The First Goetheanum
by
Rudolf Steiner
Translated from the German by Frank Thomas Smith
Lesson Sixteen
Dornach, June 28, 1924
My dear friends,
We will again start by letting the words resound
from the cosmos near and far, which can be heard by everyone
who correctly understands the world. But before doing so,
because again many new members of the esoteric school are
present, I must say at least a few words about the meaning of
this school.
I will put it briefly. This School must be
recognized as one which brings down its information from the
spiritual world to human souls. Therefore, what lives here in
the School and what is brought to human souls are to be
perceived as communications from the spiritual world itself.
From this you will understand that membership in the School
must be regarded as serious in the highest degree.
This seriousness has only become possible
because of the Constitution which the Anthroposophical
Society received during the Christmas Conference. Since then
the Anthroposophical Society as such is an openly public
institution, but at the same time one through which an
esoteric breath flows, which has been better received than
the former exoteric one.
So nothing more is expected from the members of
the Anthroposophical Society than that they feel themselves
to be receivers of anthroposophical wisdom. And, of course,
what is generally expected of decent people in
life.
But membership in the School implies even more,
that the member recognize the serious conditions for
membership — namely the basic condition that anyone who
wishes to belong to the School should present himself in life
in such a way that he is in every respect a representative of
anthroposophy before the world.
To be a representative of anthroposophy before
the world necessarily means that whatever he or she does in
connection to anthroposophy, be it ever so remotely
connected, also be with the approval of the leadership of the
School, that is, with the esoteric Executive Committee
at the Goetheanum. Thus through the School a real
stream can enter the anthroposophical movement, which today
is represented by the Anthroposophical Society.
Therefore, it is necessary that membership in
the School be understood in such a way that the member feels
in his whole being that he is a part of what is being done
and revealed from here in the Goetheanum. Such a condition
should not be taken as a restriction on human freedom, my
dear friends, for membership in the school rests on
reciprocity. The leadership of the School must be free to
give what it has to give to whom it considers right to do so.
And the fact that no one is obliged to be a member of the
School, but that it depends on his free will to be a member,
means that the leadership may also place conditions on
membership without anyone claiming that his free will is in
any way infringed upon. It is a free agreement between the
leadership of the School and those who wish to be
members.
Furthermore, in order that the School really be
taken seriously, it cannot be otherwise than that the
leadership exercise its right to revoke a membership whenever
it considers necessary because of certain events. And, my
dear friends, that the leadership of the School takes this
seriously is shown by the fact that since the relatively
short time the School has existed, sixteen members already
had to be suspended for shorter or longer lengths of time.
And I must again emphasize that this measure will have to be
strictly adhered to in the future, regardless of the
personalities involved, because we will be entering ever more
deeply into esoteric matters.
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And now the words will be spoken which are
always spoken at the beginning of our deliberations,
reminding us of the admonitions which resound from all the
events and beings of the world to all those who have the
heart to understand them: the admonition to self-knowledge,
which is the true foundation of world knowledge.
O man, know thyself!
So resounds the Cosmic-Word.
You hear it strong in soul,
You feel it firm in spirit.
Who speaks with cosmic might?
Who speaks in depth of heart?
Does it work through distant radiant space
Into your senses' sense of being?
Does it ring through weaving waves of time
Into your life's evolving stream?
It's you yourself who,
In feeling space, in experiencing time
Create the Word, feeling foreign
In space's psychic vacancy,
Because you lose the force of thought
In time's destructive flow.
My dear friends, we have advanced, in respect to
what has been sent to us from the spiritual world in the form
of mantras, to the mantric verses which correspond to the
esoteric situation in which we feel ourselves: first of all,
in meditation we imagine the being standing at the abyss of
existence speaking to us.
Let us imagine it once more, for we cannot
recall it to our souls too often. We see before us everything
belonging to the kingdoms of nature. We observe the glorious
heavenly bodies; we see the floating clouds; we see the wind
and the waves, the thunder and lightning. We see everything
from the humblest worm to the sublimest revelations in the
glittering stars. Only a false asceticism, unrelated to true
esotericism, could in any way despise this world that speaks
to the senses. The person who wishes to be truly human can do
nothing other than intimately relate to the sense-perceptible
life, from the humblest creature to the majestic, divinely
glittering stars.
We must never despise the grandeur and awesome
beauty of all that surrounds us, which we must acknowledge;
we must go forward step by step in the world and be able to
appreciate what our eyes see, what our ears hear, what the
other senses perceive, what we can grasp with our reason.
However, a moment comes as you look around at the expanse of
space, at the interweaving of time, that despite all the
grandeur and awesome beauty in your surroundings, you cannot
find there what the inner nature of your being is. So you
must say to yourself: the inner source of my being is to be
sought elsewhere. The very power of such a thought affects us.
What follows for the soul can only be expressed
in imaginative thoughts. At first these imaginative
thoughts lead us to a wide field in which everything earthly
and sense-perceptible is spread out before us. We find it to
be radiant with the sun, we find it to be shining light. But
as we look all around us we find our own self nowhere. Then
we gaze before us and see that this sunny field, which is
grandiose and beautiful and sublime to the senses, is blocked
by a dark, night-bedecked wall. We see ourselves entering
deeply into the darkness. We intuit that perhaps there in the
darkness is our self's true origin; but we cannot see
into it.
And as we follow the path forward, the abyss of
existence, the threshold to the spiritual world, appears
before us. We must cross over this abyss. The Guardian stands
there warning us that we must be mature in order to cross
over the abyss, for with our thinking, feeling and willing
habits which correspond to the physical sense-perceptible
world, we cannot cross over the abyss of existence into the
spiritual world in which our real self originated.
The Guardian of the Threshold is the first
spiritual being we encounter. Every night we are in this
spiritual world when we sleep. But it is like darkness around
our I and our astral body, because we can only enter this
spiritual world when sufficiently mature. The Guardian of the
Threshold protects us from entering immaturely. But now as we
encounter him he sends us his grand admonishments. And the
admonishments are contained in the mantric verses which until
now have formed the content of these esoteric lessons.
Those of you who do not yet have these mantric
verses can obtain them from other members of the School. But
the following procedure must be observed: not the person who
is to receive the verses asks for permission, but the one who
gives them.
These verses have not only shown us how our
hearts are to react if we wish to cross over the abyss of
existence, they have also shown us what our souls will feel
once we have overflown the abyss and gradually sense —
not yet see, but sense — how the darkness, which was at
first night-bedecked, gradually becomes lighter. At first we
feel becoming lighter, and we feel that the elements —
earth, water, air, fire — are different on the other
side, that we are living in another world. And the world in
which we recognize our own being, and therewith the true form
of the elements, is indeed another world.
During the last lesson we considered the
meditation with which we were to imagine how the Guardian
stands before the abyss of existence; now we are already
beyond it, first we feel — not yet see — how the
darkness becomes lighter. The Guardian speaks to us, after he
had previously made clear to us how we should comport
ourselves in relation to the four elements. He tells us how
these four elements change for us. He then asks
questions.
Who answers? The hierarchies themselves answer
these questions. From one side the third hierarchy —
Angeloi, Archangeloi, Archai — from the other side the
second hierarchy, from a third side the third
hierarchy.
The third hierarchy — Angeloi,
Archangeloi, Archai — answers when the Guardian of the
Threshold asks what becomes of the earth's solidity.
The second hierarchy — Exusiai, Dynamis, Kyriotetes
— answers when the Guardian of the Threshold asks us
what becomes of the water's formative force, which acts
in us and gives us our inner configuration. And the first
hierarchy — Thrones, Cherubim, Seraphim — answer
when the Guardian asks us what becomes of our breathing, of
the air's stimulating power, which awakens us from dull
plant-like existence to sentient-feeling
existence.
Such mantras are to penetrate our souls, our
hearts, to the extent that we feel ourselves to be within the
situation. The Guardian of the Threshold poses the testing,
admonishing questions. The hierarchies answer.
The Guardian:
What becomes of the earth's solidity, which supports you?
Angeloi:
Feel as we feel in your thinking.
Archangeloi:
Experience, as we experience in your feeling.
Archai:
Perceive, as we perceive in your will.
The Guardian:
What becomes of water's formative force,
which penetrated you?
Exusiai:
Learn the spirit cosmic creating in the human
body creating.
Dynamis:
Feel the cosmic life of spirit in the human body's life.
Kyriotetes:
Will the spirit's cosmic working in the
human body's being.
The Guardian:
What becomes of the air's stimulating
power, which awakened you?
Thrones:
Knowingly grasp inner being in your divine
cosmic being.
Cherubim:
Warm your inner life in divine cosmic
life.
Seraphim:
Awaken inner light in your divine cosmic
light.
These, my dear sisters and brothers, are the
admonishing words coming from the communion of the Guardian
of the Threshold together with the hierarchies, which bring
our souls ever forward if we experience them more and more in
the right way.
In this way, we are doing what is appropriate
for human beings of today and the future, what in the ancient
holy mysteries meant that the student was being guided to the
essence of the elements: earth, water, air.
But warmth, which is also an element, pervades
everything: in the solid earth element, which supports us, is
warmth; in the element of water, which forms us as humans,
which gives form to our organs, causing them to develop and
grow, warmth is also present; and in the element of air, by
which the Jehovah-spirits once breathed into humanity its
soul, through which man is even today awakened from his dull,
plant-like existence, warmth is present. Warmth is
everywhere. We must recognize it as the all-pervading
element. We must immerse ourselves in it as the all-pervading
element: Yes, we feel so close to it.
We feel far from the solid earth element, though
we still feel the earth's support. We even feel far
from the water element. The air element maintains a more
intimate relation to us. When the air element does not fill
us with regularity, when we have too much breath in us, or
too little, our inner life indicates how the air-element is
connected to us. Too much breath awakens fear in the soul.
Too little causes fainting. Our soul is embraced by the air
element.
We feel ourselves most intimately united with
the warmth element. We ourselves are what is warm or cold in
us. In order to live we must generate a certain amount of
warmth. We are intimately close to the warmth element. If we
want to be closer to it, then not only one hierarchy can
speak, then the reminding words must resound together from
various hierarchies.
Therefore, when the Guardian of the Threshold
asks questions of us concerning the warmth element, the
answers from the cosmos are different. The Guardian asks the
question:
What becomes of fire's purification, which
enkindled your I?
We already know this question; it is the
question about our entrance into the element of warmth, or
fire. But now the answer does not come from one hierarchy or
from a rank of one of the hierarchies, but the answer comes
in choir from the Angeloi, the Exusiai, the Thrones; secondly
the Archangeloi, Dynamis, Cherubim answer the
Guardian's question; and thirdly Archai, Kyriotetes,
Seraphim answer. Thus the three answers about the general
nature of warmth resound from the choir-like words of the
three hierarchies.
Therefore, we are to imagine that when we hear
the Guardian of the Threshold's warning reminders, the
answers, which resound from our I, but which are stimulated
by the hierarchies — come from all sides: first
Angeloi, Exusiai, Thrones; secondly speak the Archangeloi,
Dynamis, Cherubim; and thirdly speak Archai, Kyriotetes,
Seraphim. All three hierarchies always speak: a rank from
each of the three hierarchies always speaks. Thus the answers
comes to us from the cosmos.
The Guardian speaks:
What becomes of the fire's purification,
which enkindled your I?
Angeloi, Exusiai, Thrones:
Awaken in the cosmic etheric vastness the
flaming script of life.
From all three hierarchies we are reminded that
everything which happened to us during earthly life is
recorded in the cosmic ether and we see it recorded there
when we have passed through the gate of death. Once we have
passed through the gate of death, looking back at our earthly
life, but also gazing out at the etheric vastness, what we
have done and accomplished in thoughts, feelings and deeds
during earthly life is recorded. It is your life's
flaming script.
Archangeloi, Dynamis, Cherubim — answer in us:
Create the soul's atoning forces in circling waves of time.
We are admonished during the second stage we go
through after passing through the gate of death, where we
experience in reverse, in mirror images — that is, in
its just atonement — what we have done here on earth.
If we have harmed another human being in any way, we
experience in the reverse stream of time what the other felt
because of us. As I have said, the Archangeloi, Dynamis and
Cherubim admonish us in this second stage, which we pass
through between death and a new birth.
What our karma works through during the third
stage — what happens when as souls we cooperate with
other human souls and with the beings of the higher
hierarchies
— the Archai (primal powers), Kyriotetes
and Seraphim admonish us:
Ask help from the redemptive eternal force of spirit.
We must feel ourselves completely within this
situation: the speaking Guardian of the Threshold — his
earnest gesture toward us, his admonishment. And from the
cosmic vastness, resounding, grasping our heart — what
connects us with the riddle of life.
[The fourth part of the mantra is written on the
blackboard.]
The Guardian speaks:
What becomes of fire's purification, which
enkindled your I?
Angeloi, Exusiai, Thrones:
Awaken in the cosmic etheric vastness the
flaming script of life.
Archangeloi, Dynamis, Cherubim — they
answer in us:
Create the soul's atoning forces in
circling waves of time.
Archai, Kyriotetes, Seraphim:
Ask help from the redemptive eternal force of
spirit.
What previously stood before us like a black,
night enclosed darkness, is not yet illuminated by light for
the soul's eye. But we have the feeling that while we
are standing within this black, night enclosed darkness,
wherever we reach out we begin to feel a glimmering light.
And we find ourselves in the situation where we know that we
ourselves are within this glimmering light. We feel ourselves
moving toward the Guardian of the Threshold. We had only seen
him as long as we were in the field of the senses. Then we
stepped into the darkness and heard his questioning,
admonishing words.
But these admonishing, questioning words had led
us to where we now feel something like a mild weaving, moving
light. In this weaving, moving light we make our way to the
Guardian of the Threshold seeking help. It is a unique
experience: not yet light, but the light is making itself
felt; in this felt light the Guardian of the Threshold,
manifesting himself, as though he were becoming more intimate
with us, as though he were leaning more to us now, as though
we were also stepping closer to him.
And what he now says seems as though in
[earthly]
life a person is whispering something confidential
in our ear. And what were at first admonishing, earnest
words, trumpet-like, powerful, majestic, from all sides of
the cosmos coming to our hearts, continues now as an intimate
conversation with the Guardian of the Threshold in weaving,
moving light. For now it is as though he no longer just
speaks to us, it is as though he whispers to us:
Has your spirit understood?
Our inner self becomes warm when the Guardian of
the Threshold says in confidence: “Has your spirit
understood?” Our inner self becomes warm. It
experiences itself in the warmth. And this inner self feels
obliged to answer with devotion, quietly and humbly. Thus we
imagine it in meditation:
The cosmic spirit in me
It held its breath within
And may its presence still
Illuminate my I.
[Der Weltengeist in mir
Er hielt den Atem an
Und seine Gegenwart
Mög' erleuchten mein Ich.]
Our I does not answer the question “Has
your spirit understood?” with pride and arrogance:
“I have understood”, but the I feels: divine
being streams through the innermost essence of the human
being; it is divine breath in man which quietly lingers and
prepares us for understanding.
[The first part of the new mantra is written on
the blackboard.]
The Guardian:
Has your spirit understood?
The I:
The cosmic spirit in me
It held its breath within
And may its presence still
Illuminate my I.
Secondly, the Guardian in confidence asks:
Has your soul apprehended?
The I answers:
The cosmic souls in me
Lived in the council of stars
And may their harmonies
Resounding create my I.
Again it is not proudly that the I is tempted to
answer when the Guardian asks: Has your soul apprehended?
Rather is the soul becoming aware that in it speaks the
cosmic souls of the beings of the higher hierarchies, and
that in what they say not an individual entity is present,
but an entire council, a consultative meeting, as if the
planets of a planetary system were circling and contributing
their respective illuminating forces. Thus do the cosmic
souls send their concise suggestions. Our soul hears and
hopes that from the harmonies the I will be so formed that
the I in the human being is an echo of the cosmic harmonies
which arise when cosmic souls take council among each other
— like the planets in the solar system — and
their advice and harmonies resound in the human
soul.
[The second part of the mantra is written on the
blackboard.]
The Guardian:
Has your soul apprehended?
The I:
The cosmic souls in me
Lived in the council of stars
And may their harmonies
Resounding create my I.
And the third confidential question which the Guardian
directs to the person in this situation is this:
Has your body experienced?
The soul feels that in this body the cosmic
forces — which are everywhere — are
concentrated in one point in space. But these cosmic forces
do not appear now as physical forces. The soul has long since
become aware of how these forces, which from outside appear
as active physical forces, as gravitational, electrical,
magnetic forces, as warmth forces, as light forces, when they
are active in the human body are moral forces, are
transformed into will-forces. The soul feels the cosmic
forces as those which constitute eternal universal justice
throughout the succession of earth lives. The soul feels them
to be like forces of judgment which weave in the verdicts of
karma and therewith the I itself.
When the Guardian asks in confidence:
Has your body experienced?
The human being feels obliged to answer with
devotion to universal justice:
The cosmic forces in me
They judge the acts of men
And may their words of verdict
Guide the I in me.
[The third part of the mantra is written on the
blackboard.]
The Guardian:
Has your body experienced?
I:
The cosmic forces in me
They judge the acts of men
And may their words of verdict
Guide the I in me.
Thus after having experienced the metamorphoses
of the cosmic elements together with the Guardian of the
Threshold and the hierarchies, the soul answers the
Guardian's three questions with inner devotion;
interwoven with what has been poured into it, the soul has
advanced somewhat in answering the riddle of the words:
“O man, know thyself!”
And today we will compare the opening words
after having been filled with the element of warmth in
devotion to the spiritual content of the cosmos, feeling how
we have advanced further in following the great admonishment:
“O man, know thyself!” We will see how we, as
human beings, stand between the resounding of the demand for
self-knowledge from all the cosmic events and beings, and the
mantric verse, which has been contemplated in today's
lesson:
O man, know thyself!
So resounds the Cosmic-Word.
You hear it strong in soul,
You feel it firm in spirit.
Who speaks with cosmic might?
Who speaks in depth of heart?
Does it work through distant radiant space
Into your senses' sense of being?
Does it ring through weaving waves of time
Into your life's evolving stream?
It's you yourself who,
In feeling space, in experiencing time
Create the Word, feeling foreign
In space's psychic vacancy,
Because you lose the force of thought
In time's destructive flow.
What becomes of fire's purification, which enkindled your I?
Awaken in the cosmic etheric vastness the flaming script of life.
Create the soul's atoning forces in circling waves of time.
Ask help from the redemptive eternal force of spirit.
Has your spirit understood?
The cosmic spirit in me
It held its breath within
And may its presence still
Illuminate my I.
Has your soul apprehended?
The cosmic souls in me
Lived in the council of stars
And may their harmonies
Resounding create my I.
Has your body experienced?
The cosmic forces in me
They judge the acts of men
And may their words of verdict
Guide the I in me.
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