LECTURE III
Dornach, 5th May 1922
In
order to extend our considerations and link on to what was said
last week, let us bring to mind some of the things already
known to us. When we consider man as he lives between
birth and death we see his life divided into sections which can
be studied from various aspects. Attention has often been drawn
to the alternating states of waking and sleeping and we know
that dreaming is a state between these two. Thus, we have three
states of consciousness in ordinary life — waking, dreaming
and sleeping. Human nature itself can be divided
correspondingly. When we trace the content of ordinary
consciousness we experience thinking — i.e., forming mental
pictures. I have often pointed out that only in this state, or
to the extent that we are in this state, are we really awake.
Anyone who observes himself without prejudice will
acknowledge that feeling presents a much duller state of
consciousness than thinking. Feelings surge through the soul
and, unlike mental pictures, we cannot relate them so
definitely either to something in the external world or to
something remembered. And we are conscious, or at least could
become conscious, that as soon as we are awake, feelings come
and go very much the way dreams come and go in the intermediate
state between waking and sleeping. Anyone who has a sense
for comparing different states of consciousness must say to
himself: Dreams have a pictorial quality; feelings are
more like indefinite forces surging within us. But apart from
their content, dreams come and go just as feelings come and go.
Furthermore, dreams emerge from a general darkness and dullness
of consciousness just as feelings emerge and again
submerge within a general inner existence.
When we consider the will we find that what takes place within
us when we have a will impulse remains as unknown to us as that
which we sleep through. The only aspect that is clear in a will
impulse is the thought that initiated it. What next comes into
consciousness is the movement of our limbs or the event taking
place in the external world through our will. But what takes
place in the legs when walking or in the arms when we lift them
remains as unconscious as that which takes place between
falling asleep and waking. So we can say that while we are
awake we experience all three conditions of waking,
dreaming and sleeping.
However, we shall only arrive at a comprehensive
knowledge of man if we use discernment when comparing
what is given us, on the one hand, as sleeping, dreaming and
waking; and, on the other, as willing, feeling and thinking.
Let us consider sleeping man, on the one hand, and, on the
other, man engaged in an act of will. The characteristic
feature of sleeping man is that the very factor that makes us
human — the experience of the I or ego — is absent.
This situation is usually described by saying that the I,
between falling asleep and waking up, is outside of what is
present before us as physical man.
Let
us now compare dreaming man with man experiencing feelings. By
means of ordinary self-observation you will immediately
recognize that dream pictures come before the soul in a, so to
speak, neutral fashion. When we dream, either on waking or
before falling asleep, we cannot really say that the pictures
come before the soul like a tapestry, rather do they surge and
weave within the soul. Thus, what then takes place in the soul
differs from what occurs when fully awake. When awake we know
that we take hold of the pictures which we then have; we grasp
them in our inner being. They are not so nebulous and
indefinite as dreams.
Let
me illustrate what has just been described (left hand drawing).
Let us imagine man schematically (white lines) and draw what we
imagine to be weaving dreams (red lines). One must imagine the
red part as a tissue of dreams experienced by the soul
which continually withdraws and again approaches the soul.
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The
moment he wakes up man does not experience such a tissue of
weaving pictures. He now has the pictures of whatever he is
experiencing firmly within him (right hand drawing). The
weaving pictures which were formerly outside are now
within him; he lays hold of them with his body and because he
does so they are no longer undefined weaving pictures but
something which he controls inwardly.
When man is fully awake then what weaves and hovers as dreams
become thoughts within him. He is then in control of what
now lives in his soul as mental pictures. In this relationship
you can see that the soul is taking hold of something
which from outside draws into man. What has just been described
is in fact the entry of what we call the astral body into man's
inner being. To ordinary consciousness it is that which before
entry weaves and hovers as dreams. The astral body is,
therefore, within us when after waking we begin to think. We
then form mental pictures and we know that we do so, for these
mental pictures are under our control. As long as they
are dreams they hover outside. You need only imagine a kind of
cloud that hovers near you in which dreams are weaving. You
then draw in this cloud, you now control it from within.
Because it is no longer outside you cease to dream. Just
as you grasp objects with your hands so do you grasp dreams
with your inner being; which means that you have drawn in the
astral body.
We
must ask: What precisely is it that we now have within
us? We can perhaps find a point of reference by looking at
certain dreams which are not just pictures but begin also to
become indefinite feelings. Just think how often dreams can be
quite unpleasant. Many dreams are connected with anxiety. You
wake up feeling anxious. In this undefined state of
anxiety — less often it may be a state of joy — you
have the first glimmer of something which as it further
develops becomes fully present as you wake up. What is it that
glimmers forth when a dream causes, for example,
anxiety?
Such dreams are interwoven with feelings; anxiety is a feeling.
The feeling is undefined because the dream is still partly
outside the organism; yet it is far enough within to
intermingle with feeling. It interweaves with what already
lives in the soul as feeling. Only when the astral body has
entered completely do you have definite feelings. These are
conditioned by the physical organization and can now be
penetrated by mental pictures present in the astral body.
When we consider certain nightmares and anxiety dreams in the
right light we draw near to what actually takes place when the
astral body enters man's physical body. You will always find
that it is some disorder in the breathing which causes the
state of anxiety of some dreams. From this you can see clearly
that the astral body draws in and again draws out through the
breath. It is really possible to observe these things if only
the observation is thorough enough and free from prejudice.
Something can be seen here that enables us to recognize that
what weaves in dreams is in fact the astral body and that it
draws into our organism by taking hold of the breath as we wake
up.
This leads to the recognition of something else that is not
normally taken into account but is of great significance. The
human being is usually regarded as if he were simply a
physical organism, a body built up of solid matter. That
is just not true. The least part of the human body is solid,
less than ten percent. For the rest it is a water organism, an
organism of liquid, so that in reality we must think of this
organism built up in such a way that one tenth is solid (see
drawing, white lines) and the solid saturated with water (blue
lines). You only represent the human organism truly when you see
it as a column of liquid in which the solid is deposited.
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However, there is more to it. We must also picture the human
organism as an organism of air. The air is outside, we breathe
it in; a part of the outside air is now within us and we
breathe it out again. So we are also an air organism. Let us
draw that, too (red lines). It is just this air organism which
is taken hold of by the astral body as we wake up. We breathe
in the air, it goes through transformations the effect of which
pours through the whole organism. The oxygen takes up the
carbon and transforms it into carbonic acid. Thus, an air
process continually takes place within us.
As
we wake up the air process is permeated by the astral body. The
movement of the astral body follows the same path as the air
through the organism. The air process consists solely of
air when we sleep; when we are awake then the movements of the
astral body, as it were, swim along within what lives in us as
air processes. But now depict to yourselves the following: the
astral body draws into that which I have schematically drawn in
red and carries out its movements, in fact, carries out its
general activity, within the air organism. This all takes place
within the watery organism, which is represented in the blue
lines. When we are awake, these air processes are in reality
processes of the astral body and they continually push against
the watery organism. Man's etheric body is within the watery
organism both night and day. So you have simultaneously a
reciprocal effect between the etheric body and the astral body,
as well as between their physical counterparts which are the
air processes and the water processes. Thus, you can
visualize these processes running their course within man
between his breathing and the movements of all the bodily
fluids. Yet that is again merely a copy of what takes place
between the astral and etheric bodies.
The
whole organism consisting of solid, fluid and air is also
permeated with warmth (see drawing, yellow lines, page 38). The
whole organism has its own warmth — i.e., its own warmth
ether. On the gaseous waves moves astrality and in the warmth
flowing through the body moves the actual I or ego of
man.
So
you have the physical body as such, then the fluid body, which
is also physical but differentiated from the solid physical
body. The fluid physical body has an intimate connection
with the etheric body. Then the gaseous organism which has an
intimate connection with the astral body, and finally all the
warmth processes — that is, the warmth ether in man, which
has an intimate connection with the human I. Thus, one can say
that in the various physical constituents of man we have a
picture of the whole man. The solid part, so to speak, exists
by itself; the fluid within the organism cannot exist by
itself. Within the head we have very little solid and what
there is swims in the cerebral fluid. Within this fluid is the
etheric part of the head.
In
the breathing process the following takes place: As we breathe
in, the breath pushes inwards up through the spinal fluid
towards the brain. In our waking state the astral also moves
along this thrusting movement towards the etheric part of the
head. We have then, on the one hand, an interaction of
the movement of the cerebral fluid with the movement of
the breath, and, on the other, an interaction of the etheric
part of the head — of which what takes place in the
cerebral fluid is only an image — with the breathing
process, which is again only an image of the astrality in man.
We also have a continuous interplay of warmth; the movement of
the blood mediates the warmth. On the waves of this sea of
warmth our I also moves.
To
become clear about these interactions within man's bodily
nature it is essential that we represent them vividly to
ourselves. Only the solid organism can be observed by itself.
The fluid organism does not have the possibility of moving
in
waves the way water moves in the external world. The play of
movement in the fluid organism is an image of what takes place
in the etheric body. Again, what takes place in the delicate
processes of breathing is an image of what takes place in man's
astral body. Keeping this in mind let us once more look at the
cerebral fluid: within it certain movements take place copying
movements of the etheric body. Man acquires the etheric
body when he descends from spiritual worlds into the physical
world. Within the spiritual world he does not yet possess it.
But as man takes hold of his physical body he also takes
possession of his etheric body; he, as it were, draws out the
ether from the cosmos. He can unite with the physical body,
which he receives through heredity, only when he has drawn the
ether from the cosmos. So that all that lives in the etheric
body of man we bring with us when we take hold of the physical
body.
The
human embryo develops within the maternal body. Let us consider
the fluid within the embryo. In general physiology only the
solid components, or what appear to be solid components, are
examined, not the fluid. Were this to be investigated it would
be found that the cerebral fluid, in particular, contains an
image of all that which was present already in the ether body,
as the ether was drawn together, and which then slips into
physical man.
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If
this is the physical body (see drawing) in which the physical
human embryo develops — I do not draw the solid, only the
fluid embryo (red lines) — then what as astral and `I' is
present descends from the spiritual world; what has been drawn
together from the ether slips in (yellow lines). In fact, as he
dives down into his physical body the fluid part of the
organism absorbs what man brings with him. Therefore, if the
movements within the cerebral fluid of the child were to be
investigated they would be found to be like a photograph of
what the human being had been before he united with the
physical body. You see, it is very significant to realize that
a photograph is to be found in the cerebral fluid, that is to
say in the movements of the cerebral fluid, of what has taken
place before conception.
It
is fairly easy to understand that a kind of photograph of what
existed before conception is to be found in the cerebral
fluid. But let us now consider the process of breathing.
Breathing appears to be an out and out physical process because
of the way our lungs function. Air is drawn in and, under the
influence of the external world, the breathing takes place even
when we are asleep — that is, even when the eternal part of
our being is not united with the temporal part. Our breathing
is not affected by whether we are awake or asleep. When we
sleep the wave movements of the breath go through the organism;
when we are awake they, in addition, carry the astral
body. In other words, they are able to carry the astral body
but it is not incumbent on them to do so, for when we are
asleep they do not.
What follows from this? It follows that the reason the cerebral
fluid can carry on by itself is because it is isolated within
man's inner being. It constitutes a kind of continuation
of what existed before. On the other hand, nothing of what
existed before can be continued in this intimate way within our
breath. When we consider the human head, we find within the
cerebral fluid, that is, within the physical body itself, the
actual continuation of pre-natal spiritual man; whereas when we
consider the organization of the chest and the process of
breathing we find a different situation. The physical
breath takes place by itself (see drawing, yellow lines); the
spiritual is less strongly connected with the physical process
(red lines). Therefore, one must say that in the head,
spiritual man, the man of soul and spirit, is closely connected
with physical man; they have become a unity. In the chest that
is not the case — there the two are more apart; the
physical organism is more by itself and so, too, the
soul-spiritual.
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Let
us now compare this with the state of dreaming. When we dream
the I and astral body are outside, they are separated from the
sleeping body. However, for the chest man, that is to some
extent always the case. The chest man — that is, the man
of breath and heart, in short, rhythmic man — is the
organism for feeling. Feelings run their course like dreams
because the soul-spiritual is not so firmly connected with the
physical organism, is not so completely within physical man. So
you see, if one wants to consider the whole man one must take
into account these different interactions of what pertains to
the soul and what pertains to the body.
In
our materialistic age the human being is considered only in the
most external way. This is evident from the way modern science
looks upon man as if he were nothing but a solid organism
within which the soul is somehow active. On this basis it is
impossible to visualize how, for example, an impulse of will,
experienced purely within the soul, can lead to the lifting of
the arms or legs. In fact, from the point of view of what we
experience as the soul's part in an act of will, the human
organism, as conceived by modern anatomy and physiology, is
like a piece of wood, as alien to the soul as a piece of wood.
What in physiology today is described as human legs is like a
description of two pieces of wood. They are related to the soul
as if they were wooden legs. As little as the soul could have
any relationship with two pieces of wood lying about, just as
little could it have any relationship with legs as described by
modern physiology. However, human legs are penetrated by
liquid. Here we already come upon something in which it is
easier to understand that the spiritual can be active within
it. Yet, it is still difficult.
Once we come to the gaseous, the airy element, then we are in a
physical material so fine that it is much easier to visualize
the soul element to be within it, and easier still when we come
to warmth. Just think how close a connection can come
about between the warmth of the physical organism and the soul.
You may at some time have had a terrible fright and grown quite
hot. There you have an inner experience of the connection
between the soul and the warmth in the physical organism. In
fact, when we examine the solid, fluid, gaseous and warmth
components of the whole organism, we gradually arrive at the
soul.
It
can be said that the 'I' takes hold of the inner warmth; the
astral body of the gaseous; the ether body of the fluid and
only the solid remains untouched; in the solid nothing enters.
Picture to yourselves the way the human organism functions: You
have the human brain (see drawing, page 46) that has fluid in
it and also solid parts into which, as I said, the soul does
not enter. The solid parts are, in reality, salt deposits;
whatever solid we have within us is always salt-like deposit.
Our bones consist solely of such deposits. In the brain very
fine deposits continually occur and again dissolve. There
is always a tendency in our brain to bone formation. The
brain has a tendency to become quite bony. But it does not
become bony because everything is in movement and is
continually dissolved. When we examine the organism, especially
the brain, we first find within it a condition of warmth,
and within the warmth the air which is the bearer of the astral
body and is continually playing into the cerebral fluid while
being breathed in and out. We then have the cerebral fluid in
which the ether body lives. Then we come to the solid into
which the soul cannot enter because it consists of
deposited salt. Because of this salt formation, which is
less than ten percent of the total organism, we have within us
something into which the soul cannot enter.
As
human beings we have an organism; within this organism
there are warmth, gaseous and fluid elements, all of which the
soul can penetrate. But there is something which the soul
cannot penetrate. This is comparable to having objects on
which light falls but cannot penetrate and is therefore
thrown back. Let us say we have a mirror; light cannot go
through it and is therefore reflected. Similarly, the soul
cannot penetrate the solid salt organism and is, therefore,
continually reflected.
If
this were not the case, there would be no consciousness at all.
Your consciousness consists of soul experiences reflected from
the salt organism. You are not aware of the soul life as it is
absorbed by the warmth, gaseous and fluid organism; you
experience it only because the soul life within the
warmth, gaseous and fluid, is reflected everywhere by salt,
just as sunbeams are reflected by a mirror. The outcome
of this reflection is our mental pictures.
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When someone deposits too much salt — salt always takes on
forms — then he produces a lot of mental pictures; he
becomes rich in thoughts. If too little salt is secreted the
thoughts have vague outlines, like reflections from a faulty
mirror. Or, said differently, when too much salt is secreted
thoughts predominate and become very precise, and he who has
them becomes pedantic. He is convinced of the rightness
of his thoughts because they arise from so much solid, he
becomes materialistic. When too little salt is secreted, or
perhaps too much in the rest of the organism but too little in
the head, then the thoughts become indefinite and the
person becomes fanciful or perhaps he becomes a mystic.
Our soul life is dependent on the material processes taking
place within us.
It
may be necessary, when someone is too prone to fanciful
ideas, to administer some remedy that will enable him to
deposit more salt or else give better form to the salt he does
deposit. He will then escape from his fantasies. However, one
should not make too great an effort to cure a human being
by physical means of his fantasies or pedantry; not much can be
done anyway. To do something different is more important
and can be of great value — someone who knows how to
observe human beings in regard to both soul and body will
notice if there is too much sediment, whether in the head, or
in the organs of the rhythmic or metabolic systems. He will
notice it because the whole thought configuration becomes
different. The manner in which a person alters his thoughts can
contribute significantly to a diagnosis. But such delicate
reactions are not often noticed. For example, someone may
suddenly make mistakes repeatedly when speaking. He does not
normally do so, but suddenly he makes mistakes again and again.
It may last a few days and then cease. He has suffered a slight
ailment, and the mistakes in speaking are merely a
symptom. Such instances can often be described quite
exactly.
For
example, someone may for a few days secrete too much gastric
acid. Now what occurs? This gastric acid dissolves
certain substances in the stomach, which ought to pass on
beyond the stomach. This means that the organism is deprived of
these substances with the result that the person's inner
mirror pictures lack the necessary sharpness. His thoughts
become vague and he makes mistakes in speaking. You will have
realized what must be done: One must provide a remedy that will
ensure less acidity in the stomach, then the person's thoughts
will again become ordered. His digestion is now in order and he
ceases to make mistakes when speaking.
Or
take the example of someone who absorbs gastric acid too
intensely. This can occur if the spleen is abnormally
active. When this happens the gastric acid is distributed
throughout the body; the body, as it were, becomes all stomach.
Such acid sediments are, in fact, the cause of many illnesses.
A specific pricking pain may be felt or, if the head is
affected, a feeling of dullness. When you look at such a person
with insight it will often be found that the absorption of all
the acidity has created in him a certain greediness. When
someone is permeated with acidity his eyes may lose their
friendly expression. If someone is suffering from too
much acidity his eyes will reveal it. It is sometimes possible
to restore his friendly expression by administering an
acid that can be digested in the stomach because it is of a
kind that has no tendency to spread throughout the
organism.
The
reason I am saying all this is to show you that the science of
the spirit meant here does not simply contemplate the human
soul in a nebulous way. It recognizes the soul as the ruler and
builder of the body, active within it everywhere.
The
human organism is described nowadays as if it were solid
through and through; the solid alone is taken into
account. It is impossible to arrive at any conception of
how the soul actually exists within the body unless one also
considers the fluid, gaseous and warmth elements of the
organism. The soul does not live in the solid part of the
organism; it does not enter the solid any more than light
penetrates a mirror. Light is thrown back from the
mirror, the soul retreats everywhere from the salt.
The
peculiarity of the soul is that it is deflected from the bones
(see drawing, red lines). We carry our bones within us empty of
soul. The soul is not within them but is rayed back into the
organism.
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The
bones in the skull are really ingeniously arranged. The soul
rays out in all directions and is reflected into our inner
being. We do exist within the skull bones but only as solid
physical man. If we would make a comprehensive sketch of the
head we would have to depict the soul as raying out
within the head (see drawing, red lines). If nothing else
happened, we would be in a dull unconscious condition. However,
as the soul cannot enter the bones of the skull it is rayed
back into our inner being (arrows, short red lines).
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We
experience the soul only when it is reflected into our
inner being. So, you see how matters stand: The reality
is that you have the soul within you rayed back from the mirror
of the skull bones.
Spiritual science does not exclude what is material; on the
contrary, recognition of how the soul controls matter makes it,
at last, comprehensible. After all one does not come to know
that someone is a baker by the fact that he makes certain
movements, but from knowing that the movements he makes
shape the rolls and croissants. Neither does one come to know
the soul through abstract considerations but by knowing that a
reflection of the soul's activity is to be found in the
physical organism. It is a question of understanding the
organism rightly and recognizing that it is an image of the
soul. If we cannot make the effort to understand even
man's physical nature we shall never learn to know the soul. We
must have the goodwill to understand how human nature comes to
expression through the physical. What is usually spoken
of as soul, by those who will not approach the physical with
spiritual insight, is something utterly unreal. It is as unreal
as if you had a tasty meal before you and, instead of eating
it, tried to eat its reflection in a mirror standing beside it.
One can become knowledgeable about the soul only by
observing her creative activity and not by persisting to regard
it as a mere abstraction. And one should certainly not adopt
the view that to be a conscientious spiritual scientist
one must scorn the material. Rather should the material be
understood spiritually; it will then reveal itself as spirit
through and through. To do otherwise is to live in
intellectual abstractions, and they obscure rather than
enlighten.
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