THOUGHTS ON CHRISTMAS EVE
Lecture by
Rudolf
Steiner
Given in Berlin, 24th of December, 1912.
It is beautiful that
circumstances permit of our uniting here this evening at this
festival. For though the vast majority of our friends are able
to celebrate the festival of love and peace outside in the
circle of those with whom they are united by the ties of
ordinary life, there are many among our anthroposophical
friends who to-day are alone in a certain sense. It also goes
without saying that those of us who are not thus drawn into
this or that circle are, considering the spiritual current in
which we stand, least of all excluded from taking part in the
festival of love and peace. What should be more beautifully
suited to unite us here this evening in the atmosphere, in the
spiritual air of mutual love and peace that radiates through
our hearts than an anthroposophical movement? And we may also
regard it as a happy chance of fate that it is just in this
year that we are able to be together on this Christmas Eve, and
to follow out a little train of thought which can bring this
festival near to our hearts. For in this year we ourselves
stand before the birth of that which, if we rightly understand
it, must lie very close to our hearts: I mean the
Birth of our Anthroposophical Society.
If
we have lived the great ideal which we want to express through
the Anthroposophical Society, and if we are accordingly
inclined to dedicate our forces to this great ideal of mankind,
then we can naturally let our thoughts sweep on from this our
spiritual light or means of light to the dawn of the great
light of human evolution which is celebrated on this night of
love and peace. On this night — spiritually, or in our
souls — we really have before us that which may be called
the Birth of the Earthly Light, of the light which is to be
born out of the darkness of the Night of Initiation, and which
is to be radiant for human hearts and human souls, for all that
they need in order to find their way upwards to those spiritual
heights which are to be attained through the earth's
mission.
What is it really that we should write in our hearts —
the feeling that we may have on this Christmas night?
In
this Christmas night there should pour into our hearts the
fundamental human feeling of love — the fundamental
feeling that says: compared with all other forces and powers
and treasures of the world, the treasures and the power and the
force of love are the greatest, the most intense, the most
powerful. There should pour into our hearts, into our souls,
the feeling that wisdom is a great thing — that love is
still greater; that might is a great thing — that love is
yet greater. And this feeling of the power and force and
strength of love should pour into our hearts so strongly that
from this Christmas night something may overflow into all our
feelings during the rest of the year, so that we may
truthfully say at all times: we must really be ashamed,
if in any hour of the year we do anything that cannot hold good
when the spirit gazes into that night in which we would pour
the all-power of love into our hearts. May it be possible for
the days and the hours of the year to pass in such a way that
we need not be ashamed of them in the light of the feeling that
we would pour into our souls on Christmas night!
If
such can be our feeling, then we are feeling together with all
those beings who wanted to bring the significance of Christmas,
of the ‘Night of Initiation,’ near to mankind: the significance
and the relation of Christmas night to the whole Christ-Impulse
within earthly evolution.
For
this Christ Impulse stands before us, we may say, in a
threefold figure; and to-day at the Christ-festival this
threefold figure of the Christ-Impulse can have great
significance for us. The first figure meets us when we turn our
gaze to the Gospel according to St. Matthew. The Being who is
born — or whose birth we celebrate — on this
Christmas Eve, enters human evolution in such a way that three
heads of mankind, three representatives of high magic come to
pay homage to the kingly Being who is entering man's evolution.
‘Kings’ in the spiritual sense of the word: magic kings come to
pay homage to the great spiritual King Who appears in the high
form that He has attained. For as high a being as Zarathustra
once was, passed through his stages of development in
order to reach the height of the spiritual King whom the magic
kings came to welcome. And so does the Spirit-King of St.
Matthew's Gospel confront our spiritual gaze: He brings into
human evolution an infinite fount of goodness and an infinite
fount of mighty love, of that goodness and that love before
which human wickedness feels itself challenged to battle. Thus
again do we see the Spirit-King enter human evolution: that
which must be enmity against the Spirit-King feels itself
challenged in the figure of Herod; and the spiritual King must
flee before that which is the enemy of spiritual kingship. So
do we see Him in the spirit, in His majestic and magic glory.
And before our soul there arises the marvellous image of the
Spirit-King, of Zarathustra reincarnate, the flower of human
evolution, as He has passed from incarnation to incarnation on
the physical plane, and as wisdom has reached perfection,
surrounded by the three magic spirit-kings themselves, by
flowers and heads of human evolution.
In
yet another figure the Christ-Impulse can come before our
souls, as it appears in the Gospel according to St. Mark, and
in St. John's Gospel. There we seem to be led towards the
cosmic Christ-Impulse, which expresses how man is eternally
related to the great cosmic forces. We have this connection
with the great cosmic forces when, through an understanding of
the cosmic Christ, we become aware how through the Mystery of
Golgotha there entered into earthly evolution itself a cosmic
impulse. As something yet infinitely more great and mighty than
the Spirit-King Whom we see in the spirit surrounded by the
magicians, there appears before us the mighty cosmic Being who
will take hold of the vehicle of that man who is himself the
Spirit-King, the flower and summit of earthly evolution. It is
really only the short-sightedness of present day mankind which
prevents men from feeling the full greatness and power of this
incision into human evolution, wherein Zarathustra became the
bearer of the cosmic Christ-Spirit. It is only this
short-sightedness which does not feel the whole significance of
that which was being prepared in the moment of human evolution
which we celebrate in our ‘night of initiation,’ in our
Christmas. Everywhere, if we enter but a little more deeply
into human evolution, we are shown how deeply the Christ-Event
penetrated into the whole earthly evolution. Let us feel this
as we follow this evening a relevant line of thought, whence
something may stream out into the rest of our anthroposophical
thought, deepening and penetrating into the meaning of
things.
Many things might be brought forward for this purpose. It could
be shown how, in times which were still nearer to the
spiritual, an entirely new spirit appeared before mankind: new
in comparison with the spirit that held sway and was active in
earthly evolution in pre-Christian times. For instance,
there was created a figure, a figure, however, which lived,
which expresses to us how a soul of the early Christian
centuries was affected when such a soul, having first felt
itself quite immersed in the old Pagan spiritual
knowledge, then approached the Christ-Impulse simply and
without prejudice, and felt a great change in itself. To-day we
more and more have a feeling for such a figure as Faust. We
feel this figure, which a more modern poet — Goethe
— has, so to speak, reawakened. We feel how this figure
is meant to express the highest human striving, yet at the same
time the possibility of deepest guilt. It may be said, apart
from all the artistic value given to this figure by the power
of a modern poet, we can feel deep and significant things of
what lived in those early Christian souls, when for example we
sink into the poem of the Greek Empress Eudocia. She created a
revival of the old legend of Cyprian, which pictures a man who
lived wholly in the world of the old heathen gods and could
become entwined in it — a man who after the Mystery of
Golgotha was still completely given up to the old heathen
mysteries and forces and powers. Beautiful is the scene in
which Cyprian makes the acquaintance of Justina, who is already
touched by the Christ-Impulse, and who is given up to those
powers which are revealed through Christianity. Cyprian is
tempted to draw her from the path, and for this purpose to make
use of the old heathen magical methods. All this is played out
between Faust and Gretchen, in the atmosphere of this battle of
old Pagan impulses with the Christ-Impulse. Apart from the
spiritual side of it, it works out magnificently in the old
story of the Cyprian and of the temptation to which he was
exposed over against the Christian Justina. And even though
Eudocia's poetry may not be very good, still we must say: there
we see the awful collision of the old pre-Christian world with
the Christian world. In Cyprian we see a man who feels himself
still far from the Christian faith, quite given up to the old
Pagan divine forces. There is a certain power in this
description. To-day we only bring forward a few extracts,
showing how Cyprian feels towards the magic forces of
pre-Christian spiritual powers. Thus in Eudocia's poem we hear
him speak: (‘Confession of Cyprian.’)
‘Ye faithful ones in Christ, who in your hearts
Do cherish true and warm our Saviour great in praise:
Behold my tears outpouring and then hear
While I relate the fountain of my grief.
And ye, who still are lost in dark illusion bound
To idol images, pay heed, ye too, to that
Which I shall tell of their deceit and falsehood.
For never lived a man, who to false Gods
Was given up as I was; never one
So deeply versed in all the demon's arts.
‘Yea, I am Cyprianus, whom, a child,
My parents brought unto Apollo dedicate.
The orgies' hue and cry became my lullaby,
What time the fearsome dragon's feast was celebrate.
At seven years they consecrated me
Unto the Sun-God Mithras. Then I lived
In Athena's noble city, as a citizen —
Such was my parents' wish. When I was ten,
I lit Demeter's torches, and I sank myself
In Kora's mournful death-complaint. Then as a temple-child
I nourished Pallas' serpent in the castle's walls.
‘Then I ascended on the forest-mount,
Olympus' height, where fools would make believe
The radiant dwelling-place of Gods sublime.
I saw the Horae and the hustling winds,
The days' long chorus, wafted on wings
Of fantasy, to speed through life on magic wings.
I saw the spirits' fiery headlong fray,
And ambuscades deceitful. Some of them anon
Bluster and burst with ridicule and glee,
While others petrified in terror rooted stand.
I saw the ranks of Goddesses and Gods;
For forty days or more I fingered there.
And as the sun did set, I ate the fruits
Of leafy shady bowers. And there, like messengers
From kingly castles, sped the spirit-beings,
Then to descend to earth with thousand ills
To vex the race of men.
‘I numbered fifteen years, already knew
The power and work of spirits and of Gods;
And of high priests my teachers there were seven —
It was my parents' will that I should gain
Science of all that bides upon the earth,
And in the airy realms, and in the oceans' depths.
I searched through that which in the human breast
Destruction brews — what ferments in the herb,
In flowery juices; and what sickening creeps
Around the wearied body; nor did I neglect
That which the gaudy snake, prince of the world, conceives
To challenge the eternal goals of God.
‘I wandered on in Argos' fairest land —
Argos that nourished the rose.
'Twas just the season's round of Eos' feast,
Eos white-raimented, Tithonos' spouse,
There I became their priest.
I learned to know what windy brothers speed
Through airy spaces and this pole's long round;
What binds the ploughland with the waters' flood,
And darkens o'er the skies with showering rain.’
Thus had Cyprian learned to know everything that was to be
learned by being, so to speak, initiated into the pre-Christian
mysteries. Oh! he describes them exactly — those powers
to whom those could look up who were entrusted with the ancient
traditions of initiation in a time when those traditions no
longer held good; his description of them and of all their
fruits which were no longer suitable to that age is
fascinating.
‘Myself I saw the demon face to face,
When I had won him by my sacrifice.
I spake to him, and he did answer me
With words of flattery. He praised my youth,
My fairness and my skill unto his works,
Assigned to me dominion o'er this world
And spirits to accomplish my behests;
He greeted me by name, what time we parted,
And all his great ones looked on us amazed.
His countenance is like unto the flower
Of purest gold: and on his head a diadem
Of glittering stones; his raiment's like a flame,
And all the earth doth shiver as he moves.
In dense array around his mighty throne
Spear-bearers stand, their eyes cast on the ground.
Thus he makes up to be a God; he imitates
The Great One's works, whom boldly challenging,
yet creates but powerless fantasies —
For all their demons' being is emptiness.
And
then it goes on to describe how the temptation approaches him,
and how all this works on him before he comes to know the
Christ-Impulse.
‘I wandered from the Persian land away,
And came to Antioch, great town of Syria.
Here I accomplished many a miracle
Of hellish mystery and of enchantments' crafts.
Here a fair youth, Aglaidas, once sought me out;
And others with him, fired with passionate love.
Towards a maiden was his heart aglow,
Justina was her name. He now entreated me,
Clasping around my knees, to conjure her
Into his arms by means of magic craft.
I hearkened to his prayers and then at first
Appeared to me the demon's powerlessness.
Many as were the spirit-throngs he ruled,
So many he sent out to tempt her soul;
And every one returned from her abashed.
Me too, who pleaded for Aglaidas, Justina's faith
And purity and piety could put to shame.
She shewed me then the vanity of mine arts,
And many a sleepless night I lingered on
With manifold enchantments' drudgery.
Ten weeks the prince of spirits stormed the heart
Of yonder maiden. Till Eros, alas,
Not only sped his shaft to wound Aglaidas:
I too was seized and torn with frenzied love.
And
from this confusion into which the old world brought him,
Cyprian is healed through the Christ-Impulse, in that he cast
aside the old magic to understand the Christ-Impulse in its
full greatness. We have later in the Faust poem a kind of
shadow of this legend, but filled with greater poetic power. In
such a figure as this, it is brought home to us very strongly
how the Christ-Impulse, which, with some recapitulations we
have just brought before our souls in a twofold figure, was
felt in the early Christian centuries.
A
third figure, as it were a third aspect of the Christ-Impulse,
is one which can especially bring home to us how, through that
which in the full sense of the word we may call Anthroposophy,
we can feel ourselves united with all that is human. This is
the aspect which is most uniquely set forth in St. Luke's
Gospel, and which then worked on in that representation of the
Christ-Impulse which shows us its preparation in the ‘Child.’
In that love and simplicity and at the same time powerlessness,
with which the Christ Jesus of St. Luke's Gospel meets us, thus
it was suited to be placed before all hearts. There all can
feel themselves near to that which so simply, like a child
— and yet so greatly and mightily — spake to
mankind through the Child of St. Luke's Gospel, which is not
shown to the magic kings, but to the poor shepherds from the
hills. That other Being of St. Matthew's Gospel stands at the
summit of human evolution and paying homage to him there come
spiritual kings, magic kings. The Child of St. Luke's Gospel
stands there in simplicity, excluded from human evolution, as a
child received by no great ones — received by the
shepherds from the hills. Nor does he stand within human
evolution, this Child of St. Luke's Gospel, in such a way that
we were told in this Gospel, for example, how the wickedness of
the world felt itself challenged by his kingly spiritual power.
No! but — albeit we are not at once brought face to face
with Herod's power and wickedness — it is clearly shown
to us how that which is given in this Child is so great, so
noble, so full of significance, that humanity itself cannot
receive it into its ranks. It appears poor and rejected, as
though cast into a corner by human evolution and there in a
peculiar manner it shows us its extra-human, its divine, that
is to say, its cosmic origin. And what an inspiration flowed
from this Gospel of St. Luke for all those who, again and
again, gave us scenes, in pictures and in other artistic works
— scenes which were especially called forth by St. Luke's
Gospel. If we compare the various artistic productions, do we
not feel how those, which throughout the centuries were
inspired by St. Luke's Gospel, show us Jesus as a Being with
whom every man, even the simplest, can feel akin? Through that
which worked on through the Luke-Jesus-Child, the simplest man
comes to feel the whole event in Palestine as a family
happening, which concerns himself as something which happened
among his own near relations. No Gospel worked on in the same
way as this Gospel of St. Luke, with its sublime and happy
flowing mood, making the Jesus-Being intimate to the human
souls. And yet — all is contained in this childlike
picture — all that should be contained in a certain
aspect of the Christ-Impulse: namely, that the highest thing in
the world, in the whole world, is love: that wisdom is
something great, worthy to be striven after — for without
wisdom beings cannot exist — but that love is something
yet greater; that the might and the power with which the world
is architected is something great without which the world
cannot exist — but that love is something yet greater.
And he has a right feeling for the Christ-Impulse, who
can feel this higher nature of Love over against Power and
Strength and Wisdom. As human spiritual individualities, above
all things we must strive after wisdom, for wisdom is one of
the divine impulses of the world. And that we must strive after
wisdom, that wisdom must be the sacred treasure that brings us
forward — it is this that was intended to be shown in the
first scene of
The Soul's Probation,
that we must not
let wisdom fall away, that we must cherish it, in order to
ascend through wisdom on the ladder of human evolution. But
everywhere where wisdom is, there is a twofold thing: wisdom of
the Gods and wisdom of the Luciferic powers. The being who
strives after wisdom must inevitably come near to the antagonists
of the Gods, to the throng of the Light-Bearer, the army of
Lucifer. Therefore there is no divine all-wisdom, for wisdom
is always confronted with an opponent — with Lucifer.
And
power and might! Through wisdom the world is conceived, through
wisdom it is seen, it is illumined; through power and might the
world is fashioned and built. Everything that comes about,
comes about through the power and the might that is in the
beings and we should be shutting ourselves out from the world
if we did not seek our share in the power and might of the
world. We see this mighty power in the world when the lightning
flashes through the clouds; we perceive it when the thunder
rolls or when the rain pours down from heavenly spaces into the
earth to fertilise it, or when the rays of the sun stream down
to conjure forth the seedlings of plants slumbering in the
earth. In the forces of nature that work down on to the earth
we see this power working blessing as sunshine, as forces in
rain and clouds; but, on the other hand, we must see this power
and might in volcanoes, for instance, which seem to rise up and
rebel against the earth itself — heavenly force pitted
against heavenly force. And we look into the world, and we
know: if we would ourselves be beings of the world-all, then
something of them must work in us; we must have our share in
power and in might. Through them we stand within the world:
Divine and Ahrimanic powers live and pulsate through us. The
all-power is not ‘all-powerful,’ for always it has its
antagonist Ahriman against itself.
Between them — between Power and Wisdom — stands
Love; and if it is the true love we feel that alone is
‘Divine.’ We can speak of the ‘all-power,’
of ‘all-strength,’
as of an ideal; but over against them stand Ahriman. We can
speak of ‘all-wisdom’ as of an ideal; but over against it
stands the force of Lucifer. But to say ‘all-love’ seems
absurd; for if we love rightly it is capable of no increase.
Wisdom can be small — it can be augmented. Power can be
small; it can be augmented. Therefore all-wisdom and all-power
can stand as ideals. But cosmic love — we feel that it
does not allow of the conception of all-love; for love is
something unique.
As
the Jesus-Child is placed before us in St. Luke's Gospel, so do
we feel it as the personification of love; the personification
of love between wisdom or all-wisdom and all-power. And we
really feel it like this, just because it is a child. Only it
is intensified because in addition to all that a child has at
any time, this Child has the quality of forlornness: it is cast
out into a lonely corner. The magic building of man — we
see it already laid out in the organism of the child. Wherever
in the wide world-all we turn our gaze, there is nothing that
comes into being through so much wisdom as this magic building,
which appears before our eyes — even unspoiled as yet
— in the childlike organism. And just as it appears in
the child — that which is all-wisdom in the physical
body, the same thing also appears in the etheric body, where
the wisdom of cosmic powers is expressed; and so in the astral
body and in the ego. Like wisdom that has made an extract of
itself — so does the child lie there. And if it is thrown
out into a corner of mankind, like the Child Jesus, then we
feel that separated there lies a picture of perfection,
concentrated world-wisdom.
But
all-power too appears personified to us, when we look on the
child as it is described in St. John's Gospel. How shall we
feel how the all-power is expressed in relation to the body of
the child, the being of the child? We must make present in our
souls the whole force of that which divine powers and forces of
nature can achieve. Think of the might of the forces and powers
of nature near to the earth when the elements are storming;
transplant yourself into the powers of nature that hold sway,
surging and welling up and down in the earth; think of all the
brewing of world-powers and world-forces, of the clash of the
good forces with the Ahrimanic forces; the whirling and raging
of it all. And now imagine all this storming and raging of the
elements to be held away from a tiny spot in the world, in
order that at that tiny spot the magic building of the child's
body may lie — in order to set apart a tiny body; for the
child's body must be protected. Were it exposed for a moment to
the violence of the powers of nature, it would be swept away!
Then you may feel how it is immersed in the all-power.
And now you may realise the feeling that can pass through the
human soul when it gazes with simple heart on that which is
expressed by St. Luke's Gospel. If one approached this
‘concentrated wisdom’ of the child with the greatest human
wisdom — mockery and foolishness this wisdom! For it can
never be so great as was the wisdom that was used in order that
the child-body might lie before us. The highest wisdom remains
foolishness and must stand abashed before the childlike body
and pay homage to heavenly wisdom; but it knows that it cannot
reach it. Mockery is this wisdom; it must feel itself rejected
in its own foolishness.
No,
with wisdom we cannot approach that which is placed before us
as the Jesus-Being in St. Luke's Gospel. Can we approach it
with power?
We
cannot approach it with power. For the use of ‘power’ can only
have a meaning where a contrary power comes into play. But the
child meets us — whether we would use much or little
power — with its powerlessness and mocks our power in its
powerlessness! For it would be meaningless to approach the
child with power, since it meets us with nothing but its
powerlessness.
That is the wonderful thing — that the Christ-Impulse,
being placed before us in its preparation in the Child Jesus,
meets us in St. Luke's Gospel just in this way, that — be
we ever so wise — we cannot approach it with our wisdom;
no more can we approach it with our power. Of all that at other
times connects us with the world — nothing can approach
the Child Jesus, as St. Luke's Gospel describes it —
neither wisdom, nor power — but love. To bring love
towards the child-being, unlimited love — that is the one
thing possible. The power of love, and the justification and
signification of love and love alone — that it is that we
can feel so deeply when we let the contents of St. Luke's
Gospel work on our soul.
We
live in the world, and we may not scorn any of the impulses of
the world. It would be a denial of our humanity and a betrayal
of the Gods for us not to strive after wisdom; every day and
every hour of the year is well applied, in which we realise it
as our human duty to strive after wisdom. And so does every day
and every hour of the year compel us to become aware that we
are placed in the world and that we are a play of the forces
and powers of the world — of the all-power that pulsates
through the world. But there is one moment in which we may
forget this, in which we may remember what St. Luke's Gospel
places before us, when we think of the Child that is yet more
filled with wisdom and yet more powerless than other people's
children and before whom the highest love appears in its full
justification, before whom wisdom must stand still and power
must stand still.
So
we can feel the significance of the fact that it is just this
Christ-Child, received by the simple shepherds, which is placed
before us as the third aspect of the Christ-Impulse; beside the
Spirit-Kingly aspect and the great Cosmic aspect, the Childlike
aspect. The Spirit-Kingly aspect meets us in such a way that we
are reminded of the highest wisdom, and that the ideal of
highest wisdom is placed before us. The cosmic aspect meets us,
and we know that through it the whole direction of earthly
evolution is re-formed. Highest power through the cosmic
Impulse is revealed to us — highest power so great that
it conquers even death. And that which must be added to wisdom
and power as a third thing, and must sink into our souls as
something transcending the other two, is set before us as that
from which man's evolution on earth, on the physical plane,
proceeds. And it has sufficed to bring home to humanity,
through the ever-returning picture of Jesus' birth at
Christmas, the whole significance of love in the world and in
human evolution. Thus, as it is in the Christmas ‘night of
initiation’ that the birth of the Jesus-Child is put before us,
it is in the same night as it comes round again and again that
there can be born in our souls, contemplating the birth of the
Jesus-Child, the understanding of genuine, true love that
resounds above all. And if at Christmas an understanding
of the feeling of love is rightly awakened in us, if we
celebrate this birth of Christ — the awakening of love
— then from the moment in which we experience it there
can radiate that which we need for the remaining hours and days
of the year, that it may flow through and bless the wisdom that
it is ours to strive after in every hour and in every day of
the year.
It
was especially through the emphasising of this love-impulse
that, already in Roman times, Christianity brought into human
evolution the feeling that something can be found in human
souls, through which they can come near each other — not
by touching what the world gives to men, but that which human
souls have through themselves. There was always the need of
having such an approaching together of man in love. But what
had become of this feeling in Rome, at the time when the
Mystery of Golgotha took place? It had become the Saturnalia.
In the days of December, beginning from the seventeenth, the
Saturnalia took place, in which all differences of rank and
standing were suspended. Then man met man; high and low
ceased to be; every one said ‘thou’ to the other. That which
originated from the outer world was swept away, but for fun and
merriment the children were given ‘Saturnalia presents,’
which then developed into our Christmas presents. Thus ancient
Rome had been driven to take refuge in fun, in joking, in order
to transcend the ordinary social distinctions.
Into the midst of all this, there entered about that time the
new principle, wherein men do not call forth joking and
merriment, but the highest in their souls — the
spiritual. Thus did the feeling of equality from man to man
enter Christianity in the time when in Rome it had assumed the
merrymaking form of the Saturnalia, and this also testifies to
us of the aspect of love, of general human love which can exist
between man and man if we grasp man in his deepest being. Thus,
for example, we grasp him in his deepest being, when at
Christmas Eve the child awaits the coming of the Christmas
child or the Christmas angel. How does the child wait at
Christmas Eve? It awaits the coming of the Christmas child or
angel, knowing: He is coming not from human lands, he comes
from the spiritual world! It is a kind of understanding of the
spiritual world, in which the child shows itself to be like the
grown-up people. For they too know the same thing that the
child knows — that the Christ-Impulse came into earthly
evolution from higher worlds. So it is not only the Child of
St. Luke's Gospel that comes before our souls at Christmas, but
that which Christmas shall bring near to man's heart comes near
to every child's soul in the loveliest way, and unites
childlike understanding with grown-up understanding. All that a
child can feel, from the moment when it begins to be able to
think at all — that is the one pole. And the other pole
is that which we can feel in our highest spiritual concerns, if
we remain faithful to the impulse which was mentioned at the
beginning of this evening's thoughts, the impulse whereby we
awaken the will to the spiritual light after which we strive in
our now to be founded Anthroposophical Society. For there, too,
it is our will that that which is to come into human evolution
shall be borne by something which comes into us from spiritual
realms as an impulse. And just as the child feels towards the
angel of Christmas who brings it its Christmas presents —
it feels itself, in its childlike way, connected with the
spiritual — so may we feel ourselves connected with
the spiritual gift that we long for on Christmas night as the
impulse which can bring us the high ideal for which we strive.
And if in this circle we feel ourselves united in such love as
can stream in from a right understanding of the ‘night of
initiation,’ then we shall be able to attain that which is to
be attained through the Anthroposophical Society — our
anthroposophical ideal. We shall attain that which is to be
attained in united work, if a ray of that man-to-man love can
take hold of us, of which we can learn when we give ourselves
in the right way to the Christmas thought.
Thus those of our dear friends who are united with us to-night
may have a kind of excellence of feeling. Though they may not
be sitting here or there under the Christmas-tree in the way
that is customary in this cycle of time, our dear friends are
yet sitting under the Christmas-tree. And all of you who are
spending this ‘initiation night’ with us under the
Christmas-tree: try to awaken in your souls something of the
feeling that can come over us when we feel why it is that we
are here together — that we may already learn to realise
in our souls those impulses of love which must once in distant
and yet more distant future come nearer and nearer, when the
Christ-Impulse, of which our Christmas has reminded us so well,
takes hold on human evolution with ever greater and greater
power, greater and greater understanding. For it will only take
hold, if souls be found who understand it in its full
significance. But in this realm, ‘understanding’ cannot be
without love — the fairest thing in human evolution, to
which we give birth in our souls just on this evening and night
when we transfuse our hearts with that spiritual picture of the
Jesus-Child, cast out by the rest of mankind, thrown into a
corner, born in a stable. Such is the picture of Him that is
given to us — as though he comes into human evolution
from outside, and is received by the simplest in spirit, the
poor shepherds. If to-day we seek to give birth to the
love-impulse that can pour into our souls from this picture,
then it will have the force to promote that which we would and
should achieve, to assist in the tasks that we have set
ourselves in the realm of Anthroposophy, and that karma has
pointed out to us as deep and right tasks in the realm of
Anthroposophy.
Let
us take this with us from this evening's thoughts on the
Christmas initiation night, saying that we have come together
in order to take out with us the impulse of love, not only for
a short time, but for all our striving that we have set before
us, inasmuch as we can understand it through the spirit of our
anthroposophical view of the world.
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