NERVOUS CONDITIONS IN
OUR TIME
A lecture given by
RUDOLF STEINER
in Munich, 11th January 1912
From
notes unrevised by the lecturer. Published by kind permission of the
Rudolf Steiner Nachlassverwaltung, Dornach, Switzerland, and
in agreement with the Rudolf Steiner Publishing Company. Translation
by George Adams (1929) with some emendations.
HERE
is much complaint nowadays of
‘nervousness’ and all that this word implies; and we can
scarcely be surprised at the statement that there is no man or woman
nowadays who is not nervous. We can well understand even this
declaration. These conditions manifest themselves in life in various
ways: most easily in this way, that the person becomes what we might
call a ‘psychological fidget’ — that is to say, a
man or woman who is unable to hold fast a single thought, but
constantly jumps from one thought to another. This constant hurry of
the inner life is one of the easiest forms of nervousness. There is
also another form, where people do not know what to do with
themselves — cannot make anything of themselves. Or again this:
when they are called upon to make some decision, they never know what
they shall do in the given situation. This latter nervousness can
lead to still worse symptoms, till it expresses itself in
manifold forms of disease, even imitating organic diseases —
gastric disturbances, for instance — in a most deceptive way.
Many another condition might be mentioned. Who does not know of these
things in our time? We need not go so far as to speak of a
‘political alcoholism’ with regard to the great events of
public life. Quite recently, there has been no little comment on
public affairs in this direction. This very phrase was recently
coined for the way the political affairs in Europe were conducted
during recent months. People began to perceive how very
unpleasantly the prevailing nervousness is making itself felt.
Now there can
be no doubt that it will grow no better for mankind in the near future.
The prospects are by no means hopeful; for there are many harmful factors
and abuses, strongly influencing our present life, and passing like
an epidemic from one man to another, so that others who are in good
health generally, but who are weak, are as if infected by them. Among
other things, it is extremely harmful for our time that many people
who come into high and responsible positions have studied in the way
one does. There are whole branches of scholarship, pursued in this
way: For a whole year, the college student will spend his time and
energy quite otherwise than really thinking what the professors are
giving in their lectures. Then, when he has to know something for his
examination, he will set to work and ‘cram’ for it during
a few weeks; and the worst feature is that there is no real
connection — no inner interest of the soul in the cramming, or
rather, in the subject of the cramming. In our schools, the
prevailing opinion of the pupils often is: ‘If only I could
soon forget what I have just had to learn!’ What is the
consequence? No doubt, in some respects, men are thus fitted to
take a hand in public life. But they are not inwardly united with the
thing that they are doing; they feel remote from it. Now there is
nothing worse than to feel remote, in your heart, from the things
that you are having to do with your head. It has a most adverse
effect on the strength of the human ethereal body. The ethereal body
becomes more and more enfeebled under such pursuits, precisely
because of the very slight connection which then exists between the
core of the man's soul and the activity that he engages in.
For one who
takes it in a healthy way, Anthroposophy should have precisely the opposite
effect. He will not merely learn that man consists of ‘physical
body, ethereal body, astral body and Ego;’ he will behave in
such a way that the several members unfold strongly and healthily. If
a man makes a very simple experiment but repeats it with diligence,
he will often find that the very slightest thing can work miracles.
What I have just described is closely connected with the quick
forgetfulness of many people. It is often said that such
forgetfulness is a great nuisance in life. Anthroposophy says more
than this; it shows that it is also harmful to health. Many things
even bordering on very severe illnesses of human nature would be
avoided if people were less forgetful. And who can claim to be
exempt? Who has not to complain of forgetfulness in some respect?
Assume, for instance, that a man begins to notice he can never find
things where he put them. It may seem strange for us to be speaking
of these things, but after all, they do occur in life; and there is a
very good exercise for gradually curing such forgetfulness. Suppose,
for instance, that a lady is in the habit of putting her brooch down
somewhere, and presently discovers that she can never find it again
in the morning. No doubt, you will say, the best thing to do is
always to put it in the same place; but we will speak of a far more
effective cure. She should say to herself: ‘Now, all the more,
I will put it in different places; but as I do so, I will unfold the
thought: I have put the thing there, and I will mark the
surroundings well. And now I quietly go away; and I shall see, if I
only do this once, I shall not always succeed in finding it again
quickly; but if I do it often, I shall see that my forgetfulness
by-and-by disappears.’ The effect of this exercise is that the
Ego is brought into connection with the fact, with the deed I
do, and that a picture is developed. This bringing-together of the
soul and spirit — the Ego, the kernel of our being, — and
the pictorial image, can most effectively sharpen one's memory. And
this can be very useful for life; one will forget far less. Still
more, however, can be attained. Let us assume that it became a kind
of habit for people to hold such thoughts when they take things off
or when they put things aside. It would represent a strengthening of
the ethereal body. For, as we know, the ethereal body is in a certain
sense the bearer of memory. We need not therefore be surprised that
this will strengthen the ethereal body. Assume, however, that you
give someone this advice, not merely because he is forgetful but
because he shows certain signs of nervousness. You will see that it
is a very good cure; he will gradually put aside certain so-called
nervous conditions. Life itself in such a case will prove that the
things Anthroposophy teaches are correct.
In human
nature, as you know, the physical body and the ethereal body are immediately
connected. Now there is one thing observable in our time, which moves
one with compassion if one bears a healthy soul in one's breast. Have
you ever seen people who have to write much in their profession
— Post Office workers, for example — and who make strange
movements whenever they are about to write? It need not go so far as
that, for when it has gone so far, it is already a pretty bad
condition. It may be no more than this: that whenever they are
writing, they have to give themselves a kind of jerk — a
repeated jerk for every upward or every downward stroke. You can tell
it from the handwriting if it is written like that. Such a condition
can only be understood by Spiritual Science. As to the relation of
the two bodies, in a thoroughly healthy human being the ethereal body
must always be absolutely able to enter into the physical; and the
physical body must always be the other's servant. It is an unhealthy
state of affairs if the physical body executes movements on its own
account; it represents a preponderance of the physical over the
ethereal. We are then faced with an inherent weakness of the ethereal
body. This kind of relation between the physical and the ethereal
body lies at the occult foundation of every kind of cramp or
convulsion. In all such conditions, the physical body is dominant and
performs all manner of movements on its own. Here again —
provided these conditions have not got the upper hand too much
— there is a way of helping. We must only reckon with the
occult facts; we must believe in the existence and activity of the
several members of man's being.
Suppose someone
has got into such a condition that his fingers continually shake when he
begins to write. It will certainly be good to advise: ‘Take a
holiday, write less for a time, and you will get over it!’ But
this is only half the necessary advice; one could do much more by
adding: ‘Without making too much effort, try every day —
quarter or half an hour would do — to alter your writing, so
that you have to attend, and not write mechanically, as in the past.
For instance, while you used to write f in this way, do
it now more upright, with a different form. Cultivate the habit of
painting the letters.’
If spiritual
knowledge became more widespread, the superiors of such an unfortunate
man would not say, when he came back from his holiday: ‘What a
crazy fellow you are, you are writing quite differently.’
People would realise that this is a healthy thing. The point is that
when a man changes his handwriting, he is obliged to pay attention to
what he is doing — that is, in other words, to bring the centre
and core of his being into connection with the thing he does. To do
so is to strengthen the ethereal body; thereby we become healthier
human beings.
It would not
be bad deliberately to work for this in school education. Anthroposophy
must here give a piece of advice to the educational world, though
doubtless it will not be followed for a long time yet. Suppose that
when you first taught children to write, you taught them a certain
style of handwriting; then, after a few years, you saw to it that
they assumed a different character of writing. This change —
and the conscious attention it involves — would result in an
untold strengthening of the ethereal body.
You see that
we can do something in life to strengthen our ethereal body. Now this is
of immense importance, for numerous morbid states are due to the weakness
of the ethereal body. Nay, we may even assert that many forms of illness
would take an entirely different course if the ethereal body were stronger.
The course they actually take is due to the weakened ethereal body, which
is characteristic of the man of today.
What we have
here been indicating represents a definite way of working upon the ethereal
body. When we do this, we apply an actual force to something —
a force we could certainly not apply if we denied the existence of
this ‘something.’ If, then, the effects of the force thus
applied became apparent, surely it proves the existence of the
‘something’ — namely, in this case, the ethereal
body.
Another thing
to strengthen the ethereal body is to perform yet another exercise for
the improvement of memory. It may already have been mentioned; let me
repeat it nevertheless. We can do infinitely much to strengthen the
ethereal body if we go through something that is familiar to us, not
only in the way we know it, but in backward sequence. Say, for
example, in school we have to learn by heart a sequence of Kings or
the like; it is extremely good to learn them also in the opposite
direction. If we do this in a comprehensive way, we do much to
strengthen the ethereal body. To think through a whole play
backwards, for instance, is highly effective in strengthening the
ethereal body.
You will soon
see that in ordinary modern life people do not do such things as would
contribute to strengthen their ethereal bodies. They do not give
themselves a chance in the restless bustle of modern life; they do
not come to that inner quiet which is needful for such exercises. In
the evening, people are generally too tired to harbour such thoughts.
But when Anthroposophy begins to penetrate into their souls, people
will see how many things that are done in the bustle of modern life
could well be spared; then it would not be impossible to gain the
time for these strengthening and health-giving exercises. Moreover,
people will quickly see the very good results that can be achieved if
these things are already observed in education.
Another little
exercise may now be mentioned. With certain things we do — no
matter whether or no they are of such a nature as to leave a trace
behind — it is a good exercise at the same time to look
at the thing which we are doing. It is easy to do so, for instance,
in writing. I am quite sure, many a person would soon wean himself of
his hideous handwriting if he really contemplated the
letters.
But there is
another thing which it is quite good to do as an exercise, though it
should not be prolonged. One should endeavour to watch oneself:
how one walks, how one moves one's head, how one laughs, etc.; in short,
one tries to get a clear notion of one's own movements and gestures.
Very few people know what they look like from behind while they are
walking. It is good to make this experiment; only it must not always
be continued, for it would quickly lend itself to vanity. This
exercise also tends to consolidate the ethereal body, and it
works in such a way as to strengthen the control of the astral body
over the ethereal body. You thus become able, if need be, to
suppress certain actions or movements of your own free will.
The point is, it is good to be able to do the things we habitually
do, quite differently on occasion, so that we are not always obliged
to do them in one way. One need not become a fanatical upholder of
the indifferent use of the right and the left hand. But if a man is
able now and then to do with the left hand what he commonly does with
the right, he will strengthen the control of his astral body over his
ethereal body.
The
‘culture of the will’, as we may call it, is notably important.
I have already pointed out how often nervousness will take the form
that people never know what they shall do; nay, they do not know what
they shall desire, or even what they want to desire. They
shrink from doing what they have resolved to do. We may regard it as
a certain weakness of the will, but it is due to an insufficient
command of the Ego over the astral body. Some people cannot bring
themselves firmly to will what they should will. The way to
strengthen one's will is not to carry out something one wishes
— provided, needless to say, that it will do no harm to leave
the wish unfulfilled. Examine yourself in life, and you will soon
find countless things which it is very nice, no doubt, to satisfy,
but equally possible to leave unsatisfied — when the fulfilment
would give you pleasure, but you can quite well do without it. Set
out in this way systematically, and every such restraint will
signify an access of strength to the will; and that is, strength of
the Ego over the astral body.
If we subject
ourselves to this procedure in later life, we can still make good
much that our education nowadays neglects. It is not easy, at this
point, to find the right educational tact. If you are able to fulfil
a pupil's wish and you deny it to him, you will awaken his antipathy;
so, you might say, it seems doubtful if the non-fulfilment of wishes
is a right principle in education, for you could easily call forth an
all-too-great antipathy. What are you then to do? There is a
way. Deny the wishes, not to your pupil but to yourself, so that the
pupil perceives it; and as there is a strong imitative impulse,
especially in the first seven years of life, you will soon see that
the child will follow your example and deny wishes to
himself.
A most important
means of strengthening the control of the Ego over the astral body is to
set forth what is to be said for and against one and
the same thing. Look out into life, and you will see that people are
constantly saying only the one thing. That is the usual state of
affairs. But there is nothing in life which you can truly treat in
this way; there are never no pros or cons. And it is
good for all things if we acquire the habit of adducing the
pros and the cons as well. Human vanity and egoism
frequently favour what one is about to do; therefore it is also good
to enlist the reasons against. The fact is this: Man would so
like to be ‘a good man’; and he is convinced often that
he will be, if only he does what there are so many reasons in favour
of his doing, and leaves undone what there are so many reasons
against. It is an uncomfortable fact, but there are many possible
objections to practically everything you do! Truth to tell, you are
not nearly as good as you believe. This is a universal truth —
a truism, no doubt; but it is an effective truth if you make it a
practice, with all things that you do, clearly to put before you what
you might also leave undone. What you thereby attain is this: —
No doubt you have sometimes met people so weak in their will that
they would sooner leave others to run their affairs. They would far
rather ask: What am I to do now? than find the reasons for their
action in themselves. Let us assume that such a person, who is fond
of asking others (what I am now saying, by the way, must also be
conceived as having many cons as well as pros!) is
confronted by two different people. One of them says: ‘Do
this!’ the other says: ‘Don't do it!’ We shall see
that the one counsellor gains the victory, namely, the one who has
the stronger influence of will. This is a most significant
phenomenon, for the Yes or the No is brought about by the will of an
adviser, whose strength of will has gained the victory over the
other's will. But now suppose that I stand quite alone, and in my own
and inmost heart I face the Yes and the No, and then go and do the
thing because I have given myself the answer Yes. This Yes will have
unfolded a strong force within me. Thus when you place yourself in
consciousness before a choice of alternatives, you let something that
is strong overcome something that is weak. And that is important, for
it greatly strengthens the control of the Ego over the astral body.
You will do very much for the strength of your will, if you try to
carry out what I am now describing. But there is also the
shadow-side. For you will not strengthen your will, but only weaken
it, if instead of acting under the influence of that which speaks for
the one course or the other, out of mere slackness you do nothing.
Seemingly you have then followed the No, while in reality you have
merely been lax and easygoing. It will be good, not to
attempt the choice when you feel limp and weary, but when you are
inwardly strong and know that you can really follow what you place
before your soul as the eventual pro or con. These
things must be brought before the soul at the right time.
Another thing
to strengthen the control of the I over the astral body is to dismiss
from our souls everything that creates a barrier between us and our
surroundings — not by withholding justified criticisms, but by
distinguishing something that is to be blamed for its own sake from
something that one finds exasperating because of its effect on
oneself. The more one can make one's judgments, particularly about
fellow-men, unaffected by their attitude to oneself, the better
it is for the strengthening of the Ego in its control of the astral
body. It is a good thing to practise this self-denial: not to
consider bad in our fellow-men the things we can only consider bad
because they are bad for ourselves; and, in effect, only to apply our
judgment where we ourselves are not in question. You will see how
difficult this is in life. For instance, when a man has lied to you,
it is not easy to restrain your antipathy. Nevertheless, one need not
go at once to others, to complain of him; but we can observe from day
to day how he acts and speaks, and let this form a basis for our
judgment, rather than what he has done to us. It is important to let
things speak for themselves and to understand a person in himself,
not through one particular action, but from the consistent
pattern of his behaviour. You will soon find that even with a man
whom you consider an exceptional scoundrel, many of the things he
does are quite out of keeping with his conduct in other respects. It
is good for the strengthening of our Ego, to meditate upon the fact
that in all cases we might very well refrain from nine-tenths of the
judgments we pronounce. It would be ample for life if only one-tenth
of them were to be formed in our minds; it would by no means
impoverish our life.
What I have
told you today are apparently small details, but it must also be our task,
now and then, to dwell upon these things. For then we see how very
differently we must take hold of life than we generally do. It is not
the most important thing to say that when a man is ill you should
send to the chemist's for a medicine. The important thing is to order
life in such a way that illnesses will become less and less
oppressive; and they will become less oppressive if by such
practices we strengthen the influence of the Ego over the astral
body, of the astral body over the ethereal, and of the ethereal body
over the physical. Self-education, and an influence upon the
education of children, can follow from our fundamental
anthroposophical convictions.
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