A Note on the Transcription of Lectures
My
anthroposophical work has yielded two results: first, the
books I have published for all the world to read; secondly, a
number of lecture courses which were at first intended for
private printing and were to be for sale only to members of
the Theosophical (later the Anthroposophical) Society. These
were reports of my lecture, more or less accurate, which I
did not have the time to correct. I would have preferred oral
pronouncements to have remained just that, but the members
wanted a private printing of these courses and that is what
was done. Had I had the time to correct the transcriptions,
the restriction “for members only” would have
been unnecessary from the very beginning. Now, for more than
a year, the restriction has been omitted anyway.
Here, in
The Course of My Life,
it is above all necessary to
state how the published books and the privately printed
material combine into what I developed as anthroposophy.
Whoever wants
to trace my inner struggles and see how I worked to acquaint
contemporary consciousness with anthroposophy must do so on
the basis of publications that were intended for the general
public. It is in them that I dealt with everything that in
our time qualifies as the search for knowledge. The reader
will find in these works what increasingly took form within
me through “spiritual perception” and what became
— albeit incompletely in many ways —the edifice
of anthroposophy.
One
requirement that emerged was to build
“anthroposophy” and thereby respond to the need
of imparting information from the spiritual world to the
generally educated public of our time. Soon, however, it also
became necessary to fully address what from within the
membership revealed itself as spiritual needs and
intellectual longings.
Above all, a
strong inclination was felt to have the Gospels and the Bible
presented in the light of what had emerged as
anthroposophical inquiry. The members in the courses wanted
to hear about the revelations that mankind had been
given.
In response
to this request, internal lecture courses were given which
were attended only by members. They, however, were familiar
with the rudimentary pronouncements about anthroposophy so
that one could speak to them as one would to advanced
students of anthroposophy. The approach in these internal
lectures was different from the one necessary for the
publications that were entirely intended for the general
public.
In these
inner circles it was appropriate for me to discuss the
subject matter in a less structured way. If the same subject
matter had from the outset been designated for public
presentation, I would have had no choice but to rearrange
things accordingly.
Thus,
something is indeed present in the two endeavors, in public
and private writings, which derives from two different
backgrounds. The exclusively public writings are the result
of what struggled and was at work in me, whereas in the
privately printed material the society joins me in my
struggle and labor. When it does, I listen to the pulsations
in the soul-life of the members and as I vividly partake in
what they have to say, the lecture takes shape.
At no time is
anything whatsoever mentioned in the lectures that is not the
clearest result of the developing anthroposophy and
absolutely no concession is made to accommodate the
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prejudices or preconceived notions. Anyone reading this
privately printed material can accept its contents in the
fullest sense as a pronouncement of what anthroposophy has to
say. Therefore, when complaints in this regard became too
persistent, we could without hesitation abandon the practice
of distributing the printed material only to members. What
will have to be accepted, however, is that the transcriptions
not checked by me may contain some errors.
We will
concede the right of judging the content of this printed
material only to those who know what is acceptable as a
prerequisite for making such a judgment. The minimal
prerequisite for an appreciation of this printed material is
that one has an anthroposophical understanding of man, and of
the cosmos to the extent that its nature is explained by
anthroposophy. Moreover, one should know
“anthroposophical history” as manifested in the
pronouncements from the spiritual world.
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