The Guardian of the Threshold
The important
experiences marking the student's ascent into the higher worlds
include his meeting with the Guardian of the Threshold.
Strictly speaking, there are two Guardians: a lesser
and a greater. The student meets the lesser Guardian when the
threads connecting willing, feeling, and thinking within the finer
astral and etheric bodies begin to loosen, in the way described in
the foregoing chapter. The greater Guardian is encountered when this
sundering of the connections extends to the physical parts of the
body, that is, at first to the brain. The lesser Guardian is a
sovereign being. He does not come into existence, as far as the
student is concerned, until the latter has reached the requisite
stage of development. Only some of his most important characteristics
can here be indicated.
The attempt will
now be made to describe in narrative form this meeting with the
lesser Guardian of the Threshold, as a result of which the student
learns that his thinking, feeling, and willing have become released
within him from their inherent connection.
A truly terrible
spectral being confronts him, and he will need all the presence of
mind and faith in the security of his path which he has had ample
opportunity to acquire in the course of his previous training.
The Guardian
proclaims his signification somewhat in the following words:
“Hitherto, powers invisible to thyself watched over thee. They
saw to it that in the course of thy lives each of thy good deeds
brought its reward, and each of thine evil deeds was attended by its
evil results. Thanks to their influence thy character formed itself
out of thy life-experiences and thy thoughts. They were the
instruments of thy destiny. They ordained that measure of joy and
pain allotted to thee in thine incarnations, according to thy conduct
in lives gone by. They ruled over thee as the all-embracing law of
karma. These powers will now partly release thee from their
constraining influence; and henceforth must thou accomplish for
thyself a part of the work which hitherto they performed for thee.
Destiny struck thee many a hard blow in the past. Thou knewest not
why. Each blow was the consequence of a harmful deed in a bygone
life. Thou foundest joy and gladness, and thou didst take them as
they came. They, too, were the fruits of former deeds. Thy character
shows many a beautiful side, and many an ugly flaw. Thou hast thyself
to thank for both, for they are the result of thy previous
experiences and thoughts. These were till now unknown to thee; their
effects alone were made manifest. The karmic powers, however, beheld
all thy deeds in former lives, and all thy most secret thoughts and
feelings, and determined accordingly thy present self and thy present
mode of life. But now all the good and evil sides of thy bygone lives
shall be revealed to thee. Hitherto they were interwoven with thine
own being; they were in thee and thou couldst not see them, even as
thou canst not behold thine own brain with physical eyes. But now
they become released from thee; they detach themselves from thy
personality. They assume an independent form which thou canst see
even as thou beholdest the stones and plants of the outer world. And
. . . I am that very being who shaped my body out of thy good and
evil achievements. My spectral form is woven out of thine own life's
record. Till now thou hast borne me invisibly within thee, and it was
well that this was so; for the wisdom of thy destiny, though
concealed from thee, could thus work within thee, so that the hideous
stains on my form should be blotted out. Now that I have come forth
from within thee, that concealed wisdom, too, has departed from thee.
It will pay no further heed to thee; it will leave the work in thy
hands alone. I must become a perfect and glorious being, or fall a
prey to corruption; and should this occur, I would drag thee also
down with me into a dark and corrupt world. If thou wouldst avoid
this, then thine own wisdom must become great enough to undertake the
task of that other, concealed wisdom, which has departed from thee.
As a form visible to thyself I will never for an instant leave thy
side, once thou hast crossed my Threshold. And in future, whenever
thou dost act or think wrongly thou wilt straightway perceive thy
guilt as a hideous, demoniacal distortion of my form. Only when thou
hast made good all thy bygone wrongs and hast so purified thyself
that all further evil is, for thee, a thing impossible, only then
will my being have become transformed into radiant beauty. Then, too,
shall I again become united with thee for the welfare of thy future
activity.
“Yet my
Threshold is fashioned out of all the timidity that remains in thee,
out of all the dread of the strength needed to take full
responsibility for all thy thoughts and actions. As long as there
remains in thee a trace of fear of becoming thyself the guide of
thine own destiny, just so long will this Threshold lack what still
remains to be built into it. And as long as a single stone is found
missing, just so long must thou remain standing as though transfixed;
or else stumble. Seek not, then, to cross this Threshold until thou
dost feel thyself entirely free from fear and ready for the highest
responsibility. Hitherto I only emerged from thy personality when
death recalled thee from an earthly life; but even then my form was
veiled from thee. Only the powers of destiny who watched over thee
beheld me and could thus, in the intervals between death and a new
birth, build in thee, in accordance with my appearance, that power
and capacity thanks to which thou couldst labor in a new earth life
at the beautifying of my form, for thy welfare and progress. It was
I, too, whose imperfection ever and again constrained the powers of
destiny to lead thee back to a new incarnation upon earth. I was
present at the hour of thy death, and it was on my account that the
Lords of Karma ordained thy reincarnation. And it is only by thus
unconsciously transforming me to complete perfection in ever
recurring earthly lives that thou couldst have escaped the powers of
death and passed over into immortality united with me.
“Visible
do I thus stand before thee today, just as I have ever stood
invisible beside thee in the hour of death. When thou shalt have
crossed my Threshold, thou wilt enter those realms to which thou hast
hitherto only had access after physical death. Thou dost now enter
them with full knowledge, and henceforth as thou wanderest outwardly
visible upon the earth thou wilt at the same time wander in the
kingdom of death, that is, in the kingdom of life eternal. I am
indeed the Angel of Death; but I am at the same time the bearer of a
higher life without end. Through me thou wilt die with thy body still
living, to be reborn into an imperishable existence.
“Into this
kingdom thou art now entering; thou wilt meet beings that are
supersensible, and happiness will be thy lot. But I myself must
provide thy first acquaintance with that world, and I am thine own
creation. Formerly I drew my life from thine; but now thou hast
awakened me to a separate existence so that I stand before thee as
the visible gauge of thy future deeds — perhaps, too, as thy
constant reproach. Thou hast formed me, but by so doing thou hast
undertaken, as thy duty, to transform me.”
(It will be
gathered from the above that the Guardian of the Threshold is an
(astral) figure, revealing itself to the student's awakened higher
sight; and it is to this supersensible encounter that spiritual
science conducts him. It is a lower magical process to make the
Guardian of the Threshold physically visible also. That was attained
by producing a cloud of fine substance, a kind of frankincense
resulting from a particular mixture of a number of substances. The
developed power of the magician is then able to mould the
frankincense into shape, animating it with the still unredeemed karma
of the individual. Such physical phenomena are no longer necessary
for those sufficiently prepared for the higher sight; and besides
this, anyone who sees, without adequate preparation, his unredeemed
karma appear before his eyes as a living creature would run the risk
of straying into evil byways. Bulwer Lytton's Zanoni contains
in novel form a description of the Guardian of the Threshold.)
What is here
indicated in narrative form must not be understood in the sense of an
allegory, but as an experience of the highest possible reality
befalling the esoteric student.
The Guardian
must warn him not to go a step further unless he feels in himself the
strength to fulfill the demands made in the above speech. However
horrible the form assumed by the Guardian, it is only the effect of
the student's own past life, his own character risen out of him into
independent existence. This awakening is brought about by the
separation of will, thought, and feeling. To feel for the first time
that one has oneself called a spiritual being into existence is in
itself an experience of deepest significance. The student's
preparation must aim at enabling him to endure the terrible sight
without a trace of timidity and, at the moment of the meeting, to
feel his strength so increased that he can undertake fully conscious
the responsibility for transforming and beautifying the Guardian.
If successful,
this meeting with the Guardian results in the student's next physical
death being an entirely different event from the death as he knew it
formerly. He experiences death consciously by laying aside the
physical body as one discards a garment that is worn out or perhaps
rendered useless through a sudden rent. Thus his physical death is of
special importance only for those living with him, whose perception
is still restricted to the world of the senses. For them the student
dies; but for himself nothing of importance is changed in his whole
environment. The entire supersensible world stood open to him before
his death, and it is this same world that now confronts him after
death.
The Guardian of
the Threshold is also connected with other matters. The person
belongs to a family, a nation, a race; his activity in this world
depends upon his belonging to some such community. His individual
character is also connected with it. The conscious activity of
individual persons by no means exhausts everything to be reckoned
with in a family, a nation, or a race. Besides their character,
families, nations, and races have also their destiny. For persons
restricted to their senses these things remain mere general ideas;
and the materialistic thinker, in his prejudice, will look down with
contempt on the spiritual scientist when he hears that for him,
family and national character, lineal or racial destiny, are vested
in beings just as real as the personality in which the character and
destiny of the individual man are vested. The spiritual scientist
becomes acquainted with higher worlds of which the separate
personalities are members, just as arms and legs are members of the
human being. Besides the separate individuals, a very real family and
national group soul and racial spirit is at work in the life of a
family, a people, or a race. Indeed, in a certain sense the separate
individuals are merely the executive organs of these family group
souls, racial spirits, and so on. It is nothing but the truth to say,
for instance, that a national group soul makes use of each individual
man belonging to that nation for the execution of some work. The
group soul of a people does not descend into physical reality but
dwells in the higher worlds and, in order to work in the physical
world, makes use of the physical organs of each individual human
being. In a higher sense, it is like an architect making use of
workmen for executing the details of a building. In the truest sense,
everyone receives his allotted task from his family, national, or
racial group soul. Now, the ordinary person is by no means initiated
into the higher design of his work. He joins unconsciously in the
tasks of his people and of his race. From the moment the student
meets the Guardian, he must not only know his own tasks, but must
knowingly collaborate in those of his folk, his race. Every extension
of his horizon necessarily enlarges the scope of his duties. What
actually happens is that the student adds a new body to his finer
soul-body. He puts on a second garment. Hitherto he found his way
through the world with the coverings enveloping his personality; and
what he had to accomplish for his community, his nation, his race,
was directed by higher spirits who made use of his personality.
And now, a
further revelation made to him by the Guardian of the Threshold is
that henceforth these spirits will withdraw their guiding hand from
him. He must step out of the circle of his community. Yet as an
isolated personality he would become hardened in himself and decline
into ruin, did he not, himself, acquire those powers which are vested
in the national and racial spirits. Many, no doubt, will say:
“Oh, I have entirely freed myself from all lineal and racial
connections; I only want to be a human being and nothing but a human
being.” To these one must reply: “Who, then, brought you
to this freedom? Was it not your family who placed you in the world
where you now stand? Have you not your lineage, your nation, your
race to thank for being what you are? They have brought you up. And
if now, exalted above all prejudices, you are one of the
light-bringers and benefactors of your stock and even of your race,
it is to their up-bringing that you owe it. Yes, even when you say
you are `nothing but a human being,' even the fact that you have
become such a personality you owe to the spirits of your
communities.” Only the esoteric student learns what it means to
be entirely cut off from his family, national, or racial spirit. He
alone realizes, through personal experience, the insignificance of
all such education in respect of the life now confronting him. For
everything inculcated by education completely melts away when the
threads binding will, thought, and feeling are severed. He looks back
on the result of all his previous education as he might on a house
crumbling away brick by brick, which he must now rebuild in a new
form. And again, it is more than a mere symbolical expression to say
that when the Guardian has enunciated his first statement, there
arises from the spot where he stands a whirlwind which extinguishes
all those spiritual lights that have hitherto illumined the pathway
of his life. Utter darkness, relieved only by the rays issuing from
the Guardian himself, unfolds before the student. And out of this
darkness resounds the Guardian's further admonition: “Step not
across my Threshold until thou dost clearly realize that thou wilt
thyself illumine the darkness ahead of thee; take not a single step
forward until thou art positive that thou hast sufficient oil in
thine own lamp. The lamps of the guides whom thou hast hitherto
followed will now no longer be available to thee.” At these
words, the student must turn and glance backward. The Guardian of the
Threshold now draws aside a veil which till now had concealed deep
life-mysteries. The family, national, and racial spirits are revealed
to the student in their full activity, so that he perceives clearly
on the one hand, how he has hitherto been led, and no less clearly on
the other hand, that he will henceforward no longer enjoy this
guidance. That is the second warning received at the Threshold from
its Guardian.
Without
preparation, no one could endure the sight of what has here been
indicated. But the higher training which makes it possible at all for
the student to advance up to the Threshold simultaneously puts him in
a position to find the necessary strength at the right moment.
Indeed, the training can be so harmonious in its nature that the
entry into the higher life is relieved of everything of an agitating
or tumultuous character. His experience at the Threshold will then be
attended by a premonition of that felicity which is to provide the
keynote of his newly awakened life. The feeling of a new freedom will
outweigh all other feelings; and attended by this feeling, his new
duties and responsibilities will appear as something which man, at a
particular stage of life, must needs take upon himself.
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