We saw yesterday that we can only understand memory, the power of
remembering, if we connect it with sleeping and waking, which are more
open to outer observation. You will see from this that it must be our
constant endeavour in our pedagogy to connect the unknown with the
known, even in the formation of spiritual ideas.
You may say that sleeping and waking are actually even more obscure
than remembering and forgetting, and therefore will not help much
towards a comprehension of remembering and forgetting. Nevertheless,
anyone who can observe carefully what man loses in disturbed sleep,
can form some idea of the disturbance introduced into the soul when
forgetting is not in a right relation to remembering. We know how in
ordinary life if we do not sleep long enough the ego-consciousness
becomes weaker and weaker, it becomes hypersensitive, too much given
up to all the impressions of the outer world. Even when there is a
relatively slight disturbance through sleep, or rather through lack of
sleep, you can see that this is the case. Let us suppose that during
one night you did not sleep well. I am supposing that your lack of
sleep was not because you were particularly diligent and spent the
night in working; then matters are different. But let us suppose that
your sleep was disturbed by some bodily condition or by mosquitoes, in
short by something more outside your soul. Then you would see that
perhaps even on the next day things affect you more unpleasantly than
usual. It has made you to some extent susceptible in your ego.
It is the same if we allow forgetting and remembering to play into our
soul life in the wrong way. But when do we do this? When we cannot
regulate our remembering and forgetting with our own will. There are
very many people and the disposition is seen even in early
childhood who doze through life. The outer things make an
impression on them, and they give themselves up to these impressions,
but they do not attend to them rightly; they allow the impressions to
dart past them, as it were. They do not connect themselves properly
with these impressions through their ego. And if they are not rightly
given up to the outer world, then they also doze half asleep with
regard to the mental pictures which rise up freely in them. They do
not try of their own free will to call up the treasure of their mental
pictures, when they are in need of it, in order properly to understand
this or that; but they allow the thoughts, the mental pictures, which
rise up from within to rise up of themselves. Sometimes this mental
picture comes, sometimes that; but their own will has no special say
in the matter. This is indeed the soul condition of many men, a
condition which appears especially in this way in childhood.
It will help us to bring remembering and forgetting ever more under
our control, if we know that in remembering and forgetting, conditions
of sleeping and waking are playing into the waking life. How does
remembering come about? It comes about in this way, that the will, in
which we are asleep, takes hold of a mental picture down in the
unconscious and raises it into consciousness. Just as the human ego
and the astral body, when outside the physical and etheric bodies from
the time of falling asleep until waking up, collect force in the
spiritual world in order to refresh the physical and etheric bodies,
so what is effected through the process of remembering comes from the
force of the sleeping will. But the will is indeed asleep.
and therefore you cannot give a child a direct training in the use of
his will. For to try and make a child use his will, would be like
admonishing him to be very good in his sleep, in order to bring this
goodness into his life when he awakes again in the morning. Thus it is
impossible to demand that this sleeping part, the sleeping will,
should exert itself directly in single actions in order to regulate
memory. What then can we do? Naturally we cannot demand that a person
should by a single effort regulate his memory, but we can educate the
whole man in such a way that he will develop habits in soul, body and
spirit which conduce to such an exertion of the will on particular
occasions. Let us look at this more in detail.
We will suppose that through our special treatment of the subject we
awaken in the child a vivid interest in the animal kingdom. We shall
naturally not be able to do this in a day. We must so plan our lessons
that the interest we arouse for the animal world becomes greater and
greater. The greater the interest such lessons arouse the more they
affect the child's will; so that, when mental pictures of animals and
ideas about them are required by the normally regulated memory, the
will has the capacity to bring them forth from the subconscious, from
the region of forgetting. Only by working through the force of habit
and custom in man can you give order to his will and therewith also to
his memory. In other words, you must understand how everything that
awakens an intense interest in the child also contributes to a very
great extent towards making his memory strong and efficient. For the
power of the memory must be derived from the feeling and will and not
from mere intellectual memory exercises.
But you will have seen from what I have explained that everything in
the world, especially in the human world, is in a certain sense
separated into different parts, and yet these parts work together. We
cannot understand the human being with regard to his soul life if we
do not divide the soul into thinking, or thinking-cognition, feeling
and willing. But neither pure thinking-cognition, nor pure feeling,
nor pure willing is ever present alone; the three always work
together, weave together into a unity. And this is true of the whole
human being even in the physical body.
I have pointed out to you that the human being is principally head in
the head region, but that he is really all head: he is principally
chest as a chest being, but he is all chest or breast-man, for the
head too partakes of the chest nature, and so does the limb-man. The
limb-man is principally limb-man, but really the whole human being is
limb-man: for the limbs partake of the head nature and also of the
chest nature: they take part, for example, in the breathing through
the skin and if we want to come near to reality, especially the
reality of human nature, we must be clear that all separation proceeds
from unity: if we were only to recognise an abstract unity then we
should learn to know nothing whatever. If we never differentiated, the
whole world would remain vague, just as all cats are grey at night.
Hence people who want to grasp everything in terms of abstract unities
see the world grey in grey. On the other hand if we only
differentiated, if we only separated, keeping everything apart, we
should never come to a real knowledge: for then we should only
understand the different parts, and knowledge would elude us.
Thus everything in man is partly of a knowing nature, partly of a
feeling nature and partly of a willing nature. The knowing is
principally knowing, but also of a feeling and willing nature; the
feeling is principally feeling, but also of a knowing and willing
nature: and the same is true of willing. We are now in a position to
apply this to what we characterised yesterday as the sphere of the
senses. In striving to understand what I am now going to bring before
you, you must really lay aside all pedantry, otherwise you may perhaps
find the most glaring contradiction to what I said before. But reality
consists in contradictions. We do not understand reality unless we see
the contradictions in the world.
The human being has altogether twelve senses. The reason that
only five, six or seven senses are recognised in ordinary science, is
that these five, six or seven senses are the most conspicuous, and the
others which complete the twelve less conspicuous. I have often spoken
of these twelve senses of the human being; we will call them to mind
once more to-day. Usually people speak of the senses of hearing,
warmth, sight, taste, smell, touch and it even happens that the
senses of warmth and touch are considered as one, which, in the realm
of external objects would be something like regarding
smoke and dust as one because they have the
same-external appearance. It ought not to be necessary now to say that
the senses of warmth and touch are two completely different ways in
which a human being can relate himself to the world. But these are the
senses differentiated by present-day psychologists with possibly the
addition of the sense of balance. Some add yet another
sense, but even so a complete physiology and psychology of the senses
is not reached, because people do not observe that when a man
perceives the ego of another human being he has a relationship to his
environment similar to that which he has in the perception of a colour
by the sense of sight.
In the present day people are inclined to mix everything up. When a
man thinks of his conception of the ego, he thinks at once of his own
soul-being and that usually satisfies him. Psychologists do almost the
same thing. They do not consider in the least that it is one thing if
I describe as I all that I experience as
myself, the sum indeed of this experience, and that it is a completely
different thing when I meet a man and through the kind of relationship
I have with him describe him as an ego, an
I . These are two quite different activities of
the soul and spirit. In the first instance when I sum up the
activities of my life in the comprehensive synthesis
I , I have something purely inward; in the
second instance when I meet another man and through my relationship to
him discover that he too is something of the same kind as my ego, I
have an activity before me which takes place in the interplay between
me and the other man. Hence I must realise that the perception of my
own ego within me is something different from the recognition of
another man as an ego. The perception of the other ego depends upon
the ego-sense just as the perception of colour depends upon the
sense of sight, and the perception of sound upon the sense of hearing.
The organ of seeing is open to our sight, but nature does not make it
so easy for a man to see the organ which perceives the ego. But we
might well use the word to ego (German: ichen) for
the perception of other I 's or egos as we use
the word to see for the perception of colour. The organ
for the perception of colour is external to man; the organ for the
perception of egos is spread out over the whole human being and
consists of a very fine substantiality, and on this account people do
not talk about this organ for perceiving the ego. And this
organ for perceiving the ego is a different thing from
that whereby I experience my own ego. There is indeed a vast
difference between the experience of my own ego and the perception of
the ego in another. For the perception of the ego of another is
essentially a process of knowledge, at least a process which is
similar to knowledge, whereas the experience of a man's own ego is a
process of will.
We have now come to the point where a pedant might feel very pleased.
He might say: yesterday you said that the activities of all the senses
were pre-eminently activities of the will: now you construe the ego
sense and say that it is principally a sense of knowledge. But if you
characterise the ego sense as I have tried to do in the new edition of
my
Philosophy of Freedom
you will realise that this ego sense really works in a very
complicated way. On what does the perception of the ego of the other
man really depend? The theorists of the present day say things that
are quite extraordinary. They say: you see the form of the outward
man, you hear his voice, and moreover you know that you look human
yourself like the other man, and that you have within you a being who
thinks and feels and wills, who is thus also a man of soul and spirit.
So you conclude by analogy: as there is in me a thinking, feeling and
willing being, so is there also in the other man. A conclusion is
drawn by analogy from myself to the other. This conclusion by analogy
is simply foolishness. The inter-relationship between the one man and
the other contains something quite different. When you confront
another man something like the following happens. You perceive a man
for a short time; he makes an impression on you. This impression
disturbs you inwardly; you feel that the man, who is really a similar
being to yourself, makes an impression on you like an attack. The
result is that you defend yourself in your inner being,
that you oppose yourself to this attack, that you become inwardly
aggressive towards him. This feeling abates and your aggression
ceases; hence he can now make another impression upon you. Then your
aggressive force has time to rise again, and again you have an
aggressive feeling. Once more it abates and the other makes a fresh
impression upon you and so on. That is the relationship which exists
when one man meets another and perceives his ego: giving yourself up
to the other human being inwardly warding him off; giving
yourself up again warding him off; sympathy antipathy;
sympathy antipathy. I am not now speaking of the feeling life,
but of what takes place in perception when you confront a man. The
soul vibrates: sympathy antipathy; sympathy antipathy:
they vibrate too. (You can read this in the new edition of
Philosophy of Freedom.)
This however is not all. In that sympathy is active you sleep into the
other human being; in that antipathy is active you wake up again, and
so on. There is this quick alternation in vibrations between waking
and sleeping when we meet another man. We owe this alternation to the
organ of the ego sense. Thus this organ for the perception of the ego
is organised in such a way that it apprehends the ego of another in a
sleeping, not in a waking will and then quickly carries over this
apprehension accomplished in sleep, to the region of knowledge, i.e.,
to the nervous system. Thus when we view the matter truly, the
principal thing in the perception of another man is after all the
will, but essentially a will which acts in a state of sleep, not
waking. For we are constantly weaving moments of sleep into the act of
perception of another ego. What lies between them is indeed knowledge
that is immediately carried over into the domain of the nervous
system. So that I can really call the perception of another a process
of knowledge, but I must know that this process of knowledge is only a
metamorphosis of a sleeping process of the will. Thus this sense
process is really a process of the will, only we do not recognise it
as such. We do not experience in conscious life all the knowledge
which we experience in sleep.
As the next sense, but separated from the ego sense and from all other
senses, we have to consider what I call the thought sense. The
thought sense is not the sense for the perception of one's own
thoughts, but for the perception of the thoughts of other men. Here
too psychologists evolve most grotesque ideas. Above all, people are
so very much influenced by the ideas of the connection of thought and
speech that they believe that thought is always conveyed by means of
speech. This is an absurdity. For with your thought sense you could
perceive thoughts in external spatial gestures, just as easily as in
spoken speech. Speech only mediates for the thoughts. You must
perceive the thoughts in themselves through a special sense. And when
the Eurythmy signs for all sounds are fully developed you need only
see them done in Eurythmy to read the thoughts from the eurythmic
movements, just as you take them in through hearing when they are
spoken. In short, the thought sense is different from what is at work
in the sense of sound for speech-sound. For next we have the sense of
speech proper.
Then come the sense of hearing, the sense of warmth, the
sense of sight, the sense of taste, the sense of
smell and the sense of balance. We have, indeed, a
sense-like consciousness that we live in balance. Through a certain
inward sense like perception we relate ourselves to right and left, to
forward and backward, we hold ourselves in balance so that we do not
fall over. If the organ of our sense of balance is destroyed, we do
fall over; we cannot then balance ourselves, any more than we can gain
a contact with colour if the eye is destroyed. But not only have we a
sense for the perception of balance, we have further a sense for our
own movement, whereby we can tell whether we are at rest or in
movement, whether our muscles are flexed or not. Thus besides the
sense of balance we have the sense of movement and further
still we have the sense of life, for the perception of the
well-being of the body in the widest sense. Many people are indeed
very dependent on this sense of life. They perceive if they have eaten
too much or too little, and feel comfortable or uncomfortable
accordingly, or they perceive whether they are tired or not, and again
feel comfortable or uncomfortable as the case may be. In short the
perception of the conditions of one's body is reflected in the sense
of life.
Thus we get the table of the senses as twelve senses. The human being
actually has twelve senses.
Now that we have disposed of the possibility of making pedantic
objections to the knowledge character of some of the senses by
recognising that this knowledge character rests in a subtle way upon
the will, we can differentiate the senses yet further. First we have
four senses; the sense of touch, sense of life, of movement and of
balance. These senses are mainly penetrated by will activity. In the
perception of movements by means of these senses the will works in.
Feel how the will works into the perception of your movements, even
when you carry out these movements while you are standing.
The will at rest also works into the perception of your balance. It
works very strongly into the sense of life and it also works into the
sense of touch, for when you touch anything it is really something
taking place between your will and the environment. In short, you can
say that the sense of balance, the sense of movement, the sense of
life and the sense of touch are, in a limited aspect, senses of will.
In the sense of touch a man sees externally that, for instance, he
moves his hand when he touches anything, hence it is apparent to him
that he has this sense. But it is not so apparent that he possesses
the senses of life, of movement, and of balance. For since they are in
special sense will senses, man is asleep with regard to
these senses because he is asleep in his will. Indeed in most books on
psychology you do not find these senses cited at all, because science
itself is contentedly asleep to many things.
The next senses sense of smell, sense of taste, sense of sight,
sense of warmth are chiefly feeling senses. It seems quite
evident to ordinary consciousness that smelling and tasting are
connected with feeling. This is not felt in the case of sight and
warmth, and for a special reason. People do not perceive that the
sense of warmth is very closely related to feeling rather they confuse
it with the sense of touch. Things are wrongly confounded and wrongly
differentiated. In reality the sense of touch belongs much more to the
realm of will, whereas the sense of warmth is in the realm of feeling
only. If people do not recognise the sense of sight as a feeling
sense, it is because they have not carried out observations such as
those for example, described in Goethe's Theory of Colour.
There you have clearly set forth all that relates colour to feeling,
and leads finally even to impulses of will. But how is it that people
overlook the fact that in the sense of sight we have chiefly to do
with feeling?
Actually we see things in the following way: in presenting an
arrangement of colours to us, they show also the boundaries of these
colours lines and forms. But we do not usually attend to the
way we actually perceive. If a man perceives a coloured circle he
simply says: I see the colour, I see also the curve of the circle, the
form of the circle. But there we have two completely different things
looked upon as one. What you immediately perceive through the real
activity of the eye apart from the other senses, is only the colour.
You see the form of the circle by making use of the sense of movement
in your sub-consciousness, and you make the form of the circle
unconsciously in your etheric body, in your astral body, and then you
raise it into knowledge. It is because the circle which you have taken
in by means of your sense of movement comes up into knowledge, that
what you have recognised as a circle connects itself with the colour
which you perceive. Thus you call forth the form from your whole body
by appealing to the sense of movement, which extends throughout your
body. This matches what I have already explained to you: the human
being actually executes geometrical forms in the cosmos and then
raises them into knowledge.
Official science of the present day does not rise to an observation so
fine as to distinguish between the seeing of colour and the perception
of form with the help of the sense of movement, rather it mixes
everything up. But in the future it will be impossible to educate
through such confusion. For how is it possible to educate a child to
use his sense of sight without knowing that the whole human being
pours himself into the act of seeing by way of the sense of movement?
This leads us on to another point: You are dealing with the act of
seeing when you perceive coloured forms. This act of seeing, this
perception of coloured forms is a complicated act. But since you are a
unity you can re-unite in yourself what you have perceived in the two
ways, through the eye and through the sense of movement. You would
look at a red circle in a dull and blank way if you could not perceive
the red in one way and the form of the circle in quite a different
way. But you do not look upon it in a blank way because you look at it
from two sides, the colour through the eye and the form with the help
of the sense of movement, and life compels you to join the two
together inwardly. There you form a judgment. And now you understand
judgment as a living process in your own body, which comes about
through the fact that the senses bring the world to you analysed into
members. The world brings you what you experience divided into twelve
separate members, and in your judgment you join the things together
again because the separate parts do not want to continue as separate
parts. The form of the circle is not content to remain mere form as it
is to the sense of movement, neither is colour content to remain mere
colour as it is perceived by the eye. The things compel you to combine
them inwardly and you declare yourself to be inwardly ready to combine
them. Thus the function of judgment becomes an expression of your
whole being.
Now you see into the deep meaning of our connection with the world. If
we had not twelve senses we should look at our environment like
dullards, we should not be able to experience an inward judgment. But
since we have twelve senses we have a fair number of possibilities
of uniting what is separate. What the ego sense experiences we
can connect with the other eleven senses, and that is true of each
sense. In this way we get a large number of permutations in the
combinations of the senses. Besides that, we have a great many
possibilities through the fact that we can connect the ego sense for
example with the thought sense and the speech sense and so on. There
we see in what a mysterious way the human being is connected with the
world. Through his twelve senses things are separated into their
component parts, and the human being must attain the power to re-unite
these component parts. In this way he participates in the inner life
of the things. From this you will understand how infinitely important
it is that man should be so educated that one sense should be
developed with the same care as another, for then the connections
between the senses, between the perceptions, will be sought quite
consciously and systematically.
I have yet to add that the ego sense, thought sense, sense of
hearing, and sense of speech are predominantly knowledge
senses because the will in them is really sleeping will, the true
sleeping will, in whose manifestations there vibrates also a cognitive
activity. Thus willing, feeling and knowing are to be found even in
the ego zone of man, and they live there with the help of waking and
sleeping.
Let us be quite clear about this; to know the human being you must
contemplate him from three points of view. When you are considering
the spirit it is not enough to say, Spirit! Spirit!
Spirit! Most people speak of spirit perpetually and are at a
loss to handle what is given from the spirit. You can only handle it
rightly if you treat it as conditions of consciousness. The spirit
must be grasped by means of conditions of consciousness such as
waking, sleeping and dreaming. The soul in man is grasped by means of
sympathy and antipathy that is by means of conditions of life. These
hold sway continuously in the unconscious. Actually the soul is in the
astral body, life is in the etheric body, and within us there is
always a correspondence between the two, so that of itself the soul
comes to expression in the life conditions of the etheric body. And
the body is perceived through conditions of form. Yesterday. (i.e., in
another series of lectures published under the title Practical
Course for Teachers) I used the spherical form for the head, the
moon form for the breast and the linear form for the limbs; and we
shall have more to say about the true morphology of the human body.
But we can only speak truly of the spirit if we describe how it finds
expression in conditions of consciousness. We can only speak truly of
the soul if we show how it lives between sympathy and antipathy, and
of the body if we conceive of it in actual forms.
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