101. EL, Stuttgart, 2-22-'12
When
one comes into an esoteric stream, it's quite natural to ask
oneself: How do I bring my soul forward, how do I develop it upwards?
Here it's of the greatest importance for us to stand firmly at
an esoteric center from which we look at life and let it be
irradiated from there. We should open ourselves to the streams from
the spiritual world that are in accordance with our time. It has
absolutely no value to flirt with other lines of thought because they
seem to be theosophical — to work with them superficially. This
directly hinders our progress. It would be much better to join a
mostly wrong line of thought if we think that it gives us more, for
then we'll get the corresponding things from it. A true
esoteric must look at life with alert eyes from his firm, immoveable
standpoint, for life will become increasingly complicated. These
complications are created by Luciferic beings who remained behind in
their development at the Mystery of Golgotha, that is, they
didn't accept the consequences of this Mystery. What's
happening now in spiritual worlds is shocking in many respects for
one who can see into them. Lucifer brought it about that we moved
into our physical and etheric bodies and didn't remain floating
above them, and this was actually good for us, for this enabled our
ego to attain cognitional power and memory. To be sure, memory is
also something that holds us back. But in the way we're in our
bodies we would not be able to do without it — mainly we
wouldn't be able to distinguish between reality and illusion.
For instance, if we would think of a man we knew 20 years ago and
would confront this memory picture and greet it, we would have to
call that a hallucination. But we would succumb to this hallucination
if we would look upon a thing that remained behind as something that
was appropriate for our time, and that's something that will
often be the case in the near future. The Luciferic beings who
remained behind at the Mystery of Golgotha have created a kind of a
vanguard for themselves out of people they overpowered after their
last death. These are souls who lived at the time of Tauler and
Eckhart in the 13th century and who belonged to the
Beghard community. They'll try to confuse souls soon by means
of Brahmanism and Buddhism, those old religions. They were the right
thing for their age when they were given to the ancient Indians, and
especially Brahmanism was a much more spiritual religion than
Christianity is now. But that's because Europeans since
medieval times passed by opportunities for rightly developing what
came to them. Then, too, a tidal wave of spiritual culture from
Culture will greatly impress Europeans, for since it goes back to
Atlantis, it's superior to present Christianity. What just
happened in China may be of external political importance, but an
esoteric must regard Kun Hung Ming's book, China's
Defense Against European Ideas, as something that has much
greater spiritual significance. Ku Hung Ming is a bright man. What he
says isn't wrong, and there's a lot in there that should
give an esoteric food for thought. He says that Christian
missionaries came to China to bring their Christianity into an
ancient, high culture. Did they succeed? No. Something else happened
instead. The missionaries brought Chinese culture back to Europe, and
since the French Revolution Europe has been Chinafied much more than
it realizes. This Chinaman knows exactly that his people watches over
mankind's memory and that this fact makes a deep impression on
Europeans. But as we said, memory is Lucifer's gift. Through
him, we descended into our physical body on being driven out of the
paradise of spiritual worlds. We must now revoke Lucifer's
deed, but we shouldn't think that it wasn't
necessary.
But now
we should increasingly look upon this as an instrument only. Of
course if we manage to leave it through meditation and concentration
and see it lying before us, its organs aren't active. The eyes
don't see and the ears don't hear. The body has the value
of a plant, but of a highly developed one. We must get rid of the
habit of speaking of the lower physical and etheric bodies, for they
have a marvelous structure. The physical body is a temple that the
lower Gods made for us, and anything bad or defective about it can
only be ascribed to our own deeds. And when we dwellers in this
temple look at ourselves, we become aware that our spiritual part has
the shape of a dragon or worm. A clairvoyant sees many a man who
thinks that he's living selflessly for his fellow men with
protruding jaws and the receding forehead of a worm as a sign of his
egoism. Our soul still has this worm shape, and so that we
don't always see it the good Gods have placed the Guardian of
the Threshold before it. But now we should set ourselves the task of
bringing a transformed dragon up to the upper Gods. We should be
working on this continually. When an ancient Egyptian walked between
the rows of sphinxes in the temple at his initiation, he told himself
that this temple was a physical copy of the perfect home of a God,
and that he had to attain this divinity in order to live worthily in
the temple of his body.
So when
one leaves the body one's eyes can no longer see. They no
longer see the physical sun or what it illumines. Instead, a man
illumines his environment himself and perceives the spiritual
world's colors and sounds. The capacities of his spiritual part
increase. Of course if one overdoes the leaving, one's physical
eyes can suffer from it. They then see everything surrounded by an
aura, and not clearly. They now have instruments in England with
which they can see auras, but this is harmful for eyes and a healthy
leaving of the body has no need of such practices.
An
ancient Atlantean couldn't see things clearly either. He
didn't have to, because the sun was still veiled by dense fog
banks, and near the end of Atlantis one could see it over the whole
heavens like a huge, colored circle with a pale, veiled center.
In
ancient Egyptian initiations physical means were used to enable
pupils to see the sun through the earth. To see the spiritual sun
today, one is supposed to do spiritual exercises only.
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