovered by another, and this
flashing up is not blind faith but the right working of
healthy human understanding. In this same healthy comprehension we
should see a far better starting-point even for first hand cognition
of the spiritual world than in dubious mystical contemplations or
anything of a similar nature, in which we often fancy that we have
something better than what is recognized by the healthy human
understanding, when the results of genuine spiritual research are
brought before it.
One cannot, in fact, emphasize strongly enough how necessary it is
that anyone who wishes to develop his capacity for higher knowledge
should undertake the earnest cultivation of his powers of thought.
This emphasis must be all the more pressing because many persons who
wish to become seers actually estimate lightly this earnest,
self-denying labor of thinking. They say, Thinking cannot help
me reach anything; the chief thing is sensation or feeling. In
reply it must be said that no one can in the higher sense, and means
in truth, become a seer who has not previously worked himself into the
life of thought. In this connection a certain inner laziness plays an
injurious role with many persons. They do not become conscious of this
laziness because it clothes itself in a contempt of abstract thought
and idle speculation. We completely misunderstand what thinking is,
however, if we confuse it with a spinning of idle, abstract trains of
thought. Just as this abstract thinking can easily kill supersensible
knowledge, so vigorous thinking, full of life, must be the groundwork
on which it is based.
It would, indeed, be more comfortable if one could reach the higher
power of seeing while shunning the labor of thinking. Many would like
this, but in order to reach it an inner firmness is necessary, an
assurance of soul to which thinking alone can lead. Otherwise there
results merely a meaningless flickering of pictures here and there, a
distracting display of soul phenomena that indeed gives pleasure to
many, but that has nothing to do with a true penetration into the
higher worlds. Further, if we consider what purely spiritual
experiences take place in a man who really enters the higher world, we
shall then understand that the matter has still another aspect.
Absolute healthiness of the soul life is essential to the condition of
being a seer. There is no better means of developing this healthiness
than genuine thinking. In fact, it is possible for this healthiness
to suffer seriously if the exercises for higher development are not
based on thinking. Although it is true that the power of spiritual
sight makes a healthy and correctly thinking man still healthier and
more capable in life than he is without it, it is equally true that
all attempts to develop oneself while shirking the effort of thought,
all vague dreamings in this domain, lend strength to fantasy and
illusion and tend to place the seeker in a false attitude towards
life. No one who wishes to develop himself to higher knowledge has
anything to fear if he pays heed to what is said here, but the attempt
should only be made under the above pre-supposition. This
pre-supposition has to do only with man's soul and spirit. To speak
of any conceivable kind of injurious influence upon the bodily health
is absurd under this assumption.
Unfounded disbelief is indeed injurious. It works in the recipient as
a repelling force. It hinders him from receiving fructifying
thoughts. Not blind faith, but just this reception of the thought
world of spiritual science is the prerequisite to the development of
the higher senses. The spiritual researcher approaches his student
with the injunction, You are not required to believe what I tell
you but to think it, to make it the content of your own thought world,
then my thoughts will of themselves bring about your recognition of
their truth. This is the attitude of the spiritual researcher.
He gives the stimulus. The power to accept what is said as true
springs forth from the inner being of the learner himself. It is in
this manner that the views of spiritual science should be studied.
Anyone who has the self-control to steep his thoughts in them may be
sure that after a shorter or longer period of time they will lead him
to personal perception.
In what has been said here, there is already indicated one of the
first qualities that everyone wishing to acquire a vision of higher
facts has to develop. It is the unreserved, unprejudiced laying of
oneself open to what is revealed by human life or by the world
external to man. If a man approaches a fact in the world around him
with a judgment arising from his life up to the present, he shuts
himself off by this judgment from the quiet, complete effect that the
fact can have on him. The learner must be able each moment to make of
himself a perfectly empty vessel into which the new world flows.
Knowledge is received only in those moments in which every judgment,
every criticism coming from ourselves, is silent. For example, when
we meet a person, the question is not at all whether we are wiser than
he. Even the most unreasoning child has something to reveal to the
greatest sage. If he approaches the child with prejudgment, be it
ever so wise, he pushes his wisdom like a dulled glass in front of
what the child ought to reveal to him.*
* One can very well see, precisely from what is stated here, that in
the requirement of unreservedly laying oneself open there
is no question of shutting out one's own judgment or of giving oneself
up to blind faith. Anything of that sort would quite obviously have
no sense or meaning in regard to a child.
Complete inner selflessness is necessary for this yielding of oneself
up to the revelations of the new world. If a man tests himself to
find out in what degree he possesses this accessibility to its
revelations, he will make astonishing discoveries regarding himself.
Anyone who wishes to tread the path of higher knowledge must train
himself to be able at any moment to obliterate himself with all his
prejudices. As long as he obliterates himself the revelations of the
new world flow into him. Only a high grade of such selfless surrender
enables a man to receive the higher spiritual facts that surround him
on all sides. We can consciously develop this capacity in ourselves.
We can try, for example, to refrain from any judgment on people around
us. We should obliterate within ourselves the gauge of
attractive and repellent, of
stupid or clever, that we are accustomed to
apply and try without this gauge to understand persons purely from and
through themselves. The best exercises can be made with people for
whom one has an aversion. We should suppress this aversion with all
our power and allow everything that they do to affect us without
bias. Or, if we are in an environment that calls forth this or that
judgment, we should suppress the judgment and free from criticism, lay
ourselves open to impressions.*
* This open-minded and uncritical laying of ourselves open has nothing
whatever to do with blind faith. The important thing is not that we
should believe blindly in anything, but that we should not put a blind
judgment in the place of the living impression.
We should allow things and events to speak to us rather than speak
about them ourselves, and we also should extend this to our thought
world. We should suppress in ourselves what prompts this or that
thought and allow only what is outside to produce the thoughts. Only
when such exercises are carried out with holiest earnestness and
perseverance do they lead to the goal of higher knowledge. He who
undervalues such exercises knows nothing of their worth, and he who
has experience in such things knows that selfless surrender and
freedom from prejudice are true producers of power. Just as heat
applied to the steam boiler is transformed into the motive power of
the locomotive, so do these exercises in selfless, spiritual
self-surrender transforms themselves in man into the power of seeing
in the spiritual worlds.
By this exercise a man makes himself receptive to all that surrounds
him, but to this receptivity he must allow correct valuation also to
be added. As long as he is inclined to value himself too highly at
the expense of the world around him, he bars himself from the approach
to higher knowledge. The seeker who yields himself up to the pleasure
or pain that any thing or event in the world causes him is enmeshed by
such an overvaluation of himself. Through his pleasure and
his pain he learns nothing about the things, but merely
something about himself. If I feel sympathy with a man, I feel to
begin with nothing by my relation to him. If I make myself
mainly dependent on this feeling of pleasure, of sympathy, for my
judgment and my conduct, I place my personality in the foreground
I obtrude it upon the world. I want to thrust myself into the
world just as I am, instead of accepting the world in an unbiased way,
allowing it to assert itself in accordance with the forces acting on
it. In other words I am tolerant only of what harmonizes with my
peculiarities. In regard to everything else I exert a repelling
force. As long as a man is enmeshed by the sensible world, he acts in
an especially repelling way on all influences that are non-sensory.
The learner must develop in himself the capacity to conduct himself
toward things and people in accordance with their own peculiar
natures, and to allow each of them to count at its due worth and
significance. Sympathy and antipathy, pleasure and displeasure, must
be made to play quite new roles. It is not a question here of man's
eradicating them, of his blunting himself to sympathy and antipathy.
On the contrary, the more a man develops the capacity to refrain from
allowing immediately by a judgment, an action, the finer will his
sensitivity become. He will find that sympathies and antipathies take
on a higher character if he curbs those he already has. Even
something that is at first most unattractive has hidden qualities. It
reveals them if a man does not in his conduct obey his selfish
feelings. A person who has developed himself in this respect has in
every way a greater delicacy of feeling than one who is undeveloped
because he does not allow his own personality to make him
unimpressionable. Every inclination that a man follows blindly blunts
the power to see things in his environment in their true light. By
obeying inclination we thrust ourselves through the environment
instead of laying ourselves open to it and feeling its true worth.
Man becomes independent of the changing impressions of the outer world
when each pleasure and pain, each sympathy and antipathy, no longer
call forth in him an egotistical response and conduct. The pleasure
we feel in a thing makes us at once dependent on it. We lose
ourselves in it. A man who loses himself in the pleasure or pain
caused by every varying impression cannot tread the path of spiritual
knowledge. He must accept pleasure and pain with equanimity. Then he
ceases to lose himself in them and begins instead to understand them.
A pleasure to which I surrender myself devours my being in the moment
of surrender. I should use the pleasure only in order to arrive
through it at an understanding of the thing that arouses pleasure in
me. The important point should not be that the thing has aroused
pleasure in me. I should experience the pleasure and through it the
nature of the thing. The pleasure should only be an intimation to me
that there is in the thing a quality capable of giving pleasure. This
quality I must learn to understand. If I go no farther than the
pleasure, if I allow myself to be entirely absorbed in it, then it is
only myself who lives in it. If the pleasure is only the opportunity
for me to experience a quality or property of the thing itself, I
enrich my inner being through this experience. To the seeker,
pleasure and displeasure, joy and pain, must be opportunities for
learning about things. The seeker does not become blunted to pleasure
or pain through this. He raises himself above them in order that they
may reveal to him the nature of the things. By developing himself in
this respect, he will learn to understand what instructors pleasure
and pain are. He will feel with every being and thereby receive the
revelation of its inner nature. The seeker never says to himself
merely, Oh, how I suffer! or Oh, how glad I
am! but always, How does suffering speak? How does joy
speak? He eliminates the element of self in order that pleasure
and joy from the outer world may work on him. By this means there
develops in a man a completely new manner of relating himself to
things. Formerly he responded to this or that impression by this or
that action, only because the impressions caused him joy or
unhappiness. Now he causes pleasure and displeasure to become also
the organs by which things tell him what they themselves really are in
their own nature. Pleasure and pain change from mere feelings within
him to organs of sense by which the external world is perceived. Just
as the eye does not act itself when it sees something, but causes the
hand to act, so pleasure and pain do not bring about anything in the
spiritual seeker insofar as he employs them as means of knowledge, but
they receive impressions, and what is experienced through pleasure and
displeasure causes the action. When a man uses pleasure and
displeasure in such a way that they become organs of transmission,
they build up for him within his soul the actual organs through which
the soul world opens up to view. The eye can serve the body only by
being an organ for the transmission of sense impressions. Pleasure and
pain become the eyes of the soul when they cease to be of value
merely to themselves and begin to reveal to one's soul the other soul
outside it.
By means of the qualities mentioned, the seeker for knowledge places
himself in a condition that allows what is really present in the world
around him to act upon him without disturbing influences from his own
peculiarities. He has also to fit himself into the spiritual world
around him in the right way because he is as a thinking being a
citizen of the spiritual world. He can be this in the right way only
if during mental activity he makes his thoughts run in accordance with
the eternal laws of truth, the laws of the spiritland. Only thus can
that land act on him and reveal its facts to him. A man never reaches
the truth as long as he gives himself up to the thoughts continually
coursing through his ego. If he permits this, his thoughts take a
course imposed on them by the fact of their coming into existence
within the bodily nature. The thought world of a man who gives
himself up to a mental activity determined primarily by his physical
brain looks irregular and confused. In it a thought enters, breaks
off, is driven out of the field by another. Anyone who tests this by
listening to a conversation between two people, or who observes
himself in an unprejudiced way, will gain an idea of this mass of
confused thoughts. As long as a man devotes himself only to the calls
of the life of the senses, his confused succession of thoughts will
always be set right again by the facts of reality. I may think ever
so confusedly but in my actions everyday facts force upon me the laws
corresponding to the reality. My mental picture of a city may be most
confused, but if I wish to walk along a certain road in the city, I
must accommodate myself to the conditions it imposes on me. The
mechanic can enter his workshop with ever so varied a whirl of ideas,
but the laws of his machines compel him to adopt the correct procedure
in his work. Within the world of the senses facts exercise their
continuous corrective on thought. If I come to a false opinion by
thinking about a physical phenomenon or the shape of a plant, the
reality confronts me and sets my thinking right.
It is quite different when I consider my relations to the higher
regions of existence. They reveal themselves to me only if I enter
their worlds with already strictly controlled thinking. There my
thinking must give me the right, the sure impulse, otherwise I cannot
find proper paths. The spiritual laws prevailing within these worlds
are not condensed so as to become sensibly perceptible, and therefore
they are unable to exert on me the compulsion described above. I am
able to obey these laws only when they are allied to my own as those
of a thinking being. Here I must be my own sure guide. The seeker
for knowledge must therefore make his thinking something that is
strictly regulated in itself. His thoughts must by degrees
disaccustom themselves entirely from taking the ordinary daily
course. They must in their whole sequence take on the inner character
of the spiritual world. He must be able constantly to keep watch over
himself in this respect and have himself in hand. With him, one
thought must not link itself arbitrarily with another, but only in the
way that corresponds with the severely exact contents of the thought
world. The transition from one idea to another must correspond with
the strict laws of thought. The man as thinker must be, as it were,
constantly a copy of these thought laws. He must shut out from his
train of thought all that does not flow out of these laws. Should a
favorite thought present itself to him, he must put it aside if it
disturbs the proper sequence. If a personal feeling tries to force
upon his thoughts a direction not inherent in them, he must suppress
it.
Plato
required those who wished to attend his school first to go
through a course of mathematical training. Mathematics with its
strict laws, which do not accommodate themselves to the course of
ordinary sensory phenomena, form a good preparation for the seeker of
knowledge. If he wishes to make progress in the study of mathematics,
he has to renounce all personal, arbitrary choice, all disturbances.
The seeker prepares himself for his task by overcoming through his own
choice all the arbitrary thinking that naturally rules in him. He
learns thereby to follow purely the demands of thought. So, too, he
must learn to do this in all thinking intended to serve spiritual
knowledge. This thought life must itself be a copy of undisturbed
mathematical judgments and conclusions. The seeker must strive
wherever he goes and in whatever he does to be able to think after
this manner. Then there will flow into him the intrinsic
characteristic laws of the spirit world that pass over and through him
without a trace as long as his thinking bears its ordinary confused
character. Regulated thinking brings him from sure starting points to
the most hidden truths. What has been said, however, must not be
looked at in a one-sided way. Although mathematics act as a good
discipline for the mind, one can arrive at pure healthy, vital
thinking without mathematics.
What the seeker of knowledge strives for in his thinking, he must also
strive for in his actions. He must be able to act in accordance with
the laws of the nobly beautiful and the eternally true without any
disturbing influences from his personality. These laws must be able
constantly to direct him. Should he begin to do something he has
recognized as right and find his personal feelings not satisfied by
that action, he must not for that reason forsake the road he has
entered on. On the other hand, he must not pursue it just because it
gives him joy, if he finds that it is not in accordance with the laws
of the eternally beautiful and true. In everyday life people allow
their actions to be decided by what satisfies them personally, by what
bears fruit for themselves. In so doing they force upon the world's
events the direction of their personality. They do not bring to
realization the true that is traced out in the laws of the spirit
world, rather do they realize the demands of their self-will. We only
act in harmony with the spiritual world when we follow its laws
alone. From what is done only out of the personality, there result no
forces that can form a basis for spiritual knowledge. The seeker of
knowledge may not ask only, What brings me advantages; what will
bring me success? He must also be able to ask, What have
I recognized as the good? Renunciation of the fruits of action
for his personality, renunciation of all self-will; these are the
stern laws that he must prescribe for himself. Then he treads the
path of the spiritual world, his whole being penetrated by these
laws. He becomes free from all compulsion from the sense world; his
spirit man raises itself out of the sensory sheath. He thus makes
actual progress on the path towards the spiritual and thus he
spiritualizes himself. One may not say, Of what use to me are
the resolutions to follow purely the laws of the true when I am
perhaps mistaken concerning what is true? The important thing
is the striving, and the spirit in which one strives. Even when the
seeker is mistaken, he possesses, in his very striving for the true, a
force that turns him away from the wrong road. Should he be mistaken,
this force seizes him and guides him to the right road. The very
objection, But I may be mistaken, is itself harmful
unbelief. It shows that the man has no confidence in the power of the
true. The important point is that he should not presume to decide on
his aims in accordance with his own egotistical views, but that he
should selflessly yield himself up to the guidance of the spirit
itself. It is not the self-seeking will of man that can prescribe for
the true. On the contrary, what is true must itself become lord in
man, must permeate his whole being, make him a copy of the eternal
laws of the spiritland. He must fill himself with these eternal laws
in order to let them stream out into life.
Just as the seeker of knowledge must be able to have strict control of
thinking, so he must also have control of his will. Through this he
becomes in all modesty without presumption a messenger
of the world of the true and the beautiful. Through this he ascends to
be a participant in the spirit world. Through this he is lifted from
stage to stage of development because one cannot reach the spiritual
life by merely seeing it. On the contrary, one has to reach it by
experiencing it, by living it.
If the seeker of knowledge observes the laws here described, his soul
experiences relating to the spiritual world will take on an entirely
new form. He will no longer live merely within them. They will no
longer have a significance merely for his personal life. They will
develop into soul perceptions of the higher world. In this soul the
feelings of pleasure and displeasure, of joy and pain, do not live for
themselves only, but grow into soul organs, just as in his body eyes
and ears do not lead a life for themselves alone but selflessly allow
external impressions to pass through them. Thereby the seeker of
knowledge wins that calmness and assurance in his soul constitution
necessary for research in the spiritual world. A great pleasure will
no longer make him merely jubilant, but may be the messenger to him of
qualities in the world that have hitherto escaped him. It will leave
him calm, and through the calm the characteristics of the
pleasure-giving beings will reveal themselves to him. Pain will no
longer merely fill him with grief, but be able to tell him also what
the qualities are of the being that causes the pain. Just as the eye
does not desire anything for itself but shows man the direction of the
road he has to take, so will pleasure and pain guide the soul safely
along its path. This is the state of balance of soul that the seeker
of knowledge must reach. The less pleasure and pain exhaust
themselves in the waves that they throw up in the inner life of the
seeker of knowledge, the more will they form eyes for the
supersensible world. As long as a man lives in pleasure and pain he
cannot gain knowledge by means of them. When he learns how to live by
means of them, when he withdraws his feeling of self from them, then
they become his organs of perception and he sees by means of them,
attaining through them to knowledge. It is incorrect to think that
the seeker of knowledge becomes a dry, colorless being, incapable of
experiencing joy and sorrow. Joy and sorrow are present in him, but
when he seeks knowledge in the spiritual world, they are present in a
transformed shape; they have become eyes and ears.
As long as we live in a personal relationship with the world, things
reveal only what links them with our personality. This, however, is
their transitory path. If we withdraw ourselves from our transitory
part and live with our feeling of self, with our I, in our
permanent part, then our transitory part becomes an intermediary for
us. What reveals itself through it is an imperishable, an eternal in
the things. The seeker of knowledge must be able to establish this
relationship between his own eternal part and the eternal in the
things. Even before he begins other exercises of the kind described,
and also during them, he should direct his thought to this
imperishable part. When I observe a stone, a plant, an animal or a
man, I should be able to remember that in each of them an eternal
expresses itself. I should be able to ask myself, What is the
permanent that lives in the transitory stone, in the transitory man?
What will outlast the transitory sensory appearance? We ought
not to think that to direct the spirit to the eternal in this way
destroys our careful consideration of, and sense for, the qualities of
everyday affairs and estranges us from the immediate realities. On
the contrary, every leaf, every little insect will unveil to us
innumerable mysteries when not only our eyes but through the eyes of
spirit is directed upon them. Every sparkle, every shade of color,
every cadence will remain vividly perceptible to the senses. Nothing
will be lost, but in addition, unlimited new life will be gained.
Indeed, the person who does not understand how to observe even the
tiniest thing with the eye, will only attain to pale, bloodless
thoughts, not to spiritual sight.
It depends upon the attitude of mind we acquire in this direction.
What stage we shall succeed in reaching will depend on our
capacities. We have only to do what is right and leave everything
else to evolution. It must be enough for us at first to direct our
minds to the permanent. If we do this, the knowledge of the permanent
will awaken in us through this. We must wait until it is given, and
it is given at the right time to each one who with patience waits and
works. A man soon notices during such exercises what a mighty
transformation takes place within him. He learns to consider each
thing as important or unimportant only insofar as he recognizes it to
be related to a permanent, to an eternal. He comes to a valuation and
estimate of the world different from the one he has hitherto had. His
whole feeling takes on a new relationship toward the entire
surrounding world. The transitory no longer attracts him merely for
its own sake as formerly. It becomes for him a member, an image of
the eternal, and this eternal, living in all things, he learns to
love. It becomes familiar, just as the transitory was formerly
familiar to him. This again does not cause his estrangement from
life. He only learns to value each thing according to its true
significance. Even the vain trifles of life will not pass him by
quite without trace, but the man seeking after the spiritual no longer
loses himself in them, but recognizes them at their limited worth. He
sees them in their true light. He is a poor discerner of the
spiritual who would go wandering in the clouds losing sight of life.
From his high summit a true discerner with his power of clear survey
and his just and healthy feeling for everything will know how to
assign to each thing its proper place.
Thus there opens out to the seeker of knowledge the possibility of
ceasing to obey only the unreliable influences of the external world
of the senses that turn his will now here, now there. Through higher
knowledge he has seen the eternal being of things. By means of the
transformations of his inner world he has gained the capacity for
perceiving this eternal being. For the seeker of knowledge the
following thoughts have a special weight. When he acts out of
himself, he is then conscious of acting also out of the eternal being
of things because the things give utterance to him in their being.
He, therefore, acts in harmony with the eternal world order when he
directs his action out of the eternal living within him. He thus
knows himself no longer merely as a being impelled by things. He
knows that he impels them according to the law implanted within them
that have become the laws of his own being. This ability to act out
of his inner being can only be an ideal towards which he strives. The
attainment of the goal lies in the far distance, but the seeker of
knowledge must have the will to recognize clearly this road. This is
his will to freedom, for freedom is action out of one's inner being.
Only he may act out of his inner being who draws his motives from the
eternal. A being who does not do this, acts according to other
motives than those implanted in things. Such a person opposes the
world order, and the world order must then prevail against him. That
is to say, what he plans to carry through by his will cannot in the
last resort take place. He cannot become free. The arbitrary will of
the individual being annihilates itself through the effects of its
deeds.
Whoever is able to work upon his inner life in such a way climbs
upwards from stage to stage in spiritual knowledge. The reward of his
exercises will be the unfolding of certain vistas of the supersensible
world to his spiritual perception. He learns the real meaning of the
truths communicated about this world, and he will receive confirmation
of them through his own experience. If this stage is reached, he
encounters an experience that can only come through treading this
path. Something occurs whose significance can only now become clear
to him. Through the great spiritual guiding powers of the human race
there is bestowed on him what is called initiation. He becomes a
disciple of wisdom. The less one sees in such initiation something
that consists in an outer human relationship, the more correct will be
his conception of it. What the seeker of knowledge now experiences
can only be indicated here. He receives a new home. He becomes
thereby a conscious dweller in the supersensible world. The source of
spiritual insight now flows to him from a higher region. The light of
knowledge from this time forth does not shine upon him from without,
but he is himself placed at its fountainhead where the problems that
the world offers receive a new illumination. Henceforth he holds
converse no longer with the things that are shaped by the spirit, but
with the shaping spirit itself. At the moments of attaining spiritual
knowledge, the personality's own life exists now only in order to be a
conscious image of the eternal. Doubts about the spirit that could
formerly arise in him vanish because only he can doubt who is deluded
by things regarding the spirit ruling in them. Since the disciple of
wisdom is able to hold intercourse with the spirit itself, each false
form vanishes in which he had previously imagined the spirit. The
false form under which one conceives the spirit is superstition. The
initiate has passed beyond all superstition because he has knowledge
of the spirit's true form. Freedom from the prejudices of the
personality, of doubt, and of superstition these are the
characteristics of the seeker who has attained to discipleship on the
path of higher knowledge. We must not confuse this state in which the
personality becomes one with the all-embracing spirit of life, with an
absorption into the universal spirit that annihilates the
personality. Such a disappearance does not take place in a true
development of the personality. Personality continues to be preserved
as such in the relationship into which it enters with the spirit
world. It is not the subjection of the personality, but its highest
development that occurs. If we wish to have a simile for this
coincidence or union of the individual spirit with the
all-encompassing spirit, we cannot choose that of many different
coinciding circles that are lost in one circle, but we must choose the
picture of many circles, each of which has a quite distinct shade of
color. These variously colored circles coincide, but each separate
shade preserves its color existence within the whole. Not one loses
the fullness of its individual power.
The further description of the path will not be given here. It is
given as far as possible in my Occult Science, an Outline,
which forms a continuation of this book.
What is said here about the path of spiritual knowledge can all too
easily, through failure to understand it, tempt us to consider it as a
recommendation to cultivate certain moods of soul that would lead us
to turn away from the immediate, joyous and strenuously active,
experience of life. As against this, it must be emphasized that the
particular attitude of the soul that renders it fit to experience
directly the reality of the spirit, cannot be extended as a general
demand over the entire life. It is possible for the seeker after
spiritual existence to bring his soul for the purpose of research into
the necessary condition of being withdrawn from the realities of the
senses, without that withdrawal estranging him from the world. On the
other hand, however, it must be recognized that a knowledge of the
spiritual world, not merely a knowledge gained by treading the path,
but also a knowledge acquired through grasping the truths of spiritual
science with the unprejudiced, healthy human intellect, leads also to
a higher moral status in life, to a knowledge of sensory existence
that is in accord with the truth, to certainty in life, and to inward
health of the soul.
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