The Transformation of Dream Life
An intimation
that the student has reached or will soon reach the stage of
development described in the preceding chapter will be found in the
change which comes over his dream life. His dreams, hitherto confused
and haphazard, now begin to assume a more regular character. Their
pictures begin to succeed each other in sensible connection, like the
thoughts and ideas of daily life. He can discern in them law, cause,
and effect. The content, too, of his dreams is changed. While
hitherto he discerned only reminiscences of daily life and
transformed impressions of his surroundings or of his physical
condition, there now appear before him pictures of a world he has
hitherto not known. At first the general character of his dream life
remains unchanged, in as far as dreams are distinguished from waking
mental activity by the symbolical presentation of what they wish to
express. No attentive observer of dream life can fail to detect this
characteristic. For instance, a person may dream that he has caught
some horrible creature, and he feels an unpleasant sensation in his
hand. He wakes to discover that he is tightly grasping a corner of
the blanket. The truth is not presented to the mind, except through
the medium of a symbolical image. A man may dream that he is flying
from some pursuer and is stricken with fear. On waking, he finds that
he has been suffering, during sleep, from palpitations of the heart.
Disquieting dreams can also be traced to indigestible food.
Occurrences in the immediate vicinity may also reflect themselves
symbolically in dreams. The striking of a clock may evoke the picture
of a troop of soldiers marching by to the beat of drums. A falling
chair may be the occasion of a whole dream drama in which the sound
of the fall is reproduced as the report of a gun, and so forth. The
more regulated dreams of esoteric students whose etheric body has
begun its development retain this symbolical method of expression,
but they will cease merely to reflect reality connected with the
physical body and physical environment. As the dreams due to the
latter causes become more connected, they are mingled with similar
pictures expressing things and events of another world. These are the
first experiences lying beyond the range of waking consciousness.
Yet no true
mystic will ever make his experiences in dreams the basis of any
authoritative account of the higher world. Such dreams must be merely
considered as providing the first hint of a higher development. Very
soon and as a further result, the student's dreams will no longer
remain beyond the reach of intellectual guidance as heretofore, but
on the contrary, will be mentally controlled and supervised like the
impressions and conceptions of waking consciousness. The difference
between dream and waking consciousness grows ever smaller. The
dreamer remains awake in the fullest sense of the word during his
dream life; that is, he is aware of his mastery and control over his
own vivid mental activity.
During our
dreams we are actually in a world other than that of our senses; but
with undeveloped spiritual organs we can form none other than the
confused conceptions of it described above. It is only in so far
present for us as, for instance, the world of sense could be for a
being equipped with no more than rudimentary eyes. That is why we can
see nothing in this world but counterfeits and reflections of daily
life. The latter are perceptible to us because our own soul paints
its daily experiences in pictorial form into the substance of which
that other world consists. It must be clearly understood that in
addition to our ordinary conscious work-a-day life we lead a second,
unconscious life in that other world. We engrave in it all our
thoughts and perceptions. These tracings only become visible when the
lotus flowers are developed. Now, in every human being there are
slender rudiments of these lotus flowers. We cannot perceive by means
of them during waking consciousness because the impressions made on
them are very faint. We cannot see the stars during the daytime for a
similar reason: their visibility is extinguished by the mighty glare
of the sun. Thus, too, the faint spiritual impressions cannot make
themselves felt in the face of the powerful impressions received
through the senses.
Now, when the
gate of the senses is closed during sleep, these other impressions
begin to emerge confusedly, and the dreamer becomes aware of
experiences in another world. But as already explained, these
experiences consist at first merely of pictures engraved in the
spiritual world by our mental activity attached to the physical
senses. Only developed lotus flowers make it possible for
manifestations not derived from the physical world to be imprinted in
the same way. And then the etheric body, when developed, brings full
knowledge concerning these engraved impressions derived from other
worlds.
This is the
beginning of life and activity in a new world, and at this point
esoteric training must set the student a twofold task. To begin with,
he must learn to take stock of everything he observes in his dreams,
exactly as though he were awake. Then, if successful in this, he is
led to make the same observations during ordinary waking
consciousness. He will so train his attention and receptivity for
these spiritual impressions that they need no longer vanish in the
face of the physical impressions, but will always be at hand for him
and reach him in addition to the others.
When the student
has acquired this faculty there arises before his spiritual eyes
something of the picture described in the preceding chapter, and he
can henceforth discern all that the spiritual world contains as the
cause of the physical world. Above all things he can perceive and
gain knowledge of his own higher self in this world. The next task
now confronting him is to grow, as it were, into this higher self,
that is, really to regard it as his own true self and to act
accordingly. He realizes ever more clearly and intensely that his
physical body and what he hitherto called his “I” are
merely the instruments of his higher self. He adopts an attitude
toward his lower self such as a person limited to the world of the
senses adopts toward some instrument or vehicle that serves him. No
one includes as part of himself the vehicle in which he is traveling,
even though he says: “I travel”; so, too, when an
inwardly developed person says: “I go through the door,”
his actual conception is: “I carry my body through the
door.” Only this must become a natural concept for him, so that
he never for a moment loses his firm footing in the physical world,
or feels estranged from it. If the student is to avoid becoming a
fantastic visionary he must not impoverish his life through his
higher consciousness, but on the contrary, enrich it, as a person
enriches his life by using the railway and not merely his legs to
cover a certain distance.
When the student
has thus raised himself to a life in the higher ego, or rather during
his acquisition of the higher consciousness, he will learn how to
stir to life the spiritual perceptive force in the organ of the heart
and control it through the currents described in the foregoing
chapter. This perceptive force is an element of higher
sustainability, which proceeds from the organ in question and flows
with beautiful radiance through the moving lotus flowers and the
other channels of the developed etheric body. Thence it radiates
outward into the surrounding spiritual world rendering it spiritually
visible, just as the sunlight falling on the objects of the physical
world renders them visible.
How this
perceptive force in the heart organ is created can only be gradually
understood in the course of actual development.
It is only when
this organ of perception can be sent through the etheric body and
into the outer world, to illumine the objects there, that the actual
spiritual world, as composed of objects and beings, can be clearly
perceived. Thus it will be seen that complete consciousness of an
object in the spiritual world is only possible when man himself casts
upon it the spiritual light. Now, the ego which creates this organ of
perception does not dwell within, but outside the physical body, as
already shown. The heart organ is only the spot where the individual
man kindles, from without, this spiritual light organ. Were the
latter kindled elsewhere, the spiritual perceptions produced by it
would have no connection with the physical world. But all higher
spiritual realities must be related to the physical world, and man
himself must act as a channel through which they flow into it. It is
precisely through the heart organ that the higher ego governs the
physical self, making it into its instrument.
Now, the
feelings of an esoterically developed person toward the things of the
spiritual world are very different from the feelings of the
undeveloped person toward the things of the physical world. The
latter feels himself to be at a particular place in the world of
sense, and the surrounding objects to be external to him. The
spiritually developed person feels himself to be united with, and as
though in the interior of, the spiritual objects he perceives. He
wanders, in fact, from place to place in spiritual space, and is
therefore called the wanderer in the language of occult
science. He has no home at first. Should he, however, remain a mere
wanderer he would be unable to define any object in spiritual space.
Just as objects and places in physical space are defined from a fixed
point of departure, this, too, must be the case in the other world.
He must seek out some place, thoroughly investigate it, and take
spiritual possession of it. In this place he must establish his
spiritual home and relate everything else to it. In physical life,
too, a person sees everything in terms of his physical home. Natives
of Berlin and Paris will involuntarily describe London in a different
way. And yet there is a difference between the spiritual and the
physical home. We are born into the latter without our co-operation
and instinctively absorb, during our childhood, a number of ideas by
which everything is henceforth involuntarily colored. The student,
however, himself founds his own spiritual home in full consciousness.
His judgment, therefore, based on this spiritual home, is formed in
the light of freedom. This founding of a spiritual home is called in
the language of occult science the building of the hut.
Spiritual vision
at this stage extends to the spiritual counterparts of the physical
world, so far as these exist in the so-called astral world. There
everything is found which in its nature is similar to human
instincts, feelings, desires, and passions. For powers related to all
these human characteristics are associated with all physical objects.
A crystal, for instance, is cast in its form by powers which, seen
from a higher standpoint, appear as an active human impulse. Similar
forces drive the sap through the capillaries of the plant, cause the
blossoms to unfold and the seed vessels to burst. To developed
spiritual organs of perception all these forces appear gifted with
form and color, just as the objects of the physical world have form
and color for physical eyes. At this stage in his development the
student sees not only the crystal and the plant, but also the
spiritual forces mentioned above. Animal and human impulses are
perceptible to him not only through their physical manifestation in
the individual, but directly as objects; he perceives them just as he
perceives tables and chairs in the physical world. The whole range of
instincts, impulses, desires and passions, both of an animal and of a
human being, constitute the astral cloud or aura in which the being
is enveloped.
Furthermore, the
clairvoyant can at this stage perceive things which are almost or
entirely withheld from the senses. He can, for instance, tell the
astral difference between a room full of low or of high-minded
people. Not only the physical but also the spiritual atmosphere of a
hospital differs from that of a ballroom. A commercial town has a
different astral air from that of a university town. In the initial
stages of clairvoyance this perceptive faculty is but slightly
developed; its relation to the objects in question is similar to the
relation of dream consciousness to waking consciousness in ordinary
life; it will, however, become fully awakened at this stage as
well.
The highest
achievement of a clairvoyant who has attained the degree of vision
described above is that in which the astral counter-effects of animal
and human impulses and passions are revealed to him. A loving action
is accompanied by quite a different astral concomitant from one
inspired by hate. Senseless desire gives rise to an ugly astral
counterpart, while a feeling evoked by a high ideal creates one that
is beautiful. These astral images are but faintly perceptible during
physical life, for their strength is diminished by life in the
physical world. The desire for an object, for example, produces a
counterpart of this sort in addition to the semblance of the desire
itself in the astral world. If, however, the object be attained and
the desire satisfied, or if, at any rate, the possibility of
satisfaction is forthcoming, the corresponding image will show but
faintly. It only attains its full force after the death of the
individual human being, when the soul in accordance with her nature
still harbors such desires, but can no longer satisfy them, because
the object and the physical organ are both lacking. The gourmand, for
instance, will still retain, after death, the desire to please his
palate; but there is no possibility of satisfying this desire because
he no longer has a palate. As a result, the desire produces an
especially powerful counterpart, by which the soul is tormented.
These experiences evoked by the counterparts of the lower soul-nature
after death are called the experiences in the soul-world, especially
in the region of desires. They only vanish when the soul has purified
herself from all desires inclining toward the physical world. Then
only does the soul mount to the higher regions, to the world of
spirit. Even though these images are faint during life in the
physical world, they are none the less present, following man as his
world of desire, in the way a comet is followed by its tail. They can
be seen by a clairvoyant at the requisite stage of development.
Such and similar
experiences fill the life of the student during the period described
above. He cannot attain higher spiritual experience at this stage of
development, but must climb still higher from this point.
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