LECTURE 5
Vienna, 13th April, 1914.
I have now to speak once more of
the events between death and rebirth, making use of the ideas we have
acquired in the previous lectures. As we can only deal briefly with
this wide subject, a great deal can be but indicated and much else
which perhaps does not follow from this pictorial presentation will
have to be worked out later; but that which at present you may find
incomplete will be made clear in the further course of our studies in
Spiritual Science.
When a person passes the portal
of death, he lays aside his physical body. This is consigned to the
elements of the earth. In other words we may say of the physical
body, that it has withdrawn from the forces and laws proceeding from
the true man which permeate it between birth and death and which are
different from the mere chemical and physical laws to which, as
physical body, it succumbs after death. From the standpoint of the
physical plane, a person has naturally the idea that he has left on
the physical plane that part of his being which belongs to that
plane. What belongs to the physical plane is consigned to the
physical plane. For the comprehension of man himself and also for any
comprehension of the spiritual world, we have naturally to consider
the point of view taken by the dead person when he has passed through
the portal of death. To him the leaving of the physical body means an
inner process, a soul-process. To those who are left behind, what
happens to the physical body after death is an external process, and
the inner being of the person who has died, his human soul nature,
can no longer express itself in the mortal residue; but to the man
himself who has passed through the portal of death, something is
connected with this leaving of the body. To him it means an inner
experience of the soul; he feels: Thou hast come forth out of thy
physical body and art leaving it behind.
From the standpoint of the
physical plane, it is extremely difficult to give an accurate
description of what here takes place within the soul; for it is an
inner process of far reaching importance and immense significance. It
is an inner process which lasts but a brief space of time, but it is
of universal importance to the whole of human life. Now if the ideas
connected with what then takes place in the soul were to be described
— these ideas which of course cannot be touched upon at present
in a public lecture because they would astonish the public too much,
though perhaps the time will also come for this — if we were to
describe the external process of ideas (now of course the spiritually
external) with which the path of life running between death and
rebirth commences, we might say that the person who has passed the
portal of death has the feeling: Thou art now in an entirely
different relationship to the world from that in which thou wast
before; thy former relationship to the world is radically reversed.
If we wished to describe the ideas which are then experienced in the
soul, we should have to say that up to his death a person has lived
on the earth. During this time he has been accustomed to stand on the
solid, material earth, to see there the beings belonging to the
mineral, vegetable and animal kingdoms, to see the mountains, rivers,
clouds, stars, sun and moon; and from his own standpoint and through
the powers of his physical body he has become accustomed to conceive
of all this as we do to-day. This he does although at the present day
we know from the teaching of Copernicus that fundamentally what we
see is an illusion. There above us is the blue vault of the heavens,
like a bowl, there are the stars, over it pass the sun and moon. Man
is within this bowl as it were, he is within this hollow globe, in
the centre, on the earth, together with all that the earth reveals to
his powers of perception.
We are not at present concerned
with the fact that it is an illusion when through the limitation of
our capacities, we picture to ourselves this blue circumference, but
with the fact that we cannot do otherwise than see it; we see a blue
globe as a firmament above us. Now when a person has passed the
portal of death, the first idea he has to form in his soul is: ‘Thou
art now outside, but as though sunk into a single star.’ At
first he is unconscious of the starry world in which he is really
outspread, at first he is only aware of what he has left, he is only
aware that he has left the sphere of consciousness he possessed in
the physical body, he has left all that he was able to see by means
of the human capacities developed in his physical body. Something has
really happened — but spiritually — similar to what would
happen if a chick, which at first is within the egg-shell, were
consciously to experience how it breaks through this and afterwards
sees the broken egg-shell — the world which had previously
surrounded it — from outside, instead of from inside. Naturally
this idea, which passes through the human soul at this point is Maya;
but it is a necessary Maya or illusion. As we have already said, that
which previously gave our consciousness its content has shrunk
together as if into a single star, only that from this star radiates
what we might call ‘radiating cosmic wisdom.’
This radiating cosmic wisdom is
what I dealt with in the last lecture and regarding which I said that
we possess it in its fullness. It shines and glitters at first as if
from a fiery star. It is now not blue, like the firmament, but fiery,
shining, reddish — like a fiery star. And from it streams forth
into space the plenitude of wisdom, which in inward motion first
presents to us what might be called a memory-tableau of our last
earthly life. All the events we have consciously experienced in our
soul between birth and death now come before our soul, but in such a
manner that we know: There thou seest all, because the star shining
before thee is the background which, through its inner activity, is
the cause of thy being able to see what is outspread before thee, as
a memory tableau. That is expressed more from the standpoint of the
imagination. From the standpoint of inwardness the experience is
somewhat as follows: The one who has passed the portal of death is
entirely filled with the thought: Thou hast left thy body; now in the
spiritual world this body is nothing but will. Thy body is a star of
will, a star whose substance is will; and this will glows with
warmth, and into the expanses of the world into which thou hast now
poured thyself, it rays back to thee thy own life between birth and
death as a great tableau. To the circumstance of thy sojourn within
this star thou owest the privilege that thou art able to draw and
absorb from the world what thou hast drawn and absorbed from it while
on the physical plane: for this star, this will-star, which now forms
the background is the spiritual part of thy physical body, this
will-star is the spirit which permeates and strengthens thy physical
body. That which streams to thee as wisdom is the activity, the
mobility of thy etheric body.
This period passes. The period
during which we have the impression that our life is running its
course like a memory-tableau really only lasts for some days. Our
thoughts, which became our memories during life on earth, unfold once
more before our souls in this memory-tableau. We can maintain this
tableau as long as we have the power under normal conditions to keep
awake in the physical body. It does not depend upon how long we once
remained awake in life under abnormal conditions, it depends upon the
power we have within us to keep ourselves awake. In one case it may
be that a person can scarcely keep awake one night without tiredness
overcoming him, in another case it may be that he can hold out longer
without becoming tired; but the length of time he needs to finish
with this memory-tableau depends upon the degree of this power. We
also have the distinct inner consciousness that because this
will-star is in the background, there is contained within the
memory-tableau what we have gained in our last earthly life, there is
contained in it that by which we have become more mature, what we
have carried beyond death as a plus quantity as compared with what we
had as a minus quantity when at birth we entered into earthly life.
This, which we may describe as the fruit of the last life, we feel in
such a way as if it would not remain as it appeared during the
memory-tableau, but as if it withdrew, as if it went away into the
future and disappeared in those future ages.
In this lecture I shall speak
principally of the condition in the life between death and rebirth of
those who have reached the normal length of life and have died under
normal conditions. Exceptional cases will be dealt with in the next
lecture.
Thus the fruit of our life, if we
have gained such fruit, withdraws to a distance and we know within
our soul: — This fruit exists somewhere, but we have been left
behind by it. We have the consciousness that we have remained at an
earlier period of time, the fruit of our life hurries forward, it
arrives before us at a later period of time and we have to follow
after it. We must grasp correctly what I have just said, this idea of
the inward experience of the fruit of our life being in the universe;
because it is this inward experience which forms the basis of our
consciousness, the beginning of our consciousness after death.
Our consciousness must always be
aroused by something. When we awake in the morning our consciousness
is enkindled anew through our entering into the physical body and
thereby confronting outer objects, through something affecting us
from outside, while during sleep we are unconscious. In the state
immediately after death, this consciousness is enkindled by our
inward feeling and experience of the fruits of our last life,
experience of what we have gained. These fruits exist, but outside
us. Our consciousness is first enkindled after death through this
feeling and experience of our inmost earthly nature being outside us.
By this our consciousness is quickened. Then begins the period during
which it is necessary for us to develop soul-forces which had really
to remain undeveloped during our life on the physical plane, because
they were used to organise the physical body and all appertaining to
it — soul-forces which during physical life have to be changed
into something else. These forces have to awaken gradually after
death. Even in the days during which we experienced the
memory-tableau we notice this awakening of soul-capacities. This
happens when the memory-tableau gradually fades away and grows dim,
because it is during these days that we actually develop the forces
lying at the foundation of the faculty of remembrance, but not acting
consciously during physical life. The reason these forces do not act
consciously during physical life is because during this physical life
we have to transform them in order to be able to form memories. The
last great memory which we have after death in the form of the
tableau must first fade away, must gradually grow dim. Then out of
the darkness develops that which we could not consciously possess
before death; for if we had had it consciously before death we could
never have formed the forces of memory. The forces which now develop
in the soul during the fading of the remembrance of the tableau of
life were, during life, transformed into the power by which we
remember: they now emerge, because the power to remember earthly
thoughts in the ordinary way is overcome and this spiritually
transformed memory-force is awakened within us as the first spiritual
soul-force which comes forth from the human soul after death, just as
the soul-forces come forth in a growing child in the first weeks of
its life. As this soul-force grows it is revealed to us that behind
our thoughts, which while we were on the physical plane were but
shadows, something lives; there is life and movement in the world of
thought. We become aware that the thought pictures in our physical
body were but a shadow and that in them there really lives and
expands a vast number of elemental beings. Our memories grow dim and
in their place we see emerge a vast number of elemental beings out of
the universal cosmos of wisdom.
You might ask, ‘Is it not a
great loss when after death the power of memory is overcome and we
have something else in its place?’ We do not miss it, because
we then have a very good substitute for it. Instead of remembering
our thoughts as we do in life, we notice after death that these
thoughts, which we had in life as memory-thoughts, only seem to be
memories. This treasure of memory which is ours during life becomes
something much more than merely a treasure of memory. When we are out
of our physical body, we see all this treasure of memory as a living
presence; it exists. Every thought is alive, is a living being. Now
we know: During physical life thou didst think, thy thoughts appeared
to thee; but while thou wast under the delusion that thou wast
forming thoughts, thou wast producing nothing but elemental beings.
That is the new thing thou hast added to the whole cosmos. Something
new exists, to which thou gavest birth in the spirit; that which thy
thoughts really were now stands before thee. We now first learn by
direct vision what elemental beings are, because this is the first
time we come to know the elemental beings we have ourselves produced.
This memory-tableau is the very important impression we receive in
the first period after death; but this begins to live, really to
live, and as it begins to live we perceive it as nothing but
elemental beings. It now shows its true face, as it were and its
disappearance merely signifies its change into something different.
If, for example, we died at the age of sixty or eighty, we do not
need the power of memory to remember a thought we had, say, at the
age of twenty, because it is there as a living elemental being, it
has waited and we do not need to remember it; then if we died, for
example, at the age of forty the thought would only be twenty years
old and we should see it clearly. These elemental beings themselves
tell us how long it is since they were formed. Time becomes space: it
stands before us, because the living beings reveal their own
time-signature. Under these conditions time becomes the immediate
present.
From these, our own elemental
beings, which surrounded us during life and which we see at death, we
learn the nature of the elemental world and thereby prepare ourselves
gradually to understand the elemental beings in the outer world not
produced by us, but existing apart from us in the spiritual cosmos.
Through our own elemental creations we learn to know the others.
Think how very different this life between death and rebirth really
is from our earthly life. The main thing is that after physical birth
we are not aware of ourselves. What we experience as a baby, those
around us experience with us; we are born, and others, our parents,
look upon this which has been born. Neither are we aware of ourselves
at first after death, but we see as an outer world that to which we
have given birth. We ourselves look upon that which is outside, that
to which we have given birth at the moment of death. When at our
physical birth we enter into existence, we have an incomprehensible
world before us, and to those around us we are indeed a being who
only sprawls and cries and laughs; but after death, after our birth
into the spiritual world — which to the physical world is death
— we enter at once into an environment to which we ourselves
have given birth, which we have ourselves organised, for we have
ourselves given birth to it. There, we have given birth to a world,
whereas, when we are born physically, this world gives birth to us.
Such are the conditions with respect to thought and also to that
which springs from thought as our store of memory.
It is different as regards what
belongs to our feeling and our will. In the first lecture I mentioned
that all that belongs to the spheres of our feeling and our will is
not yet born in us, that in a certain respect will and feeling are
something which is not fully born. This can be seen clearly after
death; for will and feeling, as they pervade the physical body, still
exist after death. So that after a time, after the will-star has
withdrawn with the fruits of our last earthly life, we live in an
elemental world which forms our environment to which we ourselves
give the fundamental tone through our transformed memories. We live
in such a manner in this world, which really is ourselves, in the
sense I have just explained, that we know: Thy feeling and thy will
are still in thee. They have still a sort of remembrance, a sort of
connection with thy last earthly life. This condition lasts for
decades. When we are in earthly life between birth and death, we
enjoy and suffer, we live in our passions and we develop impulses of
the will through having the feeling and willing soul in our body; but
it is never the case that all the forces contained in feeling and
will are really able to find an outlet through the body. Even though
we may die in very old age, we still could have enjoyed more,
suffered more, we still could have developed more impulses of the
will. All the possibilities of feeling and will that yet remain in
the soul must, however, be overcome. As long as these are not fully
overcome we still have a connection of desire with our last earthly
life. We look back, as it were, at this last earthly life. It is, as
I have often expressed by a trivial word, a sort of weaning from the
connection with the physical earthly life. Anyone who is but to a
slight degree a true spiritual investigator soon penetrates into the
nature of the force which we have now to overcome, and this
overcoming takes decades to accomplish: but it is revealed
comparatively easily to spiritual investigation.
Each day when we fall asleep and
when we experience the interval between sleeping and waking, we are
in our soul and spiritual nature outside our body. We return, because
in our soul and spirit nature we have the impulse to return, because
we really have a desire for our body. We absolutely long for our
body. And one who can consciously experience awaking, knows: you want
to awaken and you must will to waken. In the spirit and soul-nature
there is indeed a force of attraction to the body. This must
gradually decline, it must be entirely overcome and this takes
decades to accomplish. This is the period in which we gradually
overcome our connection with our last earthly life and this is why,
in the period which is occupied in the manner I have just described,
we really have to experience in a reversed direction everything that
took place in our earthly life.
Now that the previous lectures
have been given, I am in a position to describe various conditions
more minutely than before, when only a general outline could be
given; for before this could be done, it was necessary that certain
ideas should first be brought forward.
Let us suppose that we have
passed the portal of death and that we have left someone behind on
the earth. We are now in the period when we have gained the power of
beholding elemental beings and of having the inward feeling that the
fruits of our earthly life have withdrawn; but that we are still
connected with this last earthly life. Let us suppose, that when we
have passed the portal of death we have left behind one whom we have
loved very much. Now, when after death we have become accustomed to
our elemental creations, we gradually attain to seeing the elemental
beings of others; it is possible for us now to see the thoughts of
others as elemental beings. We see the thoughts that live in the soul
of the person we have left behind, for they are expressed in living
elementals which appear before our soul as mighty Imaginations. In
this way we can now have a much more intimate connection with the
inner life of this person than we had with him in the physical world;
for while we ourselves were in the physical body we could not indeed
see the thoughts of the other, whereas now we can. But we have need
of the feeling-memory — please note the word — the
feeling-memory, the connection of feeling with our own last earthly
life. We must feel, just as we felt in the body, and this feeling
must echo in us. Then, when the thoughts of the other appear to us,
the whole condition, which otherwise would only be as a picture,
receives life. Thus, by the route of our feeling, we gain a living
connection with our friend: it is really so with everyone.
You see, it is a development of a
condition which may be described thus: There is a period during which
we still have to draw from our last earthly life the forces enabling
us to enter into living relationship with the surrounding spiritual
world; we have still to be connected with this earthly life. We love
the souls we have left behind, the contents of whose souls appear to
us as thoughts, as elemental beings. But we love them because we
ourselves are still living in the love we developed for them during
our earthly life. The expression is not a happy one, but some of you
will understand me when I say that earth-life — not the
thought-life but the earth-life whose soul-contents are filled with
feeling and permeated with the impulse of will — this
earth-life, with which we are still connected, becomes like a sort of
electric switch connecting our own individuality with what goes on
around us spiritually; we perceive everything in a roundabout way
through our last earthly life, but we only perceive what appertains
to us in the spiritual world, through the feeling and will that were
ours in our last earthly life. It is now really the case that we feel
ourselves living on further into time, as a sort of comet of time.
Our earthly life is still there like the kernel of the comet, but the
kernel sends out a sort of tail into the near future through which we
live. We are still connected with our earthly life in so far as this
is filled with feeling and will, and from this experience something
must be born within our soul as I have described, something that is
not directly feeling and will. The soul-powers we develop here in the
physical world, which include the power of feeling as we have it here
in the physical world and the power of the will as we have it here in
the physical world, these soul-powers we possess in this form,
because we are living in the physical body. When the soul no longer
lives in the physical body, it has to develop other qualities which
only slumber during physical life. Because the echoes of feeling and
will reverberate in it for years, the soul has to mature something
from them which it can also use for the spiritual world in this
respect, namely a force which I might describe as something like a
feeling-desire or a desiring-feeling. In respect of our feeling and
our will, we know that these dwell within our soul; but after death
we do not, on the whole, possess such feeling and desire, they must
gradually fade and die down, and they do this after some years.
But during this dying down and
fading away, something has to develop from feeling and will which can
be ours after death. Our thoughts live outside us as elemental
beings; of inward feeling and will we should have nothing in this
spiritual world which we ourselves are, and which is there, outside
us. We have gradually to develop a will — and this we really do
— which streams forth from us, which pours forth from us, as it
were, and undulates and moves to where our living thoughts are. These
it penetrates, because then upon the waves of will floats the feeling
which in physical life is within us and not outside. Feeling then
returns to us floating on the waves of will. There, outside surges
and billows the ocean of our will and upon this swims our feeling.
When the will strikes against an elemental thought-being, the contact
produces an up-glimmering of feeling and we perceive this ‘ricochet’
of our will as an absolute reality of the spiritual world. Let us
suppose there is an elemental being in the outer spiritual world.
When we have gradually worked out of the condition we must first pass
through, our will going forth from us breaks against this elemental
being. When it strikes against the elemental being it is thrown back.
It does not now return as will, but as feeling, which floats back to
us on the waves of will. Our own being which is poured out into the
cosmos lives as feeling which comes back to us on the waves of will.
The elemental beings thereby become real to us and we gradually
perceive that which exists outside us as the outer spiritual world.
Still another soul-force has to
come forth from us, which slumbers in a much deeper layer of the soul
than the feeling-will or the willing-feeling. It is creative
soul-force, which is like an inner soul-light that must shine forth
over the spiritual world, in order that we may not only see the
living, active, objective thought-beings floating back to us on the
waves of feeling in the ocean of our will, but that we may also
illumine this spiritual world with spiritual light. Creative,
spiritual illuminating power must go forth from our soul into the
spiritual world. This awakens gradually.
You see, that while living in
physical life we have at least differentiated within us the pair of
brothers — feeling and will, from feeling-will or
willing-feeling: we possess these as a duality whereas when we have
passed the portal of death they are unity. The creative soul-force
which we radiate as soul-light into spiritual space (if I may use the
word ‘space’ here, for in reality it is not space, but we
have to try to make these conditions comprehensible by expressing
them pictorially), this soul-light slumbers so deep down within us
because it is connected with something regarding which we neither may
nor can know anything during life. That which is liberated as light
and which then illumines and brightens the spiritual world slumbers
very deep down within us during our life on the physical plane. What
then rays forth from us, has to be transformed during our physical
life and used in such a way that our body shall really live and that
consciousness shall dwell in it. Entirely below the threshold of
consciousness works this spiritual illuminating power in our physical
body, as the power which organises life and consciousness. We dare
not bring it into our earthly consciousness, for we should then rob
our physical body of the power which has to organise it. But when we
have no body to take care of, it becomes spiritual illuminating
power, and streams through, shines and glitters through everything:
these words signify actual realities.
Thus we gradually work our way
onwards to where we become at home in the spiritual world and
experience it as a reality, just as here we experience the physical
world as a reality. We gradually arrive at really having the souls of
those who have passed the portal of death as our companions in the
spiritual world, in so far as these really live in the spiritual
world. We then live among souls, just as here in the physical body we
live among bodies. As we enter more and more into the true spirit of
Spiritual Science, the assertion that after death we do not meet
again all those with whom we have lived here, would be, to one who
goes more deeply into the matter, as foolish as if someone were to
say, with respect to the physical plane, that when we enter upon the
earth at birth we find no human beings there. Human beings are all
about us. — To one who knows spiritual life it is exactly the
same as if someone were to say: the child comes into the physical
world, but it sees no one there. That, obviously, is nonsense. In the
same way it is nonsense when people say: when we enter into the
spiritual world we do not find again all the souls with whom we have
been associated, neither do we find the Beings belonging to the
higher Hierarchies, whom we recognise in their order, as here upon
the earth we recognise minerals, plants and animals! But there is
this difference, here in the physical world we know that when we see
and hear objects and beings, the possibility for doing so comes
through our senses, from the outer world. In the spiritual world we
know that this possibility comes from ourselves, because what we may
call the soul-light streams forth from our souls illuminating
everything about us.
Thus do we live in the period
which may be called the first half of our life between death and
rebirth. While we are living in this period we go through the two
conditions I have already described: — one, a condition lasting
for years, in which, through the illuminating power proceeding from
our soul, we are connected with the spiritual world and are thus
enabled to perceive spirits and souls about us. This then grows dim
and we have the feeling: thou canst develop thy soul-illuminating
power, thy soul-light less and less, thou art obliged to let it
become dimmer and darker in a spiritual sense. Thereby thou canst see
spiritual beings less and less. It becomes increasingly the case that
we enter alternating periods in which we have a feeling which we may
express thus: Beings surround thee on all sides but thou art becoming
more and more solitary, thou art aware only of the contents of thine
own soul and these contents grow richer to the same extent that thou
ceasest to be able to illuminate the beings without. — There
are periods of spiritual companionship, and again, periods of
spiritual solitude during which we live over again in our soul, what
we experienced in the periods of spiritual companionship. These
conditions alternate. Such is our life in the spiritual world:
spiritual companionship, and again spiritual solitude. In periods of
spiritual solitude we know: what thou didst experience in the
spiritual world around thee was indeed there, thou knewest about all
that; but now there remains only the echo of it within thee. One
might say, that what we experience in the periods of spiritual
solitude, are memories; but these words do not express it exactly. I
must therefore try to describe it to you from another aspect. It is
not as if in the period of spiritual darkness, when one has no
companions, one were to remember what one had previously experienced
in the spiritual world, but as if one had to produce this afresh
every moment: it is a continual inward creation. One is inwardly
aware: While there, outside thee the outer world exists; thou must
remain alone and create and create. What thou createst is the world
which surges around thee beyond the shores of thine own being.
As we thus live on further during
the first half of our life between death and rebirth and approach the
middle of the period between death and rebirth, we feel the solitary
life grow richer and richer and at the same time the vision of our
spiritual environment becomes dimmer and more restricted. This
continues until we arrive at the middle of the period between death
and rebirth, which in my last Mystery Drama,
The Soul's Awakening,
I have endeavoured to describe as the Midnight of the
World. That is the period when we have the strongest inward life, but
we no longer have within us the creative soul-force enabling us to
illumine our spiritual environment. Here, one might say, infinite
worlds fill us inwardly, spiritually, but we are unable to know
anything about any other being except our own. That is the central
point in our experience between death and rebirth, it is the Midnight
of the World.
Now the time begins when there
develops within us the longing for a positive creative power; for
although we have an infinite inner life, there awakens within us the
longing to have an outer world again. And so different are the
conditions of the spiritual world from those of the physical world,
that whereas in the physical world longing is the most passive force
(when there is something for which we long, this something is what
determines us), the reverse is the case in the spiritual world.
There, longing is a creative force; it transforms itself into
something which, as a new kind of soul-light, is able to give us an
outer world, an outer world which is yet an inner world, inasmuch as
it reveals to us a vision of our previous earthly incarnations. These
now lie outspread before us, illumined by the light that is born of
our longing. In the spiritual cosmos there is a power which comes
from longing, which can illumine this backward survey and enable us
to experience ourselves.
But to this end one thing is
necessary in our present age. I have said that during the whole of
the first half of our life between death and rebirth we alternate
between inner life and outer life, between solitude and spiritual
companionship. At first the conditions in the spiritual world are
such, that each time we return to our solitude in the spiritual
world, to our inner activity, we call up before our soul again and
again what we have experienced in the outer world. Thereby a
consciousness is aroused which expands over the whole of the
spiritual world; with the swing of the pendulum this again contracts
during the period of solitude.
There is one thing, however,
which exists there and which we must retain, no matter whether we
expand into the great spiritual world, or withdraw into ourselves.
Before the Mystery of Golgotha took place, it was possible, through
the forces connecting man with primeval times, to preserve a
connection with that which gave him the feeling of ‘I’.
It was possible not to lose this connection, for he could preserve a
clear remembrance of one thing in the previous earthly life, namely,
that in this life on the earth he had lived as an ‘I’;
and this remembrance continued both through the periods of solitude
and of companionship. Before the Mystery of Golgotha the forces of
inheritance took care of this. Now, it can only be accomplished
through the fact that the soul-content, which we may have through
Christ having entered into the earth aura, remains connected with
that which we have released from us as the treasure we have brought
from the earth, which we perceived withdraw immediately after leaving
the physical body. This is the permeation with the Christ-substance,
which after death gives us the power to maintain the remembrance of
our ‘I’ up to the time of the world-midnight, in spite of
all expansion and in spite of all the contraction into solitude. Thus
far does the impulse proceeding from the power of Christ extend, that
through it we do not lose ourselves. Then from our longing must
spring a new spiritual power, a power that only exists in spiritual
life and by which, through our longing a new light may be kindled.
In the physical world there is
Nature and the Divinity which pervades Nature, from which we are born
into the physical world. There is the Christ-impulse which is present
in the earth's aura, that is, in the aura of physical nature.
But the power which draws near to us in the Midnight of the World,
through which our longing is enabled to illumine the whole of our
past, this power exists only in the spiritual world where nobody can
live. When the Christ-impulse has brought us as far as to the
Midnight of the World, and when the Midnight of the World is
experienced by the soul in spiritual loneliness, because the
soul-light cannot yet stream forth from us, when world-darkness has
come upon us, when Christ has led us thus far, then in the Midnight
of the World there emerges something spiritual from our desire,
creating a new world-light which illuminates our being and by means
of which we enter anew into worldly existence. We learn to know the
Spirit of the spiritual world which awakens us, because out of the
Midnight of the World a new light shines, the light which illuminates
the whole of our human past.
In Christ we have died; through
the Spirit, through the bodiless Spirit for which the technical
expression Holy Ghost is used, i.e., the Spirit that lives
without a body — (for this is meant by the word Holy, namely, a
spirit without the weakness of one that lives in the body) —
through this Spirit we are reawakened at the Midnight of the World.
At the World-Midnight we are awakened by the Holy Ghost:
PER SPIRITUM
SANCTUM REVIVISCIMUS.
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