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An Outline of Occult Science
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An Outline of Occult Science
COGNITION OF THE HIGHER WORLDS. INITIATION.
The attainment of a supersensible state of consciousness can only
proceed from everyday waking consciousness. In this consciousness the
soul lives before its elevation. Through the training the soul
acquires a means of lifting itself out of everyday consciousness. The
training that is under consideration here offers among the first means
those that still may be designated as functions of everyday
consciousness. The most important means are just those that consist of
quiet activities of the soul. They involve the opening of the soul to
quite definite thoughts. These thoughts exercise, by their very
nature, an awakening power upon certain hidden faculties of the human
soul. They are to be distinguished from the visualizations of everyday
waking life, which have the task of depicting outer things. The more
truly they do this, the truer they are, and it is part of their nature
to be true in this sense. The visualizations, however, to which the
soul must open itself for the purpose of spiritual training have no
such task. They are so constructed that they do not depict anything
external but have in themselves the peculiarity of effecting an
awakening in the soul. The best visualizations for this purpose are
emblematic or symbolical. Nevertheless, other visualizations may also
be employed, for it is not a question of what they contain, but solely
a question of the soul's directing its powers in such a way that it
has nothing else in mind but the visualized image under consideration.
While the powers of everyday soul-life are distributed in many
directions the visualized mental representations changing very
rapidly in spiritual training everything depends upon the
concentration of the entire soul-life upon one visualization. This
visualization must, by means of free will, be placed at the center of
consciousness. Symbolic visualized images are, therefore, better than
those that represent outer objects or processes, for the latter have a
point of attachment to the outer world, making the soul less dependent
upon itself than when it employs symbolic visualizations that are
formed through the soul's own energy. The essential is not what is
visualized; what is essential is the fact that the visualization,
through the way it is visualized, liberates the soul from dependence
on the physical.
We understand what it means to immerse ourselves in a visualized image
if we consider, first of all, the concept of memory. If, for instance,
we look at a tree and then away from it so that we can no longer see
it, we are then able to re-awaken the visualization of the tree in the
soul by recollecting it. This visualization of the tree, which we have
when the eye no longer beholds the latter, is a memory of the tree.
Now let us imagine that we preserve this memory in the soul; we permit
the soul, as it were, to rest upon the visualized memory picture; and
at the same time we endeavor to exclude all other visualizations. Then
the soul is immersed in the visualized memory picture of the tree. We
then have to do with the soul's immersion in a visualized picture or
image; yet this visualization is the image of an object perceived by
the senses. But if we undertake this with a visualized image formed in
the consciousness by an act of independent will, we shall then be able
by degrees to attain the effect upon which everything depends.
We shall now endeavor to describe an example of inner immersion in a
symbolic visualization. Such a visualization must first be fashioned
in the soul. This may happen in the following way. We visualize a
plant as it roots in the earth, as leaf by leaf sprouts forth, as its
blossom unfolds, and now we think of a human being beside this plant.
We make the thought alive in the soul of how he has characteristics
and faculties which, when compared with those of the plant, may be
considered more perfect than the latter. We contemplate how, according
to his feelings and his will, he is able to move about hither and
thither, while the plant is chained to the earth. Furthermore we say
that the human being is indeed more perfect than the plant, but he
also shows peculiarities that are not to be found in the plant. Just
because of their nonexistence in the plant the latter may appear to me
in a certain sense more perfect than the human being who is filled
with desire and passion and follows them in his conduct. I may speak
of his being led astray by his desires and passions. I see that the
plant follows the pure laws of growth from leaf to leaf, that it opens
its blossom passionlessly to the chaste rays of the sun. Furthermore,
I may say to myself that the human being has a greater perfection than
the plant, but he has purchased this perfection at the price of
permitting instincts, desires, and passions to enter into his nature
besides the forces of the plant, which appear pure to us. I now
visualize how the green sap flows through the plant and that it is an
expression of the pure, passionless laws of growth. I then visualize
how the red blood flows through the human veins and how it is the
expression of the instincts, desires, and passions. All this I permit
to arise in my soul as vivid thought. Then I visualize further how the
human being is capable of evolution; how he may purify and cleanse his
instincts and passions through his higher soul powers. I visualize
how, as a result of this, something base in these instincts and
desires is destroyed and how the latter are reborn upon a higher
plane. Then the blood may be conceived of as the expression of the
purified and cleansed instincts and passions. In my thoughts I look
now, for example, upon the rose and say, In the red rose petal I see
the color of the green plant sap transformed into red, and the red
rose, like the green leaf, follows the pure, passionless laws of
growth. The red of the rose may now become the symbol of a blood that
is the expression of purified instincts and passions that have
stripped off all that is base, and in their purity resemble the forces
active in the red rose. I now seek not merely to imbue my intellect
with such thoughts but to bring them to life in my feelings. I may
have a feeling of bliss when I think of the purity and passionlessness
of the growing plant; I can produce within myself the feeling of how
certain higher perfections must be purchased through the acquirement
of instincts and desires. This can then transform the feeling of
bliss, which I have felt previously, into a grave feeling; and then a
feeling of liberating joy may stir in me when I surrender myself to
the thought of the red blood which, like the red sap of the rose, may
become the bearer of inwardly pure experiences. It is of importance
that we do not without feeling confront the thoughts that serve to
construct such a symbolic visualization. After we have pondered on
such thoughts and feelings for a time, we are to transform them into
the following symbolic visualization. We visualize a black cross. Let
this be the symbol of the destroyed base elements of instincts and
passions, and at the center, where the arms of the cross intersect,
let us visualize seven red, radiant roses arranged in a circle. Let
these roses be the symbol of a blood that is the expression of
purified,
cleansed passions and instincts.1
Such a symbolic
visualization should be called forth in the soul in the way
illustrated above through a visualized memory image. Such a
visualization has a soul-awakening power if we surrender ourselves to
it in inward meditation. We must seek to exclude all other thoughts
during meditation. Only the characterized symbol is to hover in spirit
before the soul as intensely as possible. It is not without
significance that this symbol is not simply given here as an awakening
visualized picture, but that it has first been constructed by means of
certain thoughts about plant and man. For the effect of such a symbol
depends upon the fact of its having been constructed in the way
described before it is employed in inner meditation. If we visualize
the symbol without first having fashioned it in our own souls, it
remains cold and much less effective than when it has received,
through preparation, its soul-illuminating power. During meditation,
however, we should not call forth in the soul all the preparatory
thoughts, but merely let the visualized picture hover vividly before
our inner eye, at the same time letting the feeling hold sway that has
appeared as a result of the preparatory thoughts. Thus the symbol
becomes a token alongside the feeling-experience, and its
effectiveness lies in the dwelling of the soul in this inner
experience. The longer we are able to dwell in it without the
intervention of other, disturbing, thoughts, the more effective is the
entire process. It is well, nevertheless, for us, outside the period
dedicated to the actual meditation itself, to repeat the construction
of the symbol by means of thoughts and feelings of the above described
kind, so that the experience may not fade away. The more patience we
exercise in this renewal, the more significant is the symbol for the
soul. (In my book, Knowledge of the Higher Worlds and Its Attainment,
other examples of means for inner meditation are given. Especially
effective are the meditations characterized there about the growth and
decay of the plant, about the slumbering creative forces in the plant
seed, about the forms of crystals, and so forth. In the present book,
the nature of meditation was to be described by a single example.)
Such a symbol, as is described here, portrays no outer thing or being
that is brought forth by nature. But just because of this it has an
awakening power for certain purely soul faculties. To be sure, someone
might raise an objection. He might say, It is true, the symbol as a
whole is certainly not produced by nature, but all its details are,
nevertheless, borrowed from nature the black color, the red roses, and
the other details. All this is perceived by the senses. Anyone who may
be disturbed by such an objection should consider that it is not the
pictures of sense-perceptions that lead to the awakening of the higher
soul faculties, but that this effect is produced only by the manner of
combining these details, and this combination does not picture
anything that is present in the sense world.
The process of effective meditation was illustrated here by a symbol,
as an example. In spiritual training the most manifold pictures of
this kind can be employed and they can be constructed in the most
varied manner. Also certain sentences, formulae, even single words,
upon which to meditate may be given. In every case these means to
inner meditation have the objective of liberating the soul from
sense-perception and of arousing it to an activity in which the
impression upon the physical senses is meaningless and the development
of the inner slumbering soul faculties becomes the essential. It may
also be a matter of meditation upon mere feelings and sensations. This
shows itself to be especially effective. Let us take, for example, the
feeling of joy. In the normal course of life the soul may experience
joy if an outer stimulus for it is present. If a soul with normal
feelings perceives how a human being performs an action that is
inspired by kindness of heart, this soul will feel pleased and happy
about it. But this soul may then meditate on an action of this sort.
It may say to itself, an action performed through goodness of heart is
one in which the performer does not follow his own interest, but the
interest of his fellow-man, and such an action may be designated
morally good. The contemplating soul, however, may now free itself
from the mental picture of the special case in the outer world that
has given it joy or pleasure, and it may form the comprehensive idea
of kindness of heart. It may perhaps think how kindness of heart
arises by the one soul absorbing, so to speak, the interests of the
other soul and making them its own, and it may now feel joy about this
moral idea of kindness of heart. This is not the joy in this or that
process in the sense world, but the joy in an idea as such. If we
attempt to keep alive such joy in the soul for a certain length of
time, then this is meditation on inner feeling, on inner sensation.
The idea is not then the awakening factor of the inner soul faculties,
but the holding sway, for a certain length of time, of the feeling
within the soul that is not aroused through a mere single external
impression. Since supersensible knowledge is able to penetrate more
deeply into the nature of things than ordinary thinking, it is able
through its experiences to indicate feelings that act in a still
higher degree upon the unfolding of the soul faculties, when they are
employed in inner meditation. Although this is necessary for higher
degrees of training, we should remember the fact that energetic
meditation on such feelings and sensations, as for example have been
characterized in the observation of kindness of heart, is able to lead
very far. Since human beings are varied in character, so are the
effective means of training varied for the individual man. In regard
to the duration of meditation we have to consider that the effect is
all the stronger, the more tranquilly and deliberately this meditation
is carried out. But any excess in this direction should be avoided. A
certain inner discretion that results through the exercises themselves
may teach the pupil to keep within due bounds.
Such exercises in inner meditation will in general have to be carried
on for a long time before the student himself is able to perceive any
results. What belongs unconditionally to spiritual training is
patience and perseverance. Whoever does not call up both of these
within his soul and does not, in all tranquility, continuously carry
out his exercises, so that patience and perseverance form the
fundamental mood of the soul, cannot achieve much.
It will have become evident from the preceding exposition that
meditation is a means of acquiring knowledge about higher worlds, but
it will also have become evident that not just any content of thought
will lead to it, but only a content that has been evolved in the
manner described.
The path that has been indicated here leads, in the first place, to
what may be called imaginative cognition. It is the first stage of
higher cognition. Knowledge that rests upon sense-perception and upon
the working over of the sense-perceptions through the intellect bound
to the senses may be called, in the sense of spiritual science,
objective cognition. Beyond this lie the higher stages of
knowledge, the first of which is imaginative cognition. The expression
imaginative may call forth doubts in those who think
imagination stands only for unreal imaginings, that is, a
visualization of something that has no corresponding reality. In
spiritual science, however, imaginative cognition is to be
conceived as something coming into existence through a supersensible
state of consciousness of the soul. What is perceived in this state
are spiritual facts and beings to which the senses have no access.
Because this state is awakened in the soul by meditating on symbols or
imaginations, the world of this higher state of
consciousness may be named the imaginative world, and the
knowledge corresponding to it imaginative cognition.
Imaginative, therefore, means something which is
real in a different sense from the facts and beings of
physical sense-perception. The content of the visualizations that fill
imaginative experience is of no importance, but of utmost importance
is the soul faculty which is developed through this experience.
An obvious objection to the employment of the characterized symbolic
visualizations is that their fashioning corresponds to a dreamlike
thinking and to arbitrary imagining and therefore can bring forth only
doubtful results. In regard to the symbols that lie at the foundation
of true spiritual training, doubts of this character are unjustified.
For the symbols are chosen in such a way that their connection with
outer sense reality may be entirely disregarded and their value sought
merely in the force with which they affect the soul when the latter
withdraws all attention from the outer world, when it suppresses all
impressions of the senses, and shuts out all thoughts that it may
cherish as a result of outer stimuli. The process of meditation is
best illustrated by a comparison with the state of sleep. On the one
hand it resembles the latter, on the other it is the complete
opposite. It is a sleep that represents, in regard to everyday
consciousness, a higher waking state. The important point is that
through concentration upon the visualization or picture in question
the soul is compelled to draw forth much stronger powers from its own
depths than it employs in everyday life or in everyday cognition. Its
inner activity is thereby enhanced. It liberates itself from the
bodily nature just as it does during sleep, but it does not, as in the
latter case, pass over into unconsciousness, but becomes conscious of
a world that it has not previously experienced. Although this soul
state may be compared with sleep in regard to the liberation from the
body, yet it may be described as an enhanced waking state when
compared with everyday waking consciousness. Through this the soul
experiences itself in its true inner, independent nature, while in the
everyday waking state it becomes conscious of itself only through the
help of the body because of the weaker unfolding of its forces in that
state, and does not, therefore, experience itself, but is only aware
of the picture that, like a reflection, the body (or properly speaking
its processes) sketches for it.
The symbols that are constructed in the above described manner do, by
their very nature, not yet relate to anything real in the spiritual
world. They serve the purpose of detaching the human soul from
sense-perception and from the brain instrument to which the intellect
is bound at the outset. This detachment cannot occur in man prior to
his feeling the following: I now visualize something by means of
forces in connection with which my senses and my brain do not serve me
as instruments. The first thing that the human being experiences on
this path is such a liberation from the physical organs. He may then
say to himself, My consciousness is not extinguished when I
disregard the sense-perceptions and ordinary intellectual thinking; I
can lift myself out of them and then feel myself as a being alongside
the one I was previously. This is the first purely spiritual
experience: the observation of a soul-spirit ego being. This, as a new
self, has lifted itself out of the self that is only bound to the
physical senses and the physical intellect. If without meditation the
pupil had released himself from the world of the senses and intellect,
he would have sunk into the nothingness of
unconsciousness. The soul-spirit being, naturally, existed before
meditation had taken place, but it did not yet have any organs of
observing the spiritual world. It was somewhat similar to a physical
body without eyes to see, or ears to hear. The force that was employed
in meditation first has fashioned the soul-spirit organs out of the
previously unorganized soul-spirit nature. The individual beholds
first, therefore, what he has created. Thus, the first experience is,
in a certain sense, self-perception. It belongs to the essence of
spiritual training that the soul, through the practice of
self-education, is at this point of its development fully conscious of
the fact that at first it perceives itself in the world of
pictures imaginations which appear as a result of the exercises
described. Although these pictures appear as living in a new world,
the soul must recognize that they are, at the outset, nothing but the
reflection of its own being, strengthened through the exercises, and
it must not only recognize this with proper discretion, but it must
also have developed such a power of will that it can extinguish, can
eliminate these pictures from consciousness at any time. The soul must
be able to act within these pictures completely free and fully aware.
This belongs to true spiritual training at this stage. If the soul
were not able to do this it would be in the same circumstances, in the
sphere of spiritual experience, in which a soul would find itself in
the physical world, were its eyes fettered to the object upon which
they gaze, powerless to withdraw them. Only one group of inner
imaginative experiences constitutes an exception to this possibility
of extinction. These experiences are not to be extinguished at this
stage of spiritual training. They correspond to the kernel of the
soul's own being, and the student of the spiritual recognizes in these
pictures what, in himself, passes through repeated earth lives as his
fundamental being. At this point the sensing of repeated earth lives
becomes a real experience. In regard to everything else the
independence of the experiences mentioned must rule, and only after
having acquired the ability to bring about this extinction does the
student approach the true external spiritual world. In place of what
has been extinguished, something else appears that is recognized as
spiritual reality. The student feels how he grows in his soul from the
undefined into the defined. From the self-perception he then must
proceed to an observation of an outer world of soul and spirit. This
takes place when the student arranges his inner experiences in the
sense that will be further indicated here.
In the beginning the soul of the student of the spiritual is weak in
regard to everything that is to be perceived in the spiritual world.
He will have to employ great inner energy in order to hold fast in
meditation to the symbols or other visualizations that he has
fashioned from the stimuli of the world of the senses. If, however, he
wishes besides this to attain real observation in a higher world, he
must be able not only to hold fast to these visualizations, but he
must also, after he has done this, be able to sojourn in a state in
which no stimuli of the sensory world act upon the soul, but in which
also the visualized imaginations themselves, characterized above, are
extirpated from consciousness. What has been formed through meditation
can only then appear in consciousness. It is important now that
sufficient inner soul power be present in order really to perceive
spiritually what has been formed through meditation, so that it may
not elude the attention. This is, however, always the case with but
weakly developed inner energy. What is thus constructed in the
beginning as a soul-spirit organism and what is to be taken hold of by
the student in self-perception is delicate and fleeting, and the
disturbances of the outer world of the senses and its after-effects of
memory are great, however much we may endeavor to hold them back. Not
only the disturbances that we observe come into question here, but
much more, indeed, those of which we are not conscious at all in
everyday life. The very nature of the human being, however, makes
possible a state of transition in this regard. What the soul at the
beginning cannot achieve in the waking state on account of the
disturbances of the physical world, is possible in the state of sleep.
Whoever surrenders to meditation will, by proper attention, become
aware of something in sleep. He will feel that during sleep he does
not fall into a complete slumber, but that at times his
soul is active in a certain way while sleeping. In such states the
natural processes hold back the influences of the outer world that the
waking soul is not yet able to prevent by means of its own power. If,
however, the exercises of meditation have already been effective, the
soul frees itself during sleep from unconsciousness and feels the
world of soul and spirit. This may happen in a twofold way. It may be
clear to the human being during sleep that now he is in another world;
or he may have the memory on awaking that he has been in another
world. To the first belongs, indeed, greater inner energy than to the
second. Therefore the latter will be more frequent for the beginner in
spiritual training. By degrees this may go so far that the pupil feels
on waking that he has been in another world during the whole sleep
period, from which he has emerged on waking, and his memory of the
beings and facts of this other world will become ever more definite.
Something has taken place for the student of the spiritual in one form
or another that may be called the continuity of consciousness. (The
continuity of consciousness during sleep.) It is not at all meant by
this, however, that man is always conscious during sleep. Much,
however, has already been gained in the continuity of consciousness if
the human being, who otherwise sleeps like ordinary man, has at
certain times during sleep intervals in which he can consciously
behold a world of soul and spirit, or if, after waking, he can look
back again in memory upon such brief states of consciousness. It
should not be forgotten, however, that what is described here may be
only understood as a transitional state. It is good to pass through
this state in the course of training, but one should certainly not
believe that a conclusive perception in regard to the world of soul
and spirit should be derived from it. The soul is uncertain in this
state and cannot yet depend upon what it perceives. But through such
experiences it gathers more and more power in order to succeed, also
while awake, in warding off the disturbing influences of the physical
outer and inner worlds, and thus to acquire the faculty of soul-spirit
observation when impressions no longer come through the senses, when
the intellect bound to the physical brain is silent, and when
consciousness is freed even from the visualizations of meditation by
means of which we have only prepared ourselves for spiritual
perception. Whatever is revealed by spiritual science in this or that
form should never originate from any other soul-spirit observation
than from one that has been made during the state of complete
wakefulness.
Two soul experiences are important in the process of spiritual
training. Through the one, man may say to himself, Although I
now disregard all the impressions the outer physical world may offer,
nevertheless, I do not look into myself as though at a being in whom
all activity is extinguished, but I look at one who is conscious of
himself in a world of which I know nothing as long as I only permit
myself to be stimulated by sense impressions and the ordinary
impressions of the intellect. At this moment the soul has the
feeling that it has given birth, in the manner described above, to a
new being in itself as the kernel of its soul nature, and this being
possesses characteristics quite different from those that previously
existed in the soul. The other experience consists in now having the
old being like a second alongside the new. What, up to the present,
the student knew as enclosing him becomes something that now confronts
him, in a certain sense. He feels himself at times outside of what he
had otherwise called his own being, his ego. It is as though he now
lived in full consciousness in two egos. One of these is the being he
has known up to the present. The other stands, like a being newly
born, above it. The student feels how the first ego attains a certain
independence of the second, just as the body of the human being has a
certain independence of the first ego. This experience is of great
significance. For through it the human being knows what it means to
live in the world that he strives to reach through training.
The second, the new-born ego, may now be trained to perceive within
the spiritual world. There may be developed in this ego what, for the
spiritual world, has the same significance the sense organs possess
for the sensory-physical world. If this development has advanced to
the necessary stage, then the human being will not only feel himself
as a new-born ego, but he will now perceive spiritual facts and
spiritual beings in his environment, just as he perceives the physical
world through the physical senses. This is a third significant
experience. In order completely to find his way about at this stage of
spiritual training the human being must realize that, with the
strengthening of soul powers, self-love and egotism will appear to a
degree quite unknown to everyday soul-life. It would be a
misunderstanding if someone were to believe that at this point only
ordinary self-love is meant. This self-love increases at this stage of
development to such a degree that it assumes the appearance of a
nature force within the human soul, and in order to vanquish this
strong egotism a rigorous strengthening of the will is necessary. This
egotism is not produced by spiritual training; it is always present;
it only comes to consciousness through spiritual experience. The
training of the will must go hand in hand with the other spiritual
training. A strong inclination exists to feel enraptured in the world
that we have created for ourselves, and we must, in the manner
described above, be able to extinguish, as it were, what we have
striven to create with such great effort. In the imaginative world
that has thus been reached the student must extinguish himself.
Against this however, the strongest impulses of egotism wage war. The
belief may easily arise that the exercises of spiritual training are
something external, disregarding the moral evolution of the soul. It
must be said concerning this that the moral force that is necessary
for the indicated victory over egotism cannot be attained unless the
moral condition of the soul is brought to a corresponding level.
Progress in spiritual training is not thinkable without a
corresponding moral progress. Without moral force the described
victory over egotism is not possible. All talk about true spiritual
training not being at the same time moral training does not conform to
facts. Only the person who does not know such an experience can make
the following objection by asking, How are we to know that we
are dealing with realities and not with mere visions, hallucinations,
and so forth, when we believe we have spiritual perceptions? The
facts are such, however, that the student who has reached the
characterized stage by proper training is just as able to distinguish
his own visualization from spiritual reality as a man with a healthy
mind is able to distinguish the thought of a hot piece of iron from an
actual one that he touches with his hand. Healthy experience, and
nothing else, shows the difference. In the spiritual world also, life
itself is the touchstone. Just as we know that in the sense world the
mental picture of a piece of iron, be it thought ever so hot, will not
burn the fingers, the trained spiritual student knows whether or not
he experiences a spiritual fact only in his imaginings or whether real
facts or beings make an impression upon his awakened spiritual organs
of perception. The general rules that we must observe during spiritual
training in order not to fall victim to illusions in this regard will
be described later.
It is of greatest importance that the student of the spiritual has
acquired a quite definite soul state when he becomes conscious of a
new-born ego. For through his ego the human being attains to control
of his sensations, feelings, thoughts, instincts, passions, and
desires. Perception and thought cannot be left to themselves in the
soul. They must be regulated through attentive thinking. It is the ego
that employs these laws of thinking and through them brings order into
the life of visualization and thought. It is similar with desires,
instincts, inclinations, and passions. The ethical principles become
guides of these soul powers. Through moral judgment the ego becomes
the guide of the soul in this realm. If the human being now draws a
higher ego out of his ordinary ego, the latter becomes independent in
a certain sense. From this ego just as much of living force is
withdrawn as is bestowed upon the higher ego. Let us suppose, however,
the case in which the human being has not yet developed a sufficient
ability and firmness in the laws of thought and in his power of
judgment, and he wishes to give birth to his higher ego at this stage
of development. He will be able to leave behind for his everyday ego
only so much thought power as he has previously developed. If the
measure of regulated thinking is too small, then there will appear a
disordered, confused, fantastic thinking and judgment in the ordinary
ego that has become independent. Because the new-born ego can only be
weak in such a personality, the disturbed lower ego will gain
domination over supersensible perception, and man will not show
equilibrium in his power of judgment in observing the supersensible
world. If he had developed sufficient ability in logical thinking, he
would be able, without fear, to permit the ordinary ego to have its
independence. This is also true in the domain of the ethical. If the
human being has not attained firmness in moral judgment, if he has not
gained sufficient control over his inclinations, instincts, and
passions, then he will make his ordinary ego independent in a state in
which these soul powers act. It may happen that the human being in
describing the knowledge he has experienced in the supersensible is
not governed by the same high sense of truth that guides him in what
he brings to his consciousness in the physical outer world. With such
a demoralized sense of truth, he might believe anything to be
spiritual reality that in truth is only his own fantastic imagining.
Into this sense of truth there must act firmness of ethical judgment,
certainty of character, keenness of conscience, which are developed in
the lower, first ego, before the higher, second ego becomes active for
the purpose of supersensible cognition. What is said here must not
discourage training, but it must be taken very seriously.
Anyone who has the strong will to do what brings the first ego to
inner certainty in the exercise of its functions need not recoil from
the liberation of his second ego, brought about through spiritual
training for the sake of supersensible cognition. But he must keep in
mind that self-deception has great power over the human being when it
is a question of his feeling himself mature enough for
some step. In the spiritual training described here, man attains such
a development of his thought life that it is impossible for him to
encounter the dangers of going astray, often presumed to be
inevitable. This development of thought acts in such a way that all
necessary inner experiences appear, but that they occur in the soul
without being accompanied by damaging aberrations of fantasy. Without
corresponding thought development the experiences may call forth a
profound uncertainty in the soul. The method stressed here causes the
experiences to appear in such a way that the student becomes
completely familiar with them, just as he becomes familiar with the
perceptions of the physical world in a healthy soul state. Through the
development of thought life he becomes, as it were, an observer of
what he experiences in himself, while, without this thought life, he
stands heedless within the experience.
In a factual training certain qualities are mentioned that the student
who wishes to find his way into the higher worlds should acquire
through practice. These are, above all, control of the soul over its
train of thought, over its will, and its feelings. The way in which
this control is to be acquired through practice has a twofold purpose.
On the one hand, the soul is to be imbued with firmness, certainty,
and equilibrium to such a degree that it preserves these qualities,
although from its being a second ego is born. On the other hand, this
second ego is to be furnished with strength and inner consistency of
character.
What is necessary for the thinking of man in spiritual training is,
above all, objectivity. In the physical-sensory world, life is the
human ego's great teacher of objectivity. Were the soul to let
thoughts wander about aimlessly, it would be immediately compelled to
let itself be corrected by life if it did not wish to come into
conflict with it. The soul must think according to the course of the
facts of life. If now the human being turns his attention away from
the physical-sensory world, he lacks the compulsory correction of the
latter. If his thinking is then unable to be its own corrective, it
must become irrational. Therefore the thinking of the student of the
spiritual must be trained in such a manner that it is able to give to
itself direction and goal. Thinking must be its own instructor in
inner firmness and the capacity to hold the attention strictly to one
object. For this reason, suitable thought exercises are
not to be undertaken with unfamiliar and complicated objects, but with
those that are simple and familiar. Anyone who is able for months at a
time to concentrate his thoughts daily at least for five minutes upon
an ordinary object (for example a needle, a pencil, or any other
simple object), and during this time to exclude all thoughts that have
no bearing on the subject, has achieved a great deal in this regard.
(We may contemplate a new object daily, or the same one for several
days.) Also, the one who considers himself a thinker as a result of
scientific training should not disdain to prepare himself for
spiritual training in this manner. For if for a certain length of time
we fasten our thoughts upon an object that is well known to us, we can
be sure that we think in conformity with facts. If we ask ourselves
what a pencil is composed of, how its materials are prepared, how they
are brought together afterward, when pencils were invented, and so
forth, we then conform our thoughts more to reality than if we reflect
upon the origin of man, or upon the nature of life. Through simple
thought exercises we acquire greater ability for factual thinking
concerning the Saturn, Sun, and Moon evolutions than through
complicated and learned ideas. For in the first place it is not at all
a question of thinking about this or that, but of thinking factually
by means of inner force. If we have schooled ourselves in regard to
factuality by a physical-sensory process, easily surveyed, then
thought becomes accustomed to function in accordance with facts even
though it does not feel itself controlled by the physical world of the
senses and its laws, and we rid ourselves of the habit of letting our
thoughts wander without relation to facts.
The soul must become a ruler in the sphere of the will as it must be
in the world of thought. In the physical-sensory world, it is life
itself that appears as the ruler. It emphasizes this or that need of
the human being, and the will feels itself impelled to satisfy these
needs. In higher training man must become accustomed to obey his own
commands strictly. He who becomes accustomed to this will be less and
less inclined to desire the non-essential. Dissatisfaction and
instability in the life of will rest upon the desire for things the
realization of which we cannot conceive clearly. Such dissatisfaction
may bring the entire mental life into disorder when a higher ego is
about to emerge from the soul. It is a good practice if one gives
oneself for months, at a certain time of the day, the following
command: Today, at this definite time, I shall perform this or that
action. One then gradually becomes able to determine the time for this
action and the nature of the thing to be done so as to permit its
being carried out with great exactness. Thus one lifts oneself above
the damaging attitude of mind found in, I should like this, I
want that, in which we do not at all consider the possibility of
its accomplishment. A great personality Goethe lets a seeress say,
Him I love who desires the impossible. [Goethe: Faust
11.]And Goethe himself says, To live in the idea means to treat
the impossible as though it were possible. [Goethe: Verses in
Prose.] Such expressions must not be used as objections to what is
presented here. For the demand of Goethe and his seeress, Manto, can
only be fulfilled by someone who has trained himself to desire what is
possible, in order then to be able, through his strong will, to treat
the impossible so that it is transformed through his will
into the possible.
In regard to the world of feeling the soul should attain for spiritual
training a certain degree of calmness. It is necessary for that
purpose that the soul become ruler over expressions of joy and sorrow,
of pleasure and pain. It is just in regard to the acquiring of this
ability that much prejudice may result. One might imagine that one
would become dull and without sympathy in regard to one's fellowmen if
one should not feel joy with the joyful and with the painful, pain.
Yet this is not the point in question. With the joyful the soul should
rejoice, with sadness it should feel pain. But it should acquire the
ability to control the expression of joy and sorrow, of pleasure and
pain. If one endeavors to do this, one will soon notice that one does
not become less sensitive, but on the contrary more receptive to all
that is joyous and sorrowful in one's environment than one was
previously. To be sure, if one wishes to acquire the ability with
which we are concerned here, one must strictly observe oneself for a
long period of time. One must see to it that one is able fully to
sympathize with joy and sorrow without losing one's self-control so
that one gives way to an involuntary expression of one's feelings. It
is not the justified pain that one should suppress, but involuntary
weeping; not the horror of an evil action, but the blind rage of
anger; not attention to danger, but fruitless fear, and so forth. Only
through such practice does the student of the spiritual attain the
tranquility of mind that is necessary to prevent the soul at the
birth of the higher ego, and, above all, during its activity, from
leading a second, abnormal life like a sort of Doppelganger soul
double along side this higher ego. It is just in regard to these
things that one should not surrender oneself to any sort of
self-deception. It may appear to many a one that he already possesses
a certain equanimity in ordinary life and therefore does not need this
exercise. It is just such a person who doubly needs it. It may be
quite possible to be calm when confronting the things of ordinary
life, but when one ascends into a higher world, the lack of
equilibrium that heretofore was only suppressed may assert itself all
the more. It must be grasped that for spiritual training what one
already appeared to possess previously is of less importance than the
need to practice, according to exact rules, what one lacks. Although
this sentence appears contradictory, it is, nevertheless, correct.
Even though life has taught us this or that, the abilities we have
acquired by ourselves serve the cause of spiritual training. If life
has brought us excitability, we should break ourselves of the habit;
if life has brought us complacency, then we should through
self-education arouse ourselves to such a degree that the expression
of the soul corresponds to the impression received. Anyone who never
laughs about anything has just as little control of his life as
someone who, without any control whatever, is continually given to
laughter.
For the control of thought and feeling there is a further means of
education in the acquirement of the faculty that we may call
positiveness. There is a beautiful legend that tells of how the Christ
Jesus, accompanied by some other persons, passed by a dead dog lying
on the roadside. While the others turned aside from the hideous
spectacle, the Christ Jesus spoke admiringly of the animal's beautiful
teeth. One can school oneself in order to attain the attitude of soul
toward the world shown by this legend. The erroneous, the bad, the
ugly should not prevent the soul from finding the true, the good, and
the beautiful wherever it is present. This positiveness should not be
confused with non-criticism, with the arbitrary closing of the eyes to
the bad, the false, and the inferior. If you admire the
beautiful teeth of a dead animal, you also see the
decaying corpse. But this corpse does not prevent your seeing the
beautiful teeth. One cannot consider the bad good and the false true,
but it is possible to attain the ability not to be deterred by evil
from seeing good, and by error from seeing truth.
Thought linked with will undergoes a certain maturing if we permit
ourselves never to be robbed by previous experiences of the unbiased
receptivity for new experiences. For the student of the spiritual the
following thought should entirely lose its meaning, I have never
heard that, I do not believe that. It should be his aim, during
specific periods of time, to learn something new on every occasion
from everything and everybody. From every breath of air, from every
leaf, from the babbling of children one can learn something if one is
prepared to bring to one's aid a certain point of view that one has
not made use of up to the present. It will, however, be easily
possible in regard to such an ability to go wide of the mark. One
should not in any way disregard, at any particular stage of life,
one's previous experiences. One should judge what one experiences in
the present by one's experiences of the past. This is placed upon one
scale of the balance; upon the other, however, must be placed the
inclination of the student continually to experience the new. Above
all, there must be faith in the possibility that new experiences may
contradict the old.
Thus we have named five capacities of the soul that the student must
make his own by correct training: Control of the direction of thought;
control of the impulses of will; calmness in joy and sorrow;
positiveness in judging the world; impartiality in our attitude toward
life. Anyone who has employed certain consecutive periods of time for
the purpose of acquiring these capacities will still be subject to the
necessity of bringing them into harmonious concord in his soul. He
will be under the necessity of practicing them simultaneously, in
pairs, or three and one, and so forth, in order to bring about
harmony.
The exercises just characterized are indicated by the methods of
spiritual training because by being conscientiously carried out they
not only effect in the student what has been designated above as a
direct result, but indirectly much else follows, which is needed on
the path to the spiritual worlds. Whoever carries out these exercises
to a sufficient degree will encounter in the process many short
comings and defects in his soul-life, and he will find precisely the
means required by him for strengthening and safeguarding his
intellectual life, his life of feeling, and his character. He will
certainly have need of many other exercises, according to his
abilities, his temperament, and character; such exercises will follow,
however, when those named are sufficiently carried out. The student
will indeed notice that the exercises described yield, indirectly and
by degrees, what did not in the first place appear to be in them. If,
for example, someone has too little self-confidence, he will be able
to notice after a certain time that through the exercises the
necessary self-confidence has developed. It is the same in regard to
other soul characteristics. (Special and more detailed exercises may
be found in my book, Knowledge of the Higher Worlds and Its
Attainment.) It is significant that the student of the spiritual be
able to increase the indicated abilities to ever higher degrees. He
must bring the control of thought and feeling to such a stage that the
soul acquires the power of establishing periods of complete inner
tranquility, during which the student holds back from his spirit and
heart all that everyday outer life brings of joy and sorrow, of
satisfaction and affliction, indeed, of duties and demands. During
such periods only those things should enter the soul that the soul
itself permits to enter during the state of meditation. In regard to
this, a prejudice may easily arise. The opinion might develop that the
student might become estranged from life and its duties if he
withdraws from it in heart and spirit during certain periods of the
day. In reality, however, this is not at all the case. Anyone who
surrenders himself, in the manner described, to periods of inner
tranquility and peace will, during these periods, engender so many
and such strong forces for the duties of outer life that as a result
he will not, indeed, perform his duties more poorly, but, certainly,
in a better fashion. It is of great benefit if in such periods the
student detaches himself completely from the thoughts of his personal
affairs, if he is able to elevate himself to what concerns not only
himself but mankind in general. If he is able to fill his soul with
the communications from the higher spiritual world and if they are
able to arouse his interest to just as high a degree as is the case
with personal troubles or affairs, then his soul will gather from it
fruit of special value. Whoever, in this way, endeavors to regulate
his soul-life will also attain the possibility of self-observation
through which he observes his own affairs with the same tranquility
as if they were those of others. The ability to behold one's own
experiences, one's own joys and sorrows as though they were the joys
and sorrows of others is a good preparation for spiritual training.
One gradually attains the necessary degree of this quality if, after
one has finished one's daily tasks, one permits the panorama of one's
daily experiences to pass before the eyes of the spirit. One must see
oneself in a picture within one's experiences; that is, one must
observe oneself in one's daily life as though from outside. One
attains a certain ability in such self-observation if one begins with
the visualization of detached portions of this daily life. One then
becomes increasingly clever and skillful in such retrospect, so that,
after a longer period of practice, one will be able to form a complete
picture within a brief span of time. This looking at one's experiences
backward has a special value for spiritual training for the reason
that it brings the soul to a point where it is able to release itself
in thinking from the previous habit of merely following in thought the
course of everyday events. In thought-retrospect one visualizes
correctly, but one is not held to the sensory course of events. One
needs this exercise to familiarize oneself with the spiritual world.
Thought strengthens itself in this way in a healthy manner. It is
therefore also good not only to review in retrospect one's daily life,
but to retrace in reverse order, for instance, the course of a drama,
a narrative, or a melody. More and more it will become the ideal for
the student to relate himself to the life events he encounters in such
a way that, with inner certainty and soul tranquility, he allows them
to approach him and does not judge them according to his soul
condition, but according to their inner significance and their inner
value. It is just by looking upon this ideal that he will create for
himself the soul basis for the surrender of himself to the above
described meditations on symbolic and other thoughts and feelings.
The conditions described here must be fulfilled, because supersensible
experience is built upon the foundation on which one stands in
everyday soul life before one enters the supersensible world. In a
twofold manner all supersensible experience is dependent upon the
starting point at which the soul stands before it enters into this
world. Anyone who, from the beginning, does not consider making a
healthy judgment the foundation of his spiritual training will develop
in himself supersensible faculties with which he perceives the
spiritual world inexactly and incorrectly. His spiritual organs of
perception will, so to speak, unfold incorrectly. Just as one cannot
see correctly in the sense world with eyes that are faulty and
diseased, one cannot perceive correctly with spiritual organs that
have not been constructed upon the foundation of a healthy capacity
for judgment. Whoever makes the start with an immoral soul condition
elevates himself to the spiritual world in a way by which his
spiritual perception becomes stupefied and clouded. He stands
confronting the supersensible worlds like someone observing the
sensory world in a stupor. Such a person will, to be sure, make no
important statements. The spiritual observer in his state of stupor
is, however, more awake than a human being in everyday consciousness.
His assertions, therefore, will become errors in regard to the
spiritual world.
Footnotes:
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The point is not whether
this or that idea of natural science finds the above thoughts
justified or not. For it is a question of the development of such
thoughts by means of plant and man that may be gained, without any
theory, through simple, direct perception. Such thoughts have indeed
their importance also, besides the theoretical ideas about the things
of the outer world, which in other connections are of no less
importance. Here thoughts do not have the purpose of representing a
fact scientifically, but of constructing a symbol that proves itself
effective in the soul, notwithstanding the objections that may occur
to this or that individual in fashioning this symbol.
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