The
Human Soul in Life and Death
Berlin, 26.11.1914
In
the first two lectures with which I began this winter series I
attempted to make a connection between the impulses which the
great contemporary events are capable of exciting in us, and
the nature of German spiritual culture as represented by its
great personalities. With these observations I attempted
to show that it is in the nature of this spiritual culture to
become more and more deeply aware of the reality of the
existence of the spiritual and eternal. To-day I will attempt
to give, in a sense, a special chapter on the subject to which
spiritual-scientific thought has brought us so far, in order to
have a basis for the subject of my lecture tomorrow on the
nature of European Folk Souls
[Published in English as
The Soul of the People Considered in the Light of Spiritual
Science.].
In so doing I should like to indicate at least
in several directions suggested by spiritual-science, what this
science has to contribute, from its own point of view, to an
understanding of the happenings around us.
The
problem that I want you to join in considering to-day, of the
human soul in life and death, has always concerned men as one
of the profoundest in life — but it does so now
especially when we see the question as to the nature of life
and death urged so violently and so near us, when countless
people are becoming profoundly convinced of the reality of
existence because of the presence of this question, when we see
that the noblest sons of our nation are confronted with it
— in the shape of facts — every hour of their
lives. In the lectures which I have been permitted to deliver
here during recent years I have often drawn attention to the
fact that we live at a time in which such questions as that of
the nature and fate of the human soul and indeed man's destiny
and other similar questions are coming to be the concern of a
certain scientific line of thought furthered by the development
of that other scientific sphere that has achieved such
consummation in the last two to four centuries: the sphere of
natural science. The work of spiritual-science has often been
outlined here as the addition of all that can be known of the
soul-spiritual to all that has been won scientifically for
humanity; we have also said that there is no cause for surprise
that this spiritual-scientific approach is still rejected
to-day by the great majority of people. After all, the
spiritual-scientific point of view shares this fate with all
new contributions to the development of human thought and
culture, and it shares it with science itself, which started in
just the same relation to its own time, finding opposition
after opposition, and having first to prove — but only
able to prove in the course of centuries — what it was
called upon to contribute to human progress. It is true that
the spiritual approach must stand in a different
relationship from that of natural science, to what we
call knowledge and science. Just so that the spiritual approach
may be called scientific in the best and highest sense, it must
be entered on differently, it must be brought to people in a
different way, from that essential to natural science. Looking
at things from the point of view of natural science we first
turn our eyes outward upon the facts of nature and life, and in
the abundance of the variety that we there meet with, we
distinguish the laws of life. What we experience through the
senses becomes within us an inner psychic experience, becomes
within us thought, conception, idea. But who does not feel that
with this elevation of the outer variety, seen in all its
fullness, into the clarity — but also into the
abstraction — of ideas and natural laws, the human soul
with its inner experiences really becomes removed from what we
might call reality, actuality. We have before us the abundance
of nature; by means of our science we master it, but we feel
how, in fact, ‘thin,’ even ‘empty of reality,’
compared with the external reality, the concepts and ideas are,
which express for us the laws of nature. And so we rise from the
fullness of external reality, that lies spread out for our senses,
to the almost ethereally fine psychic experience that is ours when
we have mastered, in our world of ideas, the laws of nature. In so
doing we place ourselves at a distance from nature and her
abundance; but we desire this distance from her, for we know
that we can only know nature and her laws if we stand at some
distance from her. This is the highest that science aims at the
inner psychic experience in ideas and thoughts.
If
spiritual research is to be science it must proceed in exactly
the opposite way. What is for science the last step in inner
experience of external nature is a preparation —
nothing but a preparation — for the realization
[Erkenntnis]
of the spiritual, of the psychic; and one would be
utterly mistaken in thinking that spiritual science can proceed
exactly like natural science. What natural science aims at as
its supreme attainment is for spiritual science preparation
only: for the life of inner psychic experience, for being
dissolved into the inner source of the soul's strength, which
does not spring from nature. In a word, knowledge and science
can only be a preparation for the final stage: the
contemplation and the perception of the spiritual world.
One might say that the goal of natural science is knowledge and
science; but that spiritual science is a preparation by means
of knowledge and science for what is to touch the soul, and all
that knowledge and science can give us is only in spiritual
science, in the main, an inner psychic opportunity. But what
the soul, what the spirit experiences, does not lead to mere
subjectivity, to something only concerning the individual soul,
but it leads to what is real, and actual, in the sense that
external nature is actual.
I
have often drawn attention to the nature of this preparation
for the contemplation, for real inner experience, of
spiritual reality. To-day I will do so again from a certain
historical point of view.
Only through this preparation can the soul be developed further
and further, and so far, that at last spiritual reality lies
spread around it. We leave nature behind; she is there. We
advance towards the spirit. We must seek spiritual
reality. We cannot set out from it because it is at first not
there; we can only prepare ourselves for the contemplation of
it, but if we prepare ourselves by inner experience for the
contemplation of it, it comes to meet us like a gift of
grace, dawning in the spiritual twilight. We must woo a
sight of it.
The
first thing necessary for experiencing in some degree the human
soul in its reality, is an inner experience — not
only attention or alertness, not mere pondering —
but an inner experience of what we otherwise know only as a
reflection of external reality: of the world of thought: of the
world of feeling — of what we normally feel within us
when we find ourselves face to face with exterior nature, and
what we consider an image of nature, a concept, into which
nature has been moulded. We must experience this strongly and
intensely, and turn our gaze quite away from external reality,
making ourselves blind and deaf to it; we must so experience
this that we let it be intensely present in our soul, that we
let it be the one inner reality. The natural-scientist wants to
extract from the external reality of the senses a law of
nature, in the form of a thought. The spiritual-scientist
surrenders himself in his inner experience to a thought, or
still more to a thought permeated with feeling; at the same
time, withdrawing from external reality his eye and ear, he
allows this inner woof and influence of psychic experience to
rise into prominence, and becomes most intensely aware of it;
he forgets himself and the world and only lives in what his
‘empty but wakeful consciousness’ allows at the moment
to rise out of the depths of psychic experience. Then a strange
thing happens: the thought, to which we surrender ourselves with
infinitely increased awareness for a long period of time,
growing stronger through our inner strength, grows weaker in
content; it grows more and more transparent, more and more and
more ethereal. One might say: the more powerfully the
spiritual-scientist exerts himself, in order to let himself be
present in the thoughts, as in what is called inner
concentration, the more the content of the thought vanishes.
The more effort we make to strengthen and visualize the thought
to which we surrender ourselves, the more certainly this
surrender brings about the gradual extinction of the thought,
that dissolves as though in a mist until it completely vanishes
from consciousness. Another way of putting the principle of
this inner experience is this: the more the thought is
experienced in its keenness by the soul, and the more effort it
acquires through our effort, the more it dies away in the soul.
Equally epigrammatic is the statement: For the thought to reach
the goal of spiritual-investigation it must die in the soul;
and in dying it experiences the fate of the seed that is buried
in the earth, to rot: but from its decay there springs the
energy for a new plant. When the thought dies within us through
the force of our concentration on it, it awakes to a life of
quite a different kind; and this new kind of life is not
discovered until the thought has died through intense inner
concentration. We have to ‘stop thinking,’ in order
to let the psychic plant, that springs from the thought, appear
and bud.
But
what is it that springs from the thought? It is difficult to
express in human speech what it is that springs in this way
from the thought, because, of course, human speech is made for
the outer experiences of the senses, and not yet for the inner
experiences of the soul. So one can give only a certain
suggestion of the inner experiences in question. While the
thought, compounded of energy, dies away, a rising force fills
the soul inwardly, a force of which the soul becomes aware, and
which it recognizes, in its moment of awareness, as
spiritual-psychic power; and knows that it is something
not dependent on the body; something we carry within us,
independently of the nervous system or the brain. But this
realization, not of the thought, but of the energy from the
thought, brings into being — as if by inner necessity
— and as if by a flash of lightning before your
consciousness — the question: Whence came the thought? In
the last analysis it is yourself, the surrender of yourself to
it through intense concentration. You lived in the thought, and
in dissolving and dying, it took you with it. Whence did you
come, and where are you now? Here we must make a comparison.
Just as we have the thoughts that we get from external nature,
just as we know that we ‘have’ them, we become
immediately aware of a state of being in us which enables us
to say to ourselves: The thought, as you have just had it, has
died in the process of thought-concentration in you; but it has
awakened to another life — and has taken you with it. It
is thinking you now, in the world of spirit!
This is a shattering, great, tremendously significant
experience in the life of the spiritual scientist. For we can
only rise into the world of spirit through the sense of its
grasp over us — as the thought, if it were living, would
feel itself held by us. And, in the last resort, the only way
of experiencing ‘immortality’ is the power of appeal,
by virtue of the inner development of our soul, to the invisible,
spiritual Beings, that eternally rule over us — just as
the forces of nature have visible sway around us — and by
the appeal to our connections with these spiritual Beings,
which, in the moment in which the thought vanishes, begin to
absorb it and to think us. Now we begin to know that in
the spiritual world are Beings whose existence is beyond that
of mere nature; just as we human beings think with our
thoughts, these higher genii think our spiritual nature, think
the content of our soul. They hold us, they bear us; and our
immortal nature, standing beyond our mere bodily existence, is
conditioned by our presence within them. With the help of
spiritual science, we say to ourselves: Even if we cannot keep
ourselves in death, if there falls from us what inner
experience we have won from external nature between birth and
death, yet we go through death's door and see, with the help of
the results of spiritual science, that what is independent of
our bodies is really the thinking of higher powers. Contrary to
the expectations of many, what we call the world of
spirit does not lie spread around us like external nature.
External nature stands before us; we stand before it and
contemplate it. When we rise into the world of spirit, it is
different. Here the spiritual world penetrates our own
experience, that we have just transformed; here we do not
‘think’ about the spiritual world, but we must experience
inwardly how we are being thought. Towards the spiritual
world we stand as our thoughts of external reality stand to our
soul. On the whole the most astonishing thing compared with
external reality is the discovery that spiritual reality is
opposite to the experience of the reality of the senses,
in the following way: that our relation to spiritual reality,
when we really experience it, is that of nature to us, in the
reality of the senses; we do not think about the spiritual
powers; we experience their thinking and containing us, when we
have elevated ourselves to them. We become, to put it strictly
scientifically, an ‘object of the spiritual world.’
As we are the ‘subject’ in the external reality of
nature, we become ‘object’ in the spiritual world.
And as the external reality of nature confronts us, we elevate
ourselves to an experience of spiritual reality, in which we
ourselves are the object; for spiritual reality comes to meet
us in the position of subject — or as a plurality of
subjects.
This inner experience is frequently, but always by those who do
not know it or have no desire to go into the matter, made out
to be something ‘subjective,’ a purely personal
opportunity. In a sense, the objection is quite correct. For
what one can learn at the first stage of spiritual investigation
is subjective in character; there is a personal nuance through
all the struggles, all the inner conquests then to be made.
And to these first steps the objection can very justifiably be
made, that the investigator has the task of demarcating the
boundaries of human knowledge, and that he should be aware that
what goes beyond the common boundary drawn for us by external
nature can only be, in fact, subjective knowledge. The
objection is justified, and no one will be so ready to
acknowledge it as the spiritual investigator; but it holds good
only to a certain point, for the reason that in reality all
that can be experienced subjectively, personally, is only
preparation. At the moment in which the preparation is
sufficient, objective spiritual reality comes to meet us like a
grace bestowed on us in the form of power. The preparation, on
the whole, can be different for the most different kinds of
people; but the ultimate goal is the same for all. The
objection is also often raised that the spiritual investigator
usually communicates with a subjective colouring what he has to
impart; that one pronounces this, another that, about the
spiritual world. This is quite true, but only true because many
do not know how to impart what is given by the grace mentioned,
but only impart something still personal, something subjective,
because they have not yet reached the point at which the
spiritual investigator comes upon a spiritual world that lies
as objectively before him as the forms of nature lie
objectively before the human soul. The spiritual investigator
— as I have often said here — is the most qualified
to appreciate the objection to spiritual scientific
research.
When the spiritual investigator, after sufficient preparation,
has reached the world of spirit, he knows that he is
experiencing an invisible, supra-sensuous world. His knowledge
has ceased to be important to him. This knowledge is completely
transformed into experience, into the most direct
participation. And now the spiritual investigator gains what
for him becomes the direct experience of truth. He knows that
he now lives in the world, which he inhabits now the whole
course of the twenty-four hours; he lives now in the state of
spirit, in the psychic life, in which, without being aware of
it, he often used to be in sleep. Through spiritual
investigation we learn to know the nature of sleep, we
recognize that in it the human soul actually is outside its
body, that it has, as it were, the body before it as usually
only the objects of external nature are before us. How do we
come to know this? By actual experience of a condition that is
only otherwise known to us in sleep, but in a completely
opposite way. In sleep, consciousness is suppressed, so that
darkness surrounds us. But now as spiritual investigators
we can contemplate this condition because we experience it
— not unconsciously, however, as in sleep, but
consciously. We know that, in emerging from the body (for we do
emerge from it, consciously) we are inwardly united to the
spiritual world, we are become one with the spiritual world.
And here is the answer to the question: Why is the soul usually
unaware of itself in sleep? Why is it in its detachment
from the body, in a state of indistinctness and obscurity? This
question has its own answer for the spiritual investigator in
the fact that he now can acknowledge what his preparation has
done away with in his inner psychic being, and what exists
there for the soul when asleep. For his preparation brings the
spiritual investigator to a field of battle, an inner field of
battle, and words can hardly describe what he feels with
tremendous intensity, with inner tragedy when he wants to
achieve the power to extinguish his thoughts and make them
blossom again in another sphere. There then comes to the fore
in the human soul, able to tear and wound it fatally, unless it
is duly estimated, an inner opposition, an inner rebellion
against the inner experience. For in the moment of extinction
of the thought we feel that the more we emerge from our own
consciousness into the consciousness of the invisible
spiritual Beings who pervade the invisible world, the stronger
become inner forces violently opposed to this rising out of one
consciousness into another. We are aware of something that
objects. And this inner disruption, this self-rebellion against
our own action, is the tragic inner struggle that has to be
pursued to the end by all genuine spiritual research. There are
no words strong enough to express what has to be endured in
this struggle. For when, conscious of ourselves inwardly, we
feel ourselves as though taken away, when we feel ourselves
lifted up into another sphere, the opposition becomes loud,
which says: You do not want to lose yourself, but you are going
the best way to lose yourself. You are preparing nothing but
your own death; for you are not living in your own nature,
within yourself, but are becoming the thought of some other
nature. You are dying in yourself. And all the tremendous will
we are capable of for inner protest against the deed rises in
opposition to this elevation, expansion.
The
next step then is to master this inner opposition that
originates in the depth of our soul. First, we have to find
what possibility there is of getting out of the state we are
in. When it is found, it is the second step that must follow on
that of thought-concentration, and form as it were the second
great spiritual law for the development of the human soul.
We
ask ourselves what it really is, that is rebelling in us. What
is it, that rises up like a fearful rebel? And just as we start
with the thought, in having it and making it vanish and live
again in another sphere, we must link up with what we have
already. And what is already linked up with us and is ours to
start from is what we call human fate. This human fate comes
upon us in such a way that we experience its inner pulse —
whether for good or ill — as if it came from outside. How
far are we, in our human experience, from taking fate as something
that comes to us, that is, at best, ‘chance?’
But we can begin to take it differently. And in so beginning to
take fate differently we become spiritual investigators.
We can begin by asking what we really are in relation to our
fate. We can look back on our past, the past of our youth or
all the years lived till now, and survey our fate we can look
back with the eye of research on the separate events of
our fate as far as we are able, and we can ask the question:
What would you really be, if this fate with all its chances or
accidents had not befallen you? And if we follow out closely
this question which must now of course be a personal one, we
notice that however the blows of fate may have fallen, whether
bringing good or ill — we are what we now are through all
the hard and kind blows of fate: we are in the end nothing but
the result of this fate of ours. We ask ourselves: What else we
are but the result of this fate. If this or that had not
befallen us it would not have shaken and jolted our soul and we
would not be what we are now. And if we survey our whole fate
like this we find that our present self and its whole
experience depends on our fate, like the sum in an addition
table depends on the separate equations and addenda. As the sum
in an addition is nothing but what flows together through the
separate addenda we are essentially nothing but the sum of all
the gentle and hard blows of fate that we have known, and in
making this reflection we grow into our fate. The first feeling
to which we can then give ourselves, is: thou art one with thy
fate. And whereas formerly we had separated ourselves from our
fate, whereas formerly we had set ourselves up detached, as a
separate Self, the separate Self now flows into the stream of
these events in our fate. But it flows in such a way that it is
no longer a ‘result’ in the stream of the present;
but while we gradually experience this flowing together, fate takes
our Self — what we are — along with it. We look back on
the expiration of the blows of fate and we find, in looking at our
fate, our own activity in it; we grow into the emergence of our
fate. We not only feel ourselves one with our fate, but we grow
gradually so into our fate that we become identical with our
fate and its action. And again, it is one of the most important
great inner experiences that, looking back on a blow of fate,
we do not say: It has fallen on us by chance, but we say: We
were in this fate before it came; through it we have only made
ourselves what we are to-day.
Such a reflection cannot be made only in thoughts, in ideas,
and concepts. Every step in such a reflection becomes full of
inner emotional, living, psychic reality. We experience the
growing identical with fate; our Self is extended over it. And
we recognize this expansion as something quite other than
thought, we recognize it as the other psychic element that is
present in us, as the will, carried by feeling. We feel
the thought becoming concentrated, dying, and evolving as
energy into an unfamiliar world of spirit, which as it were
thinks us; our will, carried by our feeling, grows back into
the expanse of time, and so outgrows itself that it becomes
identical with our fate and becomes more and more powerful. In
feeling ourselves one with our fate we do not experience death
in the thoughts, but an ever-increasing aliveness of the will.
Whereas first the will is concentrated in the single point of
our present from where we let it flow into our actions and
words, it expands as if from the minute point of a germ out
into the stream of time, that gleams backward and has in a
sense moulded us ourselves. Our will — this is the second
law that concerns us here — in surrendering in this way
to fate, in losing itself in fate, becomes inwardly stronger
and stronger, increasing more and more in power. It passes from
the state in which we usually know it into quite another.
The
thought dies, to live again in another existence. Our position
with regard to the will is that at a certain moment it is dead
to our fate; it is dead to the chances of fate. But when we
conduct our will by inward meditation beyond our fate
— so that it sacrifices and surrenders itself more
and more to our fate, so that it recognizes that we ourselves
live in our fate, it increases in power. The thought passes
from its greatest strength to death and to a second flowering
in another sphere; the will passes from its activity of the
moment to colossal vastness as it bears our entire fate. And it
is here that the experience really extends to a province that
is not accessible to external experience. The province is
accessible to external experience only as far as the
experiences in which the consciousness is awake and external
memory begins: in the third or fourth year of a man's life. But
when we are really permeated by our will, so that we no longer
look on our fate as something alien, as something outside us,
we no longer remain — and this inner experience
strengthens with time — with our psychic consciousness in
the midst of our present life. We then look back into far
distances, we look back into states of our soul anterior to
birth — or our conception, we look back on times when our
soul itself lived in the spiritual world, before it made its
appearance in the physical, earthly existence, we look back on
a psychic state in which the soul was creating for itself the
energy necessary to appropriate our body. When we prepare our
will to let us experience the opposite of what we experience
through thought-concentration, we take possession of our own
life, beyond birth and death. If we want to grasp the thought
we have to detach ourselves from external reality, we have to
become blind and deaf to the external reality of the senses, we
have to retire completely within ourselves; then the thought
becomes so transformed that we ourselves become the objects of
the thought of higher consciousnesses. With the will we must
proceed in a contrary way; we must permeate our inwardness with
what is otherwise outside us. With the thought we penetrate
into ourselves; with the will we get out of ourselves, enter
into our fate and find through the course taken by our fate our
way into the spiritual world, where measured in terms of
psychic reality we live in the most comprehensive reality, in
that reality that already took possession of us before we
descended into the physical life.
What I am following out in this way — to all
appearances theoretically — is only the description
of the inner experiences which the spiritual investigator has
to go through to rise to the realization of the spiritual
world, to attain the sight of the spiritual world. For external
nature, nature is first, then comes ‘knowledge’; for
spiritual nature, knowledge — that is, an experience like a
‘knowledge’ — leads the way as a preparation;
the ‘sight’ comes after. And now we see ourselves again
in what actually always lives in us, but that mankind will have to
consider scientifically if the progress of spiritual culture is
to continue; but so that it can enter into consciousness
through the onward march of the forces of progress, we must
first comprehend its processes scientifically. Obviously
— there should be no need to mention this — we do
not ‘make’ the spiritual experience when we comprehend
it in this way spiritually-scientifically; but we become aware
within ourselves of what is always within us. But as in the
knowledge of nature, experience and knowledge spring from sight
or contemplation, in spiritual science the sight or contemplation
of the spiritual world must spring, if human culture is to go
on, from a knowledge of the spiritual processes. And what one
learns is independent of the external, physical body, what as
it were attracts the physical body, while descending from the
spiritual world into the physical one.
But
in everyday life, too, we experience ourselves outside our body
— for reasons that have often been discussed here —
when, by way of change, always in the course of twenty-four
hours, we pass into the state of sleep. And if we consider the
state of sleep we can put the question: Why, in sleep, does
everything that usually enters into the consciousness,
evaporate? Why is there darkness all around? And then we
realize with the help of spiritual science, because of the
moment in which the soul masters itself through the real
preparation of thought-concentration and meditation, how
its energy enters into the body, and we also realize, because
we then comprehend its inner immortal energy, what obscures it
in ordinary sleep, what makes impossible in sleep, when we are
outside the body, the contemplation of the spiritual reality.
If we examine this closely, if we contemplate the spiritual
reality which is otherwise obscured, we notice that there is in
the soul an excess of desire, an overgrowth of cravings, that
it is permeated as though by feelings with the most intense
wish-activity, by a much stronger life of desire than is
present when the soul plunges again into the body and awakens.
What then does the soul desire in sleep? The research of
spiritual science enables us to see this: in sleep the soul
desires intensely to plunge again into the physical body that
it has abandoned. And as the desire to plunge again into the
body is irresistibly strong, this desire, like a shape made by
mist and shadowing clarity, obliterates for the soul what it
would otherwise, as a part of the spiritual world, be aware of:
the consciousness of higher Beings and its own experience of
being contained by higher Beings — and of being contained
by them before birth and death. But because the soul needs the
energy which it can only get from the spiritual world, as the
body needs the energy that can come from the world of atoms, it
must immerse itself continually in the spiritual world; but
because it always desires to plunge into the body its
consciousness of spiritual processes is still obliterated, even
when it is free from the body, in sleep. What man experiences
in his body he will never be able to experience directly
without it. And in this body, he experiences that the small
power he has in his soul for direct contemplation of spiritual
things is overgrown in ordinary life by cravings for the body,
and that this energy in the body, where the soul keeps it,
grows stronger and stronger. The soul learns in the body to
cultivate consciousness, self-consciousness. That is the
essential of this life of the body. The soul experiences this
life in the body, not as if in a prison, not like imprisonment,
but as something indispensable to its whole-experience. For the
soul can only become what it is to be, and this
experience passes from an indistinct one to a clearly conscious
one. But the conscious powers are first excited in the body.
When the soul is, as it were, satisfied, it gives itself up to
the overshadowing consciousness. Consciousness passes like
energy into it. And (this is made especially clear by spiritual
science) when the soul experiences in the body the ‘becoming
conscious,’ it preserves the after-experience of this
consciousness. Something comes into play that is higher than
ordinary memory and yet resembles it. We remember in life by
means of our ordinary memory the experiences we have had; we
can call these up again in the soul. The spiritual scientist
(if he has experienced what I have described) knows what the
soul experiences in the body; this lightning of consciousness
[Clarification: As Dr. Steiner refers to a
spiritual experience as a flash of lightning before the eye of
consciousness, ‘Aufhellung des Bewusstseins’ seems
to admit of ‘lightning’ in translation.],
this energizing with consciousness, this memory of the
self-consciousness, in such a way that the past experiences in
the body are present in his soul as though in a memory. We must
hold fast to this.
The
spiritual investigator lives upwards into a spiritual, higher
world; in so doing he becomes the thought of higher Beings. But
in permeating himself with what spiritual science can give, he
finds what would otherwise be called 'rebellion' transformed
into such an inner experience that he now, reaching up to the
spiritual world, is yet attached to the life of his body as
though by a memory. Now he knows that this life of the body
nevertheless belongs to him. And now this rebellion disappears
by means of the memory that he has won for himself through
expansion of himself over fate. He knows that he is not
exposed to spiritual death in the spiritual world. For however
we may rise into the consciousness of higher Beings we rise in
such a way that the thoughts are indeed comprehended by
the higher Beings, but we remain in the power of inner
experience, we preserve ourselves, we keep ourselves, when we
reach the higher consciousnesses, as the thoughts preserve
themselves in the consciousness of the higher Beings.
What we keep in our memory as recollection is not reality until
we fetch it out of memory. Down there in the obscure
subconscious it is of no immediate interest to us; it has no
reality there. That is why I called a ‘higher’
memory what the spiritual investigator has, that resembles
memory. When we reach up into the consciousnesses of higher
Beings it is as if all our thoughts were independent realities,
and the stream of our experiences is not only there for our memories,
like a stream for us to lift into memory, but it is as if the
experiences swam in it in their own spiritual reality. So we
live upwards, through the experience that I have indicated,
through the memories, into a higher world, but we ourselves are
these memories, comprehending ourselves in our own remembering.
To use only a simile, but one that describes the true state of
the matter, we can say: When the soul develops through
meditation, through thought-concentration, and the effluence of
will into fate, the human soul becomes something for those
Beings who accept it in their consciousness, to hold in the
regions in which it lives after death and before birth. But
just as the thoughts only have a life that is borrowed from us,
we live upwards into the ‘being thought’
[Gedankenschaft]
of the higher consciousnesses
[Bewusstseine],
who, looking back on us look back on beings that have kept their
independence. In comprehending ourselves in our fate we preserve
ourselves in the consciousness of higher Beings.
All
that I am describing in this way is only the ‘knowledge’
of the eternal state of the matter for the soul. For what the
spiritual scientist experiences in this way is nothing but the
knowledge of what the soul experiences when it goes through the
gate of death into the beyond of external reality. But as
external natural occurrences take place without our knowing at
first about them, death passes by us, making of the soul what
it must. But in the course of human culture man must learn what
death makes of the soul; through spiritual science he must win
knowledge of the so-called ‘approach to the riddle of
death.’ That is why people call, with some reason, the goal
of the spiritual investigator in his inner psychic development
‘an exploration as far as death's door.’ Already in
the consideration of ‘sleep’ it is evident that the
pure spiritual life of the human soul is obscured by its craving
for the body. When it passes through the door of death and leaves
the body it is no longer obscured by this craving. In withdrawing
from the body, it is healed of its craving for it, the craving
pushes a way out of the soul, and the soul experiences the society
of the spiritual world. The soul learns how to experience itself
in the spiritual world. But it would not be independent if it
had not gone through death. The soul must go through death
because it is the greatest fact, and its greatest experience.
As we must plunge at birth into the body, we must go out
through the body, out through death, we must ‘die,’
to be able to comprehend the experience of death, of dying, of
ourselves as a Self in the spiritual world. We become
‘memories’ of higher consciousnesses when we strip
ourselves of the consciousness of the present, which we have in
our body; and what our Self gives us after death is different
from the form of our Self between birth and death. Between birth
and death, we are so much in the thick of life that we lose our
Self when consciousness is obscured, and that we obscure what we
experience in sleep. There is simultaneity between us and our
body, but also between us and our self-consciousness. After
death it is different. Our ordinary spatial relationship to our
spatial body in ordinary life between birth and death becomes
after death a relationship to our temporal being. After death
we look back on what we have experienced in the life of the
body and in this looking back, in this survey, in this sense of
bound-up-ness with the being in the body we feel our
self-consciousness, we feel ourselves as a Self. Our
relationship to our Self becomes temporal. In looking to our
spiritual surroundings, we expand and we pass into higher
Beings and enter into their life. We preserve our independence,
our complete self-consciousness after death, in plunging with
our memories into the life of the body that has passed away
— as every day we plunge into spatial life to come to our
self-consciousness.
In
this way the human soul goes through the full experience that
includes death, to which death belongs as something essential;
for the experience of death in the world of the senses belongs
to self-consciousness in the spiritual world. At this point we
can suggest (but only suggest — the subject awaits closer
examination in my lectures to follow this winter) the nature of
the experience of death. Certainly, striding directly through
the gate of death we remain unconscious of what we are
experiencing. But when we enter more and more into the life of
the spiritual world we derive strength from the energies that
come to us from the spiritual world and purify ourselves of
those that, in the form of a craving for the body, obscure our
spiritual consciousness between birth and death; and in this
inner self-clarification out of obscurity there grows up a
backward survey into our own Self and with it grows our insight
into the spiritual world. Experience after death is such that
the memory of the experience of death only gradually appears in
the human soul, as we penetrate after death into the spiritual
world. But then, with each look back towards the life on earth
we feel our self-consciousness blossom out, as
self-consciousness within the world of the senses blossoms out
in an ordinary awakening from sleep.
What I have here followed up can obviously not be proved
externally. So it is very easy for those who do not want to
commit themselves to the true proof of the spiritual world to
make objections. Whoever demands that the spiritual world be
proved exactly as are the facts of external natural science and
its laws, and when that is impossible thinks that all talk
about a spiritual world can only be subjective talk, should
have it pointed out that the spiritual world has no general or
common appeal, offers no experiment, no observation, that
anyone can make. And yet spiritual science is not for that
reason mere subjective talk, but something of universal value
and significance; for psychic methods, psychic procedures,
exist to show everyone who will follow them how to penetrate
into the spiritual world. If therefore someone says: Your
spiritual world is not clear to me; prove it by the methods of
external natural science we must answer: You must get your own
proof by applying to your own soul the methods advocated by
spiritual science as applicable to every human soul.
I
have to-day only discussed in their principal general aspects,
thought, its dying and awakening in another sphere, the
expansion of will over fate, and the individual nature of its
activity at this point, these being the subject of more
detailed examination in my book
Knowledge of Higher Worlds and its Attainment,
which has appeared in a new edition
after considerable revision; and I have also attempted a
different presentation of the subject in my book
The Riddle of Philosophy,
that has now appeared as a second edition of my
Cosmic and Life Conception in the Nineteenth Century,
with a sketch of the Future of an Anthroposophy as the sum total
of the collective spiritual-philosophic development of the West.
Let
me repeat: Spiritual science does not give something that
would not be there without it — as natural science does
not give anything that is not there to start with. But the fact
that man knows something presupposes that the
facts for his knowledge are first there. When the facts,
however, have entered into our consciousness, spiritual
science will give mankind an equipment of psychic energy and
strength that it will need in the future. The soul has
undoubtedly had in the past, too, a consciousness of its
relation to the spiritual world. But mankind continues to
develop. And the discoveries from spiritual scientific
investigation will more and more contribute to the future
needs and satisfaction of the soul in inner energy, in bringing
it to the consciousness of itself, as it will also contribute a
real knowledge of the spiritual world, of the world of soul,
which only research can impart, just as the knowledge of nature
can only be secured by research. Through this
spiritual-scientific research the human soul learns what
expands memory beyond the horizon along which alone it can
otherwise roam. This can only be indicated to-day. When the
will extends itself over fate and man becomes one with fate,
and when the will in man grows to such power that he embraces
the hard and gentle blows of fate and knows that he has made
them himself — memory grows back beyond former
experiences, back into the times that represent earlier human
experience on earth. But I can only indicate what I shall
follow up in later lectures: that intimately connected with the
extension of will to cover fate is the knowledge that man does
not only complete one life on earth, but that this one life is
the sum of earlier lives on earth, that this preparation of the
fate-will has taken place in earlier life on earth. And so our
consciousness experiences that what we now learn through the
will becomes the origin of later life on earth and influences it.
Precisely in the spiritual culture of Central Europe the stages
have always been conspicuous in which prominent leader-spirits
have comprehended in their souls this connection of human
psychic experience with the spiritual world. And to-day, in
saying that the human soul, by thought-concentration, can make
a thought die and awake again in a higher world, I can point to
a spirit to whom I have drawn your attention in earlier
lectures: to Johann Gottlieb Fichte. He did not know ‘spiritual
science.’ But his position within the spiritual life of German
Central Europe enabled him, by discovering the nature of his
position in it, to perceive, as though from an elementary,
impulsive consciousness, the certainty of the participation of
the human soul in the eternal world. In many places in his
works Fichte has declared what rang from him, and what he felt,
about the participation of the human soul in the world of a
higher consciousness; but we can perhaps find no place in which
he more passionately expresses the connection between the human
soul and the eternal life than in his exhortation to the
public, in which he defends himself against the false
accusation of atheism. Here he says — addressing external
nature, which he looks upon as existing and passing away in
space, as ‘thou,’ and his Ego, which comes to a knowledge
of himself, as ‘I’ — these words:
“Thou art mutable, not I. All thy transmutations are only
a drama for me to look on, and I shall always hover, safe and
unhurt, over the broken fragments of thy forms. It surprises me
not that the forces which are to destroy the inner sphere of my
activity which I call my body are already now active. This body
belongs to Thee and is transitory as everything that belongs to
Thee. But this body is not I, myself. I shall myself hover over
its broken fragments, and its dissolution will be a sight for
me to see. It cannot surprise me that the forces are already
active which will destroy my outer sphere — which has
only now begun to come into being — which will destroy
all of you, you shining suns, and the thousand times thousand
stellar bodies that roll round you. Through your birth you are
dedicated to death. But when the youngest of the millions of
suns … that shine overhead has long sent out its last ray
of light, I still stand safe and unchanged, the same man as I
am now. And when out of your fragments, as many solar systems
should arise as all of you, you gleaming suns overhead, and the
youngest has sent out its last ray of light long ago, I shall
still stand, safe and unchanged, the same man as I am to-day.”
[Footnote by Editor: The reference is to
Atheismusstreit in the year 1798/9. Fichte was the
editor of Philosophischen Journal, in which an
essay appeared to the effect that religion was only Kantian
morality. Fichte wrote in the same number that he
disagreed, yet the Governor of Saxony confiscated and
suppressed the Philosophischen Journal. In 1799
Fichte published his: Appellation an das Publicum
wegen der Anklage des Atheismus (pp. 193-238 in Vol. 5 of
his Sämmtliche Werke, Berlin, 1845-46). Fichte's
Gerichtliche Verantwortungschrift gegen die Anklage des
Atheismus (pp. 193-238) was his defence against the same
Government, which demanded he should be punished and dismissed
from the University of Jena. He was dismissed on 29th March
1799, by the Grand Duke of Weimar, even Goethe himself voting
for it! Fichte was also expelled from the Grand Duchy.]
These convictions are not accepted merely theoretically;
these convictions are experienced. And I wanted you to feel and
sense in the last of my lectures here, that precisely the
spiritual life of Central Europe, the spiritual life of
Germany, contains the best, most beautiful, most energetic
seeds for this experience. That is why, too, from this
spiritual life the consciousness can flow of its
significance in the world, and why now, when in the external
experience of Central Europe even this spiritual life is
confronted with the question “To be, or not to be,”
it can know its mission from the direct knowledge of its own
nature, and know it must live and may not succumb, because it
is indispensable for the formation of the bond between the
human soul and the eternal powers. Especially there flows from
this spiritual life the consciousness that sees intensely as we
look at all the ‘heroic natures’ — we can well call them
that — who stand between life and death in the midst of
the stream of contemporary events. We are looking at the great
riddle-question, the great fate-question, that our time faces
us within the form in which events to-day put it —
at the question of life and death. And when from the point of
view of spiritual science, we look on what lives in the human
body, lives in such a way that it can know itself contained in
the consciousness of higher Beings, and believe itself
preserved as an independent memory when this body is destroyed
— what lives in it must come before our soul's eye now
when we see so many bodies fall in the sacrifice, the great
sacrifice, of our time.
So
we ask ourselves: Considering the events of our time precisely
from the point of view of spiritual science, will the events of
the soul be equally urgently real to the man, usually the young
man, summoned by death because of the events of the time? We
look up to the man called by death in the sacrificial service
of our time; we see, like a mass of energies, what we
comprehend spiritually-scientifically as something spiritual,
and we know that the life-threads are torn away from what lives
in the body, torn away in the flower of youth, at a time when
the psychic and spiritual energies could experience much more.
But if we have understood these psychic energies through
spiritual science we know that they go on living, that they
pass over into a spiritual world, into a new relationship on
abandoning the old. And if we remember how we ourselves become
memories and thoughts in higher consciousnesses, just this
tragic death in these times
[Zeitentod]
of so many before
our eyes to-day, will appear in a higher light. In such a light
that we see the energies taken from the body before our eyes
penetrate upwards into higher consciousnesses — and we
see these higher consciousnesses looking down on the physical
life on earth. With their reinforced energies they have
absorbed all that man has sacrificed to them. And because it is
these higher consciousnesses that offer us the spiritual
nourishment, the energies for the fertilization of our
soul, the forces of preservation and life, as the physical
energies offer us physical nourishment, we can look up to those
who through contemporary events are passing with the
death-sacrifice into spiritual worlds, as to something that in
the future will look down strengthening and vitalizing all that
passes on the physical plane of earth. There is now a real,
actual sense in the words: “Sacrifice on the battlefield
receives a meaning in terms of the total development of
mankind.” And we can now explain what is meant by that
statement when we know that, as we stand as physical men in
relation to nature, and she nourishes us, so we offer ourselves
as nourishment to the spirits and gods; but they themselves
give us what we need to nourish and strengthen our soul. And
when young energies, dying on the battlefield or expiring as a
consequence of their wounds, leave the body, these young
energies are vitalizing energies for the future evolution of
the human race.
It
touches us, therefore, very closely that the hero sacrificing
himself on the battlefield should be filled with the
consciousness that he is not merely dying but coming to life in
his death and living on for the salvation and the vital future
of mankind — and will live differently from if he
had died another kind of death. We see the sense in this
death-sacrifice when we recognize that the seed is being sown
for the future flowering of mankind and when we know that the
soldier may be deeply conscious that he is living to-day his
death, experiencing to-day his fate of being wounded, but
preserving the energies intact trough which he will live at one
eternally with that for which he is dying.
Extracted from all sentimentality, and set down in reality is
that which might otherwise be taken as symbolic or
metaphorical. Thus, a spiritual meditation such as ours to-day
about the life of the human soul in outward existence, and also
in the supersensible existence, creates, as I believe,
right impulses in a right sense towards what we live through
to-day as “the fate of the hour.” And when on the
occurrence of an important spiritual event, a poet, Robert
Prutz
[Footnote by Editor: Robert Prutz, 1816-72, poet,
dramatist, journalist, idealist, novelist. He was sentenced to
three months' imprisonment for his poems: Mai 1866 against the
Austrian War. The event referred to in the last sentence may be
the revolution of 1848, or the war of 1870.],
says beautiful words about the ideal deeds of his people, we may
give a yet deeper sense to his words, from the point of view of
spiritual science, as regards the events of the time.
Looking on what the soul of man lives through in life and in
death, we may ask: What is the meaning of the deaths, the
sufferings, which our time demands from us? We can then to-day,
still deepen the sense of Robert Prutz's words, say to everyone
who feels and lives through what our time demands, the words
that he used on the occasion of an event of less importance in
world history:
Es gilt dem kommenden Geschlechte,
Es gilt dem künftigen Morgenrot,
Der Freiheit gilt es und dem Rechte,
Es gilt dem Leben und dem Tod.
Now for the age that followeth,
Now for the dawn that is to be,
Now for the right and liberty,
Now for our life and for our death.
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