CHAPTER I
ATIENCE, or the ability to wait, is the inexorable demand in all departments
of life. Failures are inevitable, and we must not grieve over them. Nature
is not concerned over her countless failures, for the beings behind
Nature know that the higher spiritual law is bound to bring to pass
the things which have been determined. Even so must students of
Anthroposophy learn to wait in faith for events which are to mature
in the womb of time. And the central point of this faith, its firm
foundation, is the symbol of the Cross — as elucidated by a
comprehension of the Christ principle. If we have come to know the
reality of the Christ principle, we understand that this Christ
principle is a force, a living force, and that it has been connected
with human life on earth since the time that in the body of Jesus of
Nazareth it united itself with one special human being. Since that
time it has been with us, working among us, and we may become
participators of its working if we endeavour to apply all means at
our disposal to its understanding, in such a way that we make it the
very life of our own souls.
When,
however, we understand the Christ principle in this way, and know it
to be in humanity, here on earth, and are able to come to it and draw
water of life from the source, we then have the kind of belief which
knows how to wait, not alone for everything which has to mature in
the womb of time, but also for that which surely and certainly will
mature for us human beings, if we but have patience. When within this
transitory existence we grasp the Christ principle, there will mature
for us — in the womb of the transitory — the
intransitory, the eternal, the immortal. Out of the womb of time
there is born for us human beings that which is beyond time. If we
stand on this firm support, we base upon it, not a blind belief, but
a belief permeated by wisdom, truth and knowledge, and we may say:
What must, will come; and nothing prevents us from throwing our best
energies into what we believe to be inevitable. Belief is the real
fruit of the cross; it is that, which always calls out to us: ‘Look
at your failures, which seem to imply the death of your creative
work; then look from your failures to the cross, and remember that on
the cross hung the source of boundless eternal life, which defeats
death not only for itself but for all mankind.’ From belief
spring courage and perseverance. But courage, perseverance and belief
alone are not sufficient; another necessary factor will have to be
established more and more the further we progress towards the future,
and must form an increasing part of everything that may be achieved
for the future of humanity. And this is that we must become capable
of never being confused about an idea when once we have recognised
its correctness. We may have to admit a thousand times that it cannot
be realised immediately, that we must wait in patience and without
faltering, though we believe that the Christ-force is working in the
unfolding life of humanity in a way which will bring everything to
birth at the right moment in the womb of time. We must,
notwithstanding this, be able to judge of the rightness, of the
indubitable rightness of the contents of our spiritual life. If we
can wait for results, the occasions on which we have merely to wait
when it is a question of deciding what is true, wise and right, will
become fewer and fewer. The cross alone gives vital courage and
belief to our right understanding; but the star of the light-bearer,
the star of Lucifer, if we surrender ourselves to it, can enlighten
us every moment as to the rightness and the indubitableness of the
spiritual ideas within us. That is the other centre of force on which
we must take a firm stand; we must be capable of acquiring knowledge
which goes into the depths of life, which goes behind the outer,
material appearances, which sends its rays from the place where there
is light, even when to human eyes and understanding all is dark. It
was necessary for the progress of humanity that darkness should reign
for a time, and the next chapters will show more and more clearly how
necessary it was. This necessity is indicated in a profound way in
the Gospel of St. John. This darkness was illumined by what we call
the Christ principle, the Christ.
A
wonderfully beautiful legend tells us that when Lucifer fell from
heaven to earth a precious stone fell from his crown. This precious
stone — so the legend proceeds — became the vessel from
which Christ Jesus took the holy Supper with His disciples; the same
vessel received the Christ's blood when it flowed on the Cross, and
was brought by angels to the western world, where it is received by
those who wish to come to a true understanding of the Christ
principle. Out of the stone, which fell from Lucifer's crown,
was made the Holy Grail. This precious stone is in a certain respect
nothing else — I will just mention it here, as the fact will be
laid more plainly before your souls in the course of the next
chapters — than the full power of the Ego. In darkness this
human Ego had to be prepared for a new and more intelligent beholding
if the radiance of Lucifer's star. This Ego had to school itself by
means of the Christ principle, it had to ripen by the aid of the
stone fallen from Lucifer's crown, that is to say through
Anthroposophical wisdom, in order to become capable once more of
bearing the light which comes not from without. This light, which
only shines in us when we ourselves have the power to do what is
requisite for acquiring it, must shine again in the world. Thus
people who look at the future with full understanding know that
anthroposophical work is work on the human Ego, which will make it
into a vessel capable of again receiving the light which lives in a
region where today our sight and intellect apprehend merely darkness
and night. An old legend tells us that night was the original ruler.
This night, however, is what today is filled with darkness. But if we
permeate ourselves with the light which rises for us when we
understand the light-bearer, the other spirit Lucifer, then will our
night be turned into day. Our eyes cannot see if the outer light does
not illuminate the objects round us; our intellect fails if asked to
penetrate beyond the outer nature of things. The star of Lucifer,
however, which comes to us when clairvoyant investigation speaks,
throws its light on what only seems to be night and changes it into
day. And this also takes from us all deadening and paralysing doubt.
Then we understand the cross of the Christ in the star of Lucifer. It
may be said to be the mission of anthroposophical spiritual life for
the future to give us on the one hand certainty and strength whereby,
firmly rooted in spiritual life, we may become recipients of the
light of the Light-bearer, and on the other hand to make us lean
firmly on the rock of unquestioning conviction that nothing which is
due to happen through the interaction of forces which are in the
world shall fail to happen. Only through this two-fold certainty
shall we be able to accomplish what we have to do in the world; only
through this two-fold certainty shall we succeed in transplanting
Anthroposophy into life.
Therefore
we must clearly recognise that we have not only the task of
understanding the star of Lucifer, as it shone throughout human
evolution till the precious stone fell out of Lucifer's crown, but
that we have to receive this precious stone in its transformed
character as the Holy Grail, that we must understand the Cross in the
star; we must know that we have to understand the luminous wisdom
which shone in the world during primeval ages, and which we deeply
revere as the wisdom of pre-Christian times. To this we must indeed
look up in full devotion, and add to it that which could be given to
the world through the mission of the Cross. Not the least fraction of
pre-Christian wisdom, of the light of the East, must be lost to us.
We look up to Phosphoros, the Light-bearer; and indeed we revere this
Light-bearer as the being through which alone we learn to understand
the whole of the deep, inner meaning of the Christ; but side by side
with Phosphoros we see Christophoros, the Christ-bearer, and we try
to conceive of the mission of Anthroposophy in such a way that it
only can be fulfilled if the symbols of these two worlds really
‘unite themselves in love.’ If this is our conception of
the mission of Anthroposophy, Lucifer will guide us to the safety of a
luminous spiritual life, and the Christ will guide us to the inner
warmth of the soul which trusts and believes that that will come
about which may be called the birth of the Eternal out of the
Temporal.
And
we shall further recognise that there is a light of the West, that
shines in order to make that which originates in the East more
luminous than it is through its own power. A thing becomes luminous
through the light by which it is illuminated. Therefore let no one
say that any falsification whatever of Eastern wisdom takes place
when the light of the West shines on it. It will appear that what is
beautiful and sublime seems most beautiful and sublime when
illuminated by the noblest light. If we feel this idea and receive it
into our souls, letting it fill them, we shall be able to learn in
small things, through feeling and realisation, what will come to pass
in great matters. We shall say: we stand firmly rooted in our truths
and wait patiently for their realisation, however long deferred it
may be.
Thus
we work from one point of time to another in the firm belief that if
we comprehend our mission rightly; we are working for that for which
man ought to work, for eternity. For as far as human work is
concerned, Eternity is the birth of that which has matured in Time.
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