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The study of
problems connected with karma is by no means easy and discussion of
anything that has to do with this subject entails — or ought at
any rate to entail — a sense of deep responsibility. Such study
is in truth a matter of penetrating into the most profound
relationships of existence, for within the sphere of karma, and the
course it takes, lie those processes which are the basis of the other
phenomena of world-existence, even of the phenomena of nature.
Without insight into the course which karma takes in the world and in
the evolution of humanity it is quite impossible to understand why
external nature is displayed before us in the form in which we behold
it.
We have been
studying examples of how karma may take its course. These examples
were carefully chosen by me in order that now, when we shall try to
make the transition to the study of individual karma, we can link on
to them. To begin with I will give a general introduction, because
friends are present to-day who have not attended the lectures on
karma given during the last few weeks and months.
It is very
essential to realise the importance and seriousness of everything
connected with our Christmas Foundation Meeting. We must be deeply
conscious of the fact that this Christmas Meeting constituted an
entirely new foundation of the Anthroposophical Society. And there
must be no returning to old customs, to old habits of thought in
relation to the fundamental changes that have come about in the
method of handling the truths of Anthroposophy. The contents of the
lectures given here since Christmas should not really be passed on to
any audience otherwise than by reading an exact transcript of what
has been said here. A free exposition of this particular subject
matter is not possible at the present stage. If such a course were
proposed I should have to take exception to it. These difficult and
weighty matters entail grave consideration of every word and every
sentence spoken here, in order that the limits within which
the statements are made shall be absolutely clear. If anyone proposes
to communicate the subject-matter to an audience in some different
way, he must first get in touch with me and enquire whether this
would be possible. For in future a united spirit must prevail through
the whole Anthroposophical Movement. Otherwise we shall fall into the
same mistakes that were made by a number of members who thought it
their duty to elaborate anthroposophical truths in terms of modern
science, and we have experienced to the full how much harm was done
to the Movement by what was then “achieved” — I say
the word with inverted commas!
These conditions
do not, of course, apply to entirely private communications; but even
in such cases the person who makes them must be fully alive to his
responsibility. For the moment things are spoken of in the way we are
speaking of them here, there begins, in the fullest meaning of the
words, a sense of responsibility in regard to communications from
the spiritual world. It is difficult to speak of such matters
here in view of the limitations of our present organisation which do
not, however, admit of any other arrangement. It is difficult to
speak about these matters because such lectures ought really to be
given only to listeners who attend the series from beginning to end.
Understanding will inevitably be difficult for anyone who comes in
later. If, however, friends are fully conscious that such
difficulties exist, a certain balance can be established. Provided
this consciousness is present, then all will be well. But it is not
always there ... Nor will it ever be possible to think in the right
way about these matters — which are among the most delicate in
our Movement — if, as is still the case even since the
Christmas Foundation, the same habits persist — jealousies,
mutual rancour and the like. A certain attitude of mind, a certain
earnestness are absolutely essential for anthroposophical
development.
Before I assumed
the office of President I spoke of such matters as a teacher. But now
I must speak of them in such a way that they actually represent what
proceeds from the Executive at the Goetheanum and must come to life
within the Anthroposophical Society. I think that the meaning of what
I have said will be understood. I have spoken as I have in order that
the necessary earnestness may prevail in regard to lectures of the
kind now being given.
Karma is something
that is in direct operation through the whole course of man's
life but lies concealed in the unconscious and subconscious regions
of the human soul, behind the outer experiences.
Now a biography
should evoke experiences of a very definite kind in the reader if he
follows the narrative with genuine, warm-hearted interest. If I were
to describe what the reading of a biography can awaken in us, it is
this. — Whoever reads a biography with alert attention will
find description after description of events and phenomena which are
not really in keeping with an uninterrupted flow of narrative. When
reading a biography we have before us a picture of the life of a man.
But truth to tell it is not only the facts experienced in his waking
consciousness that play into his life. Time takes its course thus.
— First day, then night; second day, then night; third day,
then again night, and so on. But in ordinary consciousness we are
aware only of what has happened during the days — unless we
write an anthroposophical biography which, in the circumstances of
present-day civilisation, is an utter impossibility. Biographies give
an account of what has happened during the days, during the hours of
waking consciousness of the one whose biography is being
written.
But that which
actually shapes life, gives it form and implants into it the impulses
that are connected with destiny — this is not visible in the
events of the days but comes into operation between the days, in the
spiritual world, when man himself is in the spiritual world from the
time of falling asleep to that of waking. These impulses are at work
in life but are not indicated in biographical narratives. To what,
then, does a biography amount? In regard to the life of a man it is
as if we were to hang Raphael's Sistine Madonna on a wall and
paste strips of white paper over certain places so that only portions
of the surface remain visible. Anyone looking at the picture would be
bound to feel that there must be something more to be seen if it is
to be a complete whole.
Everybody who
reads a biography dispassionately ought in truth to feel this. In
view of the conditions of culture to-day it can be indicated only by
means of style, but that should be done. The whole style and
manner of writing should indicate that impulses are flowing all the
time into the life of a man from impersonal levels of the life of
soul and spirit. If that is achieved we shall gradually come to feel
that in a biography, karma itself is speaking. It would of course be
pure abstraction to narrate some scene in a man's life and then
add: This comes from a previous earthly life; at that time it took
such and such a form and now it takes this. Such a way of speaking
would be sheer abstraction, although a great many people would
probably find it highly sensational! Actually, however, it would
contain no higher spirituality than is to be found in the
conventional biographies written in our time, for everything that is
produced in this domain to-day is so much
philistinism.
Now it is possible
to cultivate the attitude of soul that is needed here by learning,
shall I say, to love the diaries or daily notes written by
individuals. If such diaries are not read (or written), thoughtlessly
... some diaries, of course, are very humdrum and prosaic, but even
so, as he follows the transitions from one day to another, a man who
is not a philistine will be aware of feelings and perceptions which
lead on to an apprehension of karma, of the connections of
destiny.
I have known
people — and their number is by no means small — who out
of blissful ignorance thought themselves capable of writing a
biography of Goethe. But the fact is that the more deeply one looks
into the connections of existence, into the karmic connections of
existence, the more do the difficulties increase.
Try to recall what
I have been telling you here recently, and especially the lecture in
which I urged you expressly to understand me with your hearts rather
than with your intellects, and when I should speak again, to receive
that too with your hearts. Remember the emphasis I laid upon this.
For the fact of the matter is that an intellectual approach cannot
lead to a real apprehension of karma. Anyone who is not inwardly
shaken by many of the karmic connections disclosed here shows that
any real perception of karma is beyond him and that he is incapable
of pressing on to the perception of individual karmic connections.
But let us try now
to find the transition from the studies hitherto pursued, to what can
lead us to say of some happening in the life of a man that this is
karma, in a definite form of manifestation.
When I recall all
that I experienced in relation to Goethe during the seven years I was
working in the Goethe and Schiller Archives in Weimar — in
narrating the story of my life I am having to review it all in
thought — I say to myself in reference to karma that one of the
most difficult problems in any presentation of the subject is to
describe the experiences through which Goethe passed between the
years 1782 and 1800. To write this chapter in a biography of Goethe
is one of the most difficult of all tasks.
Now we must learn
to perceive, even if it has to be with higher, occult vision, how and
where karma is working in the life of a man.
Between the moment
of falling asleep and that of waking, man lives in his astral body
and his ego, outside his physical and etheric bodies. With his ego
and astral body he lives within the spiritual world. Again, it is one
of the most difficult of all investigations that can be undertaken in
spiritual science to make an accurate survey of what happens between
falling asleep and waking. I shall describe it in outline
to-day.
If you review all
that has been brought before you in Anthroposophy, you will feel that
it gives the impression of being comprehensible; but the discovery of
it is a matter of extraordinary difficulty in anthroposophical
investigation.
If I were to draw
a kind of sketch of the human being, this outline or boundary-line
indicates his physical body. In this physical body is the etheric
body, within that the astral body, and within that again, the ego,
the ‘I’.
Now think of man
as he falls asleep. The physical and etheric bodies lie in the bed.
What happens to the astral body and the ego? The astral body and the
ego go out through the head and, in
reality, through the whole senses-system, that is to say, they pass
out through the whole body but mainly through the head, and are then
outside. Thus, leaving aside the ego, we can say: At the moment of
falling asleep the astral body leaves the human being through the
head. Actually, the astral body leaves him through everything that is
a sense organ, but because the sense organs are concentrated chiefly
in the head, the main part of the astral body goes out through the
head. But as the sense of warmth, for example, is distributed over
the whole body, and the sense of pressure too, weaker radiations also
take place, in every direction. The whole process, however, gives the
impression that at the moment of falling asleep the astral body
passes out through the head.
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The ego, which
— speaking in terms of space — is rather more extensive
than the astral body and not entirely enclosed within it, also passes
out. — Such is man as he falls asleep.
Now let us turn to
man as he wakes. When we observe him at the time of waking we find
that the astral body approaches through the limbs, actually through
the tips of the fingers and toes first, and then gradually spreads
through the limbs. Thus at the moment of waking the astral body comes
in from the opposite side. So too, the ego, only now the ego does not
envelop the astral body but on returning is enclosed by the astral
body.
We wake from sleep
and as we do so the astral body and the ego stream into us through
the tips of the fingers and toes. In order to fill the human being
entirely, as far as his head, they really need the whole day; and
when they have reached the head the moment has come for them to go
out again. You will realise from this that the ego and astral body
are in constant, perpetual flow.
At this point you
may raise the question: Yes, but if that is so, half an hour after
waking from sleep we have in us only a small part of our astral body
(and here I include the ego as well) as far as the wrists above and
as far as the ankles below. And that is actually so. — If
somebody wakes at 7 o'clock — I will assume him to be a
person of decorum and stays awake, then at 7.30 his astral body will
have reached about as far as his ankles and possibly his wrists. And
so it goes on, slowly, until the evening.
You may say: But
how is it, then, that we wake up as a whole man? We certainly feel
that we wake as a whole man, all at once ... yet properly speaking,
only our fingers and toes were awake at 7.15, and at mid-day most
people are within the astral body only as if they are sitting in a
hip bath. This is really so.
The question that
arises here must be answered by pointing to the fact that in the
spiritual realm other laws prevail than in the physical world. In the
physical world a body is exactly where it is — nowhere else. In
the spiritual world it is not so. In the spiritual world our astral
body works through the whole space taken up by the body, even when it
has actually occupied only the fingers and toes. That is the strange
fact. Even when the astral body is only approaching it can already be
felt throughout the body. But its reality, its substantiality spreads
out only slowly.
Understanding of
this phenomenon is of the greatest importance, above all in enabling
a true judgment to be formed of the human organisation in health and
disease. For think of it: throughout the hours of sleep, in what lies
in the bed and is not man in the full sense but only the physical and
etheric bodies, a kind of plant-mineral activity is going on, albeit
within a human organisation. And this activity can be either normal
or abnormal, healthy or unhealthy.
It is precisely in
the morning hours, when the astral body begins to rise upwards from
the limbs, that the unhealthy phenomena become manifest to a special
faculty of perception. Therefore in forming a judgment of illnesses
it is of the utmost importance to know what feelings the patient has
when he wakes from sleep, when his astral body is forcing upwards
what is unhealthy within him.
And now let us
proceed. — On falling asleep, our ego and astral body pass out
of our physical and etheric bodies into the spiritual world. The
after-effects of what we have experienced during the day still
remain. But thoughts do not remain in the form in which we harboured
them, neither do they remain in the form of words. Nothing of this
remains. Remnants, vestiges, still adhere to the astral body when it
passes out, but no more than that.
Immediately the
astral body has passed out of the human being, karma begins to take
shape, although at first in the form of pictures only. Karma begins
to take shape. What we have done through the day, whether good or
bad, viewing it to begin with in accordance with customary ideas
— directly we fall asleep, all this begins immediately to be
translated, integrated, into the stream of karmic development.
This process
continues for a time after we fall asleep and overshadows everything
else that happens to us during sleep. As sleep continues, however, a
man begins to dive down into the experiences undergone in his
preceding earthly life (see arrows in diagram), then into those of
the life before that, and so on, backwards. And when the time of
awakening comes he has reached and passed his first, most distant
earthly life as an individual. Then he reaches the state of being
when he was not yet separate from the cosmos, a state of existence in
reference to which one cannot speak of an earthly life as an
individual. Only when he has reached thus far can he return again
into his physical and etheric organisation.
Still another
question arises here, moreover a very important one. — What
happens when we have a very short sleep — for example an
afternoon nap? Or indeed when we have a brief forty winks during a
lecture, but really do go to sleep; the whole thing may last only two
or three minutes, perhaps only a minute or half a minute. What
happens then? If the sleep were real, we were in the spiritual world
during that half minute.
The truth is, my
dear friends, that for this short nap even during a lecture, the same
holds good as for the all-night sleep of a lie-a-bed — I mean,
of course, a human lie-a-bed! As a matter of fact, whenever a man
falls asleep, even for a brief moment, the whole sleep is a unity and
the astral body is an unconscious prophet; it surveys the whole sleep
up to the point of waking ... in perspective, of course. What is
remote may lack clarity, as when a short-sighted person looks down an
avenue and does not see the trees at the farther end of it. In the
same way the astral body may be short-sighted, figuratively speaking,
in the subconscious. Its perception does not reach the point where
the individual earth-lives begin. But broadly speaking, the fact is
that even during the briefest sleep we rush with tremendous,
lightning-like rapidity through all our earthly lives. This is a
matter of extraordinary significance. Naturally it is all very hazy;
but if somebody falls asleep during a lecture, then the lecturer or
those who share his power of observation have it in front of them.
Think of it: the whole of earth-evolution, together with what the
sleeper has experienced in previous earthly lives! When somebody
falls asleep during a lecture everything lacks clarity because it
happens with such terrific rapidity; one thing merges quickly into
another, but it is there, nevertheless. From this you will understand
that karma is perpetually present, inscribed as it were in the
World-Chronicle. And every time a man falls asleep he has opportunity
to approach his karma. This is one of the great secrets of
existence.
One who can survey
these things from the vantage-point of Initiation Science, with
unimpeded vision, looks with deep reverence, a reverence of
knowledge, upon what can live in a human memory, upon the
memory-thoughts that can arise in the human soul. These
memories tell only of the earth-life now being undergone, yet within
them lives a human ego. And did these memories not exist
— I have spoken of this previously — then the human ego
would not be fully present. Deep down within us there is something
that can ever and again evoke these memories.
But inasmuch as we
are in communication with the external world through our senses and
our mind, we form ideas of this external world, ideas that give us
pictures of what is outside.
Drawing this
diagrammatically, we say: here (a) man looks out into the world.
Pictures arise in his thoughts, representing to him what he perceives
in the external world. Here (b) man lives within his body. Thoughts
well up, containing their own store of memories. Of our store of
memories we say that it presents, as faithfully as our organisation
of spirit-soul-body allows, what we have experienced in this present
life on earth.
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But now let us
think about what lies on the other side, outside man. We do not as a
rule reflect upon the fact that what we see there is but a section of
earth-existence, in the first place, the surrounding earth and sky.
If a man is born in Danzig, his eyes and other senses perceive
different processes and phenomena from those of one born in Hamburg
or in Constantinople. We can say: The world presents
‘sections’ of itself in infinite variety; for no two
human beings are these sections identical, even though the two may
have been born at the same place and die at the same place, living
their lives in close proximity. The section of the world presented to
the one is completely different from that presented to the
other.
Let us be quite
clear what this means. The world presents to us a certain part of
itself and this we see. The rest we never see. It is extremely
important to reflect upon how the world presents to a human being a
sum-total of impressions upon which the experiences of his life
depend. This will mean very little to a shadowy thinker, but one who
thinks deeply will not put it lightly aside. As he ponders it all he
will say: ‘This fact is so puzzling that I am at a loss how to
put it into words. — The cosmos, the world, presents to each
human being only a portion of itself, a more or less coherent
portion; therefore in this sense the cosmos particularises human
beings. How am I to put this into words? In speaking of it as
abstractly as this I am merely stating a bare fact which does not
really amount to anything. I must be able to express the facts
clearly, to formulate them. How am I to do
so?’
Now we shall
arrive at a way of formulating these facts if we again consider
memory. What is it that wells up from the depths when we recall
something in memory? What is it that rises up? It is what our own
human being has experienced. Our real human being is somewhere deep
down where we cannot take hold of it. It streams up in our
memory-thoughts, streams up into our consciousness from our inmost
being. What is it that streams into us from outside? Man himself is
still so minute when all this is welling up from within him and
everything in the cosmos out yonder is so vast, of such immensity!
But these ‘sections’ of the cosmos are always entering
into man. And the fact of the matter is that here too, thoughts
arise.
We know that our
memory-thoughts derive from what we have actually experienced. But
thoughts also come into us from outside, just as memory-thoughts come
from below. Here below (see diagram) is our own human being; and
here, outside, is the whole world of the
Hierarchies.
An impression of
greatness and majesty comes to us when with Initiation-Science we
begin to realise that these ‘sections’ of cosmic
intelligence are outspread around us and that behind all this that
makes an impression upon us from outside live the Hierarchies, as
truly as our own individual being lives behind the memories that well
up from within.
It all depends
upon the vividness of some experience whether or no we can call it
forth again in memory, whether or no there is any reason why one
thought rises up from our store of memories, and another, or all the
others, lie dormant. And it is the same here. Those who learn to know
the true facts realise that at one time a Being from the Hierarchy of
the Angeloi is appearing, at another, a Being from the Hierarchy of
the Exusiai, and so forth.
Thus we arrive at
the following formula. — During our earthly existence we
behold that which it pleases the Spirit-Beings to reveal to us.
Inasmuch as a
particular portion of the world is revealed to us during our life on
earth, we learn to recognise that it is just this portion of the
infinite range of possibilities contained in the cosmos that certain
Beings of the Hierarchies have selected in order to disclose it to us
from our birth until our death. One human being has this portion
revealed to him, another that. Exactly what is revealed to individual
men lies in the sphere of the deliberations of the
Hierarchies.
The Hierarchies
remember, just as man remembers. What is it that provides the basis
for the memory of the Hierarchies? They look back upon our past
earthly lives — that is what gives them the basis for their
memory. And according to what they behold in these past lives they
bring the appropriate section of the cosmos before our soul. In what
we see of the world — even in that lies karma, karma as
apportioned by the world of the Hierarchies.
Within:
remembrance of the present brief life in our human memory. Out
yonder: memory of the Hierarchies of all that men have ever done.
Memory-thoughts rise up from within; memory-thoughts from the world
of the Hierarchies enter in the form of what a man beholds of the
cosmos ... and human karma takes shape. This thought is startling in
its clarity, for it teaches us that the whole cosmos, working in the
service of the Hierarchies, is related to man. Viewed in this aspect,
to what end is the cosmos there? In order that the gods may have the
means whereby to bring to man the primary form of his karma. Why are
there stars, why clouds, why sun and moon? Why are there animals on
the earth, why plants, stones, rivers, streams, why rocks and
mountains, and all that is in the cosmos around us? It is there as a
reservoir upon which the gods may draw in order to bring to our
vision the primary form of our karma, according to the deeds we have
wrought.
Thus are we placed
into the world and thus can we relate ourselves to the secrets of our
existence.
And so we shall be
able to consider the various forms of karma. In the first place it is
karma in its cosmic aspect that is being brought before us, but it
will come to be more and more individual. We shall discover how karma
works in its inmost depths.
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