chapter iv
THE
PATH OF KNOWLEDGE
NOWLEDGE
of the spiritual science presented in this book can be
acquired by every human being for himself. Descriptions of the
kind given here present a thought-picture of the higher worlds
and they are in a certain respect the first step towards
personal vision. For man is a thinking being. He can find his
path to knowledge only when thinking is his starting-point. A
picture of the higher worlds presented to his intellect is not
fruitless for him, even if for the time being it is only like a
narration of higher facts into which he has as yet no insight
through his own vision. For the thoughts which are given him
represent in themselves a force which works on further in his
world of thought. This force will be active in him; it will
awaken slumbering capacities. A man who is of the opinion that
it is superfluous to occupy himself with such a thought-picture
is mistaken; for he regards thought as something unreal
and abstract. But thought is a living force. And just as in one
who has knowledge thought is present as a direct expression of
what is seen in the spirit, so the communication of this
expression works in him to whom it is communicated as a seed,
which brings forth from itself the fruit of knowledge.
Anyone disdaining the application of strenuous intellectual
exertion in the effort to attain higher knowledge, and
preferring to turn to other forces for that end, fails to take
into account that thinking is the highest of the faculties
possessed by man in the world of the senses.
To
one who asks, “How can I gain personal knowledge of the
higher truths of spiritual science?” the answer must be
given, “Begin by making yourself acquainted with what is
communicated by others concerning such knowledge.” And
should he reply, “I want to see for myself; I do not want
to know anything about what others have seen,” the answer
must be: “It is in the very assimilating of the
communications of others that the first step towards personal
knowledge consists.” And if he should retort:
“Then I am compelled first of all to have blind
faith,” one can only reply that in regard to some
communications it is not a case of belief or disbelief, but
merely of unprejudiced assimilation. The genuine spiritual
investigator never speaks with the expectation of being met
with blind credulity. He merely says, “I have experienced
this in the spiritual regions of existence and I am narrating
these experiences of mine.” But he knows too, that the
assimilation of these experiences by another and the fact that
the thoughts of that other person are permeated by the account
are living forces making for spiritual development.
What is here to be considered, will only be rightly viewed by
one who takes into account the fact that all knowledge of the
worlds of soul and spirit slumbers in the depths of the human
soul. It can be brought to light through treading the
“path of knowledge.” But there can be insight not
only into what one has oneself brought to light, but also into
what someone else has brought up from the depths of the soul;
and that, moreover, even when no actual preparation has yet
been made for the treading of that path of knowledge. Genuine
spiritual insight awakens the power of understanding in anyone
whose inner nature is not clouded by preconceptions and
prejudices. The unconscious knowledge rises to meet the
spiritual facts discovered by another. This is not blind
credulity but the right working of healthy human reason. This
healthy comprehension should be considered a far better
starting-point even for first-hand cognition of the spiritual
world, than dubious mystical “experiences” and the
like, which are often imagined to be more valuable than what
healthy human understanding can recognise when confronted with
the findings of genuine spiritual research.
It
cannot be emphasised strongly enough how necessary it is for
anyone who wishes to develop his faculties for higher knowledge
to undertake strenuous efforts to cultivate his powers of
thinking. This emphasis must be all the stronger because many
people who would become “seers” place too little
value on this earnest, self-denying labour of thinking. They
say, “Thinking cannot help me to reach anything; what
really matters is ‘feeling’ or something similar.”
In reply it must be said that no one can in the higher sense (and
that means in truth) become a “seer” who has not
previously worked his way into the life of thought. In the case
of many people a certain inner laziness plays an injurious
role. They do not become conscious of this laziness because it
clothes itself in contempt for “abstract thought,”
“idle speculations,” and the like. But
thinking is completely misunderstood, if it is confused
with a spinning of idle, abstract trains of thought. This
“abstract thinking” can easily kill
supersensible knowledge; live and vigorous thinking can
become its foundation.
It
would of course be more convenient if the power of higher
seership could be acquired while shunning the labour of
thinking. Many would like this to be possible. But in order to
achieve higher seership an inner stability is necessary, an
assurance of soul to which thinking alone can lead. Otherwise
there merely results a meaningless flickering of pictures
hither and thither, a distracting display of phenomena which
indeed gives pleasure, but has nothing to do with a true
penetration into higher worlds. Further, if we consider what
purely spiritual experiences take place in a man who really
enters the higher world, we shall realise that the matter has
also another aspect. Absolute healthiness of the life of soul
is essential in a “seer.” There is no better means
of developing this healthiness than genuine thinking. In
fact this health of soul may suffer seriously if the exercises
for higher development are not based on thinking. Although it
is true that the power of spiritual sight makes a healthy and
rightly thinking man still healthier and more capable in life
than he is without it, it is equally true that all attempts to
develop while shirking the effort of thought, all vague
dreamings in this domain, lend strength to fantasy-hunting and
encourage a false attitude to life. No one who wishes to
acquire higher knowledge has anything to fear if he pays heed
to what is said here; but the attempt should only be made under
the above premise. This premise has to do only with
man's soul and spirit; to speak of any kind of injurious
influence upon the bodily health is absurd.
Unfounded disbelief is indeed injurious. It works in the
recipient as a repelling force. It hinders him from taking in
the fruitful thoughts. Not blind faith, but the reception of
the thought-world of spiritual science, is the pre-requisite
for the development of the higher senses. The spiritual
investigator approaches his pupil with the injunction:
“You are not to believe what I tell you but think it out
yourself, make it part of the contents of your own
thought-world; then my thoughts will themselves bring it about
that you recognise them in their truth.” This is the
attitude of the spiritual investigator. He gives the stimulus;
the power to accept it as true springs from within the
recipient himself. And it is in this sense that the views of
spiritual science should be studied. Anyone who steeps his
thoughts in them may be sure that sooner or later they will
lead him to vision of his own.
What has been said here already indicates one of the first
qualities which everyone wishing to attain vision of higher
realities has to develop in himself. It is the unreserved,
unprejudiced surrender to what is revealed by human
fife or by the world external to man. If from the outset a man
approaches a fact in the world bringing with him judgment
originating in his life hitherto, he shuts himself off through
this judgment from the calm, all-round effect which the fact
can have on him. The learner must be able at each moment to
make himself a perfectly empty vessel into which the new world
flows. Knowledge arises only in those moments when every
criticism coming from ourselves is silent. For example, when we
meet a person, the question is not at all whether we are wiser
than he. Even the most unintelligent child has something to
reveal to the greatest sage. And if he approaches the child
with his prejudgment, however wise it may be, his wisdom
thrusts itself like a dulled glass in front of what the child
ought to reveal to him.
[One can see very well, precisely from
this indication, that in the requirement of “unreserved
surrender” there is no question of shutting out one's own
judgment or giving oneself up to blind faith. Anything of the
sort would quite obviously have no sense or meaning in regard
to a child.]
Complete inner selflessness is necessary for this surrender to
the revelations of the new world. And if a man test himself to
find out in what degree he has this power of surrender, he will
make astonishing discoveries. Anyone who wishes to tread the
path of higher knowledge must train himself to be able to
obliterate himself, together with all his preconceptions at any
and every moment. As long as he obliterates himself the other
flows into him. Only a high degree of such selfless surrender
enables a man to imbibe the higher spiritual realities which
surround him on all sides. This faculty can be consciously
developed. A man can try for example to refrain from any
judgment on people around him. He should obliterate within
himself the gauge of attraction and repulsion, of stupidity or
cleverness, which he is accustomed to apply, and try without
this gauge to understand people purely through themselves. The
most effective exercises can be made in connection with people
for whom he has an aversion. He should suppress this aversion
with all his might and allow everything that they do to affect
him without bias. Or, if he is in an environment that calls for
this or that judgment, he should suppress the judgment and lay
himself open to the impressions.
[This open-minded and uncritical attitude has
nothing whatever in common with “blind faith.” The
important thing is not that one should believe blindly in anything,
but that a “blind judgment” should not be put into the
place of the living impression.]
He
should allow things and events to speak to him rather than
speak about them. And this should also extend to his
thought-world. He should suppress in himself whatever
prompts this or that thought and allow only what is outside to
give rise to the thoughts. Only when such exercises are carried
out with the most solemn earnestness and perseverance do they
lead to the goal of higher knowledge. He who undervalues such
exercises knows nothing of their worth. And he who has
experience in such things knows that selfless surrender and
freedom from prejudice are true generators of power. Just as
heat conducted to the steam boiler is transformed into the
motive power of the locomotive, so do these exercises in
selfless spiritual self-surrender transform themselves in man
into the power of vision in the spiritual worlds.
By
this exercise a man makes himself receptive to everything that
surrounds him. But to this receptivity must be added the
faculty of correct estimation. As long as a man is still
inclined to value himself too highly at the expense of the
world around him, he bars all access to higher knowledge. One
who in face of each thing or event in the world yields himself
up to the pleasure or pain which they cause him, is
enmeshed in this over-valuation of himself. For through
his pleasure and his pain he learns nothing about
the things, but merely something about himself. If I feel
sympathy with a human being, I feel, to begin with, nothing but
my relation to him. If I make myself dependent on this
feeling of pleasure, of sympathy, in my judgment and my
conduct, I am placing my personality in the foreground: I am
obtruding it upon the world. I want to thrust myself into the
world just as I am, instead of accepting the world in an
unbiased way and allowing it to play itself out in accordance
with the forces working in it. In other words, I am tolerant
only of what harmonises with my personality. Towards everything
else I exert a repelling force. As long as a man is enmeshed by
the sense-world, he works in a particularly repelling way on
all non-material influences. The learner must develop in
himself the capacity to conduct himself towards things and
people in accordance with their peculiar natures and to
recognise the due worth and significance of each one. Sympathy
and antipathy, liking and disliking, must be made to play quite
new roles. There is no question of man's eradicating
these, of blunting himself to sympathy and antipathy. On the
contrary, the more a man develops in himself the capacity to
refrain from allowing every feeling of sympathy and antipathy
to be followed immediately by a judgment, an action, the more
delicate will be the sensitiveness he develops. He will find
that sympathies and antipathies assume higher forms in him, if
he curbs those already in him. Even something that is at first
utterly unattractive has hidden qualities; it reveals them if a
man does not in his conduct obey his selfish feelings. He who
has developed in this respect has more delicate feelings, in
every direction, than one who is undeveloped, because he
does not allow his own personality to cause lack of
receptivity. Each inclination that a man follows blindly blunts
his power to see things in the environment in their true light.
By obeying inclination we thrust ourselves through the
environment, as it were, instead of laying ourselves open to it
and feeling its true value.
A
man becomes independent of the changing impressions of the
outer world when every pleasure, every pain, every
sympathy and antipathy, no longer evoke in him an
egotistical response and egotistical conduct. The pleasure he
feels in a thing makes him at once dependent on it. He loses
himself in the thing. A man who loses himself in the pleasure
or pain caused by constantly changing impressions cannot tread
the path of higher knowledge. He must accept pleasure and pain
with equanimity. Then he ceases to lose himself in them; he
begins instead to understand them. A pleasure to which I
surrender myself devours my being at the moment of
surrender. I ought to use the pleasure only in order
through it to reach an understanding of the thing that arouses
pleasure in men. The important point ought not to be that the
thing has aroused the pleasure in me; I ought to experience the
pleasure and through it the essential nature of the thing in
question. The pleasure should only be an intimation to me that
there is in the thing a quality calculated to give pleasure.
This quality I must learn to understand. If I go no further
than the pleasure, if I allow myself to be entirely absorbed in
it, then it only feeds my own pleasures; if the pleasure is to
me only an opportunity to experience a quality or property of a
thing, I enrich my inner being through this experience.
To the seeker, pleasure and displeasure, joy and pain, must be
opportunities for learning about things. The seeker does
not thereby become blunted to pleasure or pain, but he raises
himself above them in order that they may reveal to him the
nature of things. He who develops in this respect will learn to
realise what good instructors pleasure and pain are. He
will feel with every being and thereby receive the revelation
of its inner nature. The seeker never says to himself merely,
“Oh, how I suffer!” or “Oh, how glad I
am!” but always “How suffering speaks!”
“How joy speaks!” He eliminates the element of self
in order that pleasure and joy from the outer world may work
upon him. By this means he develops a completely new way of
relating himself to things. Formerly he responded to this or
that impression by this or that action, only because the
impressions caused him joy or dislike. But now he lets pleasure
and displeasure also become the organs by which things
tell him what they themselves truly are in their own nature. In
him, pleasure and pain change from being mere feelings to
organs of sense by which the external world is perceived. Just
as the eye does not itself act when it sees something, but
causes the hand to act, so do pleasure and pain bring about
nothing in the spiritual seeker, in so far as he employs them
as means of knowledge, but they receive impressions, and what
is experienced through pleasure and displeasure is that which
brings about the action. When a man uses pleasure and
displeasure in such a way that they become organs of
transmission, they build up within his soul the actual organs
through which the soul-world reveals itself to him. The eye can
serve the body only by being an organ for the transmission of
sense-impressions; pleasure and pain become eyes of the
soul when they cease merely to have value for themselves
and begin to reveal to a man's own soul the soul outside it.
Through the qualities named, the student induces in himself the
condition which allows the realities present in the world
around him to work upon him without disturbing influences
emanating from his own personality. But he has also to fit
himself into the surrounding spiritual world in the right way.
As a thinking being he is a citizen of the spiritual world. He
can be this in a right way only if during mental activity he
makes his thoughts move in accordance with the eternal laws of
truth, the laws of the “Spiritland.” For only so
can that realm work upon him and reveal its facts to him. A man
does not reach the truth as long as he gives himself up only to
the thoughts continually coursing through his Ego. For if he
does, these thoughts take a course imposed on them by the fact
that they come into existence within the bodily nature. The
thought-world of a man who gives himself up to a mental
activity determined primarily by his physical brain appears
disorderly and confused. A thought enters it, breaks off, is
driven out of the field by another. Anyone who tests this by
listening to a conversation between two people, or who observes
himself frankly, will gain an idea of this mass of
will-o'-the-wisp thoughts. As long as a man devotes himself
only to the calls of the life of the senses, the confused
course of his thoughts will always be set right again by the
facts of reality. I may think ever so confusedly: but in my
actions everyday facts force upon me the laws corresponding to
the reality. My mental picture of a town may be utterly
confused; but if I wish to walk along a certain street in the
town I must accommodate myself to existing facts. A
mechanic may enter his workshop with a chaotic medley of
ideas; but the laws of his machines compel him to adopt the
correct procedure in his work. Within the world of the senses
facts exercise their continuous corrective on thought. If
I think out a false opinion about a physical phenomenon or the
shape of a plant, the reality confronts me and sets my thinking
right.
It
is quite different when I consider my relations to the higher
regions of existence. They reveal themselves to me only if I
enter them with strictly controlled thinking. There my thinking
must give me the right, the sure impulse, otherwise I cannot
find the proper paths. For the spiritual laws prevailing
in these worlds are not sensibly perceptible, and therefore
they do not exert on me the compulsion described above. I am
able to obey these laws only when they are allied to my own as
those of a thinking being. Here I must be my own sure guide.
The student's thinking must therefore be strictly
regulated in itself. His thoughts must by degrees
disaccustom themselves entirely from taking the ordinary daily
course. They must in their whole sequence take on the inner
character of the spiritual world. He must be able constantly to
keep watch over himself in this respect and have himself in
hand. With him one thought must not link itself arbitrarily
with another, but only in the way that corresponds with the
actual contents of the thought-world. The transition from one
idea to another must correspond with the strict laws of
thought. As thinker, the man must be to a certain extent a
constant copy of these thought-laws. He must shut out from his
train of thought everything that does not flow out of these
laws. Should a favourite thought present itself to him, he must
put it aside if the right sequence will be disturbed by it. If
a personal feeling tries to force upon his thoughts a direction
not proper to them, he must suppress it.
Plato required of those who wished to be admitted to his school
that they should first have a mathematical training. And
mathematics, with its strict laws which are independent of the
course taken by sense-phenomena, form a good preparation
for the seeker. If he wishes to make progress in the study of
mathematics he must get rid of all personal arbitrariness, all
elements of disturbance. The student prepares himself for his
task by overcoming through his own will all arbitrary thinking.
He learns to follow purely the demands of thought. And so too
he must learn to do this in all thinking intended to serve
spiritual knowledge. This thought-life itself must be a
reflection of undisturbed mathematical judgment and
inference. He must strive, wherever he goes and wherever
he is, to be able to think in this way. Then the laws of the
spirit-world flow into him, laws which pass over and through
him, without a trace as long as his thinking has the usual,
confused character. Regulated thinking leads him from reliable
starting-points to the most hidden truths. What has been said,
however, must not be understood in a one-sided way. Although
mathematics acts as a good discipline, pure, healthy and
vital thinking can be achieved without mathematics.
The
goal towards which the student must strive for his thinking
must also be the same for his actions. He must be able to obey
the laws of the nobly beautiful and the eternally true without
any disturbing influences from his personality. These laws must
be able to guide and direct him. If he begins to do something
he has recognised as right and his personal feelings are not
satisfied by the action, he must not for that reason
abandon the path on which he has entered. But on the other hand
he must not persist with it because it gives him joy, if he
finds that it is not in harmony with the laws of the eternally
Beautiful and True. In everyday life people allow their actions
to be determined by what satisfies them personally, by
what bears fruit for themselves. In so doing they force
their personality upon the world's events. They do not bring to
realisation the true that is already traced in the laws of the
spirit-world, but simply the demands of their self-will. We act
in harmony with the spiritual world only when we follow its
laws alone. From what is done merely out of the
personality, there result no forces which can form a
basis for spiritual knowledge. The seeker must not ask only,
“What brings me advantages, what will bring me
success?” He must also be able to ask: “What have I
recognised as the Good?” Renunciation of the fruits of
action for his personality, renunciation of all
self-will: these are the stern laws that he must prescribe for
himself. Then he treads the paths of the spiritual world, his
whole being is penetrated by these laws. He becomes free from
all compulsion from the world of the senses; his spirit-nature
raises itself out of the material sheath. Thus he makes actual
progress on the path towards the spiritual and spiritualises
his own nature. One cannot say, “Of what use to me are
the precepts to follow purely the laws of the True when I am
perhaps mistaken as to what is the True?” What matters is
the striving and the attitude to it. Even a man who is mistaken
has in his very striving after the
True a force which diverts him from the wrong path. If he is
mistaken, this force guides him to the right paths. Even the
objection, “But I may be mistaken,” is harmful
misgiving. It shows that the man has no confidence in the power
of the True. For the important point is that he should not
presume to decide on his aims and objects in life in accordance
with his own egotistical views, but that he should selflessly
yield himself up to the guidance of the spirit itself. It
is not the self-seeking human will that can prescribe for the
True; on the contrary, the True itself must become lord in the
man, must penetrate his whole being, make him a mirror-image of
the eternal laws of the Spiritland. He must fill himself with
these eternal laws in order to let them stream out into
life.
The
seeker must be able to hold strict guard over both his thinking
and his will. Thereby he becomes in all humility —
without presumption — a messenger of the world of the
True and the Beautiful, and rises to be a participant in the
Spirit-World. He rises from stage to stage of development. For
one cannot reach the spiritual life by merely beholding it; it
has to be attained through actual experience.
If
the seeker observes the laws here described, those of his
soul-experiences that relate to the spiritual world will take
on an entirely new form. He will no longer live merely in
them. They will no longer have a significance merely for
his personal life. They will develop into inner perceptions of
the higher world. In his soul the feelings of pleasure and
displeasure, of joy and pain, grow into organs of soul, just as
in his body eyes and ears do not lead a life for themselves but
selflessly allow external impressions to pass through them. And
thereby the seeker gains the inner calmness and
assurance that are necessary for investigation in the
spirit-world. A great joy will no longer make him merely
jubilant, but may be the messenger of qualities in the world
which have hitherto escaped him. It will leave him calm: and
through the calm, the characteristics of the joy-bringing
beings will reveal themselves to him. Suffering will no longer
merely oppress him, but will also be able to tell him about the
qualities and attributes of the being which causes the
suffering. Just as the eye does not desire anything for itself,
but shows to man the direction of the path he has to take, so
will joy and suffering guide the soul safely along its path.
This is the state of balance of soul which the seeker must
attain. The less joy and suffering exhaust themselves in
the waves which they throw up in his inner life, the more will
they form eyes for the supersensible world. As long as a man
lives wholly in joy and pain he cannot gain knowledge
through them. When he learns how to live through them, when he
draws out of them his feeling of self, then they become his
organs of perception; then he sees by means of them, cognises
by means of them. It is incorrect to think that the seeker
becomes a dry, colourless being, incapable of joy or suffering.
Joy and suffering are present in him, but — when he
investigates in the spiritual world — in a different
form; they have become “eyes and ears.”
As
long as we live in a personal relationship with the world
things reveal only what links them with our personality. But
that is the transitory part of them. If we withdraw ourselves
from the transitory nature and live with our feeling of self,
with our “I,” in our permanent nature, then the
transitory parts of our nature become intermediaries; and what
reveals itself through them is an Imperishable reality, an
Eternal reality in the things. This relationship between his
own Eternal nature and the Eternal in the things must be
established by the seeker. Even before he begins other
exercises of the kind described, and also during them, he
should direct his thought to this Imperishable aspect. When I
observe a stone, a plant, an animal, a man, I should be able to
remember that in each of them an Eternal Reality expresses
itself. I should be able to ask myself what is the permanent
reality that lives in the transitory stone, in the transitory
human being? What will outlast the transitory, physical
appearance? It must not be thought that such a directing of the
spirit to the Eternal destroys the power of devoted observation
and our feeling for the qualities of everyday affairs, and
estranges us from the immediate realities. On the contrary.
Every leaf, every little insect, will unveil to us innumerable
mysteries when not our eyes only, but through the eyes
the spirit is directed upon them. Every sparkle, every shade of
colour, every cadence, will remain vividly perceptible to the
senses; nothing will be lost; an infinitude of new life is
gained in addition. Indeed a person who does not understand how
to observe with the eye even the tiniest thing will achieve
only pale, bloodless thoughts, not spiritual sight.
Everything depends upon our attitude of mind. How far we shall
succeed will depend upon our capacities. We have only to do
what is right and leave everything else to evolution. It must
be enough for us at first to direct our minds to the permanent.
If we do this, the knowledge of the permanent will thereby
awaken in us. We must wait until it is given. And it is given
at the right time to each one who waits with patience —
and works. A man soon notices during such exercises what a
mighty transformation takes place in him. He learns to consider
each thing as important or unimportant only in so far as he
recognises it to be related to the Permanent, to the Eternal.
His valuation and estimate of the world are different from
those he has hitherto held. His feeling takes on a new
relationship towards the whole surrounding world. The
transitory no longer attracts him merely for its own sake, as
formerly; it becomes for him a member, an image of the Eternal.
And this Eternal reality that lives in all things, he learns to
love. It becomes familiar to him, just as the transitory was
formerly familiar to him. Again this does not cause him to be
estranged from life; he merely learns to value each thing
according to its true significance. Even the trifles of life
will not pass him by without trace; but, inasmuch as he is
seeking the spiritual, he no longer loses himself in them but
recognises them at their worth. He sees them in their true
light. Only an inferior seeker would go wandering in the clouds
and lose sight of actual fife; a genuine seeker will, from his
high summit, with his power of clear survey and his just and
healthy feeling for everything, know how to assign to each
thing its proper place.
Thus there opens out to the seeker the possibility of ceasing
to obey only the incalculable influences of the external world
of the senses, which turn his will now here, now there. Through
knowledge he has seen the eternal nature in things. Through the
transformation of his inner world he has gained the capacity to
perceive this eternal nature. For the seeker, the following
thoughts have special importance. When he acts from out of
himself, he is conscious that he is also acting out of the
eternal nature of the things. For the things give
utterance in him to this nature of theirs. He is
therefore acting in harmony with the eternal World Order when
he directs his action from out of the Eternal within him. He
knows himself to be no longer merely impelled by the things; he
knows that he impels them according to the laws implanted in
them which have become the laws of his own being.
This ability to act out of his own inner being can only be an
ideal towards which the seeker strives. The attainment of the
goal lies in the far distance. But the seeker must have the
will clearly to recognise this path. This is his will for
freedom. For freedom is action out of one's own inner being.
And only a man who draws his motives from the Eternal may act
from out of his inner being. One who does not do this, acts
according to motives other than those inherent in the things.
Such a man opposes the World Order. And this must then prevail
against him. That is to say, what he plans to carry through by
his will can, in the last resort, not take place. He cannot
become free. The arbitrary will of the individual annihilates
itself through the effects of its deeds.
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He
who is able to work upon his inner life in such a way advances
from stage to stage in spiritual knowledge. The fruit of his
exercises will be that certain vistas of the supersensible
world will unfold to his spiritual perception. He learns the
meaning of the truths that are communicated about this world;
and he will receive confirmation of them through his own
experience. If this stage is attained something approaches him
which can become experience only through treading this path. In
a manner whose significance now for the first time can become
clear to him through the “great spiritual guiding Powers
of the Human race” there is bestowed on him what is
called consecration — Initiation. He becomes a
“pupil of Wisdom.” The less such an Initiation is
thought to consist in any outer human relationship, the more
correct will be the conception formed about it. What the seeker
now experiences can only be indicated here. He receives a new
home. He becomes thereby a conscious dweller in the
supersensible world. The source of spiritual insight now flows
to him from a higher sphere. The light of knowledge does not
henceforward shine upon him from without but he is himself
placed in the fountain-head of this light. The problems which
the world presents receive new illumination. Henceforth he no
longer holds converse with the things which are fashioned
through the spirit, but with the forming Spirit itself. The
separate life of the personality only exists now, in the
moments of spiritual knowledge, in order to be a conscious
image of the Eternal. Doubts concerning the spirit which could
formerly have arisen in him vanish away: for only he can doubt
who is deluded by things regarding the spirit that rules in
them. And since the “pupil of Wisdom” is able to
hold intercourse with the spirit itself, every false form in
which he had previously imagined the spirit, vanishes. The
false form under which the spirit is conceived is superstition.
The initiate has passed beyond all superstition, for he knows
what the true form of the spirit is. Freedom from the
preconceptions of the personality, of doubt and of superstition
— these are the hallmarks of one who has attained to
discipleship on the path of higher knowledge. This state in
which the personality becomes one with the all-embracing spirit
of life, must not be confused with an absorption in the
“All-Spirit” that annihilates the personality. No
such annihilation takes place in a true development of the
personality. Personality remains preserved as such in the
relationship into which it enters with the spirit-world. It is
not the subjection of the personality but its higher
development that takes place. If we wish to have a simile for
this coincidence or union of the individual spirit with the
“All-Spirit,” we cannot choose that of different
circles which, coinciding, are lost in the one, but we must
choose the picture of many circles of which each has a distinct
shade of colour. These differently coloured circles coincide,
but each separate shade preserves its existence within the
whole. Not one loses the fullness of its individual power.
No
further description of the path will be given here. It is
contained, as far as is possible, in my
Occult Science — an Outline
which forms a continuation of this book.
What has been said here about the path of spiritual
knowledge can only too easily, if it is not properly
understood, mislead the reader into regarding it as a
recommendation of moods of soul that bring with them the
tendency to turn away from the immediate, joyous, active
experience of life. As against this it must be emphasised that
the particular mood of the soul which renders it fit for direct
experience of the reality of the spirit, cannot be extended
over the whole of life. It is possible for the investigator of
spiritual existence to bring his soul, for the purpose of that
investigation, into the necessary condition of withdrawal
from the realities of the senses, without being made in
ordinary life into a man estranged from the world. On the other
hand it must be recognised too that a knowledge of the
spiritual world, not merely a knowledge gained by treading the
path, but also a knowledge acquired through grasping the truths
of spiritual science with ordinary, open-minded, healthy human
understanding, leads to a higher moral status in life, to a
knowledge of sensory existence that is in accord with the
truth, to assurance in life and to inner health of the soul.
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