Lecture 8
Three Decisions on the Path to
Imaginative Perception
Berlin, March 2, 1915
Dear friends, once again let us first
of all remember those are out there at the front, in the
great arena of present-day events:
Spirits of your souls, guardian
guides,
On your wings let there be borne
The prayer of love from our souls
To those whom you guard here on earth.
Thus, united with your might,
A ray of help our prayer shall be
For the souls it seeks out there in love.
And for
those who because of those events have already gone
through the gate of death:
Spirits of your souls, guardian
guides,
On your wings let there be borne
The prayer of love from our souls
To those whom you guard here on earth.
Thus, united with your might,
A ray of help our prayer shall be
For the souls it seeks out there in love.
May the
spirit we are seeking as we work towards spiritual
knowledge, the spirit who has gone through the Mystery of
Golgotha for the good of the earth, for the freedom and
progress of man, be with you and the hard duties you have
to perform!
Last week we gave some detailed
consideration to souls who, if we want to look for them
now, have to be looked for in the spiritual worlds. And
we considered souls who are close to us, letting them
tell us one thing or another that can illumine for us the
time a soul entity spends in the spiritual world. Today I
want to consider more the path the human soul may take to
enter into the spiritual worlds While dwelling in a body
here on earth, there to find the spiritual realms we
spoke of last week, where what are called
‘dead’ souls may be found. It has to be
stressed over and over again that the path into the
spiritual worlds appropriate to the soul of modern man in
the light of the whole evolution of mankind is a path
with many preparatory stages, some of them difficult
indeed, stages that have to be won through. Today I
intend to speak of some aspects of the path to insight
and I shall do so from a point of view that may be called
imaginative perception.
Dear
friends, you know very well already that in the spiritual
world the human soul is really and truly able to learn
and observe only in a Way that does not make use of the
body as an instrument. Everything We are able to gain by
using the body as our instrument can only provide
knowledge and experience relating to the physical world.
To experience the spiritual worlds we must find a way of
doing so outside the physical body. That way is indeed
open to modern man, though it is not easy to achieve
observation of the spiritual world by going outside the
body. Another point is that anyone not able to make such
observations himself will be able to evaluate
observations achieved in the spiritual world, once they
have been achieved, on the basis of a genuinely sound
common sense, that is not just the common sense generally
called sound, but a genuinely sound common sense. Today,
however, our subject will be the path as such, the way
the human soul on the one hand comes out of the physical
body, as we might put it, and on the other enters into
the spiritual world. As I said, I want to use the
approach of imaginative perception today. Last week we
took another approach. Many things will have to be
presented in the form of images and it will be up to you
to pursue these further In meditation. In doing so you
will find that this path is one of very special
significance.
It is
possible to enter into the spiritual world through three
doors, as it were. The first may be called the Door of
Death, the second the Door of the Elements and the third
the Door of the Sun. Anyone Wishing to follow the path to
knowledge in its entirety will have to take the road to
knowledge through all three doors.
The Door of
Death has always been very fully considered wherever the
mysteries were taught. This Door of Death cannot be
reached unless we seek to reach it through meditation, a
term by now thoroughly familiar, which means by giving
ourselves up to certain thoughts or feelings that are
exactly the right ones at the time for our individual
personality. We make them the absolute centre of our
conscious minds, identifying with them completely. It is
very easy for human effort to flag when this path is
taken, for lack of ease and the overcoming of obstacles
are part of this and are essential. So it will be
necessary again and again to make those quiet, deeply
personal efforts, endeavouring to give ourselves up to
those thought contents, those feelings, in such a way
that we forget the whole world and live only in those
thoughts, those feelings. When we learn to achieve this
over and over again we shall finally be in a position
where we perceive something that is like a kind of
independent life within the thought on which our
conscious mind is focused. We shall get the feeling that
until then we had merely been thinking that thought,
making it the focus of our conscious mind; now, however,
this thought will be felt to be developing a life of its
own, an inner activity of its own. It is as though we
found ourselves in a position where we are truly able to
produce a distinct entity within us. The thought begins
to take shape as an inner structure. That is an important
moment, for we realize that this thought, this feeling,
has a life of its own and we feel ourselves to be the
enveloping form holding this thought, this feeling. We
are then able to say to ourselves that our efforts have
made us the arena where something has been able to
develop that is now achieving a life of its own through
us.
It is an
important moment in the life of a person practising
meditation when he awakens to himself and the thought
held in meditation comes to life. He will then realize
that spiritual objectivity has come to him, that the
spiritual world is paying attention to him, that it has
drawn close. Of course, it is not easy to reach this
level of experience, for before it is reached we have to
live through feelings and sensations for which the human
being has a natural aversion. A certain feeling of
isolation has to be experienced for example; a feeling of
loneliness, an experience of being abandoned by the
physical world as it were, the feeling that this physical
world does many things that wear us down, threatening to
crush us. It is through this feeling of isolation that we
finally reach the point where we are able to bear the
strong inner life to which our thought awakens, into
which it is born, as I should like to put it. There is
much indeed that goes against the grain. There is much in
man that goes against him and this can lead to a real
experience of thought coming to life within him. There is
One particular feeling that comes up, an inner experience
that comes up, which is one we really do not want to
have. At the same time we will not admit to ourselves
that we do not want to have it, saying instead:
‘Oh, I'll never do it! I'll go to sleep in the
process. My ability to think will go, for this goes
beyond my inner strength.’ In short, We will
automatically come up with all kinds of excuses, for the
experience to be gone through is that thought, in thus
becoming enlivened, really becomes a distinct entity. It
assumes reality, taking on a form of identity. Then the
vision arises, and not merely the feeling, that the
thought is like a small seed to begin with, a round seed
one might say, and that it then grows and develops into
something that has definite form, extending into the head
from outside. Then a challenge is presented: ‘You
have identified with the thought and now you are inside
the thought and growing into your own head with the
thought. Essentially, however, you are still
outside.’ The thought assumes the form of a winged
human head that continues into indefiniteness and then
extends into one's own body through the head. The thought
thus develops into something like a winged angel's head.
That is what we must actually achieve. It is difficult to
have this experience, and you will really believe you are
losing all ability to think at the moment when the
thought grows to assume that form. One feels one will be
taken from oneself at that moment. And what so far has
been the body we have known, into which the thought is
now reaching, will feel like an automaton that has been
left behind.
There are
also a great many obstacles in the objective spiritual
world to prevent this becoming visible to us. The winged
angel's head truly becomes an inner vision but there are
all kinds of obstacles against it becoming visible. Above
all, the point reached is the actual threshold of the
spiritual world. If we succeed in standing firm within
ourselves the way I have described, we are then on the
threshold of the spiritual world, truly on the threshold
of the spiritual world. There, however,
stands the potentate we have always been calling Ahriman,
though at first he will be quite invisible to man. We do
not see him. And it is Ahriman who makes sure we do not
see the thought entity taking the form I have described
to you. He does not want us to see it. He wants to
prevent that. The best way of reaching that point is by
the path of meditation, of course, and this always makes
it easy for Ahriman to bring to nought, as it were, what
we want to achieve, so long as we cling to the prejudices
of the physical world. And I really has to be said that
people have no idea how much they cling to prejudice with
regard to the physical world. They cannot imagine that
there is another world with different laws from those of
the physical world. It is not possible for me today to
discuss all the prejudices we carry with us when we come
to the threshold of the spiritual world, but let me
present one very major prejudice, one of a fairly subtle
nature.
You see,
speaking of the physical world people speak of monist
philosophy, of there being only one ultimate substance or
principle, frequently saying to themselves: ‘I can
only understand the world if I see the whole of it as a
unity.’ We have had some strange experiences
particularly in this respect. When we started our
spiritual movement here in Berlin with just a few members
— that is quite a few years ago now — people
found their way to us who then discovered that after all
they could not feel they belonged to us in every fibre of
their being. There was a lady, for instance, who after a
few months came and told us that what spiritual science
had to offer was not really the right thing for her, for
it meant one had to do a great deal of thinking and
thinking wiped out exactly the things that were important
to her. She said she always sort of went to sleep when
thinking. She also felt that really there was only thing
that counted, and that was unity! It became evident that
in her case the unity of the world which monists look for
in all kinds of spheres — and not only the
materialists among monists — had become a fixed
idea: Unity, unity, unity! She wanted to look only for
unity. In the intellectual life of Germany, one
particular philosopher, Leibniz, was very much a
monadologist. He sought not unity, but the many monads
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which for him
were ensouled entities. He therefore knew quite clearly
that as soon as one enters into the spiritual world it
can be a matter only of plurality, not of unity. And so
there are monists and pluralists. These views are
considered philosophies. The monists fight the pluralists
who are speaking in terms of plurality; they themselves
only speak of unity.
For you
see, it is like this: Unity and plurality are concepts
that only apply to the physical world. And now people are
thinking these things must also apply to the spiritual
world. But there they do not apply. There we have to be
prepared to see a unity at one moment and then having to
overcome this unity the next moment, and that it will
show itself to to be a plurality. It is unity and
plurality at one and the same time. Nor is it possible to
transfer ordinary arithmetic, physical mathematics, to
the spiritual world. It is one of the most powerful, and
at the same time also most profound, Ahrimanic Prejudices
— wanting to apply concepts we have acquired in the
physical world just as they are to the spiritual world.
We really must arrive on its threshold without bag and
baggage, unencumbered with all we have learned in the
physical world. We have to be prepared to leave things
behind on the threshold. All concepts and ideas, and,
indeed, especially the concepts we have made great effort
to achieve, have to be left behind. We have to be
prepared to accept that in the spiritual world something
quite new is given. Man has an enormous tendency to cling
to what is given in the physical world. He wants to take
his achievements from the physical world into the
spiritual world. Yet it must be possible for him to face
a clean slate, face utter emptiness, where his only guide
will be the thought that is beginning to assume life.
This entry into the spiritual world has been called the
Door of Death because it is really much more of a death
even than Physical death. In physical death people are
convinced they put aside their physical body. On entry
into the spiritual world we must resolve really to put
aside our concepts and ideas and to allow our essential
nature to be rebuilt.
Now we come
to stand before the winged thought entity that I have
spoken of. We shall come to stand before it if we really
make every effort to live within a thought. All we need
to know then is that when the moment that lies ahead
makes-different demands on us from those we have
envisaged we must truly stand fast, we must not turn back
as it were. The turning back tends to be an unconscious
reaction. We flag, but our flagging merely indicates that
we are not willing to leave behind bag and baggage. We
are not prepared to do this because it means that the
soul has to die in a way, with all it has acquired on the
physical plane, before it can enter into the spiritual
world. This door therefore has to be called the Door of
Death, such being its nature. Then we shall be able to
use the winged thought as a spiritual eye we have
acquired, or also a spiritual ear, for it is exactly
through this thought entity that we hear, sense, perceive
what is there in the spiritual world.
Dear
friends, it is possible to speak of specific experiences
we may gain that allow us the enter into the spiritual
world. Nothing else is required if we wish to gain these
experiences but to persist in meditation using the
prescribed method. Above all, it must be clearly
understood that certain feelings with which we approach
the threshold of the spiritual world will have to be put
aside beforehand. These feelings arise because we usually
want the spiritual world to be different from the way it
presents itself to us.
This, then,
is the first door, the Door of Death.
The second
door is the Door of the Elements. It is the second door
to be gone through by all who practise meditation with
true devotion. It is, of course, also possible for people
to have the benefit of a constitution that lets them
reach the second door without having gone through the
first. This is not a good thing from the point of view of
true insight, but it is possible to get to that point
without having gone through the first door. Full and
proper insight will be gained only by going through the
first door and then approaching the second in conscious
awareness. This second door comes about in the following
way. You see, having gone through the Door of Death one
first of all finds oneself in specific conditions which
one can see are really similar to sleep if looked at
externally, considering their effect en man and the way
they are apparent in the life of man. Inwardly, however,
they are quite different. Externally, man is as though in
a sleep state when in these conditions. It is exactly at
the point when his thought has begun to live, when it
begins to stir, to grow, that external man is in a
sleep-like state. He need not be lying down — he
may be sitting on a chair — but he is in a kind of
sleep state. Outwardly this state cannot really be
distinguished from the ordinary sleep state; inwardly,
however, it is very different. Returning to the normal
state we have in life we then realize that we were not
asleep but within the life of thought, just as we are now
in a condition where we have woken to the physical world,
as usual, and are looking through our own eyes at things
which are luminous. Yet we also know that now when we are
awake we are thinking, producing thoughts, putting them
together. Just before, however, when we were in that
other state, the thoughts were producing themselves out
of themselves. One thought approached another; they
illumined one another; one thought moved away from
another—and what we usually do ourselves when
thinking has there been doing itself. We know that whilst
we are normally an ego that attaches one thought to
another, we float first to the one thought and then to
another, when in this other state we are united with
them; then we are off and within a third thought and
afterwards Come floating back again. We get the feeling
that space has ceased to exist.
I think you
will agree that in physical space the position is that if
we feel drawn to a point and look back on it, then move
away from it and finally want to approach it again, we
would first have to make our way back again; we would
have to make our way there and back. This does not apply
in the other state. Space is not like the space we know
then, and we jump through space, as it were. One moment
we are at one point, the next we have gone. We do not
pass through space. The laws of space have ceased to
exist. Here we are alive and active within thought
itself. We know that the ego has not died. It is active
within the life of thought, but we are not immediately
masters of the thoughts within which we now live. The
thoughts produce themselves — we are drawn along.
We are not actively swimming in the currents of thoughts;
instead the thoughts are taking us on their shoulders as
it were, carrying us along. This state has to come to an
end. It does so when we go through the Door of the
Elements. Then We gain control of it all and are able to
create a particular line of thought quite deliberately.
Then our will is alive within the whole of thought life.
This again is a tremendously important moment. I have
even spoken of it exoterically in my public lectures.
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The second goal is reached by identifying with our own
destiny. This will enable us to bring the will into the
world of living thought.
When we
have first gone through the Door of Death we come to a
point where various things are done with us in the
spiritual world. We come to do things ourselves in the
spiritual world by identifYing with our destiny. This is
only achieved gradually. Then our thoughts assume a
character identical with our own essential character- The
deeds of our essential nature enter into the spiritual
world. To do this properly it will be necessary to go
through the second door. when we begin to use the power
we derive from identifying with our destiny to take
active control in our thoughts — not merely going
along With a thought as though it were a dream picture
but able to erase one thought or another as occasion
arises and call up another — when we come to a
point where we begin to be able to use our will in
handling things, then we shall indeed have to go through
an experience that may be referred to as going through
the second door. It will be found that the will-power we
shall now require presents itself to us as a fearsome
beast. In the mystical tradition this has for many
thousands of years been known as 'meeting the lion' .
This encounter with the lion has to be gone through. It
consists in a feeling of abject terror concerning what
has to be done in the thought world, great fear of
entering into a living union with the thought world. This
terror must be overcome, just as the sense of isolation
has to be overcome at the gate of death. We feel terror.
This terror may present itself in all kinds i of ways, as
a sensation that is not at all like fear or terror, yet
it s essentially fear of what one is getting into there.
It is important that we genuinely find a way of
controlling the lion. The Imagination paints a very vivid
picture of the beast opening its huge jaws ready to
devour us. The will-power we want to use in the spiritual
world is threatening to devour us. All the time the
overriding sensation is that we must use our will, we
must do something, we need to take hold of one thing or
another, and at the same time another feeling arises in
connection with all these elements of will activity into
which we are entering. It is the feeling that they will
devour us if we take hold of them, extinguish us in the
world. That is the lion devouring us. What we literally
must do—if we are to stay with the metaphor —
is not to give in to fears that the will elements may
take hold of us there in the spiritual world, devour us
and strangle us; no, we must mount the lion and take hold
of those will elements, using them to effect our deeds.
That is the crux of the matter.
Your can
see, of course, what this is all about. Having first of
all gone through the gate of death we are then outside
the body, and out there we can only use the forces of the
wilt. We must fit into the cosmic harmonies. The forces
to be used out there are also within us, it is only that
they function at an unconscious level — the forces
that make the blood move, make our hearts beat, derive
from spiritual entities. And we become immersed in these
when we immerse ourselves in the element of will. These
forces are within us. If someone is taken hold of by the
element of will without having followed the regular
esoteric path, without having gone through the gate of
death, he is taken hold of by the forces that normally
circulate in his blood, beat to his heart. He is then not
using the forces that exist outside his body but the
forces present within his body. This would be ‘grey
magic’. It would induce a person to intervene in
the spiritual world of his Own accord with forces we
should not use to intervene in the spiritual world. So it
is important that we see the lion at this point, that we
truly have this beast before us and know: That is what it
looks like, that is how the forces of will want to take
hold of us, and we must lay hold of it out there outside
the body. If we do not go up to the second door we shall
not see the lion and shall then be in permanent danger of
wanting to rule the world out of human egotism. The right
Path to knowledge is the one that leads first of all out
of the physical body and existence as a human being,
after which we approach the relationship we will need to
form with the entities of the spiritual world.
Now, of
course, most people are inclined to look for an easier
way to the spiritual world than through genuine
meditation. It is possible, for instance, to avoid the
Door of Death and approach the second door if one's inner
constitution permits this. This is achieved by giving
oneself up to specific mental pictures, particularly of
the fervent type, that are supposed to suggest general
surrender to the whole universe. Mental pictures
suggested by some mystic or other with only partial
knowledge, suggested in good faith. But they mean we pass
over thought effort as though in a dream, with feelings
being stimulated directly. Feeling are whipped up, the
emotions are enthusiastified. It will indeed be possible
to reach the second door by this method, and one will
also be given over to the will forces, but instead of
controlling the lion the person is devoured by it and the
lion will do as it likes with him. This means that things
will occur that fundamentally speaking are occult, but in
the main are egotistical. Despite a certain inherent risk
it is therefore necessary from the point of view of the
true esoteric teaching of today again and again not to
draw attention to any kind of mysticism that merely whips
up feelings and emotions. Such an appeal to elements that
whip up the inner life of man, cracking the whip to drive
him out of his physical body whilst keeping him in the
context of his blood and heart forces, the physical
forces active in the blood and the heart, will lead him
to perceive the spiritual world iii a way; this cannot be
denied and may indeed have much to be said for it that is
good. But it makes man feel his way about in uncertainty
in the spiritual world, so that he is not the least able
to differentiate between egotism and altruism.
One finds
oneself in a difficult situation having to stress this,
for present-day minds are still very apt to got to sleep
during proper meditation and anything relating to it.
They prefer not to tighten uP their thinking to the point
where it is possible to identify oneself with the
thinking process. They much prefer to be told: Give
yourself up to all-loving devotion, to the universal
spirit, or something like that. The result is that
thinking is avoided and the emotions are whipped up.
People are indeed guided to spiritual perception in that
way; but they are not in full conscious awareness and are
unable to tell if the things they experience there,
things they experience for themselves, arise from egotism
or do not arise from egotism. Yes, parallel to selfless
meditation there has to be enthusiasm brought into all
our feelings, but the point is that this must run
parallel to thought. Thought must not be excluded.
Certain mystics are, however, seeking to achieve
something exactly by the method of suppressing thought
and giving themselves up entirely to the glow of
whipped-up emotions.
This is a
difficult point, for it does work and people who whip UP
their feelings like that do progress much faster. They do
enter the spiritual world and they have all kinds of
experiences there, and that is what most people want. For
most people it is not a question of entering the
spiritual world in the right way but rather of getting
there altogether. The uncertainty arises because if we do
not first go through the Door of Death and instead
approach the Door of the Elements directly, Lucifer will
prevent us from actually perceiving the lion. We are then
devoured by it before we see it, as it were. The problem
is that we are no longer able to tell what relates to us
and what is Part of the world out there. We come to know
spiritual entities, elemental spirits. It is possible to
get to know quite an extensive spiritual world without
going through the Door of Death, but on the whole these
are spiritual entities whose function it is to maintain
the human circulation and human heart action. Such
entities are of course always present in the spiritual,
the elemental, world around us. These are spirits whose
sphere of life is the air, the warmth flowing around us,
and also light.
Their
sphere of life also lies in the music of the spheres our
physical organs are unable to hear. They are spiritual
entities active and present in all that lives. That is
the world we would then enter. It all gets very seductive
because it really is possible to make the most marvellous
spiritual discoveries in this world. You know, when
someone who has not gone through the Door of Death but
has marched straight up to the lion gate, failing to see
the lion, perceives an elemental spirit whose function it
is to maintain heart activity, such an elemental
spirit—which also has to maintain the hearts of
other people—may on occasion give news of other
people, even of people from the past; or it may offer
prophetic tidings relating to the future. So the business
may bring great successes but it still is not the right
path, for it does not give us free mobility in the
spiritual world.
The third
door to be passed is the Door of Sun. Again there will be
a specific experience as we approach this door. At the
Door of Death we must perceive a winged angel's head, at
the Door of the Elements a lion. At the Door of the Sun
we must perceive a dragon, a wild dragon. And we must
take a proper look at this wild dragon. But now Lucifer
and Ahriman will together make every effort to make the
dragon invisible, to hide it from our spiritual vision.
If we do perceive it we shall find that, fundamentally
speaking, this wild dragon has above all to do with
ourselves. It is the tissue of the instincts and feelings
fundamentally relating to what in ordinary life we call
our lowest nature. The dragon has within it all the
forces we need for the process of digestion and many
other things — if you'll forgive my reference to
such base functions. The principle within us that enables
us to digest food and perform a number of other functions
linked to what strictly speaking is our lowest nature
appears to us in the t-07. of a dragon. We must look at
it as it emerges from us coil upon coil. It is far from
beautiful, that dragon, and this makes it easy for
Lucifer and Ahriman to influence our unconscious soul
life and get us to a point where unconsciously we do not
want to know about seeing the dragon. It is a tissue also
of all our idiocies, all our vanities, our pride and
self-seeking and also of our basest instincts.
The Door of
the Sun is given that name because it is the forces
dwelling in the sun that also weave the very tissue of
which the dragon is composed. Sun forces make it possible
for us to digest our food and perform those other organic
functions. This truly comes about through living with the
sun. If we do not perceive the dragon at the Door of the
Sun the dragon will devour us and we shall become one
with it in the spiritual world. We shall then no longer
be different from the dragon; we shall actually be the
dragon going through experiences in the spiritual world.
And the dragon can experience things of great
significance, it can learn magnificent things as it were.
Those are experiences more enticing, I'd say, then those
made at the Door of Death or after passing the Door of
Death. The experiences made at the Door of Death are
colourless to begin with, shadowy and subtle, so slight
and subtle that they easily escape us and we are not much
inclined to develop the degree of attention needed to
take hold of them. And again a certain pitch must be
reached in order that something so delicately coming to
life in our thought may be able to expand. In the end it
will expand into a world. But it calls for long term
active effort and endeavour to reach the point where it
shows itself as a reality full of colour, sound and life.
We must let those forms that are without sound or colour
take on life from all corners of infinity, as it
were.
If for
example we want to use what may be called ‘head
clairvoyance’ — meaning the type of
clairvoyance that arises when thought is enlivened
— to detect the simplest spirit of the air or of
water, this spirit of the air or the water will initially
be something so slight and shadowy as it flits across the
horizon that it will not catch our interest. If it is to
assume colour or to sound forth, colour has to come to it
from the whole periphery of the cosmos. That however will
only happen after a long period of inner effort. It will
only happen if we watt for this to be given to us. Just
think, if you have such a small spirit of the air,
metaphorically speaking. and it is to come out in colour,
to appear in colour, then the colour has to radiate in
from a mighty part of the cosmos. It will be necessary to
have the strength to make it radiate in. Such strength
however can only be achieved through devotion. The
radiant forces have to come in from out there through
devotion. If we are all of a kind with the dragon, if we
are One with it, and we see a spirit of the air or the
water, the inclination will be to let the powers radiate
out that are within us, specifically in the organs which
in ordinary life are called lower organs. That Is much
more easily done. The head is in itself a perfect organ,
but the astral body and the ether body of the head do not
have much colour to them. The colours have been used to
form the brain, for instance, and particularly the
cranium, the bony skull cap. If therefore you used head
clairvoyance on the threshold of the spiritual world to
lift your astral body and ether body out of the physical
body, there would not be much colour to it. Colours are
used to form the perfect organ, the brain. If on the
other hand you use, shall we say belly clairvoyance, to
lift the astral body and ether body out of the stomach.
the liver, the gallbladder and other organs, the colours
have not been used in the same way to form perfect
organs. These organs are only on the way to perfection.
What comes from the astral body and ether body of the
belly is beautifully coloured; it glitters and glistens
in all kinds of sun colours. Lifting your astral body and
ether body out of that region you will bestow the most
marvellous colours and hues upon the forms you are
seeing. It is therefore possible for someone to see
marvellous colours and paint pictures in gorgeous
colours.
It is of
course interesting to study the spleen, the liver and the
gut. Anatomists find this interesting and for science it
is indeed necessary. Yet if someone with knowledge goes
into this, the beautiful and colourful pictures which
appear represent what lies at the back of the digestive
process two hours after a meal. There can be no objection
to this being investigated. Today anatomists find it
necessary to study these organs; one day science will
gain a great deal from investigating them and knowing
what the ether body is doing when the stomach is
digesting food. One thing has to be clearly understood
however — if we do not have conscious awareness as
we go through the Door of the Sun, we will not know that
we are offloading everything mere is in the ether and
astral bodies of our bellies onto the dragon, separating
it out. Letting this radiate out into the forms seen
clairvoyantly we do indeed perceive a marvellous world.
The beautiful result is also the one most easily
achieved, but it does not in the first place arise
through higher powers, out of head clairvoyance' but
through belly clairvoyance. It is very important that we
know this. For the cosmos nothing is low in the absolute
sense, only relatively speaking. The cosmos needs to work
with tremendously significant forces to bring about what
is needed for the digestive system. The point, however,
is that we must not fall into error, not deceive
ourselves, but know things as they are. To know that
something presenting itself from a truly marvellous
aspect is nothing but the digestive process, that is
something really important. If on the other hand we
believe, say, that a special angelic sphere is revealing
itself to us in such a picture, then we are indeed in
error. A reasonable man will therefore not be against a
science being nurtured on the basis of such knowledge but
merely against such things being put in a false light.
That is the real point. It may happen, for instance, that
some process in the course of digestion results in
someone always lifting out a specific part of his ether
body at a specific stage in the digestive process; he may
then be a natural clairvoyant. It is however important to
know what is going on there.
Man will
find it difficult therefore to use head clairvoyance
— i.e. a sphere where all colour present in the
ether and astral bodies has been used to bring about the
marvellous structure of the brain — and make forms
that are without colour or sound assume full colour and
to resound. With ‘belly clairvoyance’ on the
other hand he will find it relatively easy to see the
most marvellous things in the world. This belly
clairvoyance does of course also involve powers which man
must learn to use. The powers used there for the
digestive process are after all merely transformed power.
We will experience them in their right form if we get
better and better at identifying with our destiny. In
this field, too, it will teach us to draw up not just the
winged angel s head that came up first but the other part
that follows, and it is important to draw up not just the
powers that serve digestion but also those of a higher
kind. Those are the powers that lie in our karma, in our
destiny. Identifying ourselves with these we shall be
able to send forth the spiritual entities we see around
us, entities whose tendency is such that sounds and
colours flow inward from the universe. Then, of course,
the spiritual world will have its full content, it will
be concrete, so real and concrete that we find ourselves
within it the same way we find ourselves in the physical
world.
A
particular problem arises at the Door of Death. We really
have the feeling — and this, too, has to be
overcome — that we will lose ourselves there.
Having made a real effort, however, to identify with the
thought element we can also be aware that we may have
lost ourselves but will find ourselves again. That is an
experience one has there. We lose ourselves on entering
into the spiritual world, but we also know that we shall
find ourselves again. The step has to taken of reaching
the abyss, losing ourselves in the abyss, but trust that
we shall find ourselves again over there. That is an
experience to be gone through. Everything I have
described refers to inner experiences that have to be
gone through. It is important to know what really happens
to the soul there. It is just the same when we are
supposed to see something; it is easier if a friend
points it out than if we try and work it out for
ourselves. But everything I have described can be
achieved if you practise true devotion in giving yourself
up again and again to your inner work and to inner overcoming
through meditation. This has been described in my book
Knowledge of the Higher Worlds
and in the second part of
Occult Science.
This is
especially important — that such different kinds of
experience are met with beyond the threshold of the
spiritual world. If we desire — and this is only
natural — to see a continuation of the physical
world in the spiritual world, a duplicate of it; if we
think everything is bound to look the same in the
spiritual world as it does here in the physical world, we
cannot enter that world. It will indeed be necessary to
go through something that feels like a reversal of
everything we have known here in the physical world. Here
in the Physical world we are used to open our eyes, for
example, and see light, to gain the impression of light.
If we expect to be able to open a spiritual eye in the
spiritual world and gain an impression of light, we
cannot enter that world for we will have the wrong
expectations. Something like a mist will be woven which
veils the spiritual senses, hiding the spiritual world
from us the way a sea of mist hides the mountains from
view. It is not possible, for instance, to see objects
illumined by light in the spiritual world. It must be
understood that in the spiritual world we ourselves shine
forth with the light. When light falls on an object in
the physical world the object becomes visible to us. In
the spiritual world we ourselves are inside the ray of
light, touching the object with the light. One therefore
knows one is swimming with the ray of light in the
spiritual world; one knows oneself to be within the
radiant light. This serves to indicate how we can acquire
ideas that can help us get on in the spiritual world. It
is extremely useful, for instance, to visualize the
following: What would it be like if you were inside the
sun now? Not being inside the sun you are seeing objects
when they are illumined by the sun s rays, because they
reflect the light. Imagine now you are inside the sun's
rays and touching the objects with them. This contact is
an experience we have in the spiritual world; in fact,
experience in the spiritual world consists of our knowing
ourselves to be alive within it. We know ourselves to be
alive within the weaving of thoughts. It is just when
this state begins, where we consciously know ourselves to
be within the weaving of the thoughts, that there is an
immediate transition to the state of knowing oneself to
be within the bright radiance of light. For thought
arises from light. Thought weaves in the light. But it
will only be at that point that we experience ourselves
as becoming immersed in light when we are within the
weaving of thoughts.
Mankind is
now at a stage where such concepts have to be acquired.
Otherwise men will find themselves in completely
unfamiliar worlds when they go through the gate of death
and enter the spiritual world. The capital resources men
were given by the gods at the very beginning of earth
evolution have gradually been used up. Men now no longer
take with them through the gate of death the remnants of
past inheritance. They now need to acquire ideas bit by
bit here in the physical world that will enable them to
pass through the gate of death and see the entities that
come to meet them there offering the dangers of
temptation and seduction. It is because of these great
cosmic schemes that spiritual science has to be made
known to man now, that spiritual science must come among
men. And today in particular, in these fateful days, we
can observe transitions really being made. People are
presently going through the gate of death at a young age,
as the great destiny of the age demands. They may be said
to have consciously allowed death to approach them whilst
still young. I am not so much speaking of the moment just
before death occurs, say on the battlefield. In that
situation many elements of enthusiasm and so on may be
present and these make the moment of death far less
elevated or far less a moment of utter concentration than
we are Inclined to think. But when death has occurred it
leaves an ether body that has not yet been used up,
leaves an unspent ether body in our time. The dead
individual can look at this and he will perceive this
Phenomenon, this fact of death, with much greater clarity
than he would see it when death has ensued due to illness
or old age.
Death on
the field of battle is an event of much greater intensity
and has much powerful effects than death occurring in
another way. It therefore has an effect on the soul that
has gone through the gate of death, for it is
instructive. Death is terrible — or at least can be
terrible — to man whilst he is within his body!
However, once he has gone through the gate of death and
looks back to his death, death will be the most wonderful
experience ever possible in the human cosmos. Looking
back to his entry into the spiritual world through death
is the most marvellous, the most glorious, magnificent
and beautiful event on which the dead individual can ever
look back during the time between death and rebirth.
Birth has left little real trace in our physical
awareness, for no one equipped with ordinary, undeveloped
faculties will recall his physical birth. But death is
certainly always there for a soul which has gone through
the gate of death, from the moment consciousness
develops. Death will always be present and present as the
most beautiful, the one who brings resurrection into the
spiritual world.
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And death is the most marvellous kind of teacher, a
teacher truly able to prove to a receptive soul that
there is a spiritual world, because by its very own
nature death destroys the physical and only lets the
spiritual come forth. This resurrection of the spiritual
element, with the physical completely cast aside, is an
event that is always present between death and new birth.
It lends strength, a marvellous, great event, and the
soul gradually grows into understanding of this. It grows
into this in a completely unique way if the event is to
some degree one we have chosen, one might say; not a
death we lave sought, of course, but nevertheless found
of one's own free will by joining the ranks of one's own
free will. This again brings greater clarity to that
moment. Someone who otherwise has not thought much about
death, who has concerned himself little or only to some
extent with the spiritual world, can now find death a
marvellous teacher once he has died, particularly in our
time. This particular war can reveal something of
tremendous significance for the relationship between the
physical and the spiritual world. I have already drawn
attention to this in a number of lectures given in these
difficult times: what we are able to do by teaching
merely by the word is not enough; but in future people
will receive tremendous instructions because so many
deaths have occurred. These deaths have an effect on the
dead, and the dead in turn intervene in the process of
the future civilization of mankind.
I am able
to give you the words of one who has gone through the
gate of death as a young man now in the present time. His
words have come through to me and they really come as a
surprise, one might say, because they show how this dead
individual who is experiencing death with great clarity
as something he went through on the field of battle is
now finding his way into the different kind of experience
one has after death. They show him working his way out of
earthly ideas and into spiritual ideas. Let me
communicate these words to you. They were picked up, if I
may call it this, when one of those who died on the field
of battle tried to let them reach those he left
behind.
Here all is light
And I feel
Power of life.
Death has woken
Me from sleep,
From spirit slumber.
I shall abide,
And power of light
Arising in me
Will become deed.
That, as it
were, is what the dead individual learned by looking on
the death he went through, as if his essential nature was
taking In all it must learn to live after death; and it
also wants to make this known, wants to reveal it.
Here all is light and I feel power
of life.
He feels that he is more alive now
where his comprehension of the spiritual world is
concerned than he was before his death. He experiences
death as one who awakens us, as a teacher:
Death has woken me from sleep,
From spirit slumber.
And he feels that he will be one who
does things in the spiritual world. But he feels the it
is the radiant powers within him that do the doing, he
feels light coming to life within him:
I shall abide,
And power of light
Arising in me
Will become deed.
It really
is possible to see everywhere, and to see rightly, that
anything perceived in the spiritual world will again and
again provide absolute confirmation of the things that
can also become generally known out of the spiritual
world through what is called imaginative perception. And
it is this one so much wants to see come to life through
our spiritual movement: that we do not merely have
knowledge of the spiritual world but that this knowledge
really comes to life in us so strongly that we learn new
ways of feeling with the world, share In the experience
of the world as the ideas of spiritual science come to
life within us. As I have said so often, fundamentally we
are asked to bring inward life into the thoughts of
spiritual science; this is the contribution we are asked
to make to the further development of the world, that the
spiritual thoughts born out of spiritual science may
stream together and soar up into the spiritual world as
powers of Illumination that are given back to the radiant
universe; that the universe may unite with the element
which those who have gone through the gate of death in
these fateful times are making part of the movement of
spiritual culture for mankind. Then the words will come
true which again shall conclude our talk today:
Out of courage shown in
battle,
Out of the blood shed in war,
Out of the grief of those who are left,
Out of the people's deeds of sacrifice
Spirit fruits will come to grow
If souls with knowledge of the spirit
Turn their mind to spirit realms.
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