LECTURE FOUR
THE PRESENCE OF THE DEAD IN OUR LIFE Paris, May 25, 1914
First of
all, my dear friends, I want to say that I am very glad we are
meeting here at this branch of the Anthroposophical Society today. I
remember with great pleasure our meeting last year, and my greeting
at the beginning of this lecture is as sincere and heartfelt as that
memory.
[ Note 1 ]
Today I want to talk about
a subject closely connected with the core of our anthroposophical
movement. All the results of our spiritual movement are based on
research that may be called clairvoyant. While I have often
emphasized that our heart, mind, and feelings are primarily affected
by anthroposophical truths, we cannot ignore that these truths depend
on clairvoyant research, which is an expression of a soul condition
different from that of everyday life. It appears to lead us away from
the things that seem so important to us in daily life, but in
reality, clairvoyant research leads us right into the heart of truly
human life.
Today, I do not want to speak about the paths to
clairvoyant research since I have already described them in
Knowledge of the Higher Worlds and Its Attainment.
[ Note 2 ]
Rather, I would like to characterize the
condition and mood of soul that develops as a consequence of this
research.
Indeed we must bear in mind
that if we follow the paths to clairvoyant research, we will feel
completely different from our usual self. What happens to our soul
when it becomes clairvoyant can be compared with our dreams, which
are like surrogate clairvoyance. When we dream, we live in a world of
images, which contains nothing of what we call “the sensation
of touching an object outside us.” In our dreams there is
usually nothing we can compare with normal ego consciousness. If any
aspect of our ego does appear in our dreams, it seems to be separate
from us, almost like another being outside us. We face our ego like a
separate entity. Thus, we can speak of a doubling of the ego.
However, in dreams we perceive only the part of ourselves that has
separated, not the subjective ego. All statements apparently
contradicting what I have just said can be traced to the fact that
most people know of their dreams only from memory, and cannot
remember that in the actual dream the subjective ego was
extinguished.
The images of clairvoyant
research resemble dreams because in both the sense of touch and the
subjective ego are absent. A clairvoyant recalling his or her
experiences must feel that the clairvoyant reality is permeable and,
unlike physical objects, offers no resistance to touch. In the
physical world we have ego awareness because we know: I am here, the
object is outside me. However, in clairvoyant perception we are
inside the object, not separated from what we perceive. Consequently,
the individual objects are not fixed and distinct as physical ones,
but are in continuous movement and transformation. Objects in the
physical world are fixed because we can touch them and because they
offer us boundaries, which objects of clairvoyant perception do not
have. The same thing that causes our ego to fuse with the objects of
clairvoyant perception also forces us to be very careful when we
encounter what we call in the physical world another ego, another
human being.
Let us first look at what
happens when we encounter a person who has died through our
clairvoyant faculties. Such an encounter can come about when the
figure of the deceased approaches us in clairvoyant perception like a
very vivid dream image, looking every bit as we remember the person
looked in life. However, this is not the usual type of such
encounters, but a rare exception.
Another possibility is that
we clairvoyantly perceive a dead person who has taken on the form of
either a living or another dead individual, and thus does not appear
in his own form. The appearance of the deceased, then, is of very
little relevance in identifying him. Perhaps we were particularly
fond of another dead person or have a particularly close friendship
with a living one; the deceased approaching us can then take on the
form of either of those other individuals. In other words, we lack
all the usual means of identifying the ego and appearance of a person
in the physical world. It will help us find our way to remember that
the appearance or form is not at all important; a being is meeting us
in one form or another, and we need to note what this being does. If
we take our time and carefully observe the image before us, we will
realize that, based on everything we know about the individual in
question, this person could not act the way he does in the
clairvoyant sphere; his actions are totally out of character. We will
often encounter a contradiction between the person appearing to us
and his actions.
If we allow our feelings to
accompany these actions, ignoring the individual's appearance, we
will get a sense in the depths of our soul telling us what being we
are actually dealing with. Let me repeat that we are guided by a
feeling that rises up from the depths of our soul, for that is very
important. The individual's appearance in the clairvoyant sphere
seems to resemble a physical figure but can be as different from the
being really present as the signs for the word “house”
are from the actual house. Since we can read, we do not concentrate
on the signs that make up the word “house” and do not
describe the shape of the letters, but instead we get right to the
concept “house.” In the same way, we learn in true
clairvoyance to move from the figure we perceive to the actual being.
That is why we speak of reading the occult script, in the true sense
of the word. That is, we move inwardly and actively from the vision
to the reality it expresses just as written words express a reality.
How can we develop this
ability to go beyond the appearance, the immediate vision? We do so,
above all, by looking at new ideas and concepts we will need if we
want to understand the clairvoyant sphere — new, that is, in
contrast to the ideas we use in the physical world.
In the physical world we
look at an object or a being and say, quite rightly, I perceive that
being, that object. We perceive the plant, mineral, and animal
kingdoms, the realm of physical human beings, as well as clouds,
mountains, rivers, stars, sun, and moon. The feeling expressed in the
words “I perceive” undergoes a transformation when we
enter the clairvoyant sphere.
Let me try to explain this
with an analogy, though it may sound simplistic. If you were a plant,
how would you relate to people perceiving you? If this plant had
consciousness and could speak, it would have to say: People look at
me, I am perceived by them. Of course, we say: I perceive the plant,
but at its level of consciousness, the plant would have to say that
it was perceived by human beings. It is this feeling of being
perceived, being looked at, we must acquire in relation to the beings
of the clairvoyant sphere. For example, concerning the beings of the
first hierarchy, the angels, we must be aware that strictly speaking
it is not correct to say “I perceive an angel,” but we
have to say “I feel an angel perceiving me.”
Based on our Copernican
world view, we know full well that the sun does not move.
Nevertheless, we say that it rises and moves across the sky, thus
contradicting our better knowledge. Similarly, in everyday language
we can say that we see an angel. But that is not the truth. We would
actually have to say that we feel ourselves seen or perceived by an
angel. If we said we experience the being of an angel or of a dead
person and can feel it, we would speak the truth from the clairvoyant
point of view.
Perhaps an example from
clairvoyant observation will help you understand this. More than ten
years ago, at the beginning of our work with spiritual science, a
dear friend of ours worked with us for a short time.
[ Note 3 ]
This individual possessed not only enthusiasm for what we could give her
in the early stages of spiritual science, but also a profound
artistic sensitivity and understanding. One could not help but love
this person, a love that may well be described as objective because
of her qualities. Having worked with us for a relatively short time
and having learned a great deal about the results of spiritual
science, she left the physical world. There is no need to go into the
next four or five years after her death, so let me get directly to
what happened after that. In 1909, we presented our mystery plays in
Munich, preceded, to our great delight, by
Children of Lucifer
by our highly respected friend Edouard Schuré.
[ Note 4 ]
Whatever you may think about the way the plays were produced then and
later, we had to present them the way we did. The circumstances under
which we had to work on the performances were such that we needed an
impulse from the spiritual world, an impulse that also included the
artistic aspect we wanted to incorporate. Now, I can assure you that
even at that time, in 1909, and even more so in later years, I always
felt a specific spiritual impulse as I was working on the
arrangements for the performances.
You see, when we have work
to do in the physical world, we need not only intellect and skills
but also the strength of our muscles. Our muscles objectively help
us; they are given to us, unlike the intellectual capacities we
ourselves dwell in. Now, in dealing with matters of the spirit we
need forces from the spiritual world to combine with our own, just as
we need the strength of our muscles for physical action. In the case
I mentioned, the impulse from the individual who had left the
physical world in 1904 entered more and more into our artistic work
on the Munich plays. To describe what happened, I would have to say
the impulses from this individual came down from the spirit plane and
flowed into my intentions, into my work. She was the patron of our
work.
We develop the right
feelings toward the dead if we become aware that their spiritual gaze
— if I may use that expression — and their powers focus
on us; they look at us, act in us, and add to our strength.
To experience such a
spiritual fact in the right way, we need to develop a very specific
type of selflessness and a capacity for love. That is why I stressed
that one could love that person objectively, as it were, because of
her qualities; one had to love her because she was as she was. A
subjective love, a love arising out of personal needs, can easily be
egotistical and can potentially keep us from finding the right
relationship to such a dead individual. The difference between the
right love, the selfless love we have for such a person, and selfish
love becomes perfectly obvious in clairvoyant experience.
Let us assume such a person
would want to help us after her death, but we cannot develop true
selfless love for her. Her spiritual gaze, her spiritual will
streaming toward us would then be like a burning sensation, causing a
piercing, burning feeling in our soul. If we can feel and maintain a
selfless love, this stream, her spiritual gaze as it were, flows into
our soul like a feeling of warm mildness and pours itself into our
thoughts, imagination, feeling, and willing. It is out of this
feeling that we recognize who the dead person is and not on the basis
of his or her appearance, because the dead may manifest in the guise
of a person we feel close to at the moment. The form in which the
beings of the higher world appear to us — and after death we
are all beings of a higher, spiritual world — depends on our
subjective nature, on what we habitually see, think, and feel. The
reality is what we feel for the being manifest before us, how we
receive what comes to us from this being. Regardless of what Joan of
Arc said about the appearance of the higher beings in her visions,
the occultist who is able to investigate these things knows that it
was always the genius of the French nation who stood behind them.
[ Note 5 ]
I described how we can feel
the gaze of spiritual beings resting upon us and their will flowing
into our souls. To learn this is analogous to learning to read on the
physical plane. Those who merely want to describe their visions would
be like people describing the shape of the letters on a page rather
than their meaning. This shows you how easy it is to have
preconceived notions about the experiences in the spiritual realm.
Naturally, it seems most obvious to attach great importance to the
description of what the vision looked like. However, what really
matters is what lies behind the veil of perception and is expressed
in the images of the vision.
Thus, in the course of
occult development, the soul immerses itself in specific moods and
inner states different from those of our everyday life. We have
entered the world of the hierarchy of angels and the hierarchy, or we
could also say hierarchies, of the dead as soon as our occult
exercises have brought us to the stage where the sense of touch
characteristic of the physical world no longer exists, and where a
person's appearance is no longer characteristic of the I concerned.
Then our thinking changes and we no longer have thoughts in the sense
we have them here in the physical world. In that world, every thought
takes on the form of an elemental being. In the physical world, our
thoughts can agree or contradict each other. In this other world we
enter, thoughts encounter other thoughts as real beings, either
loving or hating each other. We begin to feel our way into a world of
many thought beings. And in those living thought beings, we really
feel what we usually call “life.” Here life and thinking
are united, whereas they are completely separate in the physical
world.
When we speak on the
physical plane and tell our thoughts to someone, we have the feeling
that our thoughts come from our soul, that we have to remember them
at this particular moment. Speaking as a true occultist and not
someone who just tells his experiences from memory, we will feel that
our thoughts arise as living beings. We must be glad if we are
blessed at the right moment with the approach of a thought as a real
being.
When you express your
thoughts in the physical world, for example, as a lecturer, you will
find it easier to give a talk for the thirtieth time than you did the
first time. If, however, you speak as an occultist, thoughts always
have to approach you and then depart again. Just as someone paying
you the thirtieth visit had to make his way to you thirty times, the
living thought we express for the thirtieth time has to come to us
thirty times as it did the first time; our memory is of absolutely no
use here.
If you express an idea on
the physical level and someone is sitting in a corner thinking, “I
don't like that nonsense, I hate it,” you will not be
particularly bothered by it. You have prepared your ideas and present
them regardless of the positive or negative thoughts of someone in
the audience. But if as an esotericist you let thoughts approach you,
they could be delayed and kept away by someone who hates them or who
hates the speaker. And the forces blocking that thought must be
overcome because we are dealing with living beings and not merely
with abstract ideas.
These two examples show
that as soon as we enter the sphere of clairvoyance, we are immersed
in living and weaving thoughts. It is as if these thoughts are no
longer subjective and as if you yourself are no longer within
yourself, as if you are living outside in the wide world. When you
are in this world of living and weaving thoughts, you are in the
hierarchy of angels. And just as our physical world is everywhere
filled with air, the world of the hierarchy of angels is filled with
the mild warmth I spoke about earlier that the beings of this
hierarchy pour out. When our inner development has brought us to the
stage where we can live in this spiritual atmosphere of streaming
mildness, we feel the spiritual eyes of the hierarchy of angels
resting on our souls.
Now, in our earthly life,
we have certain ideals and think about them abstractly. As we think
of them, we feel obligated to pursue these ideals. In the clairvoyant
sphere, however, there are no abstract ideals. There ideals are
living beings of the hierarchy of angels and flow through spiritual
space, looking at us with warmth.
In the physical world, we
may have ideals, know them well, and yet we may not do anything to
apply them. Our emotions, and perhaps passions, can tempt us to shirk
them. However, if we knowingly ignore an ideal in the clairvoyant
sphere, we feel the spiritual gaze of a being of the hierarchy of
angels directed at us with reproach, and this reproach burns. In the
spiritual world, ignoring an ideal is thus a reality, and a being of
the hierarchy of angels reproaches us. Their gaze makes us feel the
reproach; it is the reproach we feel.
You see, learning to
develop a real feeling for ideals is one way of entering the world of
the hierarchy of angels. Limiting our consciousness to the physical
plane may lead us to think that nothing will happen if we are too
lazy to act on our ideals. However, we can learn to feel that if we
do not act on an ideal, then, regardless of other consequences, the
world becomes different from what it would have been had we followed
our ideal. We are on the way to the hierarchy of angels when we begin
to see that not acting on our ideals is something real, and when we
can transform this insight into a genuine feeling. Transforming and
vitalizing our feelings allows our souls to grow into the higher
worlds.
Through continued esoteric
training, we can rise to an even higher level, that of the hierarchy
of archangels. If we ignore the angels, we feel reproach. With the
archangels we feel reproach as well as a real effect on our being.
The strength and power of the archangels works through our I when we
live in their world.
For example, a few months
ago we lost a very dear friend when he left the physical plane. A
profound poet, he had quickly found his way into the anthroposophical
world view in the last five years, and the feelings it evoked in him
are beautifully reflected in his recent poetry.
[ Note 6 ]
From the time he joined us, and even before that, he had been struggling
with an infirm and deteriorating body. The more his body deteriorated,
the more his soul was filled with poetry that reflected our world view.
Only a short time has elapsed since his death, and so one cannot yet
say that this individual possesses a clearly existing consciousness.
Nevertheless, the first stages of his development in the existence
after death can be seen. The astral body, now separated from the
physical and living in the spiritual world, reveals the most
wonderful tableaux of cosmic development as we understand it in
spiritual science. Having left the deteriorated physical body, the
astral body has become so illuminated, comparatively speaking, that
it can present the clairvoyant observer with a complete picture of
cosmic evolution.
Let me use an analogy to
explain what I mean. We can love nature and admire it, and still
appreciate a beautiful painting that recreates what we have seen in
nature. Similarly, we can be uplifted when what we have seen in the
clairvoyant sphere lights up again, as a cosmic painting, so to
speak, in an astral body of a person who has died. The astral body of
our departed friend reveals after death what it absorbed, at first
unconsciously but later also consciously, in the course of his
anthroposophical development when the beings of the hierarchy of
archangels worked actively on the poetical transformation of his
anthroposophical thoughts and ideas.
Our progress in our
esoteric development can be called mystical, because it is initially
the inner progress of the soul. We transform our ordinary personality
and gradually reach a new state. This step-by-step growth of the soul
is mystical progress because at first it is experienced inwardly. As
soon as we can perceive the mildness looking down from the spiritual
world, we are objectively in the world of the angels, which reveals
itself to us. And as soon as we can recognize that real forces of
strength and power enter into us, we are in the realm of the
archangels. With each stage of inner mystical progress we have to
enter another world.
However, if we fail to
develop selflessness and reach the stage of living in the world of
the angels while remaining selfish and unloving, then we carry the
self intended for the physical world into their realm. Instead of
feeling the mild gaze and will of the angels upon us, we feel that
other spiritual powers are able to ascend through us. Instead of
gazing at us from outside, they have been released by us, shall we
say, from their underworld while we were raised to a higher world.
Instead of being overshadowed, or rather illuminated, by the world of
the angels, we experience the luciferic beings that emerge from us.
Then, if we reach the stage
of mystical development allowing us to enter the world of the
archangels — without, however, having first developed the wish
to receive by grace the influences of the spiritual world, we carry
our self up into their realm. As a result, instead of being
strengthened and imbued with the power of the archangels, the beings
of the ahrimanic world emerge from us and surround us.
At first glance, the idea
that the world of Lucifer appears in the realm of the angels and the
world of Ahriman in that of the archangels seems terrible. However,
there is really nothing awful about this. Lucifer and Ahriman are in
any case higher beings than we are. Lucifer can be described as an
archangel left behind at an earlier stage of evolution, Ahriman as a
spirit of personality also left behind at an earlier stage. The
terrible thing is not that we encounter Lucifer and Ahriman, but that
we encounter them without recognizing them for who they are.
Encountering Lucifer in the world of the angels really means
encountering the spirit of beauty, the spirit of freedom. But the
all-important thing is that we recognize Lucifer and his hosts as
soon as we enter the world of the angels. The same is true of Ahriman
in the realm of the archangels. Lucifer and Ahriman unleashed in the
higher worlds is terrible only if we do not recognize them as we
release them, because then they control us without our knowledge. It
is important that we face them consciously.
When we have advanced in
our mystical development to the level of living in the world of the
angels and want to continue there with really fruitful occultism, we
have to look for Lucifer as soon as we expect the spiritual gaze of
the angels to rest on us. Lucifer must be present — and if we
cannot find him, he is within us. But it is very important that
Lucifer is outside us in this realm, so that we can face him.
These facts about Lucifer
and Ahriman, angels and archangels, explain the nature of revelation
in the higher worlds. From our viewpoint in the physical world, we
are easily led to believe that Lucifer and Ahriman are evil powers.
But when we enter the higher world, this no longer has any meaning.
In the clairvoyant sphere, Lucifer and Ahriman have to be present
just as much as the angels and archangels. However, we do not
perceive them the same way. We identify the angels and archangels not
by their appearance, but we know the angels by the mildness that
flows from them into us, and recognize the archangels by allowing
their strength and power to flow into our feeling and will. Lucifer
and Ahriman appear to us as figures, merely transposed into the
spiritual world; we cannot touch them, but we can approach them as
spiritual projections of the physical world. Clearly, it is important
that we learn in our mystical clairvoyant development to see forms in
the higher world and to be aware that we are seen, that a higher will
focuses on us.
You see, higher development
does not consist merely in acquiring clairvoyant faculties, but in
developing a certain state of soul, a certain attitude or
relationship to the beings of the higher world. This new attitude and
state of soul must be developed hand in hand with the training of our
clairvoyant faculties. In other words, we must learn not only to see
in the spiritual world but also to read in it. Reading is not meant
here in the narrow sense of a simple learning process, but as
something we acquire through transforming our feelings and
sensations. It is important to keep in mind that a split of our
personality occurs when clairvoyance begins, and we reach a
revelation of the higher worlds. Our earthly personality is left
behind, and a new one is acquired on ascending into a higher world.
And just as the beings of the higher hierarchies look at us in the
higher world, so we perceive our own ordinary personality from a
higher perspective. Our higher self discards the lower one and
observes it. So, to make valid statements about the higher worlds we
had better wait until we are able to say: That is you; the person you
see in your clairvoyant vision is yourself. “That is you”
on the higher level corresponds to “this is I” on the
physical one.
Now remember when you were
eight or thirteen or fifteen years old and try to reconstruct from
your memory a small part of your life at that time. Try to recall as
vividly as possible your thinking in those years. Then concentrate on
your current feelings about the girl or boy you were at eight,
thirteen, or fifteen. As soon as we move from the physical level to
the higher world, the present moment we live in now becomes a memory
of the kind we have just recalled. We look back at our current
existence on the physical level and at what we may still become
during the remainder of our physical life in the same way you look
back to your experiences at eight, thirteen, or fifteen from your
vantage point in the present moment.
Everything we consider part
of ourselves on the physical level, such as our feelings, thoughts,
ideas, and actions, becomes a memory as soon as we enter the higher
world. We look down at the physical world and become a memory to
ourselves when we live in the higher world. We have to keep our
experiences in the higher worlds separate from those in the physical
realm, just as we distinguish between our present situation and an
earlier one. Imagine a person who is forty years old and vividly
remembers the feelings and abilities he or she had as an
eight-year-old boy or girl. For instance, the person might be reading
a book now, at the age of forty, and all of a sudden he or she begins
to relate to the book as an eight-year-old would. That would be a
confusion of the two attitudes, the two states of soul, and is
analogous to what happens when we confuse our state of soul on the
physical level with what is required in the higher worlds.
Of course, this has nothing
to do with the fact that every unbiased person can understand what I
say about the higher worlds; in other words, we do not merely have to
believe these descriptions, but we can understand them if we approach
them without preconceived ideas. People may object that we cannot
describe the higher worlds with concepts, thoughts, and ideas from
the physical world because the former are completely different from
the latter. This objection makes as much sense as saying that we
cannot give people an idea of what we mean by writing h-o-u-s-e; for
them to understand that concept, we have to bring them a house.
We talk about physical
facts and objects by means totally independent of the object or fact.
So we can also describe phenomena of the spiritual world with what we
understand on the physical plane. However, we cannot understand the
higher worlds with our everyday concepts and ideas, but need to
acquire others and expand our thinking. People who honestly tell us
about the higher world must also extend our concepts beyond our
everyday life; they must give us concepts that are new and different
and yet comprehensible on the physical plane.
People find it difficult to
understand genuine spiritual science and serious esotericism because
they are so reluctant to expand their concepts. They want to
understand the higher world and its revelations with the ideas they
already have and don't want to create new ones. When people in our
materialistic age hear lectures on the spiritual world, they believe
all too easily that the esoteric world can be understood simply by
looking at it. They think the shapes there may be slightly more
delicate and more nebulous than in the physical world, but similar
nevertheless. It may seem inconvenient to some that the serious
occultist is expected to do more than merely follow instructions on
how to see angels. A change in thinking is necessary, and the concept
“angel” must include that we are perceived by them, that
their spiritual gaze is focused on us.
Mystical development, or
ascending to the higher worlds, cannot be separated from enriching
and giving greater scope to our ideas, feelings, and soul impulses.
To understand the higher worlds, we must not let our life of ideas
remain as impoverished as it is on the physical plane.
To provide esoteric help
for this enrichment, we are constructing our modest building in
Dornach in a completely new style. That building is, of course,
nowhere near the ideal, but it is a humble beginning. After all, we
have only limited means at our disposal, despite the fact that our
friends have done everything within their power for this project.
The spiritual impulses
behind the building styles that developed in the third, the fourth,
and in the current fifth post-Atlantean epoch included the task of
guiding humanity to knowledge of the physical world. For example,
Egyptian architecture initiated this development with its succinct
geometrical forms. Greco-Roman architecture is like a marriage of
soul and spirit with etheric and physical body. Here soul and spirit
on the one hand and etheric body and physical body on the other
connect in a state of complete equilibrium. The rising, pointed
arches of the Gothic style are the first architectural attempt to
rise again from the physical into the spiritual world.
If anthroposophy is to be
represented in a building the next step must be to bring to life the
living and weaving thought patterns themselves, flowing, and pouring
into space. Then we will see in physical form what Imagination and
Inspiration reveal directly of the spiritual world. That is why the
forms of the Dornach building are such that it is pointless to ask in
materialist fashion what they symbolize and what their shapes stand
for. They have to be taken on their own merit, since they are nothing
more than immediate spiritual experiences poured out into spatial
forms. We have attempted to transform everything that can be seen and
experienced in the spirit into artistic form. So if people ask what a
form stands for, they have misunderstood the building; for every form
signifies only itself, just as our hands or head stand only for
themselves and nothing else. Such a question also indicates a
complete misunderstanding of our position in regard to occultism. We
will be glad to leave behind the old theosophical nonsense of
examining every fairy tale, every figure, and every myth for what it
signifies and symbolizes.
All our forms really exist
in the spiritual world and therefore express only themselves and
nothing else. They are not symbols, but spiritual realities. You will
not find a single pentagram throughout the building, no form of a
pentagram, nothing to make you wonder what this or that form means.
At most, there is one place where subtle forms could be interpreted
as a pentagram, but so can every five-petaled flower. People may ask
what our fourteen pillars mean, which are not shaped as pentagrams,
but are five-sided for aesthetic reasons. They may wonder what the
pillars supporting the cupolas mean besides representing spatial
relations perceptible in the spiritual world. In reply we can only
point out how materialistic our age is when even spiritual intentions
must be clothed in materialist garments.
Our building will be
understood if people stop asking what it symbolizes and instead think
about what it is. They will understand our building when they realize
it is better not to use any of the usual terms and the old verbal
images to help our materialist age comprehend it. Spiritual science
can at most be a synthesis of religions; unlike the ancient
religions, it does not build temples, but rather a structure that
expresses its innermost nature. This building can only be understood
gradually, and only if we do not apply old words to this new
development.
We know only too well that
we can realize our intentions in Dornach only in the most modest,
rudimentary way. But I ask only that you make a real effort to
understand this humble beginning from the perspective and
significance of our spiritual science. Try to understand what this
simple beginning, paid for with considerable sacrifices, is aiming
at. Any other attitude would be most disheartening.
Enough
grand words and pompous phrases have been bandied about in the
so-called occult movement. All we want is that even if our way of
expressing things no longer exists fifty years from now, people will
still say of our movement that it endeavored with every fiber to be
totally sincere and honest. And the more modestly and simply, but
thus perhaps the more objectively, we discuss what we wish to do, the
better we serve our cause. Every word that is superfluous or returns
to the old, convenient concepts does untold damage to what we are
striving to achieve — please excuse me for saying this —
honestly. If people understand us in this way, then perhaps the mood
will arise that we need if we are really, in December at the
earliest, to inaugurate our modest building without pomp and fuss.
[ Note 7 ]
The mood we need will be there only if we concentrate on our
goals, even if we do not create a stir in our materialist age.
Please accept these words
in the spirit of the serious intentions of our movement. They must
fill our souls if this spiritual impulse is really to take root in
our age. There is a real need for an honest spiritual movement that
truly promotes the mystical life of the soul and allows revelations
of the higher worlds to flow into this materialist age. Only when our
friends understand this purpose and attitude of our spiritual
movement, then and only then shall we be able to fulfill the task
given us by the wise, guiding individualities in the spiritual world.
Based on what I have tried
to explain today, I will speak to you the day after tomorrow about
the progress in our understanding of Christ through the ages and
about the position of our movement concerning the Christ.
[ Note 8 ]
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