EL,
Stuttgart, 5-18-'13
If an
esoteric wants to make progress he should make certain things
increasingly clear to himself meditatively. For example, just
as the lungs breathe in air, so the physical and etheric bodies
inhale the spirit on awaking in the morning. Our materialistic age
only wants to accept what's perceived through the
senses, but just as it denies the spirit someone could deny the
existence of air, because it's perceived by a finer
sensibility. An esoteric should become accustomed to look upon
outer happenings as only letters or signs of a world word. For
instance an esoteric wouldn't ask whether the b in
“about” is the effect of the a, for he knows that this
sequence of letters is necessary to form the word. So an
esoteric should ask less about cause and effect, but should say
that things and events are necessary to form world words.
An exoteric
is all too inclined to look at things only from the viewpoint of
sympathy and antipathy. He readily accepts and notices what pleases
him, and he ignores other things if possible. A form of mental
disease that's sometimes observed is that an otherwise normal person
suddenly travels from one place to another and finally seems to
wake up, but he can't remember what happened while he was travelling.
If one investigates the past of such a sick person occultly one can
find that he passed by many things in the world with great
indifference and thereby weakened his ego a great deal. It's a
weakening, almost like an occasional loss of the ego.
Theosophists
also often tend to turn away from the outer world. But a loving
interest in our surroundings is absolutely necessary if one wants to
make progress. One doesn't have to neglect what one is striving
for theosophically thereby.
So the ego
grasps itself in memory, and high beings gave us the ego and memory.
The ego that grasps itself in memory is like a letter that an
esoteric must learn and that the Gods have written into world
space. The high beings who gave the ego have their seat on the sun;
they give us what goes from incarnation to incarnation. We got
our physical body from forces that work down through the
incarnations, and these forces work on us from the circle
that's described by the moon's orbit. What goes from one generation
to the next like this is like a second letter. We can draw this
schematically. We draw the ego that becomes conscious through memory
as the earth or a point, and around it the moon's orbit as a circle.
If the moon would be moved to another place by some force, what would
result for the earth thereby? The reproductive forces
working through the generations would dry up. Men would no longer
reproduce and would die out. So a real esoteric must look up to the
beings who work on him through moon forces from outside full of
reverential thanks and must tell himself that he owes his
development through the generations to them. Mankind will have
reached the end of its physical evolution when the moon is attracted
by the earth's forces so much that it goes into it, as is supposed to
happen later. We receive the forces that strengthen our ego from the
sun, and we shouldn't just stare at the sun but should let these
ideas arise in us: You marvellous world body, it was through you,
through your sun-grace forces that I received my ego and all
the forces that are connected with it. I thank you in shy reverence.
— We can draw the sun forces as another circle. But so that
what comes from the series of incarnations and generations can
come together forces are at work above the moon forces — the
Mercury forces. We also got our intellect that's bound to the brain
from them. And when we look towards Mercury and generally whenever we
use our intellectual forces we should fill ourselves with thanks to
these beings who gave them to us. But there's something still higher
than mere intellect. If new, creative ideas hadn't flowed in
evolution would always have stayed at the same point. School children
learn things today that wise Pythagoreans didn't know yet, and these
new things that are continually flowing in come from a sphere
above Mercury, from Venus. The creative thoughts that become manifest
in inventions flow into evolution through it. This is the only thing
that makes progress possible. This thinking isn't brain bound,
it's lighter and has more feeling to it.
Then there
are sublime forces above the Venus sphere that no longer work on
mankind directly. They work through Venus forces and fertilize them.
These are Mars forces. To prevent them from working in a
warlike way in their interaction with Venus a sublime, divine
light force streams in from Jupiter, a spiritual light that's
imperceptible to ordinary men and is darkness for them. An
esoteric can get a feeling for this when he looks up in thanks to
these sublime world beings who let their grace stream down on us. And
one feels this inner spiritual light that one can only grasp
inwardly, as warmth, if one can concentrate on still more distant
heights — on the Saturn periphery, whose beings let warmth
stream down through the other spheres. Now between the
interaction of Mars and Venus is the circle of the third sun.
They spoke about the third sun in all the mysteries. The first is the
creative physical one that sends us its warming rays. The second is
the spiritual one that stands behind it and that gave us the ego, and
the third is the high bearer of the Christ principle, the Christ, who
gives us the higher I with his grace-sun forces. This third sun has
been making a connection with the earth since the Mystery of
Golgotha. It's the sun of which Paul said: “Not I, but Christ
in me,” the Christ whom every man since then can receive. This
third sun became manifest to Christian neophytes through initiation,
and the tragedy that's connected with Julian the Apostate's fate is
that he knew about the third sun but couldn't identify it with
the Christ.
We should
remember these seven spheres when we look at the seven roses of our
rose cross; they are a symbol for them. The spheres' effects are
divided into two parts by the Christ circle, into a lower one with
four circles, whose forces work from below, and an upper spiritual
one with three circles that work indirectly. The saying: I'm
reborn in the Holy Spirit applies in the spiritual, upper part,
Ex Deo nascimur
holds for the lower part and Christ makes the connection between the two.
In ... morimur.
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