LECTURE II
Dornach, 30th April 1922
I
spoke yesterday about the sense organs and drew attention
to the way they appear when, to our ordinary knowledge, we add
what is gained through knowledge of supersensible worlds.
Taking the lungs as an example I showed that the moment we rise
with spiritual sight into supersensible worlds, then other
organs become just as much sense organs as our present ones. We
come to the conclusion that our organs are in process of
evolution and transformation. This is not apparent to ordinary
consciousness because we are always observing a process
arrested, a process which, because we cannot survey either its
earlier or its later stages, reveals only a momentary stage of
its evolution.
If
our advance into the imaginative world — as I termed it in
the book Knowledge of the Higher Worlds and its
Attainment — reveals the lung in a state of
transition, from being a vital organ to becoming a sense organ,
we can no longer regard it in the way we do in ordinary life.
We realize that what we ordinarily observe is a momentarily
arrested stage in the lungs' evolution. If we compare this with
the arrested stage of the evolution of the eyes, we come to the
conclusion that the lung reveals itself to be at a younger
stage than the eye.
I
said yesterday that we could at least put forward as a question
whether the eye, in the course of evolution, had once been a
vital organ as the lung is now. Let us remain cautious and
merely say that there is at least a possibility that the
relationship between lung and eye is like that of a child to a
grown-up. One shows itself to be a younger entity, the other an
older one. In other words, the eye in its
youth could at some stage of world evolution have been a vital
organ which has now become a sense organ, while the lung, which
is now a vital organ, could later become a sense organ. Yet we
shall only come to know the truth by advancing further in
supersensible knowledge. To do so let us today consider
the other extreme of the soul's life, the pole of the will.
Yesterday it was described purely externally.
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Concerning the pole of the will we can ask: How does it appear
when we have attained imaginative cognition? We find that the
organs belonging to the will sphere become paler. They fade
away before spiritual sight. Our limbs are organs that belong
more immediately to the will sphere; they grow paler. In fact,
the characteristic feature, when we rise to imaginative
consciousness and observe the external organism, is that the
limbs become lost. And so does the metabolic system with which
the limbs are connected. This aspect of man is simply no longer
there in the intensity it was to physical sight. When we
compare all that, which to higher vision fades from view, with
something in the physical world, we arrive at a quite
astonishing result.
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Let
me draw some sketches of what comes about. Imagine that
this is man as he appears to physical sight (drawing on the
left). Now we observe him with imaginative cognition: the limbs
grow paler (drawing in the center). Suppose this next sketch is
of all that which becomes ever paler and fades away. What we
get becomes more and more like an image of a human corpse
(drawing on the right). In other words, we get an image of what
man leaves behind at death, of that which is either buried or
cremated. When a corpse is cremated it ceases to be
visible to physical sight, just as that part of man ceases to
be visible to supersensible consciousness.
But
something else becomes visible: At the place where the arms
fade away something becomes visible which a former
instinctive clairvoyance saw more or less correctly. It was
said that where physical man has arms spiritual beings have
wings; and that after death so did spiritual man. However, to
replace spiritual beings with a kind of symbol in the form of a
winged creature, a superior bird, is a crude ghostlike
image. When cognition of higher worlds is further developed,
that is when one ascends, in the way I have described, from
imaginative knowledge to inspired knowledge, then one
recognizes what one is really seeing. And to depict this as
wings is a distortion, but then it is not so easy to recognize
the reality. However, the moment the ascent is made from
imagination to inspiration then, by careful observation, one
gradually realizes what takes the place of say the right arm
and hand. Let me put it this way: You will agree that we make a
lot of movements with our arms. According to
materialistic critics a dreadful lot of movement is carried out
in eurythmy. People who do not understand eurythmy cannot bear
it. But when you observe, with inspired cognition, what
is done by the movements in eurythmy, you no longer see the
arms and hands, all you see are their movements. All the
individual movements are all there, and because they all merge
into one another they look like wings.
Well, people who are not eurythmists also move their arms. In
fact, most of the movements done by human beings are done
with the arms. All the movements, their curves and forms become
visible (see drawing, orange). Everything
physical — muscles, flesh, bones — ceases to be
visible, whereas all movements become visible. And it is the
same with the legs. I said yesterday that the movements man
makes are not confined within the body. In order to point to
something useful I spoke of chopping wood rather than of sport.
When someone chops wood, he makes continuous movements.
All these are also visible when one ascends from imagination to
inspiration. However, man causes things to happen not only
through his body, he does so also by means of thoughts, perhaps
through other people. All the events that he causes to take
place gradually become visible, particularly as one ascends
from inspiration to intuition. In short, when we contemplate
the pole of will, all that at death is placed in the grave
ceases to be visible; whereas all man's deeds gradually become
visible. After a person's death what is still in existence are
all the deeds he has carried out. That has further
life and continues to exist. What passes through the gate of
death can be said to be a birth of will. So you see as regards
the limbs we must choose a different approach in order to
find the transition from the physical aspect of man to the
soul. And the same applies to the metabolic system.
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We have now considered from a certain aspect the nature of
man's senses and also what so to speak constitutes his will
nature — that is, the source of his actions. To enable us
to proceed further let us return to the pole of the senses. Let
us look back with imaginative and inspired consciousness and
see what becomes of a sense organ, let us say the eye, and then
consider it at the stage where the lung let us say has become
an organ of perception.
When the lung has become an organ of perception we begin to see
a completely different world. Even in public lectures I have
often spoken about the fact that another world becomes
perceptible to the higher man who gradually develops and frees
himself from ordinary man, though the latter is still present
and in control. We also begin to experience the world
more rhythmically, more musically as soon as the lung becomes
sense organ. In fact, we begin to experience all that
which in my book Theosophy I described partly as Soul
World, partly as Spirit Land. When the lung becomes sense organ
we experience a different environment. I mentioned
yesterday that the lungs become sense organ in their etheric
part. But what happens to our ordinary sense organs?
Unlike the organs of the metabolic-limb system which disappear
to higher vision, the sense organs do not disappear, they
reveal themselves as they are at present but in their spiritual
nature. They reveal themselves as objective entities; they
become, as it were, spiritual beings. They are — if I may
so express it — what peoples our spirit world. One gets the
strong impression that the sense organs expand into worlds. We
witness, as it were, a world being built up out of our sense
organs. Our soul has the experience that the world which we now
witness coming into being unites itself with something else. It
unites with what in ordinary life we look upon as our memories;
that is, our mental pictures of past events.
Here I must point to an important experience which occurs
as one ascends from imaginative to inspired knowledge.
The sense organs become, as it were, independent beings which
take into themselves our memories. As we turn our attention to
this fact we become clearly aware of a certain aspect of our
soul's nature.
Take the example of the human eye. To ordinary
consciousness this organ is as I described it yesterday.
When we begin to develop imaginative cognition and then ascend
to inspired cognition, the physical aspect of the eye
disappears but not the eye itself. It becomes ever more
spiritual and expands to cosmic proportions. It becomes a
world, a world that unites itself with our memories; it unites
with the thoughts that live in our memory (yellow in diagram).
Along this path we gradually attain a specific insight into a
certain area.
A
trivial concept of popular psychology is the idea that man
perceives with his physical organs and develops his mental
pictures — i.e., his thoughts — from the physical
percepts. And then the thoughts he has formed go — well,
they go somewhere. The philosophy of Herbart,
[
Johan
Friedrich Herbart, 1776-1841. Philosopher and Educator.
]
in particular, attained eminence by letting thoughts
disappear beneath some sort of threshold. Then when they were
remembered they wandered up again and appeared in
consciousness.
This idea always reminds me of a children's game I often
watched as a small boy: One runs both hands up a child's arm,
tickling him while chanting, “Up comes a little mouse who
wants to hide in Joey's house.” This suggests to the
child that a mouse is running up his arm to hide in a box
somewhere inside his head. Psychology is just about as
clever; it also lets thoughts emerge from sense
perceptions and then walk into a sort of savings-box within the
soul from where they arise again when remembered. It is a
trivial concept but one that is much bandied about in
psychology. The true facts become clear only when one comes to
know the whole process through imaginative and inspired
knowledge. What then becomes clear is the following: Things we
see through our eyes are there, they are not created by the
eyes. So, too, what we see through imagination and inspiration
is also there, it is not created by the higher faculties.
In
other words, while ordinary consciousness is functioning
the higher reality is also present. It all goes on but becomes
visible only to supersensible sight. It goes on through every
moment of our waking life. This reveals that whenever we
perceive in ordinary consciousness, another process takes place
beyond that consciousness. Another process goes on which runs
parallel to that of perception, only we do not become aware of
it until we have attained higher consciousness. Let me put it
this way: In ordinary life whatever we perceive in everyday
consciousness is already there. But all that which only becomes
visible to imagination and inspiration is also there. A process
takes place of which we know nothing in ordinary consciousness.
When we learn to know it through higher cognition we become
aware that the memory pictures we have in ordinary
consciousness are indeed only pictures. Their true reality
becomes apparent to higher consciousness. There is no question
of memory pictures wandering up again after having first
gone down somewhere.
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When I form a mental picture of a physical object and then
withdraw from it, the mental picture remains. After a while the
mental picture disappears and because it is mere picture it
disappears completely. But our senses do something
else: they carry out a process we do not see. They
vitalize in our inner being a process that is living, which
endows the thoughts contained in our memory with reality.
This means that when we have a physical perception and form a
mental picture (red) then another process (blue) takes place
through which something real comes about — i.e., a
reality, not just a picture. The picture vanishes, but when we
remember then this, real memory takes the place of the former
physical percept and what we now perceive is the reality that
was brought to life in us, without our knowledge, at the time
of the physical perception. And this reality is the soul.
If
today you have physically before you a human being and you see
him again after eight or ten years then nothing of what you see
today will be present. You cut your nails, your skin flakes
off, externally the physical body continually falls away;
it becomes dust. After seven to ten years that which today is
the physical substance most deeply embedded in you will have
come so far to the surface that it flakes off or is cut off as
long nails. You can be certain that what is today at the center
of your physical body gradually comes to the surface and falls
away. But then what remains? What remains of man's whole
being is solely the reality developed inwardly through
the process taking place parallel to that of forming mental
pictures.
In
ten years' time nothing of what you are today will exist
except the memories of your experiences. Today nothing exists
of what you were ten years ago except what your memories have
made of you. You are woven out of your memories, all that is
physical flakes off and disappears. Anyone with sound common
sense, who thinks through and correlates what he can observe in
ordinary consciousness, will acknowledge the truth of what I
have brought before you with the help of imagination and
inspiration.
If
we would picture to ourselves how a human being develops,
taking into account his soul nature, then from one
aspect — and I beg you to keep in mind that we are
considering everything from one pole, the pole of
thought — we would depict it thus (see drawing). When we
are born, a body is provided for us (white lines). This body is
gradually filled with all that results from the process taking
place parallel to sense perception (yellow lines). All that
which is body (white lines) gradually flakes off. We eat, we
take in a variety of substances from the air. All this reaches
into the process taking place when memories are formed
and builds up the bodily nature ever anew, whereas that which
impregnates the soul from the metabolic system is what is
buried after death. The soul itself weaves its own essential
being. It develops its being from those processes which
to begin with are experienced merely as mental pictures.
One can say in truth: I live in thoughts, but what I experience
as thought in ordinary consciousness is only image. It is, so
to speak, an attendant phenomenon to the reality which I bring
into existence.
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Something of extraordinary significance emerges from this: it
shows that what takes place within us, unknown to ordinary
consciousness, is by far the most important for man's
development. We look at the world, what we perceive
through our various senses brings us experiences; we rejoice in
what meets our eyes or ears. And all the time while we see,
hear and feel there slips into our inner being all that which
later can be called up in memory. In other words, all that
constitutes my soul slips into me. That is an activity that
goes on perpetually. One can never say that it is
because it is forever surging and weaving.
Whoever earnestly endeavors to ascend to spiritual knowledge
will have vivid experiences of all I have indicated.
Whatever one has accumulated in life by way of written
notes can, like any possession, be comfortably taken home. And
because in present day life comfort is much preferred to
inner experiences of disquiet, all knowledge tends to be given
a form that allows it to be written down and comfortably taken
home. It is said, however, that anthroposophical lectures do
not transcribe well, so one actually does not get much from
what is written down about them and comfortably taken home.
But, you see, that is only a reflection of the experience of
higher knowledge. When a university student today
prepares for an examination he is really happy when he
manages to store up some facts in his head. And when
after three or four weeks the time comes for the examination he
hopes to be able to pour it all out unchanged just as he
crammed it in. One cannot set about acquiring higher knowledge
in that way. Those who really develop higher knowledge are
faced with spiritual perceptions that have a life of their own.
Higher knowledge is perpetually alive. It will not permit
itself to be so conveniently stored in notebooks as do
the rigid concepts which today are kept as scientific records
of the external world. These, though radically expressed, are
real inner facts.
Take the case of someone who has attained supersensible
cognition to a fairly high degree. Let us say he has at present
certain spiritual perceptions; he can attain those experiences
again later by means I have often described. He may
experience them after three or four years; they have
meanwhile gone through a life of their own. If he once more
builds them up they burden his soul with uncertainty. One
gradually learns that this is nothing exceptional.
Supersensible knowledge in general, fills one with uncertainty
when it develops further — when, as it were, it grows old.
One has to attain certainty about it all over again. One
experiences uncertainty already the following day even about
the loftiest spiritual perceptions and must struggle to attain
the knowledge once more. Only lower kinds of perceptions
cease to be alive, and they become specters which reappear
unchanged. The one who has them feels satisfied that he has
attained some insight into a higher world. He grabs a notebook
to make sure the experience is preserved. He would in fact like
to have a kind of soul-notebook for the purpose.
Genuine spiritual perceptions act differently — they are
living entities and must continually be created anew. One must
go through the process repeatedly for already the
following day uncertainty arises, especially about the
loftiest experiences, and one must win certainty all over
again. One must relate to spiritual knowledge as one relates in
the physical world to what is reality and not image. A real
process in the physical world is the need to eat: not
many of you would refrain from eating today because you had a
good meal a week ago. You would not say that the meal of a week
ago is still in you nourishing you, so that there is no need to
eat today. By contrast a soul content arrived at via the body
remains and can be recalled unchanged in many respects. That is
not the case with a spiritual soul content; this does not just
fade; its very certainty is repeatedly shaken and must be
regained ever again.
One
effect of this aspect of attaining supersensible
cognition is that the world is, as it were, illumined by
it. It is like coming into a brightly lit cosmic hall. After
eight days one has the following experience: A certain residue
of memory lingers due to the fact that in attaining this higher
knowledge one drew near its reality and this had an
effect even on one's physical being. But concerning the
supersensible perceptions as such, one has the experience
that one continuously meets them in a dark room where one
must rekindle the light ever again. This is an indication of
how supersensible knowledge is experienced in the human
soul.
When supersensible perceptions are attained then, unlike
the instinctive clairvoyant, one cannot claim that they remain
like specters. The spiritual realm that is attained must be
conquered anew. Yet, though the experiences do not stay in
ordinary memory, the effect naturally does. The effect is felt
after a time particularly if the supersensible knowledge has to
be faced again in the form of a written manuscript or
even — dreadful thought — in print. The spiritual
investigator may have before him a new edition of a book he has
written. He is faced with the external effect of his earlier
experiences.
I
can imagine there are lecturers who experience deep inner
satisfaction when they have before them the result of the
golden words they have spun together, especially if, again and
again, new editions are produced based on those same golden
words. It is a very pleasurable feeling. But the written
results originating from spiritual perceptions do not provide
pleasurable feelings; they cause pain. What has become
preserved and poured out into the physical world is a source of
pain. That is the other side of the coin. This pain is not only
like going with one's spiritual perceptions into a dark room
where one must kindle the light ever anew. It is like going
into a room where arrows are hurled at one from all sides. An
armor must be created against what one meets as a residue, as
an embodied remnant of supersensible worlds.
This is an indication of how soul life is experienced when one
has reached higher knowledge. In ordinary consciousness
one does not experience the soul's life directly; it is
adjusted to the physical body and experienced through it.
To experience the soul directly is different. The soul is
continuously becoming; it is in a state of transformation
and metamorphosis. This fact escapes one unless, during
supersensible experience, one enters into the process and
identifies with it. Yet, to do so is felt to be unbearable; it
causes pain because it is bound up with the past. Whenever a
spiritual experience is not of the present it causes pain and
one must be armed against this pain. So you see, if the living
content of higher knowledge has really been absorbed it is not
so easy to live with as that to which our students listen in
the universities. That knowledge only hurts when it has been
forgotten and the students do badly in examinations,
although that kind of knowledge does not in itself cause
pain, but pleasure, for when the students possess it they
rejoice. The knowledge may pain them later if they come to see
that there is something better than their own knowledge which
has become like fixed ideas in them.
When the supersensible is entered into deeply one
experiences it as, through and through, alive. One learns
how to attain and how to endure it. In the knowledge itself one
finds joy and satisfaction and also pain. One also learns at
last to know the soul directly in its reality. In ordinary
daily life the soul has fallen so deeply into materialism that
its life appears to consist merely of pale concepts. Into these
pale concepts warmth of feeling must be poured to rescue the
soul life from the painful, pale, cold thoughts which are but
images without life, whereas what is attained as
supersensible knowledge is alive; it is in fact the
living soul. And this living soul content gives us the first
real concept of what we are; for our memory pictures are but
faint reflections of the reality. If we manage to penetrate the
curtain of memories, we arrive at that which I have just
described as joyful, satisfying, light-filled and also
painful experiences of the world. In its participation in this,
our soul is united with a knowledge which itself contains
soul-life. The past we experience as pain, but we become aware
that what we experience as happiness and delight goes with us
through the portal of death; it is the future.
There must flow into ordinary powers of comprehension a
reflection, but a living one, of what I have been saying. If
mankind's past evolution is contemplated merely in the light of
the frigid ideas of history it remains just image, an image
which has significance only as long as it remains in our head.
Just as the mental pictures we form of sense perceptions
have significance only as long as we have them in our heads,
so, too, the mental pictures of history formed purely
intellectually have significance only for the head. What in
popular terms is called “the spirit of the times”
is in fact the historian's own spirit held up to reflect the
times.
One
only learns real history when one participates with living
knowledge in the reality of world evolution and mankind's
evolution, when one feels the greatest intensity of pleasure
and pain in the events taking place in the world. This means,
for example, to turn the eye of the soul backwards in
time to, let us say, ancient Persia, India or Greece; or any
other past age. When, for instance, one feels how
differently the Greeks experienced their tragedies from
the way modern man experiences a theater performance. Goethe
pointed to the fundamental difference between Greek
tragedies and modern dramas when he said that a modern
drama is a shadowy affair, whereas a Greek tragedy was a
world-shaking event. And certainly those who experienced
a Greek tragedy were affected by it very differently from the
way modern man is affected. The latter goes to the theater to
be amused and lets the play flow over him indifferently. When a
Greek watched a tragedy, he felt shaken through and through; he
felt shattered right down into his bodily nature. The basic
issues he saw portrayed sent a chill down his spine. The Greeks
also experienced life as full of sin and guilt and therefore
full of sickness. They felt the tragedy as a healing force.
They felt that a remedy was needed and that the public
performances repeatedly raised life out of its state of guilt
and sickness to what it truly ought to be. Thus, the
Greek tragedy was not something that merely provided amusement,
it constituted a power that acted as healing for what, in
social life, continuously fell into sickness.
What effect has modern drama on present-day society? Its effect
might be compared with that of having one's hair shampooed by
the hairdresser, whereas the effect of a Greek tragedy must be
compared with one's soul and body being healed by a truly
competent physician who with genuine health-giving medicine
dynamically vitalizes the organism through and through. When
one approaches history, identifying oneself completely
with every situation such as the one of a Greek watching a
tragedy, then history is indeed experienced very
differently from the usual way where there is no
participation.
In
the present-day world there is also social sickness, but no
remedy is sought as was done in ancient Greece. If one really
transfers one's soul into the Greek age in the anthroposophical
sense then — if I may express myself somewhat
trivially — one at last catches hold of the soul element
which nowadays is otherwise suppressed in ordinary
consciousness. In contemplating the world, one discovers
the soul.
This is what I wanted to describe to you in order to
demonstrate that if the soul is to be known in its reality one
must first find where it is hidden. The images produced in
ordinary consciousness tell one nothing of the soul.
However, these images are what psychologists describe as
soul. If one opens a book on modern psychology one finds the
first chapter dealing with mental pictures but described in the
way they appear in ordinary consciousness. What
psychologists describe is that which at every moment
dissolves (see drawing, red, page 24). Nothing is said about
the parallel process taking place beneath it. This approach of
modern psychology could be compared with a conference in which
instead of the chief speakers being present only their
portraits were there. The portraits would have the same
relation to the living reality they depict as man's
mental life has to reality in ordinary consciousness.
Psychologists are dealing with nothing but pictures; what
matters is the reality behind them.
I
have been at pains to show you the reality that lies
behind mental pictures. One cannot reach the soul through
ordinary consciousness. It must first be drawn up from
hidden depths. That must be kept in mind; to do so is
very important when one speaks about the human soul in
relation to world evolution. As the soul's true being is
attained, so one gradually enters into world evolution.
In
these first two lectures I have attempted to show how, through
spiritual knowledge, one can reach the soul. Now that a
foundation has been laid we shall consider, in the further
lectures, human soul life and its connection with world
evolution in a more accessible form.
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