EL, Muenchen, 11-8-'08
Esoteric and exoteric lectures don't have to be very different as far
as content goes, but one should keep in mind that the masters of
wisdom and of the harmony of feelings speak to us in an esoteric
class. The important thing is in how an esoteric class is given and
that we should let its effects live in our soul. Classes are given to
us so that in life we like to think back to them and let them form a
central core in our soul. They're complements to the exercises that an
esoteric has to do.
We know that these exercises bring about colossal changes in the
astral body that had previously been disordered and unstructured,
although it was a harmonious whole, so that islands and pockets are
created through which we begin to form organs. These astral organs are
the canals through which the masters let communications from higher
worlds flow into evolution to promote it. We intervene in the Gods'
world order through this independent formation of astral organs, we
challenge it by using forces that it had previously used for other
things, and namely to protect the astral body from the effects of
negative qualities.
An esoteric must try to be objective about his neighbor's qualities
and be able to notice and tolerate their negative qualities without
judging them. For instance, he should say: I see that this man is vain
and ambitions, but at the present stage of his development these
qualities are just as necessary as other, positive ones. We can
compare things with a tree here. Even though the bark is the dying
part of a tree-organism, it is necessary to protect the interior in
which vital juices and forces circulate. Some of the forces must be
used for bark formation, but not all, otherwise the tree would
lignify, wither and die. But nature sees to it that the tree's inner
life forces counteract this and regulate the process. That's the way
things are with respect to a man's negative qualities such as ambition
and vanity and their effect on the astral body, that make it look as
if it had light rays in the form of needles coming out of it that
become fainter and further out.
The divine world order sees to it that these needles don't go deeper
into an ordinary person's astral body by sending forces out from
within to the astral body's skin, like a tree towards its bark, and
thereby makes these needles into an outer protective wall. Although an
esoteric must be objective and lenient about these qualities in other
men, he must be strict with himself and get rid of ambition and
vanity. For he uses his protective forces for other things, so that
his astral body wouldn't be able to prevent the needles from
permeating it and eventually sickening the physical body.
Another negative quality that lazy people often have is envy. It
arises in the soul because one compares one's achievements with those
of other people and painfully feels their superiority This makes the
astral body's substance cloudy and opaque. Divine forces counteract
this in an ordinary person. Anger is another negative quality. It
becomes manifest in the astral body as condensations with thorns.
Since an esoteric no longer has the protective forces that other
people have, he must develop others. Some people say that one should
combat vanity, envy, etc. by fighting them directly. This would
definitely not be the right thing for an esoteric. Fighting ambition
and vanity would get him too involved with himself, and that would
just worsen these errors. Instead, he should think about man's
seven-fold nature and his various bodies intensively. If one does this
every time that one especially feels these qualities, one will notice
that they eventually disappear The cure for envy is to meditate on
beauty in art and nature in some particular form that shouldn't have
any thing to do with the envied person. If we occupy ourselves with
something beautiful whenever we feel envy, it will gradually
disappear. Some people get angry at city noise, but the really harmful
thing there is the demons that the noise keeps in check. One must be
able to live in noise without getting angry. An esoteric attains this
by meditating intensively on the four sentences in Light of the
Path or on other verses that were given to us. Then one will see
that the noise and anger gradually disappear. Anger also has a very
bad effect on an esoteric's physical body. When we transform our
errors in this meditative way, we build a temple in us into which we
can withdraw from noise, in which we gather forces, from which we can
get strength, calm and enthusiasm. Thereby we'll feel ever more
intensely that we're a big family gathered round the shining central
point of the masters of wisdom and of the harmony of feelings from
which light and life flow down to us. Our goal will then float before
us ever more as a shining star that nothing can darken anymore.
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