The training of
thoughts and feelings, pursued in the way described in the chapters
on Preparation, Enlightenment, and Initiation, introduces into
the soul and spirit the same organic symmetry with which nature has
constructed the physical body. Before this development, soul and
spirit are undifferentiated masses. The clairvoyant perceives them as
interlacing, rotating, cloud-like spirals, dully glimmering in
reddish, reddish-brown, or reddish-yellow tones. After this training
they begin to assume a brilliant yellowish-green, or greenish-blue
color, and show a regular structure. This inner regularity leading to
higher knowledge, is attained when the student introduces into his
thoughts and feelings the same orderly system with which nature has
endowed his bodily organs that enable him to see, hear, digest,
breath, speak. Gradually he learns to breath and see with this soul,
to speak and hear with the spirit.
In the following
pages some practical aspects of the higher education of soul and
spirit will be treated in greater detail. They are such that anyone
can put them into practice regardless of other rules, and thereby be
led some distance further into spiritual science.
A particular
effort must be made to cultivate the quality of patience. Every
symptom of impatience produces a paralyzing, even a destructive
effect on the higher faculties that slumber in us. We must not expect
an immeasurable view into the higher worlds from one day to the next,
for we should assuredly be disappointed. Contentment with the
smallest fragment attained, repose and tranquility, must more and
more take possession of the soul. It is quite understandable that the
student should await results with impatience; but he will achieve
nothing so long as he fails to master this impatience. Nor is it of
any use to combat this impatience merely in the ordinary sense, for
it will become only that much stronger. We over-look it in
self-deception while it plants itself all the more firmly in the
depths of the soul. It is only when we ever and again surrender
ourselves to a certain definite thought, making it absolutely our
own, that any results can be attained. This thought is as follows:
I must certainly do everything I can for the training and
development of my soul and spirit; but I shall wait patiently until
higher powers shall have found me worthy of definite
enlightenment. If this thought becomes so powerful in the student
that it grows into an actual feature of his character, he is treading
the right path. This feature soon sets its mark on his exterior. The
gaze of his eye becomes steady, the movement of his body becomes
sure, his decisions definite, and all that goes under the name of
nervousness gradually disappears. Rules that appear trifling and
insignificant must be taken into account. For example, supposing
someone affronts us. Before our training we should have directed our
resentment against the offender; a wave of anger would have surged up
within us. In a similar case, however, the thought is immediately
present in the mind of the student that such an affront makes no
difference to his intrinsic worth. And he does whatever must be done
to meet the affront with calm and composure, and not in a spirit of
anger. Of course it is not a case of simply accepting every affront,
but of acting with the same calm composure when dealing with an
affront against our own person as we would if the affront were
directed against another person, in whose favor we had the right to
intervene. It must always be remembered that this training is not
carried out in crude outward processes, but in subtle, silent
alterations in the life of thought and feeling.
Patience has the
effect of attraction, impatience the effect of repulsion on the
treasures of higher knowledge. In the higher regions of existence
nothing can be attained by haste and unrest. Above all things, desire
and craving must be silenced, for these are qualities of the soul
before which all higher knowledge shyly withdraws. However precious
this knowledge is accounted, the student must not crave it if he
wishes to attain it. If he wishes to have it for his own sake, he
will never attain it. This requires him to be honest with himself in
his innermost soul. He must in no case be under any illusion
concerning his own self. With a feeling of inner truth he must look
his own faults, weaknesses, and unfitness full in the face. The
moment he tries to excuse to himself any of his weaknesses, he has
placed a stone in his way on the path which is to lead him upward.
Such obstacles can only be removed by self-enlightenment. There is
only one way to get rid of faults and failings, and that is by a
clear recognition of them. Everything slumbers in the human soul and
can be awakened. A person can even improve his intellect and reason,
if he quietly and calmly makes it clear to himself why he is weak in
this respect. Such self-knowledge is, of course, difficult, for the
temptation to self-deception is immeasurably great. Anyone making a
habit of being truthful with himself opens the portal leading to a
deeper insight.
All curiosity
must fall away from the student. He must rid himself as much as
possible of the habit of asking questions merely for the sake of
gratifying a selfish thirst for knowledge. He must only ask when
knowledge can serve to perfect his own being in the service of
evolution. Nevertheless, his delight in knowledge and his devotion to
it should in no way be hampered. He should listen devoutly to all
that contributes to such an end, and should seek every opportunity
for such devotional attention.
Special
attention must be paid in esoteric training to the education of the
life of desires. This does not mean that we are to become free of
desire, for if we are to attain something we must also desire it, and
desire will always tend to fulfillment if backed by a particular
force. This force is derived from a right knowledge. Do not desire
at all until you know what is right in any one sphere. That is
one of the golden rules for the student. The wise man first
ascertains the laws of the world, and then his desires become powers
which realize themselves. The following example brings this out
clearly. There are certainly many people who would like to learn from
their own observation something about their life before birth. Such a
desire is altogether useless and leads to no result so long as the
person in question has not acquired a knowledge of the laws that
govern the nature of the eternal, a knowledge of these laws in their
subtlest and most intimate character, through the study of spiritual
science. But if, having really acquired this knowledge, he wishes to
proceed further, his desire, now ennobled and purified, will enable
him to do so.
It is also no
use saying: I particularly wish to examine my previous life, and
shall study only for this purpose. We must rather be capable of
abandoning this desire, of eliminating it altogether, and of
studying, at first, with no such intention. We should cultivate a
feeling of joy and devotion for what we learn, with no thought of the
above end in view. We should learn to cherish and foster a particular
desire in such a way that it brings with it its own fulfillment.
If we become
angered, vexed or annoyed, we erect a wall around ourselves in the
soul-world, and the forces which are to develop the eyes of the soul
cannot approach. For instance, if a person angers me he sends forth a
psychic current into the soul-world. I cannot see this current as
long as I am myself capable of anger. My own anger conceals it from
me. We must not, however, suppose that when we are free from anger we
shall immediately have a psychic (astral) vision. For this purpose an
organ of vision must have been developed in the soul. The beginnings
of such an organ are latent in every human being, but remain
ineffective as long as he is capable of anger. Yet this organ is not
immediately present the moment anger has been combated to a small
extent. We must rather persevere in this combating of anger and
proceed patiently on our way; then some day we shall find that this
eye of the soul has become developed. Of course, anger is not the
only failing to be combated for the attainment of this end. Many grow
impatient or skeptical, because they have for years combated certain
qualities, and yet clairvoyance has not ensued. In that case they
have just trained some qualities and allowed others to run riot. The
gift of clairvoyance only manifests itself when all those qualities
which stunt the growth of the latent faculties are suppressed.
Undoubtedly, the beginnings of such seeing and hearing may appear at
an earlier period, but these are only young and tender shoots which
are subjected to all possible error, and which, if not carefully
tended and guarded, may quickly die.
Other qualities
which, like anger and vexation, have to be combated, are timidity,
superstition, prejudice, vanity and ambition, curiosity, the mania
for imparting information, and the making of distinctions in human
beings according to the outward characteristics of rank, sex, race,
and so forth. In our time it is difficult for people to understand
how the combating of such qualities can have anything to do with the
heightening of the faculty of cognition. But every spiritual
scientist knows that much more depends upon such matters than upon
the increase of intelligence and employment of artificial exercises.
Especially can misunderstanding arise if we believe that we must
become foolhardy in order to be fearless; that we must close our eyes
to the differences between people, because we must combat the
prejudices of rank, race, and so forth. Rather is it true that a
correct estimate of all things is to be attained only when we are no
longer entangled in prejudice. Even in the ordinary sense it is true
that the fear of some phenomenon prevents us from estimating it
rightly; that a racial prejudice prevents us from seeing into a man's
soul. It is this ordinary sense that the student must develop in all
its delicacy and subtlety.
Every word
spoken without having been thoroughly purged in thought is a stone
thrown in the way of esoteric training. And here something must be
considered which can only be explained by giving an example. If
anything be said to which we must reply, we must be careful to
consider the speaker's opinion, feeling, and even his prejudice,
rather than what we ourselves have to say at the moment on the
subject under discussion. In this example a refined quality of tact
is indicated, to the cultivation of which the student must devote his
care. He must learn to judge what importance it may have for the
other person if he opposes the latter's opinion with his own. This
does not mean that he must withhold his opinion. There can be no
question of that. But he must listen to the speaker as carefully and
as attentively as he possibly can and let his reply derive its form
from what he has just heard. In such cases one particular thought
recurs ever and again to the student, and he is treading the right
path if this thought lives with him to the extent of becoming a trait
of his character. This thought is as follows: The importance lies
not in the difference of our opinions but in his discovering through
his own effort what is right if I contribute something toward it.
Thoughts of this and of a similar nature cause the character and the
behavior of the student to be permeated with a quality of gentleness,
which is one of the chief means used in all esoteric training.
Harshness scares away the soul-pictures that should open the eye of
the soul; gentleness clears the obstacles away and unseals the inner
organs.
Along with
gentleness, another quality will presently be developed in the soul
of the student: that of quietly paying attention to all the
subtleties in the soul-life of his environment, while reducing to
absolute silence any activity within his own soul. The soul-life of
his environment will impress itself on him in such a way that his own
soul will grow, and as it grows, become regular in its structure, as
a plant expanding in the sunlight. Gentleness and patient reserve
open the soul to the soul-world and the spirit to the spirit-world.
Persevere in silent inner seclusion; close the senses to all that
they brought you before your training; reduce to absolute immobility
all the thoughts which, according to your previous habits, surged
within you; become quite still and silent within, wait in patience,
and then the higher worlds will begin to fashion and perfect the
organs of sights and hearing in your soul and spirit. Do not expect
immediately to see and hear in the world of soul and spirit, for all
that you are doing does but contribute to the development of your
higher senses, and you will only be able to hear with soul and spirit
when you possess these higher senses. Having persevered for a time in
silent inner seclusion, go about your customary daily affairs,
imprinting deeply upon your mind this thought: “Some day,
when I have grown sufficiently, I shall attain that which I am
destined to attain,” and make no attempt to attract
forcefully any of these higher powers to yourself. Every student
receives these instructions at the outset. By observing them he
perfects himself. If he neglects them, all his labor is in vain. But
they are only difficult of achievement for the impatient and the
unpersevering. No other obstacles exist save those which we ourselves
place in our own path, and which can be avoided by all who really
will. This point must be continually emphasized, because many people
form an altogether wrong conception of the difficulties that beset
the path to higher knowledge. It is easier, in a certain sense, to
accomplish the first steps along this path than to get the better of
the commonest every-day difficulties without this training. Apart
from this, only such things are here imparted as are attended by no
danger whatsoever to the health of soul and body. There are other
ways which lead more quickly to the goal, but what is here explained
has nothing to do with them, because they have certain effects which
no experienced spiritual scientist considers desirable. Since
fragmentary information concerning these ways is continually finding
its way into publicity, express warning must be given against
entering upon them. For reasons which only the initiated can
understand, these ways can never be made public in their true form.
The fragments appearing here and there can never lead to profitable
results, but may easily undermine health, happiness, and peace of
mind. It would be far better for people to avoid having anything to
do with such things than to risk entrusting themselves to wholly dark
forces, of whose nature and origin they can know nothing.
Something may
here be said concerning the environment in which this training should
be undertaken, for this is not without some importance. And yet the
case differs for almost every person. Anyone practicing in an
environment filled only with self-seeking interests, as for example,
the modern struggle for existence, must be conscious of the fact that
these interests are not without their effect on the development of
his spiritual organs. It is true that the inner laws of these organs
are so powerful that this influence cannot be fatally injurious. Just
as a lily can never grow into a thistle, however inappropriate its
environment, so, too, the eye of the soul can never grow to anything
but its destined shape even though it be subjected to the
self-seeking interests of modern cities. But under all circumstances
it is well if the student seeks, now and again, his environment in
the restful peace, the inner dignity and sweetness of nature.
Especially fortunate is the student who can carry out his esoteric
training surrounded by the green world of plants, or among the sunny
hills, where nature weaves her web of sweet simplicity. This
environment develops the inner organs in a harmony which can never
ensue in a modern city. More favorably situated than the townsman is
the person who, during his childhood at least, had been able to
breathe the fragrance of pines, to gaze on snowy peaks, and observe
the silent activity of woodland creatures and insects. Yet no
city-dweller should fail to give to the organs of his soul and
spirit, as they develop, the nurture that comes from the inspired
teachings of spiritual research. If our eyes cannot follow the woods
in their mantel of green every spring, day by day, we should instead
open our soul to the glorious teachings of the Bhagavad Gita, or of
St. John's Gospel, or of St. Thomas à Kempis, and to the
descriptions resulting from spiritual science. There are many ways to
the summit of insight, but much depends on the right choice. The
spiritually experienced could say much concerning these paths, much
that might seem strange to the uninitiated. Someone, for instance,
might be very far advanced on the path; he might be standing, so to
speak, at the very entrance of sight and hearing with soul and
spirit; he is then fortunate enough to make a journey over the calm
or maybe tempestuous ocean, and a veil falls away from the eyes of
his soul; suddenly he becomes a seer. Another is also so far advanced
that this veil only needs to be loosened; this occurs through some
stroke of destiny. On another this stroke might well have had the
effect of paralyzing his powers and undermining his energy; for the
esoteric student it becomes the occasion of his enlightenment.
A third perseveres patiently for years without any marked result.
Suddenly, while silently seated in his quiet chamber, spiritual light
envelops him; the walls disappear, become transparent for his soul,
and a new world expands before his eyes that have become seeing, or
resounds in his ears that have become spiritually hearing.
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