Lecture III
Dornach, July 1, 1921
I would like
today to consider briefly something in connection with the
subject dealt with last week and also earlier, something that
can lead on to the further development of our studies. In
experiencing the world around us, we see, in the world and
also in ourselves, many things as being abnormal, perhaps
even diseased, and indeed, this is quite justified from one
point of view; but when we perceive something as abnormal or
diseased in an absolute sense, we have not yet understood the
world. Indeed, we often block the path to an understanding of
the world if we simply remain with such evaluations of
existence as healthy and ill, right and wrong, true and
false, good and evil, etc. For what appears as diseased or
abnormal from one point of view is from another point of view
fully justified within the whole of world relationships. I
will give you a concrete case, so that you may see what I
mean.
The appearance
of so-called hallucinations, or visions, is looked upon quite
rightly as something diseased. Hallucinations, pictures that
appear before human consciousness and that do not reveal a
corresponding reality upon closer, critical examination
— such hallucinations, such visions, are something
diseased if we consider them from the standpoint of human
life as it unfolds between birth, or conception, and death.
When we describe hallucinations as something abnormal,
however, as something that certainly does not belong to the
normal course of life between birth and death, we have in no
way grasped the inherent nature of hallucination.
Let us now set
aside all such judgments regarding hallucination. Let us
consider how it appears when we observe someone during a
hallucination. The hallucination appears as a picture that is
bound up with the whole subjective life, with the inner life,
in a more intensive way than the usual outer perception,
which is transmitted through the senses. Hallucination is
experienced inwardly far more intensely than sense
perception. Sense perception can be penetrated at the same
time by sharp, critical thoughts, but one who is under the
influence of hallucinations does not permeate them with
sharp, critical thoughts. He lives in a hovering, weaving
picture element.
What is this
element in which man lives when he is suffering from
hallucinations? You see, we cannot understand this if we know
only what enters ordinary human consciousness between birth
and death. In this consciousness the content of hallucination
enters as something that is unjustified under all
circumstances. Hallucination must be seen from an entirely
different point of view; then we can approach its essence.
This point of view is found when in the course of development
leading to a higher vision man learns to know the living and
weaving that are active between death and a new birth,
particularly the living and weaving of his own being, when
this life is but a few decades from his approaching birth, or
conception. If, therefore, we attain the capacity enabling us
to live into what is experienced quite normally when a human
being is nearing birth or conception, we live into the true
form of what appears in life between birth and death in an
abnormal way as hallucination.
Just as here in
the life between birth and death we are surrounded by the
world of colors, by the world that we feel with every breath
of air, etc. — in short, by the world we picture to be
the one we experience between birth and death — so our
own soul-spiritual being lives, between death and a new
birth, in an element that is altogether identical with what
can appear in us as hallucination. We are born, as it were,
out of the element of hallucination, particularly in our
bodily nature. What appears as hallucination hovers and
breathes through the world that lies at the foundation of our
present one; in being born, we rise out of this element,
which can then appear abnormally to the soul in the world of
hallucinations. What are hallucinations, then, within
everyday consciousness?
When the human
being has passed through the experiences of the life between
death and a new birth and has entered into physical, sensory
existence through conception and birth, certain spiritual
beings of the higher hierarchies, with whom we are already
acquainted, have had an intuition, and the result of this
intuition is the physical body. We may say, therefore, that
certain beings have intuitions; the result of these
intuitions is the human physical body, which can only come
into existence by being permeated by the soul, rising out of
the element of hallucination. What takes place, however, when
hallucinations appear in a diseased way within ordinary
consciousness? I can only make this clear in a pictorial way,
but this is natural enough since hallucinations are
themselves pictures. It is self-evident that in this case we
can reach no result by using abstract concepts — we
must explain it in a pictorial way.
Think of the
following: as I have recently explained to you, the human
physical body actually consists of solid substance only to
the slightest extent necessary to preserve the solid
contours. The largest proportion is watery; it also consists
of the element of air, and so forth. This human physical body
has a certain consistency, it has a certain natural density.
If, now, this natural density is changed into an unnatural
one, if it is interfered with — picture, symbolically,
that the elasticity of this physical body were to be
decreased — then the original hallucinatory element out
of which it is born would be pressed out, just as water is
pressed out of a sponge. The appearance of this hallucinatory
nature is due only to the fact that the original element out
of which the body arises, out of which it is formed, is
pressed out of the physical body. The illness that expresses
itself in a hallucinatory life of consciousness always points
to something unhealthy in the physical body, which presses
its own substance spiritually, as it were, out of itself.
This leads us
to the fact that, in a certain sense, our thinking is indeed
what materialists state it to be. Our physical body is, in
reality, an image of what “pre-existed” before
birth, or conception, in the spiritual worlds. It is an
image. And thinking that arises in ordinary
consciousness — that thinking which is the pride of
modern man — is not unjustly described by materialists
as something entirely bound up with the physical body. It is
simply the case that this thinking, which has served modern
man particularly since the birth of the modern scientific way
of thinking, since the fifteenth century — this
thinking perishes as such with the physical body, it ceases
when the physical body ceases to exist. What you often find
in the Roman Catholic philosophy of today — the
philosophy current today, not the one of the earlier
centuries — according to which the abstract,
intellectual activity of the soul survives death, this is
incorrect, it is not true. This thinking, which is
characteristic of the soul life of the present, is thoroughly
bound up with the physical body. The part that survives the
physical body can only be perceived when we reach the next
higher stage of cognition, in Imaginative cognition, in
pictorial mental images, and so forth.
You might argue
that in this case a person who has no capacity for forming
pictorial mental images would not have immortality. The
question cannot be posed in this way, however, for it means
nothing at all to say that a person does not have pictorial
mental images. You can say that in your everyday
consciousness you do not have pictorial mental images, that
you do not bring them into your everyday consciousness, but
pictorial mental images, imaginations, are constantly forming
themselves within us; it is just that they are used in the
organic processes of life. They become the forces out of
which man continuously builds up his organism anew.
Our materialistic philosophy and our materialistic
natural science believe that during sleep man rebuilds his
worn-out organs out of something unspecified — out of
what does not seem to concern modern science very much. This
is not what takes place, however; rather, it is precisely
during our waking life — even when we do not go beyond
the everyday intellectual consciousness — that we are
constantly forming imaginations; we digest these
imaginations, as it were, by means of the soul element and
build up the body out of them. These imaginations are not
perceived as separate entities by our ordinary consciousness,
because they are building up the body. The evolution to a
higher vision is based upon the fact that we partially
withdraw, as far as the outer world is concerned, this work
from the physical body, and that we bring to consciousness
what otherwise boils and seethes in the depths of this
physical body. For this reason spiritual science should
accompany this higher vision; otherwise such a vision could
not continue for very long, since it would undermine the
health of the organism. The imaginative activity is thus very
present in the ordinary life of the soul, but between birth
and death it is digested and absorbed by the body. We thus
may say that here, too, an unconscious activity takes place
during ordinary life, but that if it is brought to
consciousness it reveals itself as hallucination.
Hallucination consists entirely of something that is an
ordered, elementary activity in existence. It must not,
however, appear in our consciousness at the wrong time.
Hallucination in its ordinary manifestation must remain, as
it were, more in the unconscious realms of our existence.
When the-body
presses out, as it were, its primal substance, it comes to
the point of incorporating this pressed-out primal substance
into ordinary consciousness, and then hallucinations appear.
Hallucinating means nothing other than that the body sends up
into consciousness what should really be used within the body
for digestion, growth, etc.
This is also
connected with what I have so often explained in relation to
the illusions that people have in connection with certain
mystics. They fear that we will strip the mystic of his
holiness if we point out his foundation. Take, for instance,
hallucinations that have a beautiful and poetic character
such as those described by Mechtild of Magdeburg or St.
Theresa. They are indeed beautiful, but what are they, in
reality?
If we can see
beyond the surface of such things, we shall find that they
are hallucinations that have been pressed out of the organs
of the body; they are its primal substance. If we wish to
describe what is truly there when these most beautiful,
mystical poems well up into consciousness, we must sometimes
describe, in the case of Mechtild of Magdeburg or St.
Theresa, processes very much akin to those of digestion.
We should not
say that this takes away the aroma from some of the
historical manifestations of mysticism. The great sensual
delight that many people feel when they think of mysticism,
or when they wish to experience mysticism themselves, can be
guided back onto the right path, as it were. Many mystical
experiences, however, are nothing but an inner sensual
delight, which can indeed rise into consciousness as
something poetic and beautiful. What is destroyed by
knowledge, however, is only a prejudice, an illusion. He who
is really willing to penetrate into the innermost recesses of
the human being must participate in the experience that shows
him, rather than the beautiful descriptions of the mystic,
the conformations of his organs — liver, lungs, etc.
— as they are formed out of the cosmos, out of the
hallucination of the cosmos. Fundamentally, mysticism does
not thereby lose its aroma, but rather a higher knowledge
reveals itself if we can describe how the liver forms itself
out of the hallucinating cosmos, how, in a certain sense, it
is formed out of what appears condensed within itself as
metamorphosed spirit, as metamorphosed hallucination. In this
way, we look into the bodily nature and see the connection of
this bodily nature with the whole cosmos.
Now, however,
the very clever people will come — we must always
consider these clever people when we present the truth, for
they raise their objections whenever we try to do
so — these very clever people will say: what is this you
are telling us, that the human body is formed out of the
universe! Why, we know very well that the human being is born
out of the mother's body. We know what it looks like as an
embryo, and so on! A thoroughly false conception lies at the
basis of such objections, but we will bring them to mind once
more, although similar things have already been contemplated
on other occasions.
If we regard
the various forms of outer nature — let us remain at
first in the mineral world — we find the most manifold
forms. We speak of them as crystal forms. We also find other
forms in nature, however, and we find that a certain
configuration, an inner configuration, arises when, let us
say, carbon, hydrogen, oxygen, nitrogen, and sulfur are
combined. We know that when carbon and oxygen combine and
form carbon dioxide, a gas of a certain density arises. When
carbon combines with nitrogen, cyanuric acid arises, and so
on. Substances are formed that a chemist can always trace;
they do not always appear in an outer crystallization, but
they have an inner configuration. In modern times —
this inner configuration has even been designated by means of
the well-known structural formulae in chemistry.
Something has
always been taken for granted in this, namely that the
molecules, as they are called, become more and more
complicated the more we ascend from mineral, inorganic
substance to organic substance. We say that the organic
molecule, the cellular molecule, consists of carbon, oxygen,
nitrogen, hydrogen, and sulfur. It is said that they are
connected in some way but in a very complicated way. One of
the ideals of natural science is to discover how these
individual atoms in the complicated organic molecules are
connected. Nevertheless, science admits that it will still be
some time before we shall discover how one atom is connected
with another within organic substance, within the living
molecule. The mystery here, however, is this, that the more
organic a substance is, the less one atom will be chemically
connected with another, for the substances are whirled about
chaotically, and even ordinary protein molecules, for
instance in the nerve substance or blood substance, are in
reality inwardly amorphous forms; they are not complicated
molecules but inorganic matter inwardly torn asunder,
inorganic matter that has rid itself of the crystallization
forces, the forces that hold molecules together and connect
the atoms with one another. This is already the case in the
ordinary molecules of the organs, and it is most of all the
case in the embryonic molecules, in the protein of the
germ.
If I draw the
organism here
(see drawing),
and here the germ — and
therefore the beginning of the embryo — the germ is the
most chaotic of all as far as the conglomeration of material
substance is concerned. This germ is something that has
emancipated itself from all forces of crystallization, from
all chemical forces of the mineral kingdom, and so on.
Absolute chaos has arisen in this one spot, which is held
together only by the rest of the organism. Because of the
fact that here this chaotic protein has appeared, there is
the possibility for the forces of the entire universe to act
upon this protein, so that this protein is in fact a copy of
the forces of the entire universe. Precisely those forces
that then become formative forces for the etheric body and
for the astral body are present in the female egg cell,
without fertilization yet having taken place. Through
fertilization, this formation also acquires the physical body
and the I, the sheath of the I, and therefore that which
constitutes the formation of the I. This arises through
fertilization, and this here
(see drawing)
is a pure cosmic
picture, is a picture from the cosmos, because the protein
emancipates itself from all earthly forces and thus can be
determined by what is extraterrestrial. In the female egg
cell, earthly substance is in fact subject to cosmic forces.
The cosmic forces create their own image in the female egg
cell. This is even true to the extent that in certain
formations of the egg, in the case of certain classes of
animals — birds, for instance — something very
important can be seen in the form of the egg itself. This
cannot be perceived of, of course, in the higher animals or
in the human being, but in the formation of the hen's egg,
you can find this image of the cosmos. The egg is nothing
other than a true image of the cosmos. The cosmic forces work
on this protein, which has emancipated itself from the
earthly. The egg is absolutely a copy of the cosmos, and
philosophers should not speculate on the three dimensions of
space, for if we only rightly knew where and how to look, we
could find presented everywhere clarification of the riddles
of the world. The hen's egg is a simple, visible proof of the
fact that one axis of the world is longer than the other two.
The borders of the hen's egg, the eggshell, are a true
picture of our space. It will indeed be necessary —
this is a digression for mathematicians — for our
mathematicians to study the relationships between
Lubatscheffski's geometry, for instance, or Riemann's
definition of space, and the hen's egg, the formation of the
hen's egg. A great deal can be learned through this. Problems
must really be tackled concretely.
You see, by
placing before our souls this determinable protein, we
discover the influence of the cosmos upon it, and we can also
describe in detail how the cosmos acts upon it. Indeed, it is
true that we cannot as yet go very far in this direction, for
if human beings were able to see how such things can be
extended, such a science would be misused in the most
terrible way, particularly in the present time, when the
moral level of the civilized population of the earth is
extraordinarily low.
We have
observed to some extent how our body comes to form mental
images: it presses out of itself the hallucinatory world out
of which it originated. We carry about with us not only the
body but also the soul element. We will be able to observe
this better if we leave out of consideration for the moment
the soul element and look instead at the spiritual element.
You see, my dear friends, just as here between birth and
death we look at ourselves from outside and say that we carry
a body, so we have a spiritual existence between death and a
new birth. This corresponds to an inner perception, but
between death and a new birth we speak — if I may
express myself in this way — of our spiritual element
in just the same way as we speak here in our physical life of
our body. Here we are accustomed to speak of the spiritual as
being the actual primal foundation of everything, but this is
actually an illusory way of expressing it. We should speak of
the spiritual as that which belongs to us between death and a
new birth. Just as between birth and death we possess a body,
just as here we are embodied, so between death and a new
birth we are “enspirited.” This spiritual,
however, does not cease when we take up the body that is
formed out of the hallucination of the world; it continues to
be active.
Imagine the
moment of conception — or any other moment between
conception and birth. The precise moment does not matter so
much; imagine any moment in which the human being is
descending from the spiritual into physical existence. You
will have to say that from this moment onward, physical
existence incorporates itself into the soul-spiritual element
of the human being. The soul-spiritual undergoes, as it were,
a metamorphosis toward the physical. The force, however, that
was ours between death and a new birth does not cease at the
moment when we enter physical, sensory existence; it
continues to be active, but in quite a peculiar way. I would
like to illustrate this schematically
(see drawing).
Consider the
force that has been active within you in the spiritual world
since your last death and that works until what I shall call
birth, your present birth. The forces of the physical and
etheric bodies and so on continue to be active, followed by a
new death. This force that we possess until birth persists,
however — and yet we might say that it does not
persist, for its actual essence has been poured into the
bodily nature, spiritualizing it. What persists of this force
continues at the same time in the same direction, only as
pictures; it has merely a picture-existence, so that between
birth and death we carry livingly in us the picture of what
we possessed between death and a new birth. This picture is
the force of our intellect. Between birth and death, our
intellect is not a reality at all but is the picture of our
existence between death and a new birth.
This knowledge
not only solves the riddles of cognition but also the riddles
of civilization. The entire configuration of our modern
civilization, which is based upon the intellect, becomes
evident if we know that it is a civilization of pictures, a
civilization that has not been created by any form of reality
but by a picture — although created by a picture of the
spiritual reality. We have an abstract spiritual
civilization. Materialism is an abstract spiritual
civilization. One thinks the most finely spun thoughts if one
denies the thoughts and becomes a materialist. Materialistic
thoughts are really quite perspicacious, but of course they
come into error, for the picture of a world, not a world
itself, produces our civilization.
You see, my
dear friends, this is a difficult conception, but let us make
an effort to understand it. You find it easy to conceive
pictures in space. If you stand before a mirror, you ascribe
no reality to your reflection in the mirror; you ascribe
reality to your own self, not to the picture. What thus
occurs here in space also actually takes place in time. What
you experience as your intellect is a reflected image, with
its mirroring surface turned back to your former existence.
In yourselves, in your bodily nature, you have a mirroring
surface, but this mirror is active in time, and it reflects
the picture of life before birth. The perceptions of
existence are continually cast into this intellectual image:
the sense perceptions. It mingles therein with sense
perceptions, and for this reason we do not perceive that this
is actually a reflection. We live in the present. If by means
of the exercises I have described in my book,
How to Attain Knowledge of the Higher Worlds,
we succeed in throwing out sense perceptions and living into
this picture existence, then we really come to our life before
birth, pre-existent life. Pre-existence then is a fact. The
picture of pre-existence is indeed within us; we must only
penetrate to it. Then we will succeed in perceiving this
pre-existence.
Basically every
human being is able, if he does not succumb to other
phenomena, to fall into a healthy sleep when he shuts out
sense perceptions. This is the case with most human beings.
They shut out sense perceptions, but then thinking is also no
longer there. If sense perceptions can really be shut out,
however, while at the same time thinking remains alive, then
we no longer look into the world of space but back into the
time through which we lived between our last death and this
birth. This is seen at first very unclearly, but one knows
that the world into which one then looks is the world between
death and this most recent birth. In order to reach the
truth, a true insight, we must not fall asleep when sense
perceptions are suppressed. Our thinking must remain just as
alive as is the case with the help of the sense perceptions
or when permeated by sense perceptions.
If we look
through our own being toward pre-existent life, however, and
then naturally continue our training, the concrete
configurations also appear in the spiritual world. Then a
spiritual environment rises up around us, and the very
opposite takes place of what takes place in the physical
world: we do not press out of our body its hallucinations;
instead we pull ourselves out of our body and place ourselves
into our pre-existent life, our life before birth, where we
are filled with spiritual reality. We dive into the world in
which hallucinations surge. And in perceiving its realities,
we do not perceive hallucinations but imaginations. Thus we
perceive imaginations when we rise to spiritual vision.
It is of course
absurd, and even indecent, I might say, when someone who
wishes to be a scientist today continually comes forward with
the following objection to anthroposophy: anthroposophy
probably offers merely hallucinations; it cannot be
distinguished from hallucinations. Yet if these people were
only to study more closely the entire method of investigation
applied in spiritual science, they would find that exactly
here a very sharp and precise boundary is made between
hallucination and Imagination.
What lies
between the two? I have already drawn your attention to the
fact that between birth and death we assume a bodily garment,
and between death and a new birth a spiritual garment. The
soul element is the mediator between the two. The spiritual
is brought into physical existence through the life of the
soul. What we experience in physical life is, in its turn,
brought into the spiritual through the soul element when we
die. The soul element is the mediator between body and
spirit.
If the body
conceptualizes as body, it conceives hallucinations; that is,
it brings hallucinations into consciousness. If the spirit
conceptualizes as spirit, then it has imaginations; if the
soul, which is the mediator between the two, begins to
conceptualize, that is, if the soul conceptualizes as soul,
then neither will the unjustified hallucinations pressed out
of the body arise, nor will the soul penetrate to spiritual
realities. Instead it will reach an undefined intermediary
stage; these are fantasies. Picture the body; between birth
and death it is not an instrument for conceptualizing. If
between birth and death it conceptualizes nevertheless, it
does so in an unjustified and abnormal way, and
hallucinations thus arise. If the spirit conceptualizes in
really rising out of the body to realities, then it has
imaginations. The soul forms the mediator between
hallucinations and imaginations in faintly outlined
fantasies.
If
the body conceptualizes as body, hallucinations arise.
If the soul conceptualizes as soul, fantasies arise.
If the spirit conceptualizes as spirit, imaginations arise.
In describing
these processes, we are describing real processes. In
intellectual thinking we have only the pictures of the soul's
pre-existent life — the pictures, therefore, of a life
that is permeated through and through with imaginations, a
life that arises out of the hallucinatory element. Our
intellectual life is not real, however. We ourselves are not
real in our thinking, but we develop ourselves to a picture
in that we think. Otherwise we could not be free. Man's
freedom is based on the fact that our thinking is not real if
it does not become pure thinking. A mirror image cannot be a
causa. If you have before you a mirror image —
something that is merely an image, and if you act in
accordance with this image, this is not the determining
element. If your thinking is a reality, then there is no
freedom. If your thinking is a picture, then your life
between birth and death is a schooling in freedom, because no
causes reside in thinking. A life that is a life in freedom
must be one devoid of causes.
The life in
fantasies is not entirely free, but it is real, real as a
life of conceptions (Vorstellungsleben). The free
life that is in us is not a real life as far as thinking is
concerned, but when we have pure thinking and out of this
pure thinking develop the will toward free deeds, we grasp
reality by a corner. Where we ourselves endow the picture
with reality out of our own substance, free action is
possible.
This is what I
wished to present, in a purely philosophical way, in 1893 in my
The Philosophy of Spiritual Activity,
in order to have a foundation for further studies.
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